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It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in
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possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife.
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However little known the feelings or views of such a man may be
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on his first entering a neighbourhood, this truth is so well
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fixed in the minds of the surrounding families, that he is
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considered the rightful property of some one or other of their
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daughters.
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“My dear Mr. Bennet,” said his lady to him one day, “have you
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heard that Netherfield Park is let at last?”
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Mr. Bennet replied that he had not.
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“But it is,” returned she; “for Mrs. Long has just been here, and
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she told me all about it.”
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Mr. Bennet made no answer.
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“Do you not want to know who has taken it?” cried his wife
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impatiently.
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“You want to tell me, and I have no objection to hearing it.”
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This was invitation enough.
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“Why, my dear, you must know, Mrs. Long says that Netherfield is
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taken by a young man of large fortune from the north of England;
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that he came down on Monday in a chaise and four to see the
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place, and was so much delighted with it, that he agreed with Mr.
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Morris immediately; that he is to take possession before
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Michaelmas, and some of his servants are to be in the house by
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the end of next week.”
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“What is his name?”
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“Bingley.”
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“Is he married or single?”
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“Oh! Single, my dear, to be sure! A single man of large fortune;
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four or five thousand a year. What a fine thing for our girls!”
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“How so? How can it affect them?”
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“My dear Mr. Bennet,” replied his wife, “how can you be so
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tiresome! You must know that I am thinking of his marrying one of
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them.”
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“Is that his design in settling here?”
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“Design! Nonsense, how can you talk so! But it is very likely
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that he may fall in love with one of them, and therefore you
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must visit him as soon as he comes.”
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“I see no occasion for that. You and the girls may go, or you may
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send them by themselves, which perhaps will be still better, for
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as you are as handsome as any of them, Mr. Bingley may like you
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the best of the party.”
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“My dear, you flatter me. I certainly have had my share of
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beauty, but I do not pretend to be anything extraordinary now.
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When a woman has five grown-up daughters, she ought to give over
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thinking of her own beauty.”
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“In such cases, a woman has not often much beauty to think of.”
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“But, my dear, you must indeed go and see Mr. Bingley when he
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comes into the neighbourhood.”
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“It is more than I engage for, I assure you.”
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“But consider your daughters. Only think what an establishment it
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would be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas are
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determined to go, merely on that account, for in general, you
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know, they visit no newcomers. Indeed you must go, for it will be
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impossible for us to visit him if you do not.”
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“You are over-scrupulous, surely. I dare say Mr. Bingley will be
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very glad to see you; and I will send a few lines by you to
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assure him of my hearty consent to his marrying whichever he
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chooses of the girls; though I must throw in a good word for my
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little Lizzy.”
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“I desire you will do no such thing. Lizzy is not a bit better
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than the others; and I am sure she is not half so handsome as
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Jane, nor half so good-humoured as Lydia. But you are always
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giving her the preference.”
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“They have none of them much to recommend them,” replied he;
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“they are all silly and ignorant like other girls; but Lizzy has
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something more of quickness than her sisters.”
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“Mr. Bennet, how can you abuse your own children in such a way?
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You take delight in vexing me. You have no compassion for my poor
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nerves.”
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“You mistake me, my dear. I have a high respect for your nerves.
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They are my old friends. I have heard you mention them with
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consideration these last twenty years at least.”
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“Ah, you do not know what I suffer.”
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“But I hope you will get over it, and live to see many young men
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of four thousand a year come into the neighbourhood.”
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“It will be no use to us, if twenty such should come, since you
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will not visit them.”
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“Depend upon it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will
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visit them all.”
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Mr. Bennet was so odd a mixture of quick parts, sarcastic humour,
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reserve, and caprice, that the experience of three-and-twenty
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years had been insufficient to make his wife understand his
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character. Her mind was less difficult to develop. She was a
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woman of mean understanding, little information, and uncertain
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temper. When she was discontented, she fancied herself nervous.
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The business of her life was to get her daughters married; its
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solace was visiting and news.
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Mr. Bennet was among the earliest of those who waited on Mr.
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Bingley. He had always intended to visit him, though to the last
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always assuring his wife that he should not go; and till the
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evening after the visit was paid she had no knowledge of it. It
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was then disclosed in the following manner. Observing his second
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daughter employed in trimming a hat, he suddenly addressed her
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with:
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“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it, Lizzy.”
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“We are not in a way to know what Mr. Bingley likes,” said her
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mother resentfully, “since we are not to visit.”
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“But you forget, mamma,” said Elizabeth, “that we shall meet him
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at the assemblies, and that Mrs. Long promised to introduce him.”
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“I do not believe Mrs. Long will do any such thing. She has two
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nieces of her own. She is a selfish, hypocritical woman, and I
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have no opinion of her.”
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“No more have I,” said Mr. Bennet; “and I am glad to find that
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you do not depend on her serving you.”
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Mrs. Bennet deigned not to make any reply, but, unable to contain
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herself, began scolding one of her daughters.
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“Don’t keep coughing so, Kitty, for Heaven’s sake! Have a little
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compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces.”
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“Kitty has no discretion in her coughs,” said her father; “she
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times them ill.”
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“I do not cough for my own amusement,” replied Kitty fretfully.
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“When is your next ball to be, Lizzy?”
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“To-morrow fortnight.”
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“Aye, so it is,” cried her mother, “and Mrs. Long does not come
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back till the day before; so it will be impossible for her to
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introduce him, for she will not know him herself.”
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“Then, my dear, you may have the advantage of your friend, and
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introduce Mr. Bingley to her.”
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“Impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible, when I am not acquainted
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with him myself; how can you be so teasing?”
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“I honour your circumspection. A fortnight’s acquaintance is
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certainly very little. One cannot know what a man really is by
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the end of a fortnight. But if we do not venture somebody else
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will; and after all, Mrs. Long and her nieces must stand their
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chance; and, therefore, as she will think it an act of kindness,
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if you decline the office, I will take it on myself.”
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The girls stared at their father. Mrs. Bennet said only,
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“Nonsense, nonsense!”
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“What can be the meaning of that emphatic exclamation?” cried he.
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“Do you consider the forms of introduction, and the stress that
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is laid on them, as nonsense? I cannot quite agree with you
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there. What say you, Mary? For you are a young lady of deep
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reflection, I know, and read great books and make extracts.”
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Mary wished to say something sensible, but knew not how.
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“While Mary is adjusting her ideas,” he continued, “let us return
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to Mr. Bingley.”
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“I am sick of Mr. Bingley,” cried his wife.
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“I am sorry to hear that; but why did not you tell me that
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before? If I had known as much this morning I certainly would not
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have called on him. It is very unlucky; but as I have actually
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paid the visit, we cannot escape the acquaintance now.”
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The astonishment of the ladies was just what he wished; that of
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Mrs. Bennet perhaps surpassing the rest; though, when the first
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tumult of joy was over, she began to declare that it was what she
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had expected all the while.
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“How good it was in you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I should
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persuade you at last. I was sure you loved your girls too well to
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neglect such an acquaintance. Well, how pleased I am! and it is
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such a good joke, too, that you should have gone this morning and
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never said a word about it till now.”
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“Now, Kitty, you may cough as much as you choose,” said Mr.
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Bennet; and, as he spoke, he left the room, fatigued with the
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raptures of his wife.
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“What an excellent father you have, girls!” said she, when the
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door was shut. “I do not know how you will ever make him amends
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for his kindness; or me, either, for that matter. At our time of
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life it is not so pleasant, I can tell you, to be making new
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acquaintances every day; but for your sakes, we would do
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anything. Lydia, my love, though you are the youngest, I dare
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say Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next ball.”
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“Oh!” said Lydia stoutly, “I am not afraid; for though I am the
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youngest, I’m the tallest.”
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The rest of the evening was spent in conjecturing how soon he
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would return Mr. Bennet’s visit, and determining when they should
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ask him to dinner.
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Not all that Mrs. Bennet, however, with the assistance of her
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five daughters, could ask on the subject, was sufficient to draw
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from her husband any satisfactory description of Mr. Bingley.
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They attacked him in various ways—with barefaced questions,
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ingenious suppositions, and distant surmises; but he eluded the
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skill of them all, and they were at last obliged to accept the
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second-hand intelligence of their neighbour, Lady Lucas. Her
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report was highly favourable. Sir William had been delighted with
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him. He was quite young, wonderfully handsome, extremely
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agreeable, and, to crown the whole, he meant to be at the next
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assembly with a large party. Nothing could be more delightful! To
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be fond of dancing was a certain step towards falling in love;
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and very lively hopes of Mr. Bingley’s heart were entertained.
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“If I can but see one of my daughters happily settled at
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Netherfield,” said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, “and all the
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others equally well married, I shall have nothing to wish for.”
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In a few days Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet’s visit, and sat
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about ten minutes with him in his library. He had entertained
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hopes of being admitted to a sight of the young ladies, of whose
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beauty he had heard much; but he saw only the father. The ladies
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were somewhat more fortunate, for they had the advantage of
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ascertaining from an upper window that he wore a blue coat, and
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rode a black horse.
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An invitation to dinner was soon afterwards dispatched; and
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already had Mrs. Bennet planned the courses that were to do
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credit to her housekeeping, when an answer arrived which deferred
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it all. Mr. Bingley was obliged to be in town the following day,
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and, consequently, unable to accept the honour of their
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invitation, etc. Mrs. Bennet was quite disconcerted. She could
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not imagine what business he could have in town so soon after his
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arrival in Hertfordshire; and she began to fear that he might be
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always flying about from one place to another, and never settled
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at Netherfield as he ought to be. Lady Lucas quieted her fears a
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little by starting the idea of his being gone to London only to
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get a large party for the ball; and a report soon followed that
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Mr. Bingley was to bring twelve ladies and seven gentlemen with
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him to the assembly. The girls grieved over such a number of
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ladies, but were comforted the day before the ball by hearing,
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that instead of twelve he brought only six with him from
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London—his five sisters and a cousin. And when the party entered
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the assembly room it consisted of only five altogether—Mr.
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Bingley, his two sisters, the husband of the eldest, and another
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young man.
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Mr. Bingley was good-looking and gentlemanlike; he had a pleasant
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countenance, and easy, unaffected manners. His sisters were fine
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women, with an air of decided fashion. His brother-in-law, Mr.
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Hurst, merely looked the gentleman; but his friend Mr. Darcy soon
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drew the attention of the room by his fine, tall person, handsome
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features, noble mien, and the report which was in general
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circulation within five minutes after his entrance, of his having
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ten thousand a year. The gentlemen pronounced him to be a fine
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figure of a man, the ladies declared he was much handsomer than
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Mr. Bingley, and he was looked at with great admiration for about
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half the evening, till his manners gave a disgust which turned
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the tide of his popularity; for he was discovered to be proud; to
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be above his company, and above being pleased; and not all his
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large estate in Derbyshire could then save him from having a most
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forbidding, disagreeable countenance, and being unworthy to be
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compared with his friend.
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Mr. Bingley had soon made himself acquainted with all the
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principal people in the room; he was lively and unreserved,
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danced every dance, was angry that the ball closed so early, and
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talked of giving one himself at Netherfield. Such amiable
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qualities must speak for themselves. What a contrast between him
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and his friend! Mr. Darcy danced only once with Mrs. Hurst and
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once with Miss Bingley, declined being introduced to any other
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lady, and spent the rest of the evening in walking about the
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room, speaking occasionally to one of his own party. His
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character was decided. He was the proudest, most disagreeable man
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in the world, and everybody hoped that he would never come there
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again. Amongst the most violent against him was Mrs. Bennet,
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whose dislike of his general behaviour was sharpened into
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particular resentment by his having slighted one of her
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daughters.
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Elizabeth Bennet had been obliged, by the scarcity of gentlemen,
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to sit down for two dances; and during part of that time, Mr.
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Darcy had been standing near enough for her to hear a
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conversation between him and Mr. Bingley, who came from the dance
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for a few minutes, to press his friend to join it.
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“Come, Darcy,” said he, “I must have you dance. I hate to see you
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standing about by yourself in this stupid manner. You had much
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better dance.”
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“I certainly shall not. You know how I detest it, unless I am
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particularly acquainted with my partner. At such an assembly as
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this it would be insupportable. Your sisters are engaged, and
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there is not another woman in the room whom it would not be a
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punishment to me to stand up with.”
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“I would not be so fastidious as you are,” cried Mr. Bingley,
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“for a kingdom! Upon my honour, I never met with so many pleasant
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girls in my life as I have this evening; and there are several of
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them you see uncommonly pretty.”
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“You are dancing with the only handsome girl in the room,” said
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Mr. Darcy, looking at the eldest Miss Bennet.
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“Oh! She is the most beautiful creature I ever beheld! But there
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is one of her sisters sitting down just behind you, who is very
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pretty, and I dare say very agreeable. Do let me ask my partner
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to introduce you.”
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“Which do you mean?” and turning round he looked for a moment at
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Elizabeth, till catching her eye, he withdrew his own and coldly
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said: “She is tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me; I
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am in no humour at present to give consequence to young ladies
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who are slighted by other men. You had better return to your
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partner and enjoy her smiles, for you are wasting your time with
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me.”
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Mr. Bingley followed his advice. Mr. Darcy walked off; and
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Elizabeth remained with no very cordial feelings toward him. She
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told the story, however, with great spirit among her friends; for
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she had a lively, playful disposition, which delighted in
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anything ridiculous.
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The evening altogether passed off pleasantly to the whole family.
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Mrs. Bennet had seen her eldest daughter much admired by the
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Netherfield party. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and she
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had been distinguished by his sisters. Jane was as much gratified
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by this as her mother could be, though in a quieter way.
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Elizabeth felt Jane’s pleasure. Mary had heard herself mentioned
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to Miss Bingley as the most accomplished girl in the
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neighbourhood; and Catherine and Lydia had been fortunate enough
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never to be without partners, which was all that they had yet
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learnt to care for at a ball. They returned, therefore, in good
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spirits to Longbourn, the village where they lived, and of which
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they were the principal inhabitants. They found Mr. Bennet still
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up. With a book he was regardless of time; and on the present
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occasion he had a good deal of curiosity as to the event of an
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evening which had raised such splendid expectations. He had
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rather hoped that his wife’s views on the stranger would be
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disappointed; but he soon found out that he had a different story
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to hear.
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“Oh, my dear Mr. Bennet,” as she entered the room, “we have had a
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most delightful evening, a most excellent ball. I wish you had
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been there. Jane was so admired, nothing could be like it.
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Everybody said how well she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought her
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quite beautiful, and danced with her twice! Only think of that,
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my dear; he actually danced with her twice! and she was the only
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creature in the room that he asked a second time. First of all,
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he asked Miss Lucas. I was so vexed to see him stand up with her!
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But, however, he did not admire her at all; indeed, nobody can,
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you know; and he seemed quite struck with Jane as she was going
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down the dance. So he inquired who she was, and got introduced,
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and asked her for the two next. Then the two third he danced with
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Miss King, and the two fourth with Maria Lucas, and the two fifth
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with Jane again, and the two sixth with Lizzy, and the
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Boulanger—”
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“If he had had any compassion for me,” cried her husband
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impatiently, “he would not have danced half so much! For God’s
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sake, say no more of his partners. Oh that he had sprained his
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ankle in the first dance!”
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“Oh! my dear, I am quite delighted with him. He is so excessively
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handsome! And his sisters are charming women. I never in my life
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saw anything more elegant than their dresses. I dare say the lace
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upon Mrs. Hurst’s gown—”
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Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet protested against any
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description of finery. She was therefore obliged to seek another
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branch of the subject, and related, with much bitterness of
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spirit and some exaggeration, the shocking rudeness of Mr. Darcy.
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“But I can assure you,” she added, “that Lizzy does not lose much
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by not suiting his fancy; for he is a most disagreeable, horrid
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man, not at all worth pleasing. So high and so conceited that
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there was no enduring him! He walked here, and he walked there,
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fancying himself so very great! Not handsome enough to dance
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with! I wish you had been there, my dear, to have given him one
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of your set-downs. I quite detest the man.”
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When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, the former, who had been
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cautious in her praise of Mr. Bingley before, expressed to her
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sister just how very much she admired him.
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“He is just what a young man ought to be,” said she, “sensible,
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good-humoured, lively; and I never saw such happy manners!—so
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much ease, with such perfect good breeding!”
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“He is also handsome,” replied Elizabeth, “which a young man
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ought likewise to be, if he possibly can. His character is
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thereby complete.”
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“I was very much flattered by his asking me to dance a second
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time. I did not expect such a compliment.”
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“Did not you? I did for you. But that is one great difference
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between us. Compliments always take you by surprise, and me
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never. What could be more natural than his asking you again? He
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could not help seeing that you were about five times as pretty as
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every other woman in the room. No thanks to his gallantry for
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that. Well, he certainly is very agreeable, and I give you leave
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to like him. You have liked many a stupider person.”
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“Dear Lizzy!”
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“Oh! you are a great deal too apt, you know, to like people in
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general. You never see a fault in anybody. All the world are good
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and agreeable in your eyes. I never heard you speak ill of a
|
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human being in your life.”
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“I would not wish to be hasty in censuring anyone; but I always
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speak what I think.”
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“I know you do; and it is that which makes the wonder. With
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your good sense, to be so honestly blind to the follies and
|
|
nonsense of others! Affectation of candour is common enough—one
|
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meets with it everywhere. But to be candid without ostentation or
|
|
design—to take the good of everybody’s character and make it
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still better, and say nothing of the bad—belongs to you alone.
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And so you like this man’s sisters, too, do you? Their manners
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are not equal to his.”
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“Certainly not—at first. But they are very pleasing women when
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you converse with them. Miss Bingley is to live with her brother,
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and keep his house; and I am much mistaken if we shall not find a
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very charming neighbour in her.”
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Elizabeth listened in silence, but was not convinced; their
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behaviour at the assembly had not been calculated to please in
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general; and with more quickness of observation and less pliancy
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of temper than her sister, and with a judgement too unassailed by
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any attention to herself, she was very little disposed to approve
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them. They were in fact very fine ladies; not deficient in good
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humour when they were pleased, nor in the power of making
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themselves agreeable when they chose it, but proud and conceited.
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They were rather handsome, had been educated in one of the first
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private seminaries in town, had a fortune of twenty thousand
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pounds, were in the habit of spending more than they ought, and
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of associating with people of rank, and were therefore in every
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respect entitled to think well of themselves, and meanly of
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others. They were of a respectable family in the north of
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England; a circumstance more deeply impressed on their memories
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than that their brother’s fortune and their own had been acquired
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by trade.
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Mr. Bingley inherited property to the amount of nearly a hundred
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thousand pounds from his father, who had intended to purchase an
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estate, but did not live to do it. Mr. Bingley intended it
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|
likewise, and sometimes made choice of his county; but as he was
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now provided with a good house and the liberty of a manor, it was
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doubtful to many of those who best knew the easiness of his
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temper, whether he might not spend the remainder of his days at
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Netherfield, and leave the next generation to purchase.
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His sisters were anxious for his having an estate of his own;
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but, though he was now only established as a tenant, Miss Bingley
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was by no means unwilling to preside at his table—nor was Mrs.
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Hurst, who had married a man of more fashion than fortune, less
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|
disposed to consider his house as her home when it suited her.
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Mr. Bingley had not been of age two years, when he was tempted by
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an accidental recommendation to look at Netherfield House. He did
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look at it, and into it for half-an-hour—was pleased with the
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situation and the principal rooms, satisfied with what the owner
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said in its praise, and took it immediately.
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Between him and Darcy there was a very steady friendship, in
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|
spite of great opposition of character. Bingley was endeared to
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Darcy by the easiness, openness, and ductility of his temper,
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though no disposition could offer a greater contrast to his own,
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and though with his own he never appeared dissatisfied. On the
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strength of Darcy’s regard, Bingley had the firmest reliance, and
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of his judgement the highest opinion. In understanding, Darcy was
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the superior. Bingley was by no means deficient, but Darcy was
|
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clever. He was at the same time haughty, reserved, and
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fastidious, and his manners, though well-bred, were not inviting.
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In that respect his friend had greatly the advantage. Bingley was
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sure of being liked wherever he appeared, Darcy was continually
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giving offense.
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The manner in which they spoke of the Meryton assembly was
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|
sufficiently characteristic. Bingley had never met with more
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|
pleasant people or prettier girls in his life; everybody had been
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|
most kind and attentive to him; there had been no formality, no
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|
stiffness; he had soon felt acquainted with all the room; and, as
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|
to Miss Bennet, he could not conceive an angel more beautiful.
|
|
Darcy, on the contrary, had seen a collection of people in whom
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|
there was little beauty and no fashion, for none of whom he had
|
|
felt the smallest interest, and from none received either
|
|
attention or pleasure. Miss Bennet he acknowledged to be pretty,
|
|
but she smiled too much.
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|
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Mrs. Hurst and her sister allowed it to be so—but still they
|
|
admired her and liked her, and pronounced her to be a sweet girl,
|
|
and one whom they would not object to know more of. Miss Bennet
|
|
was therefore established as a sweet girl, and their brother felt
|
|
authorized by such commendation to think of her as he chose.
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Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family with whom the
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|
Bennets were particularly intimate. Sir William Lucas had been
|
|
formerly in trade in Meryton, where he had made a tolerable
|
|
fortune, and risen to the honour of knighthood by an address to
|
|
the king during his mayoralty. The distinction had perhaps been
|
|
felt too strongly. It had given him a disgust to his business,
|
|
and to his residence in a small market town; and, in quitting
|
|
them both, he had removed with his family to a house about a mile
|
|
from Meryton, denominated from that period Lucas Lodge, where he
|
|
could think with pleasure of his own importance, and, unshackled
|
|
by business, occupy himself solely in being civil to all the
|
|
world. For, though elated by his rank, it did not render him
|
|
supercilious; on the contrary, he was all attention to everybody.
|
|
By nature inoffensive, friendly, and obliging, his presentation
|
|
at St. James’s had made him courteous.
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|
|
|
Lady Lucas was a very good kind of woman, not too clever to be a
|
|
valuable neighbour to Mrs. Bennet. They had several children. The
|
|
eldest of them, a sensible, intelligent young woman, about
|
|
twenty-seven, was Elizabeth’s intimate friend.
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|
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|
That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should meet to talk
|
|
over a ball was absolutely necessary; and the morning after the
|
|
assembly brought the former to Longbourn to hear and to
|
|
communicate.
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|
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|
“You began the evening well, Charlotte,” said Mrs. Bennet with
|
|
civil self-command to Miss Lucas. “You were Mr. Bingley’s first
|
|
choice.”
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|
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|
“Yes; but he seemed to like his second better.”
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|
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|
“Oh! you mean Jane, I suppose, because he danced with her twice.
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|
To be sure that did seem as if he admired her—indeed I rather
|
|
believe he did—I heard something about it—but I hardly know
|
|
what—something about Mr. Robinson.”
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|
|
|
“Perhaps you mean what I overheard between him and Mr. Robinson;
|
|
did not I mention it to you? Mr. Robinson’s asking him how he
|
|
liked our Meryton assemblies, and whether he did not think there
|
|
were a great many pretty women in the room, and which he
|
|
thought the prettiest? and his answering immediately to the last
|
|
question: ‘Oh! the eldest Miss Bennet, beyond a doubt; there
|
|
cannot be two opinions on that point.’”
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|
|
|
“Upon my word! Well, that is very decided indeed—that does seem
|
|
as if—but, however, it may all come to nothing, you know.”
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|
|
|
“My overhearings were more to the purpose than yours, Eliza,”
|
|
said Charlotte. “Mr. Darcy is not so well worth listening to as
|
|
his friend, is he?—poor Eliza!—to be only just tolerable.”
|
|
|
|
“I beg you would not put it into Lizzy’s head to be vexed by his
|
|
ill-treatment, for he is such a disagreeable man, that it would
|
|
be quite a misfortune to be liked by him. Mrs. Long told me last
|
|
night that he sat close to her for half-an-hour without once
|
|
opening his lips.”
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|
|
|
“Are you quite sure, ma’am?—is not there a little mistake?” said
|
|
Jane. “I certainly saw Mr. Darcy speaking to her.”
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|
|
|
“Aye—because she asked him at last how he liked Netherfield, and
|
|
he could not help answering her; but she said he seemed quite
|
|
angry at being spoke to.”
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|
|
|
“Miss Bingley told me,” said Jane, “that he never speaks much,
|
|
unless among his intimate acquaintances. With them he is
|
|
remarkably agreeable.”
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|
|
|
“I do not believe a word of it, my dear. If he had been so very
|
|
agreeable, he would have talked to Mrs. Long. But I can guess how
|
|
it was; everybody says that he is eat up with pride, and I dare
|
|
say he had heard somehow that Mrs. Long does not keep a carriage,
|
|
and had come to the ball in a hack chaise.”
|
|
|
|
“I do not mind his not talking to Mrs. Long,” said Miss Lucas,
|
|
“but I wish he had danced with Eliza.”
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|
|
|
“Another time, Lizzy,” said her mother, “I would not dance with
|
|
him, if I were you.”
|
|
|
|
“I believe, ma’am, I may safely promise you never to dance with
|
|
him.”
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|
|
|
“His pride,” said Miss Lucas, “does not offend me so much as
|
|
pride often does, because there is an excuse for it. One cannot
|
|
wonder that so very fine a young man, with family, fortune,
|
|
everything in his favour, should think highly of himself. If I
|
|
may so express it, he has a right to be proud.”
|
|
|
|
“That is very true,” replied Elizabeth, “and I could easily
|
|
forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine.”
|
|
|
|
“Pride,” observed Mary, who piqued herself upon the solidity of
|
|
her reflections, “is a very common failing, I believe. By all
|
|
that I have ever read, I am convinced that it is very common
|
|
indeed; that human nature is particularly prone to it, and that
|
|
there are very few of us who do not cherish a feeling of
|
|
self-complacency on the score of some quality or other, real or
|
|
imaginary. Vanity and pride are different things, though the
|
|
words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without
|
|
being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves,
|
|
vanity to what we would have others think of us.”
|
|
|
|
“If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy,” cried a young Lucas, who came
|
|
with his sisters, “I should not care how proud I was. I would
|
|
keep a pack of foxhounds, and drink a bottle of wine a day.”
|
|
|
|
“Then you would drink a great deal more than you ought,” said
|
|
Mrs. Bennet; “and if I were to see you at it, I should take away
|
|
your bottle directly.”
|
|
|
|
The boy protested that she should not; she continued to declare
|
|
that she would, and the argument ended only with the visit.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The ladies of Longbourn soon waited on those of Netherfield. The
|
|
visit was soon returned in due form. Miss Bennet’s pleasing
|
|
manners grew on the goodwill of Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and
|
|
though the mother was found to be intolerable, and the younger
|
|
sisters not worth speaking to, a wish of being better acquainted
|
|
with them was expressed towards the two eldest. By Jane, this
|
|
attention was received with the greatest pleasure, but Elizabeth
|
|
still saw superciliousness in their treatment of everybody,
|
|
hardly excepting even her sister, and could not like them; though
|
|
their kindness to Jane, such as it was, had a value as arising in
|
|
all probability from the influence of their brother’s admiration.
|
|
It was generally evident whenever they met, that he did admire
|
|
her and to her it was equally evident that Jane was yielding to
|
|
the preference which she had begun to entertain for him from the
|
|
first, and was in a way to be very much in love; but she
|
|
considered with pleasure that it was not likely to be discovered
|
|
by the world in general, since Jane united, with great strength
|
|
of feeling, a composure of temper and a uniform cheerfulness of
|
|
manner which would guard her from the suspicions of the
|
|
impertinent. She mentioned this to her friend Miss Lucas.
|
|
|
|
“It may perhaps be pleasant,” replied Charlotte, “to be able to
|
|
impose on the public in such a case; but it is sometimes a
|
|
disadvantage to be so very guarded. If a woman conceals her
|
|
affection with the same skill from the object of it, she may lose
|
|
the opportunity of fixing him; and it will then be but poor
|
|
consolation to believe the world equally in the dark. There is so
|
|
much of gratitude or vanity in almost every attachment, that it
|
|
is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all begin freely—a
|
|
slight preference is natural enough; but there are very few of us
|
|
who have heart enough to be really in love without encouragement.
|
|
In nine cases out of ten a woman had better show more affection
|
|
than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he may
|
|
never do more than like her, if she does not help him on.”
|
|
|
|
“But she does help him on, as much as her nature will allow. If
|
|
I can perceive her regard for him, he must be a simpleton,
|
|
indeed, not to discover it too.”
|
|
|
|
“Remember, Eliza, that he does not know Jane’s disposition as you
|
|
do.”
|
|
|
|
“But if a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavour to
|
|
conceal it, he must find it out.”
|
|
|
|
“Perhaps he must, if he sees enough of her. But, though Bingley
|
|
and Jane meet tolerably often, it is never for many hours
|
|
together; and, as they always see each other in large mixed
|
|
parties, it is impossible that every moment should be employed in
|
|
conversing together. Jane should therefore make the most of every
|
|
half-hour in which she can command his attention. When she is
|
|
secure of him, there will be more leisure for falling in love as
|
|
much as she chooses.”
|
|
|
|
“Your plan is a good one,” replied Elizabeth, “where nothing is
|
|
in question but the desire of being well married, and if I were
|
|
determined to get a rich husband, or any husband, I dare say I
|
|
should adopt it. But these are not Jane’s feelings; she is not
|
|
acting by design. As yet, she cannot even be certain of the
|
|
degree of her own regard nor of its reasonableness. She has known
|
|
him only a fortnight. She danced four dances with him at Meryton;
|
|
she saw him one morning at his own house, and has since dined
|
|
with him in company four times. This is not quite enough to make
|
|
her understand his character.”
|
|
|
|
“Not as you represent it. Had she merely dined with him, she
|
|
might only have discovered whether he had a good appetite; but
|
|
you must remember that four evenings have also been spent
|
|
together—and four evenings may do a great deal.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; these four evenings have enabled them to ascertain that
|
|
they both like Vingt-un better than Commerce; but with respect to
|
|
any other leading characteristic, I do not imagine that much has
|
|
been unfolded.”
|
|
|
|
“Well,” said Charlotte, “I wish Jane success with all my heart;
|
|
and if she were married to him to-morrow, I should think she had
|
|
as good a chance of happiness as if she were to be studying his
|
|
character for a twelvemonth. Happiness in marriage is entirely a
|
|
matter of chance. If the dispositions of the parties are ever so
|
|
well known to each other or ever so similar beforehand, it does
|
|
not advance their felicity in the least. They always continue to
|
|
grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to have their share of
|
|
vexation; and it is better to know as little as possible of the
|
|
defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life.”
|
|
|
|
“You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it is not sound. You know it
|
|
is not sound, and that you would never act in this way yourself.”
|
|
|
|
Occupied in observing Mr. Bingley’s attentions to her sister,
|
|
Elizabeth was far from suspecting that she was herself becoming
|
|
an object of some interest in the eyes of his friend. Mr. Darcy
|
|
had at first scarcely allowed her to be pretty; he had looked at
|
|
her without admiration at the ball; and when they next met, he
|
|
looked at her only to criticise. But no sooner had he made it
|
|
clear to himself and his friends that she hardly had a good
|
|
feature in her face, than he began to find it was rendered
|
|
uncommonly intelligent by the beautiful expression of her dark
|
|
eyes. To this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying.
|
|
Though he had detected with a critical eye more than one failure
|
|
of perfect symmetry in her form, he was forced to acknowledge her
|
|
figure to be light and pleasing; and in spite of his asserting
|
|
that her manners were not those of the fashionable world, he was
|
|
caught by their easy playfulness. Of this she was perfectly
|
|
unaware; to her he was only the man who made himself agreeable
|
|
nowhere, and who had not thought her handsome enough to dance
|
|
with.
|
|
|
|
He began to wish to know more of her, and as a step towards
|
|
conversing with her himself, attended to her conversation with
|
|
others. His doing so drew her notice. It was at Sir William
|
|
Lucas’s, where a large party were assembled.
|
|
|
|
“What does Mr. Darcy mean,” said she to Charlotte, “by listening
|
|
to my conversation with Colonel Forster?”
|
|
|
|
“That is a question which Mr. Darcy only can answer.”
|
|
|
|
“But if he does it any more I shall certainly let him know that I
|
|
see what he is about. He has a very satirical eye, and if I do
|
|
not begin by being impertinent myself, I shall soon grow afraid
|
|
of him.”
|
|
|
|
On his approaching them soon afterwards, though without seeming
|
|
to have any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas defied her friend
|
|
to mention such a subject to him; which immediately provoking
|
|
Elizabeth to do it, she turned to him and said:
|
|
|
|
“Did you not think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself uncommonly
|
|
well just now, when I was teasing Colonel Forster to give us a
|
|
ball at Meryton?”
|
|
|
|
“With great energy; but it is always a subject which makes a lady
|
|
energetic.”
|
|
|
|
“You are severe on us.”
|
|
|
|
“It will be her turn soon to be teased,” said Miss Lucas. “I am
|
|
going to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what follows.”
|
|
|
|
“You are a very strange creature by way of a friend!—always
|
|
wanting me to play and sing before anybody and everybody! If my
|
|
vanity had taken a musical turn, you would have been invaluable;
|
|
but as it is, I would really rather not sit down before those who
|
|
must be in the habit of hearing the very best performers.” On
|
|
Miss Lucas’s persevering, however, she added, “Very well, if it
|
|
must be so, it must.” And gravely glancing at Mr. Darcy, “There
|
|
is a fine old saying, which everybody here is of course familiar
|
|
with: ‘Keep your breath to cool your porridge’; and I shall keep
|
|
mine to swell my song.”
|
|
|
|
Her performance was pleasing, though by no means capital. After a
|
|
song or two, and before she could reply to the entreaties of
|
|
several that she would sing again, she was eagerly succeeded at
|
|
the instrument by her sister Mary, who having, in consequence of
|
|
being the only plain one in the family, worked hard for knowledge
|
|
and accomplishments, was always impatient for display.
|
|
|
|
Mary had neither genius nor taste; and though vanity had given
|
|
her application, it had given her likewise a pedantic air and
|
|
conceited manner, which would have injured a higher degree of
|
|
excellence than she had reached. Elizabeth, easy and unaffected,
|
|
had been listened to with much more pleasure, though not playing
|
|
half so well; and Mary, at the end of a long concerto, was glad
|
|
to purchase praise and gratitude by Scotch and Irish airs, at the
|
|
request of her younger sisters, who, with some of the Lucases,
|
|
and two or three officers, joined eagerly in dancing at one end
|
|
of the room.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy stood near them in silent indignation at such a mode of
|
|
passing the evening, to the exclusion of all conversation, and
|
|
was too much engrossed by his thoughts to perceive that Sir
|
|
William Lucas was his neighbour, till Sir William thus began:
|
|
|
|
“What a charming amusement for young people this is, Mr. Darcy!
|
|
There is nothing like dancing after all. I consider it as one of
|
|
the first refinements of polished society.”
|
|
|
|
“Certainly, sir; and it has the advantage also of being in vogue
|
|
amongst the less polished societies of the world. Every savage
|
|
can dance.”
|
|
|
|
Sir William only smiled. “Your friend performs delightfully,” he
|
|
continued after a pause, on seeing Bingley join the group; “and I
|
|
doubt not that you are an adept in the science yourself, Mr.
|
|
Darcy.”
|
|
|
|
“You saw me dance at Meryton, I believe, sir.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, indeed, and received no inconsiderable pleasure from the
|
|
sight. Do you often dance at St. James’s?”
|
|
|
|
“Never, sir.”
|
|
|
|
“Do you not think it would be a proper compliment to the place?”
|
|
|
|
“It is a compliment which I never pay to any place if I can avoid
|
|
it.”
|
|
|
|
“You have a house in town, I conclude?”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy bowed.
|
|
|
|
“I had once had some thought of fixing in town myself—for I am
|
|
fond of superior society; but I did not feel quite certain that
|
|
the air of London would agree with Lady Lucas.”
|
|
|
|
He paused in hopes of an answer; but his companion was not
|
|
disposed to make any; and Elizabeth at that instant moving
|
|
towards them, he was struck with the action of doing a very
|
|
gallant thing, and called out to her:
|
|
|
|
“My dear Miss Eliza, why are you not dancing? Mr. Darcy, you must
|
|
allow me to present this young lady to you as a very desirable
|
|
partner. You cannot refuse to dance, I am sure when so much
|
|
beauty is before you.” And, taking her hand, he would have given
|
|
it to Mr. Darcy who, though extremely surprised, was not
|
|
unwilling to receive it, when she instantly drew back, and said
|
|
with some discomposure to Sir William:
|
|
|
|
“Indeed, sir, I have not the least intention of dancing. I
|
|
entreat you not to suppose that I moved this way in order to beg
|
|
for a partner.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy, with grave propriety, requested to be allowed the
|
|
honour of her hand, but in vain. Elizabeth was determined; nor
|
|
did Sir William at all shake her purpose by his attempt at
|
|
persuasion.
|
|
|
|
“You excel so much in the dance, Miss Eliza, that it is cruel to
|
|
deny me the happiness of seeing you; and though this gentleman
|
|
dislikes the amusement in general, he can have no objection, I am
|
|
sure, to oblige us for one half-hour.”
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Darcy is all politeness,” said Elizabeth, smiling.
|
|
|
|
“He is, indeed; but, considering the inducement, my dear Miss
|
|
Eliza, we cannot wonder at his complaisance—for who would object
|
|
to such a partner?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth looked archly, and turned away. Her resistance had not
|
|
injured her with the gentleman, and he was thinking of her with
|
|
some complacency, when thus accosted by Miss Bingley:
|
|
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“I can guess the subject of your reverie.”
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“I should imagine not.”
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“You are considering how insupportable it would be to pass many
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evenings in this manner—in such society; and indeed I am quite of
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your opinion. I was never more annoyed! The insipidity, and yet
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the noise—the nothingness, and yet the self-importance of all
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those people! What would I give to hear your strictures on them!”
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“Your conjecture is totally wrong, I assure you. My mind was more
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agreeably engaged. I have been meditating on the very great
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pleasure which a pair of fine eyes in the face of a pretty woman
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can bestow.”
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Miss Bingley immediately fixed her eyes on his face, and desired
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he would tell her what lady had the credit of inspiring such
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reflections. Mr. Darcy replied with great intrepidity:
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“Miss Elizabeth Bennet.”
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“Miss Elizabeth Bennet!” repeated Miss Bingley. “I am all
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astonishment. How long has she been such a favourite?—and pray,
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when am I to wish you joy?”
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“That is exactly the question which I expected you to ask. A
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lady’s imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to
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love, from love to matrimony, in a moment. I knew you would be
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wishing me joy.”
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“Nay, if you are serious about it, I shall consider the matter is
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absolutely settled. You will be having a charming mother-in-law,
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indeed; and, of course, she will always be at Pemberley with
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you.”
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He listened to her with perfect indifference while she chose to
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entertain herself in this manner; and as his composure convinced
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her that all was safe, her wit flowed long.
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Mr. Bennet’s property consisted almost entirely in an estate of
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two thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, was
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entailed, in default of heirs male, on a distant relation; and
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their mother’s fortune, though ample for her situation in life,
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could but ill supply the deficiency of his. Her father had been
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an attorney in Meryton, and had left her four thousand pounds.
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She had a sister married to a Mr. Phillips, who had been a clerk
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to their father and succeeded him in the business, and a brother
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settled in London in a respectable line of trade.
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The village of Longbourn was only one mile from Meryton; a most
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convenient distance for the young ladies, who were usually
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tempted thither three or four times a week, to pay their duty to
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their aunt and to a milliner’s shop just over the way. The two
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youngest of the family, Catherine and Lydia, were particularly
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frequent in these attentions; their minds were more vacant than
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their sisters’, and when nothing better offered, a walk to
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Meryton was necessary to amuse their morning hours and furnish
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conversation for the evening; and however bare of news the
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country in general might be, they always contrived to learn some
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from their aunt. At present, indeed, they were well supplied both
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with news and happiness by the recent arrival of a militia
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regiment in the neighbourhood; it was to remain the whole winter,
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and Meryton was the headquarters.
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Their visits to Mrs. Phillips were now productive of the most
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|
interesting intelligence. Every day added something to their
|
|
knowledge of the officers’ names and connections. Their lodgings
|
|
were not long a secret, and at length they began to know the
|
|
officers themselves. Mr. Phillips visited them all, and this
|
|
opened to his nieces a store of felicity unknown before. They
|
|
could talk of nothing but officers; and Mr. Bingley’s large
|
|
fortune, the mention of which gave animation to their mother, was
|
|
worthless in their eyes when opposed to the regimentals of an
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ensign.
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After listening one morning to their effusions on this subject,
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Mr. Bennet coolly observed:
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“From all that I can collect by your manner of talking, you must
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be two of the silliest girls in the country. I have suspected it
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some time, but I am now convinced.”
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Catherine was disconcerted, and made no answer; but Lydia, with
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perfect indifference, continued to express her admiration of
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Captain Carter, and her hope of seeing him in the course of the
|
|
day, as he was going the next morning to London.
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“I am astonished, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that you should be
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so ready to think your own children silly. If I wished to think
|
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slightingly of anybody’s children, it should not be of my own,
|
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however.”
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“If my children are silly, I must hope to be always sensible of
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it.”
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“Yes—but as it happens, they are all of them very clever.”
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“This is the only point, I flatter myself, on which we do not
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|
agree. I had hoped that our sentiments coincided in every
|
|
particular, but I must so far differ from you as to think our two
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|
youngest daughters uncommonly foolish.”
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“My dear Mr. Bennet, you must not expect such girls to have the
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sense of their father and mother. When they get to our age, I
|
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dare say they will not think about officers any more than we do.
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|
I remember the time when I liked a red coat myself very well—and,
|
|
indeed, so I do still at my heart; and if a smart young colonel,
|
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with five or six thousand a year, should want one of my girls I
|
|
shall not say nay to him; and I thought Colonel Forster looked
|
|
very becoming the other night at Sir William’s in his
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|
regimentals.”
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“Mamma,” cried Lydia, “my aunt says that Colonel Forster and
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Captain Carter do not go so often to Miss Watson’s as they did
|
|
when they first came; she sees them now very often standing in
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Clarke’s library.”
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Mrs. Bennet was prevented replying by the entrance of the footman
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|
with a note for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and the
|
|
servant waited for an answer. Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled with
|
|
pleasure, and she was eagerly calling out, while her daughter
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|
read,
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|
“Well, Jane, who is it from? What is it about? What does he say?
|
|
Well, Jane, make haste and tell us; make haste, my love.”
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“It is from Miss Bingley,” said Jane, and then read it aloud.
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|
“MY DEAR FRIEND,—
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|
“If you are not so compassionate as to dine to-day with Louisa
|
|
and me, we shall be in danger of hating each other for the rest
|
|
of our lives, for a whole day’s tête-à-tête between two women
|
|
can never end without a quarrel. Come as soon as you can on
|
|
receipt of this. My brother and the gentlemen are to dine with
|
|
the officers.—Yours ever,
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|
“CAROLINE BINGLEY”
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“With the officers!” cried Lydia. “I wonder my aunt did not tell
|
|
us of that.”
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“Dining out,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that is very unlucky.”
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|
“Can I have the carriage?” said Jane.
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“No, my dear, you had better go on horseback, because it seems
|
|
likely to rain; and then you must stay all night.”
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|
“That would be a good scheme,” said Elizabeth, “if you were sure
|
|
that they would not offer to send her home.”
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|
“Oh! but the gentlemen will have Mr. Bingley’s chaise to go to
|
|
Meryton, and the Hursts have no horses to theirs.”
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|
“I had much rather go in the coach.”
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|
“But, my dear, your father cannot spare the horses, I am sure.
|
|
They are wanted in the farm, Mr. Bennet, are they not?”
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|
“They are wanted in the farm much oftener than I can get them.”
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|
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|
“But if you have got them to-day,” said Elizabeth, “my mother’s
|
|
purpose will be answered.”
|
|
|
|
She did at last extort from her father an acknowledgment that the
|
|
horses were engaged. Jane was therefore obliged to go on
|
|
horseback, and her mother attended her to the door with many
|
|
cheerful prognostics of a bad day. Her hopes were answered; Jane
|
|
had not been gone long before it rained hard. Her sisters were
|
|
uneasy for her, but her mother was delighted. The rain continued
|
|
the whole evening without intermission; Jane certainly could not
|
|
come back.
|
|
|
|
“This was a lucky idea of mine, indeed!” said Mrs. Bennet more
|
|
than once, as if the credit of making it rain were all her own.
|
|
Till the next morning, however, she was not aware of all the
|
|
felicity of her contrivance. Breakfast was scarcely over when a
|
|
servant from Netherfield brought the following note for
|
|
Elizabeth:
|
|
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|
“MY DEAREST LIZZY,—
|
|
“I find myself very unwell this morning, which, I suppose, is to
|
|
be imputed to my getting wet through yesterday. My kind friends
|
|
will not hear of my returning till I am better. They insist also
|
|
on my seeing Mr. Jones—therefore do not be alarmed if you should
|
|
hear of his having been to me—and, excepting a sore throat and
|
|
headache, there is not much the matter with me.—Yours, etc.”
|
|
|
|
“Well, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet, when Elizabeth had read the
|
|
note aloud, “if your daughter should have a dangerous fit of
|
|
illness—if she should die, it would be a comfort to know that it
|
|
was all in pursuit of Mr. Bingley, and under your orders.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! I am not afraid of her dying. People do not die of little
|
|
trifling colds. She will be taken good care of. As long as she
|
|
stays there, it is all very well. I would go and see her if I
|
|
could have the carriage.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, was determined to go to her,
|
|
though the carriage was not to be had; and as she was no
|
|
horsewoman, walking was her only alternative. She declared her
|
|
resolution.
|
|
|
|
“How can you be so silly,” cried her mother, “as to think of such
|
|
a thing, in all this dirt! You will not be fit to be seen when
|
|
you get there.”
|
|
|
|
“I shall be very fit to see Jane—which is all I want.”
|
|
|
|
“Is this a hint to me, Lizzy,” said her father, “to send for the
|
|
horses?”
|
|
|
|
“No, indeed, I do not wish to avoid the walk. The distance is
|
|
nothing when one has a motive; only three miles. I shall be back
|
|
by dinner.”
|
|
|
|
“I admire the activity of your benevolence,” observed Mary, “but
|
|
every impulse of feeling should be guided by reason; and, in my
|
|
opinion, exertion should always be in proportion to what is
|
|
required.”
|
|
|
|
“We will go as far as Meryton with you,” said Catherine and
|
|
Lydia. Elizabeth accepted their company, and the three young
|
|
ladies set off together.
|
|
|
|
“If we make haste,” said Lydia, as they walked along, “perhaps we
|
|
may see something of Captain Carter before he goes.”
|
|
|
|
In Meryton they parted; the two youngest repaired to the lodgings
|
|
of one of the officers’ wives, and Elizabeth continued her walk
|
|
alone, crossing field after field at a quick pace, jumping over
|
|
stiles and springing over puddles with impatient activity, and
|
|
finding herself at last within view of the house, with weary
|
|
ankles, dirty stockings, and a face glowing with the warmth of
|
|
exercise.
|
|
|
|
She was shown into the breakfast-parlour, where all but Jane were
|
|
assembled, and where her appearance created a great deal of
|
|
surprise. That she should have walked three miles so early in the
|
|
day, in such dirty weather, and by herself, was almost incredible
|
|
to Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and Elizabeth was convinced that
|
|
they held her in contempt for it. She was received, however, very
|
|
politely by them; and in their brother’s manners there was
|
|
something better than politeness; there was good humour and
|
|
kindness. Mr. Darcy said very little, and Mr. Hurst nothing at
|
|
all. The former was divided between admiration of the brilliancy
|
|
which exercise had given to her complexion, and doubt as to the
|
|
occasion’s justifying her coming so far alone. The latter was
|
|
thinking only of his breakfast.
|
|
|
|
Her inquiries after her sister were not very favourably answered.
|
|
Miss Bennet had slept ill, and though up, was very feverish, and
|
|
not well enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken
|
|
to her immediately; and Jane, who had only been withheld by the
|
|
fear of giving alarm or inconvenience from expressing in her note
|
|
how much she longed for such a visit, was delighted at her
|
|
entrance. She was not equal, however, to much conversation, and
|
|
when Miss Bingley left them together, could attempt little
|
|
besides expressions of gratitude for the extraordinary kindness
|
|
she was treated with. Elizabeth silently attended her.
|
|
|
|
When breakfast was over they were joined by the sisters; and
|
|
Elizabeth began to like them herself, when she saw how much
|
|
affection and solicitude they showed for Jane. The apothecary
|
|
came, and having examined his patient, said, as might be
|
|
supposed, that she had caught a violent cold, and that they must
|
|
endeavour to get the better of it; advised her to return to bed,
|
|
and promised her some draughts. The advice was followed readily,
|
|
for the feverish symptoms increased, and her head ached acutely.
|
|
Elizabeth did not quit her room for a moment; nor were the other
|
|
ladies often absent; the gentlemen being out, they had, in fact,
|
|
nothing to do elsewhere.
|
|
|
|
When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt that she must go, and
|
|
very unwillingly said so. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage,
|
|
and she only wanted a little pressing to accept it, when Jane
|
|
testified such concern in parting with her, that Miss Bingley was
|
|
obliged to convert the offer of the chaise to an invitation to
|
|
remain at Netherfield for the present. Elizabeth most thankfully
|
|
consented, and a servant was dispatched to Longbourn to acquaint
|
|
the family with her stay and bring back a supply of clothes.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
At five o’clock the two ladies retired to dress, and at half-past
|
|
six Elizabeth was summoned to dinner. To the civil inquiries
|
|
which then poured in, and amongst which she had the pleasure of
|
|
distinguishing the much superior solicitude of Mr. Bingley’s, she
|
|
could not make a very favourable answer. Jane was by no means
|
|
better. The sisters, on hearing this, repeated three or four
|
|
times how much they were grieved, how shocking it was to have a
|
|
bad cold, and how excessively they disliked being ill themselves;
|
|
and then thought no more of the matter: and their indifference
|
|
towards Jane when not immediately before them restored Elizabeth
|
|
to the enjoyment of all her former dislike.
|
|
|
|
Their brother, indeed, was the only one of the party whom she
|
|
could regard with any complacency. His anxiety for Jane was
|
|
evident, and his attentions to herself most pleasing, and they
|
|
prevented her feeling herself so much an intruder as she believed
|
|
she was considered by the others. She had very little notice from
|
|
any but him. Miss Bingley was engrossed by Mr. Darcy, her sister
|
|
scarcely less so; and as for Mr. Hurst, by whom Elizabeth sat, he
|
|
was an indolent man, who lived only to eat, drink, and play at
|
|
cards; who, when he found her to prefer a plain dish to a ragout,
|
|
had nothing to say to her.
|
|
|
|
When dinner was over, she returned directly to Jane, and Miss
|
|
Bingley began abusing her as soon as she was out of the room. Her
|
|
manners were pronounced to be very bad indeed, a mixture of pride
|
|
and impertinence; she had no conversation, no style, no beauty.
|
|
Mrs. Hurst thought the same, and added:
|
|
|
|
“She has nothing, in short, to recommend her, but being an
|
|
excellent walker. I shall never forget her appearance this
|
|
morning. She really looked almost wild.”
|
|
|
|
“She did, indeed, Louisa. I could hardly keep my countenance.
|
|
Very nonsensical to come at all! Why must she be scampering
|
|
about the country, because her sister had a cold? Her hair, so
|
|
untidy, so blowsy!”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches
|
|
deep in mud, I am absolutely certain; and the gown which had been
|
|
let down to hide it not doing its office.”
|
|
|
|
“Your picture may be very exact, Louisa,” said Bingley; “but this
|
|
was all lost upon me. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked
|
|
remarkably well when she came into the room this morning. Her
|
|
dirty petticoat quite escaped my notice.”
|
|
|
|
“You observed it, Mr. Darcy, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley;
|
|
“and I am inclined to think that you would not wish to see your
|
|
sister make such an exhibition.”
|
|
|
|
“Certainly not.”
|
|
|
|
“To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or whatever
|
|
it is, above her ankles in dirt, and alone, quite alone! What
|
|
could she mean by it? It seems to me to show an abominable sort
|
|
of conceited independence, a most country-town indifference to
|
|
decorum.”
|
|
|
|
“It shows an affection for her sister that is very pleasing,”
|
|
said Bingley.
|
|
|
|
“I am afraid, Mr. Darcy,” observed Miss Bingley in a half
|
|
whisper, “that this adventure has rather affected your admiration
|
|
of her fine eyes.”
|
|
|
|
“Not at all,” he replied; “they were brightened by the exercise.”
|
|
A short pause followed this speech, and Mrs. Hurst began again:
|
|
|
|
“I have an excessive regard for Miss Jane Bennet, she is really a
|
|
very sweet girl, and I wish with all my heart she were well
|
|
settled. But with such a father and mother, and such low
|
|
connections, I am afraid there is no chance of it.”
|
|
|
|
“I think I have heard you say that their uncle is an attorney in
|
|
Meryton.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; and they have another, who lives somewhere near Cheapside.”
|
|
|
|
“That is capital,” added her sister, and they both laughed
|
|
heartily.
|
|
|
|
“If they had uncles enough to fill all Cheapside,” cried
|
|
Bingley, “it would not make them one jot less agreeable.”
|
|
|
|
“But it must very materially lessen their chance of marrying men
|
|
of any consideration in the world,” replied Darcy.
|
|
|
|
To this speech Bingley made no answer; but his sisters gave it
|
|
their hearty assent, and indulged their mirth for some time at
|
|
the expense of their dear friend’s vulgar relations.
|
|
|
|
With a renewal of tenderness, however, they returned to her room
|
|
on leaving the dining-parlour, and sat with her till summoned to
|
|
coffee. She was still very poorly, and Elizabeth would not quit
|
|
her at all, till late in the evening, when she had the comfort of
|
|
seeing her sleep, and when it seemed to her rather right than
|
|
pleasant that she should go downstairs herself. On entering the
|
|
drawing-room she found the whole party at loo, and was
|
|
immediately invited to join them; but suspecting them to be
|
|
playing high she declined it, and making her sister the excuse,
|
|
said she would amuse herself for the short time she could stay
|
|
below, with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her with astonishment.
|
|
|
|
“Do you prefer reading to cards?” said he; “that is rather
|
|
singular.”
|
|
|
|
“Miss Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, “despises cards. She is a
|
|
great reader, and has no pleasure in anything else.”
|
|
|
|
“I deserve neither such praise nor such censure,” cried
|
|
Elizabeth; “I am not a great reader, and I have pleasure in
|
|
many things.”
|
|
|
|
“In nursing your sister I am sure you have pleasure,” said
|
|
Bingley; “and I hope it will be soon increased by seeing her
|
|
quite well.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth thanked him from her heart, and then walked towards the
|
|
table where a few books were lying. He immediately offered to
|
|
fetch her others—all that his library afforded.
|
|
|
|
“And I wish my collection were larger for your benefit and my own
|
|
credit; but I am an idle fellow, and though I have not many, I
|
|
have more than I ever looked into.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth assured him that she could suit herself perfectly with
|
|
those in the room.
|
|
|
|
“I am astonished,” said Miss Bingley, “that my father should have
|
|
left so small a collection of books. What a delightful library
|
|
you have at Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!”
|
|
|
|
“It ought to be good,” he replied, “it has been the work of many
|
|
generations.”
|
|
|
|
“And then you have added so much to it yourself, you are always
|
|
buying books.”
|
|
|
|
“I cannot comprehend the neglect of a family library in such days
|
|
as these.”
|
|
|
|
“Neglect! I am sure you neglect nothing that can add to the
|
|
beauties of that noble place. Charles, when you build your
|
|
house, I wish it may be half as delightful as Pemberley.”
|
|
|
|
“I wish it may.”
|
|
|
|
“But I would really advise you to make your purchase in that
|
|
neighbourhood, and take Pemberley for a kind of model. There is
|
|
not a finer county in England than Derbyshire.”
|
|
|
|
“With all my heart; I will buy Pemberley itself if Darcy will
|
|
sell it.”
|
|
|
|
“I am talking of possibilities, Charles.”
|
|
|
|
“Upon my word, Caroline, I should think it more possible to get
|
|
Pemberley by purchase than by imitation.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was so much caught with what passed, as to leave her
|
|
very little attention for her book; and soon laying it wholly
|
|
aside, she drew near the card-table, and stationed herself
|
|
between Mr. Bingley and his eldest sister, to observe the game.
|
|
|
|
“Is Miss Darcy much grown since the spring?” said Miss Bingley;
|
|
“will she be as tall as I am?”
|
|
|
|
“I think she will. She is now about Miss Elizabeth Bennet’s
|
|
height, or rather taller.”
|
|
|
|
“How I long to see her again! I never met with anybody who
|
|
delighted me so much. Such a countenance, such manners! And so
|
|
extremely accomplished for her age! Her performance on the
|
|
pianoforte is exquisite.”
|
|
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“It is amazing to me,” said Bingley, “how young ladies can have
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patience to be so very accomplished as they all are.”
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“All young ladies accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you
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mean?”
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“Yes, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover screens,
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and net purses. I scarcely know anyone who cannot do all this,
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and I am sure I never heard a young lady spoken of for the first
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time, without being informed that she was very accomplished.”
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“Your list of the common extent of accomplishments,” said Darcy,
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“has too much truth. The word is applied to many a woman who
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deserves it no otherwise than by netting a purse or covering a
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screen. But I am very far from agreeing with you in your
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estimation of ladies in general. I cannot boast of knowing more
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than half-a-dozen, in the whole range of my acquaintance, that
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are really accomplished.”
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“Nor I, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley.
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“Then,” observed Elizabeth, “you must comprehend a great deal in
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your idea of an accomplished woman.”
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“Yes, I do comprehend a great deal in it.”
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“Oh! certainly,” cried his faithful assistant, “no one can be
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really esteemed accomplished who does not greatly surpass what is
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usually met with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of
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music, singing, drawing, dancing, and the modern languages, to
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deserve the word; and besides all this, she must possess a
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certain something in her air and manner of walking, the tone of
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her voice, her address and expressions, or the word will be but
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half-deserved.”
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“All this she must possess,” added Darcy, “and to all this she
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must yet add something more substantial, in the improvement of
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her mind by extensive reading.”
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“I am no longer surprised at your knowing only six accomplished
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women. I rather wonder now at your knowing any.”
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“Are you so severe upon your own sex as to doubt the possibility
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of all this?”
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“I never saw such a woman. I never saw such capacity, and
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taste, and application, and elegance, as you describe united.”
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Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both cried out against the injustice
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of her implied doubt, and were both protesting that they knew
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many women who answered this description, when Mr. Hurst called
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them to order, with bitter complaints of their inattention to
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what was going forward. As all conversation was thereby at an
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end, Elizabeth soon afterwards left the room.
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“Elizabeth Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, when the door was closed
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on her, “is one of those young ladies who seek to recommend
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themselves to the other sex by undervaluing their own; and with
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many men, I dare say, it succeeds. But, in my opinion, it is a
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paltry device, a very mean art.”
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“Undoubtedly,” replied Darcy, to whom this remark was chiefly
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addressed, “there is a meanness in all the arts which ladies
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sometimes condescend to employ for captivation. Whatever bears
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affinity to cunning is despicable.”
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Miss Bingley was not so entirely satisfied with this reply as to
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continue the subject.
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Elizabeth joined them again only to say that her sister was
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worse, and that she could not leave her. Bingley urged Mr. Jones
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being sent for immediately; while his sisters, convinced that no
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country advice could be of any service, recommended an express to
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town for one of the most eminent physicians. This she would not
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hear of; but she was not so unwilling to comply with their
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brother’s proposal; and it was settled that Mr. Jones should be
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sent for early in the morning, if Miss Bennet were not decidedly
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better. Bingley was quite uncomfortable; his sisters declared
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that they were miserable. They solaced their wretchedness,
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however, by duets after supper, while he could find no better
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relief to his feelings than by giving his housekeeper directions
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that every attention might be paid to the sick lady and her
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sister.
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Elizabeth passed the chief of the night in her sister’s room, and
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in the morning had the pleasure of being able to send a tolerable
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answer to the inquiries which she very early received from Mr.
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Bingley by a housemaid, and some time afterwards from the two
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elegant ladies who waited on his sisters. In spite of this
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|
amendment, however, she requested to have a note sent to
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Longbourn, desiring her mother to visit Jane, and form her own
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|
judgement of her situation. The note was immediately dispatched,
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and its contents as quickly complied with. Mrs. Bennet,
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accompanied by her two youngest girls, reached Netherfield soon
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after the family breakfast.
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Had she found Jane in any apparent danger, Mrs. Bennet would have
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|
been very miserable; but being satisfied on seeing her that her
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illness was not alarming, she had no wish of her recovering
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|
immediately, as her restoration to health would probably remove
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her from Netherfield. She would not listen, therefore, to her
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daughter’s proposal of being carried home; neither did the
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apothecary, who arrived about the same time, think it at all
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advisable. After sitting a little while with Jane, on Miss
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Bingley’s appearance and invitation, the mother and three
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daughters all attended her into the breakfast parlour. Bingley
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met them with hopes that Mrs. Bennet had not found Miss Bennet
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worse than she expected.
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“Indeed I have, sir,” was her answer. “She is a great deal too
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ill to be moved. Mr. Jones says we must not think of moving her.
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We must trespass a little longer on your kindness.”
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“Removed!” cried Bingley. “It must not be thought of. My sister,
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I am sure, will not hear of her removal.”
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“You may depend upon it, Madam,” said Miss Bingley, with cold
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|
civility, “that Miss Bennet will receive every possible attention
|
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while she remains with us.”
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Mrs. Bennet was profuse in her acknowledgments.
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“I am sure,” she added, “if it was not for such good friends I do
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|
not know what would become of her, for she is very ill indeed,
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|
and suffers a vast deal, though with the greatest patience in the
|
|
world, which is always the way with her, for she has, without
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|
exception, the sweetest temper I have ever met with. I often tell
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my other girls they are nothing to her. You have a sweet room
|
|
here, Mr. Bingley, and a charming prospect over the gravel walk.
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|
I do not know a place in the country that is equal to
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|
Netherfield. You will not think of quitting it in a hurry, I
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|
hope, though you have but a short lease.”
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“Whatever I do is done in a hurry,” replied he; “and therefore if
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I should resolve to quit Netherfield, I should probably be off in
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|
five minutes. At present, however, I consider myself as quite
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|
fixed here.”
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“That is exactly what I should have supposed of you,” said
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Elizabeth.
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“You begin to comprehend me, do you?” cried he, turning towards
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her.
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“Oh! yes—I understand you perfectly.”
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“I wish I might take this for a compliment; but to be so easily
|
|
seen through I am afraid is pitiful.”
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|
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“That is as it happens. It does not follow that a deep, intricate
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|
character is more or less estimable than such a one as yours.”
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“Lizzy,” cried her mother, “remember where you are, and do not
|
|
run on in the wild manner that you are suffered to do at home.”
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|
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“I did not know before,” continued Bingley immediately, “that you
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|
were a studier of character. It must be an amusing study.”
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|
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“Yes, but intricate characters are the most amusing. They have
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|
at least that advantage.”
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“The country,” said Darcy, “can in general supply but a few
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|
subjects for such a study. In a country neighbourhood you move in
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|
a very confined and unvarying society.”
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|
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|
“But people themselves alter so much, that there is something new
|
|
to be observed in them for ever.”
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|
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“Yes, indeed,” cried Mrs. Bennet, offended by his manner of
|
|
mentioning a country neighbourhood. “I assure you there is quite
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|
as much of that going on in the country as in town.”
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|
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|
Everybody was surprised, and Darcy, after looking at her for a
|
|
moment, turned silently away. Mrs. Bennet, who fancied she had
|
|
gained a complete victory over him, continued her triumph.
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|
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|
“I cannot see that London has any great advantage over the
|
|
country, for my part, except the shops and public places. The
|
|
country is a vast deal pleasanter, is it not, Mr. Bingley?”
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|
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|
“When I am in the country,” he replied, “I never wish to leave
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|
it; and when I am in town it is pretty much the same. They have
|
|
each their advantages, and I can be equally happy in either.”
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|
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|
“Aye—that is because you have the right disposition. But that
|
|
gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was
|
|
nothing at all.”
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|
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|
“Indeed, Mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for
|
|
her mother. “You quite mistook Mr. Darcy. He only meant that
|
|
there was not such a variety of people to be met with in the
|
|
country as in the town, which you must acknowledge to be true.”
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|
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|
“Certainly, my dear, nobody said there were; but as to not
|
|
meeting with many people in this neighbourhood, I believe there
|
|
are few neighbourhoods larger. I know we dine with
|
|
four-and-twenty families.”
|
|
|
|
Nothing but concern for Elizabeth could enable Bingley to keep
|
|
his countenance. His sister was less delicate, and directed her
|
|
eyes towards Mr. Darcy with a very expressive smile. Elizabeth,
|
|
for the sake of saying something that might turn her mother’s
|
|
thoughts, now asked her if Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn
|
|
since her coming away.
|
|
|
|
“Yes, she called yesterday with her father. What an agreeable man
|
|
Sir William is, Mr. Bingley, is not he? So much the man of
|
|
fashion! So genteel and easy! He has always something to say to
|
|
everybody. That is my idea of good breeding; and those persons
|
|
who fancy themselves very important, and never open their mouths,
|
|
quite mistake the matter.”
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|
|
|
“Did Charlotte dine with you?”
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|
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|
“No, she would go home. I fancy she was wanted about the
|
|
mince-pies. For my part, Mr. Bingley, I always keep servants
|
|
that can do their own work; my daughters are brought up very
|
|
differently. But everybody is to judge for themselves, and the
|
|
Lucases are a very good sort of girls, I assure you. It is a pity
|
|
they are not handsome! Not that I think Charlotte so very
|
|
plain—but then she is our particular friend.”
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|
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|
“She seems a very pleasant young woman.”
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|
|
|
“Oh! dear, yes; but you must own she is very plain. Lady Lucas
|
|
herself has often said so, and envied me Jane’s beauty. I do not
|
|
like to boast of my own child, but to be sure, Jane—one does not
|
|
often see anybody better looking. It is what everybody says. I do
|
|
not trust my own partiality. When she was only fifteen, there was
|
|
a man at my brother Gardiner’s in town so much in love with her
|
|
that my sister-in-law was sure he would make her an offer before
|
|
we came away. But, however, he did not. Perhaps he thought her
|
|
too young. However, he wrote some verses on her, and very pretty
|
|
they were.”
|
|
|
|
“And so ended his affection,” said Elizabeth impatiently. “There
|
|
has been many a one, I fancy, overcome in the same way. I wonder
|
|
who first discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away
|
|
love!”
|
|
|
|
“I have been used to consider poetry as the food of love,” said
|
|
Darcy.
|
|
|
|
“Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what
|
|
is strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of
|
|
inclination, I am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it
|
|
entirely away.”
|
|
|
|
Darcy only smiled; and the general pause which ensued made
|
|
Elizabeth tremble lest her mother should be exposing herself
|
|
again. She longed to speak, but could think of nothing to say;
|
|
and after a short silence Mrs. Bennet began repeating her thanks
|
|
to Mr. Bingley for his kindness to Jane, with an apology for
|
|
troubling him also with Lizzy. Mr. Bingley was unaffectedly civil
|
|
in his answer, and forced his younger sister to be civil also,
|
|
and say what the occasion required. She performed her part indeed
|
|
without much graciousness, but Mrs. Bennet was satisfied, and
|
|
soon afterwards ordered her carriage. Upon this signal, the
|
|
youngest of her daughters put herself forward. The two girls had
|
|
been whispering to each other during the whole visit, and the
|
|
result of it was, that the youngest should tax Mr. Bingley with
|
|
having promised on his first coming into the country to give a
|
|
ball at Netherfield.
|
|
|
|
Lydia was a stout, well-grown girl of fifteen, with a fine
|
|
complexion and good-humoured countenance; a favourite with her
|
|
mother, whose affection had brought her into public at an early
|
|
age. She had high animal spirits, and a sort of natural
|
|
self-consequence, which the attention of the officers, to whom
|
|
her uncle’s good dinners, and her own easy manners recommended
|
|
her, had increased into assurance. She was very equal, therefore,
|
|
to address Mr. Bingley on the subject of the ball, and abruptly
|
|
reminded him of his promise; adding, that it would be the most
|
|
shameful thing in the world if he did not keep it. His answer to
|
|
this sudden attack was delightful to their mother’s ear:
|
|
|
|
“I am perfectly ready, I assure you, to keep my engagement; and
|
|
when your sister is recovered, you shall, if you please, name the
|
|
very day of the ball. But you would not wish to be dancing when
|
|
she is ill.”
|
|
|
|
Lydia declared herself satisfied. “Oh! yes—it would be much
|
|
better to wait till Jane was well, and by that time most likely
|
|
Captain Carter would be at Meryton again. And when you have given
|
|
your ball,” she added, “I shall insist on their giving one
|
|
also. I shall tell Colonel Forster it will be quite a shame if he
|
|
does not.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet and her daughters then departed, and Elizabeth
|
|
returned instantly to Jane, leaving her own and her relations’
|
|
behaviour to the remarks of the two ladies and Mr. Darcy; the
|
|
latter of whom, however, could not be prevailed on to join in
|
|
their censure of her, in spite of all Miss Bingley’s witticisms
|
|
on fine eyes.
|
|
|
|
|
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|
|
|
|
The day passed much as the day before had done. Mrs. Hurst and
|
|
Miss Bingley had spent some hours of the morning with the
|
|
invalid, who continued, though slowly, to mend; and in the
|
|
evening Elizabeth joined their party in the drawing-room. The
|
|
loo-table, however, did not appear. Mr. Darcy was writing, and
|
|
Miss Bingley, seated near him, was watching the progress of his
|
|
letter and repeatedly calling off his attention by messages to
|
|
his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were at piquet, and Mrs.
|
|
Hurst was observing their game.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth took up some needlework, and was sufficiently amused in
|
|
attending to what passed between Darcy and his companion. The
|
|
perpetual commendations of the lady, either on his handwriting,
|
|
or on the evenness of his lines, or on the length of his letter,
|
|
with the perfect unconcern with which her praises were received,
|
|
formed a curious dialogue, and was exactly in union with her
|
|
opinion of each.
|
|
|
|
“How delighted Miss Darcy will be to receive such a letter!”
|
|
|
|
He made no answer.
|
|
|
|
“You write uncommonly fast.”
|
|
|
|
“You are mistaken. I write rather slowly.”
|
|
|
|
“How many letters you must have occasion to write in the course
|
|
of a year! Letters of business, too! How odious I should think
|
|
them!”
|
|
|
|
“It is fortunate, then, that they fall to my lot instead of
|
|
yours.”
|
|
|
|
“Pray tell your sister that I long to see her.”
|
|
|
|
“I have already told her so once, by your desire.”
|
|
|
|
“I am afraid you do not like your pen. Let me mend it for you. I
|
|
mend pens remarkably well.”
|
|
|
|
“Thank you—but I always mend my own.”
|
|
|
|
“How can you contrive to write so even?”
|
|
|
|
He was silent.
|
|
|
|
“Tell your sister I am delighted to hear of her improvement on
|
|
the harp; and pray let her know that I am quite in raptures with
|
|
her beautiful little design for a table, and I think it
|
|
infinitely superior to Miss Grantley’s.”
|
|
|
|
“Will you give me leave to defer your raptures till I write
|
|
again? At present I have not room to do them justice.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! it is of no consequence. I shall see her in January. But do
|
|
you always write such charming long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?”
|
|
|
|
“They are generally long; but whether always charming it is not
|
|
for me to determine.”
|
|
|
|
“It is a rule with me, that a person who can write a long letter
|
|
with ease, cannot write ill.”
|
|
|
|
“That will not do for a compliment to Darcy, Caroline,” cried her
|
|
brother, “because he does not write with ease. He studies too
|
|
much for words of four syllables. Do not you, Darcy?”
|
|
|
|
“My style of writing is very different from yours.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh!” cried Miss Bingley, “Charles writes in the most careless
|
|
way imaginable. He leaves out half his words, and blots the
|
|
rest.”
|
|
|
|
“My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them—by
|
|
which means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my
|
|
correspondents.”
|
|
|
|
“Your humility, Mr. Bingley,” said Elizabeth, “must disarm
|
|
reproof.”
|
|
|
|
“Nothing is more deceitful,” said Darcy, “than the appearance of
|
|
humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes
|
|
an indirect boast.”
|
|
|
|
“And which of the two do you call my little recent piece of
|
|
modesty?”
|
|
|
|
“The indirect boast; for you are really proud of your defects in
|
|
writing, because you consider them as proceeding from a rapidity
|
|
of thought and carelessness of execution, which, if not
|
|
estimable, you think at least highly interesting. The power of
|
|
doing anything with quickness is always prized much by the
|
|
possessor, and often without any attention to the imperfection of
|
|
the performance. When you told Mrs. Bennet this morning that if
|
|
you ever resolved upon quitting Netherfield you should be gone in
|
|
five minutes, you meant it to be a sort of panegyric, of
|
|
compliment to yourself—and yet what is there so very laudable in
|
|
a precipitance which must leave very necessary business undone,
|
|
and can be of no real advantage to yourself or anyone else?”
|
|
|
|
“Nay,” cried Bingley, “this is too much, to remember at night all
|
|
the foolish things that were said in the morning. And yet, upon
|
|
my honour, I believe what I said of myself to be true, and I
|
|
believe it at this moment. At least, therefore, I did not assume
|
|
the character of needless precipitance merely to show off before
|
|
the ladies.”
|
|
|
|
“I dare say you believed it; but I am by no means convinced that
|
|
you would be gone with such celerity. Your conduct would be quite
|
|
as dependent on chance as that of any man I know; and if, as you
|
|
were mounting your horse, a friend were to say, ‘Bingley, you had
|
|
better stay till next week,’ you would probably do it, you would
|
|
probably not go—and at another word, might stay a month.”
|
|
|
|
“You have only proved by this,” cried Elizabeth, “that Mr.
|
|
Bingley did not do justice to his own disposition. You have shown
|
|
him off now much more than he did himself.”
|
|
|
|
“I am exceedingly gratified,” said Bingley, “by your converting
|
|
what my friend says into a compliment on the sweetness of my
|
|
temper. But I am afraid you are giving it a turn which that
|
|
gentleman did by no means intend; for he would certainly think
|
|
better of me, if under such a circumstance I were to give a flat
|
|
denial, and ride off as fast as I could.”
|
|
|
|
“Would Mr. Darcy then consider the rashness of your original
|
|
intentions as atoned for by your obstinacy in adhering to it?”
|
|
|
|
“Upon my word, I cannot exactly explain the matter; Darcy must
|
|
speak for himself.”
|
|
|
|
“You expect me to account for opinions which you choose to call
|
|
mine, but which I have never acknowledged. Allowing the case,
|
|
however, to stand according to your representation, you must
|
|
remember, Miss Bennet, that the friend who is supposed to desire
|
|
his return to the house, and the delay of his plan, has merely
|
|
desired it, asked it without offering one argument in favour of
|
|
its propriety.”
|
|
|
|
“To yield readily—easily—to the persuasion of a friend is no
|
|
merit with you.”
|
|
|
|
“To yield without conviction is no compliment to the
|
|
understanding of either.”
|
|
|
|
“You appear to me, Mr. Darcy, to allow nothing for the influence
|
|
of friendship and affection. A regard for the requester would
|
|
often make one readily yield to a request, without waiting for
|
|
arguments to reason one into it. I am not particularly speaking
|
|
of such a case as you have supposed about Mr. Bingley. We may as
|
|
well wait, perhaps, till the circumstance occurs before we
|
|
discuss the discretion of his behaviour thereupon. But in general
|
|
and ordinary cases between friend and friend, where one of them
|
|
is desired by the other to change a resolution of no very great
|
|
moment, should you think ill of that person for complying with
|
|
the desire, without waiting to be argued into it?”
|
|
|
|
“Will it not be advisable, before we proceed on this subject, to
|
|
arrange with rather more precision the degree of importance which
|
|
is to appertain to this request, as well as the degree of
|
|
intimacy subsisting between the parties?”
|
|
|
|
“By all means,” cried Bingley; “let us hear all the particulars,
|
|
not forgetting their comparative height and size; for that will
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|
have more weight in the argument, Miss Bennet, than you may be
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aware of. I assure you, that if Darcy were not such a great tall
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fellow, in comparison with myself, I should not pay him half so
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much deference. I declare I do not know a more awful object than
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Darcy, on particular occasions, and in particular places; at his
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own house especially, and of a Sunday evening, when he has
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nothing to do.”
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Mr. Darcy smiled; but Elizabeth thought she could perceive that
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he was rather offended, and therefore checked her laugh. Miss
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Bingley warmly resented the indignity he had received, in an
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expostulation with her brother for talking such nonsense.
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“I see your design, Bingley,” said his friend. “You dislike an
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argument, and want to silence this.”
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“Perhaps I do. Arguments are too much like disputes. If you and
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Miss Bennet will defer yours till I am out of the room, I shall
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be very thankful; and then you may say whatever you like of me.”
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“What you ask,” said Elizabeth, “is no sacrifice on my side; and
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Mr. Darcy had much better finish his letter.”
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Mr. Darcy took her advice, and did finish his letter.
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When that business was over, he applied to Miss Bingley and
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Elizabeth for an indulgence of some music. Miss Bingley moved
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with some alacrity to the pianoforte; and, after a polite request
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that Elizabeth would lead the way which the other as politely and
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more earnestly negatived, she seated herself.
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Mrs. Hurst sang with her sister, and while they were thus
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employed, Elizabeth could not help observing, as she turned over
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some music-books that lay on the instrument, how frequently Mr.
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Darcy’s eyes were fixed on her. She hardly knew how to suppose
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that she could be an object of admiration to so great a man; and
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yet that he should look at her because he disliked her, was still
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more strange. She could only imagine, however, at last that she
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drew his notice because there was something more wrong and
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reprehensible, according to his ideas of right, than in any other
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person present. The supposition did not pain her. She liked him
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too little to care for his approbation.
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After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley varied the charm
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by a lively Scotch air; and soon afterwards Mr. Darcy, drawing
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near Elizabeth, said to her:
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“Do not you feel a great inclination, Miss Bennet, to seize such
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an opportunity of dancing a reel?”
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She smiled, but made no answer. He repeated the question, with
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some surprise at her silence.
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“Oh!” said she, “I heard you before, but I could not immediately
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determine what to say in reply. You wanted me, I know, to say
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‘Yes,’ that you might have the pleasure of despising my taste;
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but I always delight in overthrowing those kind of schemes, and
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cheating a person of their premeditated contempt. I have,
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therefore, made up my mind to tell you, that I do not want to
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dance a reel at all—and now despise me if you dare.”
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“Indeed I do not dare.”
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Elizabeth, having rather expected to affront him, was amazed at
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his gallantry; but there was a mixture of sweetness and archness
|
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in her manner which made it difficult for her to affront anybody;
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and Darcy had never been so bewitched by any woman as he was by
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her. He really believed, that were it not for the inferiority of
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her connections, he should be in some danger.
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Miss Bingley saw, or suspected enough to be jealous; and her
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great anxiety for the recovery of her dear friend Jane received
|
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some assistance from her desire of getting rid of Elizabeth.
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She often tried to provoke Darcy into disliking her guest, by
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talking of their supposed marriage, and planning his happiness in
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such an alliance.
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“I hope,” said she, as they were walking together in the
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shrubbery the next day, “you will give your mother-in-law a few
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|
hints, when this desirable event takes place, as to the advantage
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of holding her tongue; and if you can compass it, do cure the
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younger girls of running after officers. And, if I may mention so
|
|
delicate a subject, endeavour to check that little something,
|
|
bordering on conceit and impertinence, which your lady
|
|
possesses.”
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“Have you anything else to propose for my domestic felicity?”
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“Oh! yes. Do let the portraits of your uncle and aunt Phillips be
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|
placed in the gallery at Pemberley. Put them next to your
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great-uncle the judge. They are in the same profession, you know,
|
|
only in different lines. As for your Elizabeth’s picture, you
|
|
must not have it taken, for what painter could do justice to
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those beautiful eyes?”
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|
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“It would not be easy, indeed, to catch their expression, but
|
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their colour and shape, and the eyelashes, so remarkably fine,
|
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might be copied.”
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|
At that moment they were met from another walk by Mrs. Hurst and
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Elizabeth herself.
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“I did not know that you intended to walk,” said Miss Bingley, in
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some confusion, lest they had been overheard.
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“You used us abominably ill,” answered Mrs. Hurst, “running away
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without telling us that you were coming out.”
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Then taking the disengaged arm of Mr. Darcy, she left Elizabeth
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|
to walk by herself. The path just admitted three. Mr. Darcy felt
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their rudeness, and immediately said:
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“This walk is not wide enough for our party. We had better go
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into the avenue.”
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But Elizabeth, who had not the least inclination to remain with
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them, laughingly answered:
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“No, no; stay where you are. You are charmingly grouped, and
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|
appear to uncommon advantage. The picturesque would be spoilt by
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|
admitting a fourth. Good-bye.”
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She then ran gaily off, rejoicing as she rambled about, in the
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|
hope of being at home again in a day or two. Jane was already so
|
|
much recovered as to intend leaving her room for a couple of
|
|
hours that evening.
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When the ladies removed after dinner, Elizabeth ran up to her
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sister, and seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into
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|
the drawing-room, where she was welcomed by her two friends with
|
|
many professions of pleasure; and Elizabeth had never seen them
|
|
so agreeable as they were during the hour which passed before the
|
|
gentlemen appeared. Their powers of conversation were
|
|
considerable. They could describe an entertainment with accuracy,
|
|
relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh at their acquaintance
|
|
with spirit.
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|
|
|
But when the gentlemen entered, Jane was no longer the first
|
|
object; Miss Bingley’s eyes were instantly turned toward Darcy,
|
|
and she had something to say to him before he had advanced many
|
|
steps. He addressed himself to Miss Bennet, with a polite
|
|
congratulation; Mr. Hurst also made her a slight bow, and said he
|
|
was “very glad;” but diffuseness and warmth remained for
|
|
Bingley’s salutation. He was full of joy and attention. The first
|
|
half-hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she should suffer
|
|
from the change of room; and she removed at his desire to the
|
|
other side of the fireplace, that she might be further from the
|
|
door. He then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to anyone
|
|
else. Elizabeth, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with
|
|
great delight.
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|
|
|
When tea was over, Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the
|
|
card-table—but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence
|
|
that Mr. Darcy did not wish for cards; and Mr. Hurst soon found
|
|
even his open petition rejected. She assured him that no one
|
|
intended to play, and the silence of the whole party on the
|
|
subject seemed to justify her. Mr. Hurst had therefore nothing to
|
|
do, but to stretch himself on one of the sofas and go to sleep.
|
|
Darcy took up a book; Miss Bingley did the same; and Mrs. Hurst,
|
|
principally occupied in playing with her bracelets and rings,
|
|
joined now and then in her brother’s conversation with Miss
|
|
Bennet.
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|
|
|
Miss Bingley’s attention was quite as much engaged in watching
|
|
Mr. Darcy’s progress through his book, as in reading her own;
|
|
and she was perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at
|
|
his page. She could not win him, however, to any conversation; he
|
|
merely answered her question, and read on. At length, quite
|
|
exhausted by the attempt to be amused with her own book, which
|
|
she had only chosen because it was the second volume of his, she
|
|
gave a great yawn and said, “How pleasant it is to spend an
|
|
evening in this way! I declare after all there is no enjoyment
|
|
like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a
|
|
book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I
|
|
have not an excellent library.”
|
|
|
|
No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her
|
|
book, and cast her eyes round the room in quest for some
|
|
amusement; when hearing her brother mentioning a ball to Miss
|
|
Bennet, she turned suddenly towards him and said:
|
|
|
|
“By the bye, Charles, are you really serious in meditating a
|
|
dance at Netherfield? I would advise you, before you determine on
|
|
it, to consult the wishes of the present party; I am much
|
|
mistaken if there are not some among us to whom a ball would be
|
|
rather a punishment than a pleasure.”
|
|
|
|
“If you mean Darcy,” cried her brother, “he may go to bed, if he
|
|
chooses, before it begins—but as for the ball, it is quite a
|
|
settled thing; and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup
|
|
enough, I shall send round my cards.”
|
|
|
|
“I should like balls infinitely better,” she replied, “if they
|
|
were carried on in a different manner; but there is something
|
|
insufferably tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It
|
|
would surely be much more rational if conversation instead of
|
|
dancing were made the order of the day.”
|
|
|
|
“Much more rational, my dear Caroline, I dare say, but it would
|
|
not be near so much like a ball.”
|
|
|
|
Miss Bingley made no answer, and soon afterwards she got up and
|
|
walked about the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked
|
|
well; but Darcy, at whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly
|
|
studious. In the desperation of her feelings, she resolved on one
|
|
effort more, and, turning to Elizabeth, said:
|
|
|
|
“Miss Eliza Bennet, let me persuade you to follow my example, and
|
|
take a turn about the room. I assure you it is very refreshing
|
|
after sitting so long in one attitude.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Miss
|
|
Bingley succeeded no less in the real object of her civility; Mr.
|
|
Darcy looked up. He was as much awake to the novelty of attention
|
|
in that quarter as Elizabeth herself could be, and unconsciously
|
|
closed his book. He was directly invited to join their party, but
|
|
he declined it, observing that he could imagine but two motives
|
|
for their choosing to walk up and down the room together, with
|
|
either of which motives his joining them would interfere. “What
|
|
could he mean? She was dying to know what could be his
|
|
meaning?”—and asked Elizabeth whether she could at all understand
|
|
him?
|
|
|
|
“Not at all,” was her answer; “but depend upon it, he means to be
|
|
severe on us, and our surest way of disappointing him will be to
|
|
ask nothing about it.”
|
|
|
|
Miss Bingley, however, was incapable of disappointing Mr. Darcy
|
|
in anything, and persevered therefore in requiring an explanation
|
|
of his two motives.
|
|
|
|
“I have not the smallest objection to explaining them,” said he,
|
|
as soon as she allowed him to speak. “You either choose this
|
|
method of passing the evening because you are in each other’s
|
|
confidence, and have secret affairs to discuss, or because you
|
|
are conscious that your figures appear to the greatest advantage
|
|
in walking; if the first, I would be completely in your way, and
|
|
if the second, I can admire you much better as I sit by the
|
|
fire.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! shocking!” cried Miss Bingley. “I never heard anything so
|
|
abominable. How shall we punish him for such a speech?”
|
|
|
|
“Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination,” said
|
|
Elizabeth. “We can all plague and punish one another. Tease
|
|
him—laugh at him. Intimate as you are, you must know how it is to
|
|
be done.”
|
|
|
|
“But upon my honour, I do not. I do assure you that my intimacy
|
|
has not yet taught me that. Tease calmness of manner and
|
|
presence of mind! No, no; I feel he may defy us there. And as to
|
|
laughter, we will not expose ourselves, if you please, by
|
|
attempting to laugh without a subject. Mr. Darcy may hug
|
|
himself.”
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Darcy is not to be laughed at!” cried Elizabeth. “That is an
|
|
uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it
|
|
would be a great loss to me to have many such acquaintances. I
|
|
dearly love a laugh.”
|
|
|
|
“Miss Bingley,” said he, “has given me more credit than can be.
|
|
The wisest and the best of men—nay, the wisest and best of their
|
|
actions—may be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object
|
|
in life is a joke.”
|
|
|
|
“Certainly,” replied Elizabeth—“there are such people, but I hope
|
|
I am not one of them. I hope I never ridicule what is wise and
|
|
good. Follies and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies, do
|
|
divert me, I own, and I laugh at them whenever I can. But these,
|
|
I suppose, are precisely what you are without.”
|
|
|
|
“Perhaps that is not possible for anyone. But it has been the
|
|
study of my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a
|
|
strong understanding to ridicule.”
|
|
|
|
“Such as vanity and pride.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride—where there is a
|
|
real superiority of mind, pride will be always under good
|
|
regulation.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth turned away to hide a smile.
|
|
|
|
“Your examination of Mr. Darcy is over, I presume,” said Miss
|
|
Bingley; “and pray what is the result?”
|
|
|
|
“I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He
|
|
owns it himself without disguise.”
|
|
|
|
“No,” said Darcy, “I have made no such pretension. I have faults
|
|
enough, but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I
|
|
dare not vouch for. It is, I believe, too little
|
|
yielding—certainly too little for the convenience of the world. I
|
|
cannot forget the follies and vices of others so soon as I ought,
|
|
nor their offenses against myself. My feelings are not puffed
|
|
about with every attempt to move them. My temper would perhaps be
|
|
called resentful. My good opinion once lost, is lost forever.”
|
|
|
|
“That is a failing indeed!” cried Elizabeth. “Implacable
|
|
resentment is a shade in a character. But you have chosen your
|
|
fault well. I really cannot laugh at it. You are safe from me.”
|
|
|
|
“There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some
|
|
particular evil—a natural defect, which not even the best
|
|
education can overcome.”
|
|
|
|
“And your defect is to hate everybody.”
|
|
|
|
“And yours,” he replied with a smile, “is willfully to
|
|
misunderstand them.”
|
|
|
|
“Do let us have a little music,” cried Miss Bingley, tired of a
|
|
conversation in which she had no share. “Louisa, you will not
|
|
mind my waking Mr. Hurst?”
|
|
|
|
Her sister had not the smallest objection, and the pianoforte was
|
|
opened; and Darcy, after a few moments’ recollection, was not
|
|
sorry for it. He began to feel the danger of paying Elizabeth too
|
|
much attention.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
In consequence of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth
|
|
wrote the next morning to their mother, to beg that the carriage
|
|
might be sent for them in the course of the day. But Mrs. Bennet,
|
|
who had calculated on her daughters remaining at Netherfield till
|
|
the following Tuesday, which would exactly finish Jane’s week,
|
|
could not bring herself to receive them with pleasure before. Her
|
|
answer, therefore, was not propitious, at least not to
|
|
Elizabeth’s wishes, for she was impatient to get home. Mrs.
|
|
Bennet sent them word that they could not possibly have the
|
|
carriage before Tuesday; and in her postscript it was added, that
|
|
if Mr. Bingley and his sister pressed them to stay longer, she
|
|
could spare them very well. Against staying longer, however,
|
|
Elizabeth was positively resolved—nor did she much expect it
|
|
would be asked; and fearful, on the contrary, as being considered
|
|
as intruding themselves needlessly long, she urged Jane to borrow
|
|
Mr. Bingley’s carriage immediately, and at length it was settled
|
|
that their original design of leaving Netherfield that morning
|
|
should be mentioned, and the request made.
|
|
|
|
The communication excited many professions of concern; and enough
|
|
was said of wishing them to stay at least till the following day
|
|
to work on Jane; and till the morrow their going was deferred.
|
|
Miss Bingley was then sorry that she had proposed the delay, for
|
|
her jealousy and dislike of one sister much exceeded her
|
|
affection for the other.
|
|
|
|
The master of the house heard with real sorrow that they were to
|
|
go so soon, and repeatedly tried to persuade Miss Bennet that it
|
|
would not be safe for her—that she was not enough recovered; but
|
|
Jane was firm where she felt herself to be right.
|
|
|
|
To Mr. Darcy it was welcome intelligence—Elizabeth had been at
|
|
Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he liked—and
|
|
Miss Bingley was uncivil to her, and more teasing than usual to
|
|
himself. He wisely resolved to be particularly careful that no
|
|
sign of admiration should now escape him, nothing that could
|
|
elevate her with the hope of influencing his felicity; sensible
|
|
that if such an idea had been suggested, his behaviour during the
|
|
last day must have material weight in confirming or crushing it.
|
|
Steady to his purpose, he scarcely spoke ten words to her through
|
|
the whole of Saturday, and though they were at one time left by
|
|
themselves for half-an-hour, he adhered most conscientiously to
|
|
his book, and would not even look at her.
|
|
|
|
On Sunday, after morning service, the separation, so agreeable to
|
|
almost all, took place. Miss Bingley’s civility to Elizabeth
|
|
increased at last very rapidly, as well as her affection for
|
|
Jane; and when they parted, after assuring the latter of the
|
|
pleasure it would always give her to see her either at Longbourn
|
|
or Netherfield, and embracing her most tenderly, she even shook
|
|
hands with the former. Elizabeth took leave of the whole party in
|
|
the liveliest of spirits.
|
|
|
|
They were not welcomed home very cordially by their mother. Mrs.
|
|
Bennet wondered at their coming, and thought them very wrong to
|
|
give so much trouble, and was sure Jane would have caught cold
|
|
again. But their father, though very laconic in his expressions
|
|
of pleasure, was really glad to see them; he had felt their
|
|
importance in the family circle. The evening conversation, when
|
|
they were all assembled, had lost much of its animation, and
|
|
almost all its sense by the absence of Jane and Elizabeth.
|
|
|
|
They found Mary, as usual, deep in the study of thorough-bass and
|
|
human nature; and had some extracts to admire, and some new
|
|
observations of threadbare morality to listen to. Catherine and
|
|
Lydia had information for them of a different sort. Much had been
|
|
done and much had been said in the regiment since the preceding
|
|
Wednesday; several of the officers had dined lately with their
|
|
uncle, a private had been flogged, and it had actually been
|
|
hinted that Colonel Forster was going to be married.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
“I hope, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet to his wife, as they were at
|
|
breakfast the next morning, “that you have ordered a good dinner
|
|
to-day, because I have reason to expect an addition to our family
|
|
party.”
|
|
|
|
“Who do you mean, my dear? I know of nobody that is coming, I am
|
|
sure, unless Charlotte Lucas should happen to call in—and I hope
|
|
my dinners are good enough for her. I do not believe she often
|
|
sees such at home.”
|
|
|
|
“The person of whom I speak is a gentleman, and a stranger.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled. “A gentleman and a stranger! It is
|
|
Mr. Bingley, I am sure! Well, I am sure I shall be extremely glad
|
|
to see Mr. Bingley. But—good Lord! how unlucky! There is not a
|
|
bit of fish to be got to-day. Lydia, my love, ring the bell—I
|
|
must speak to Hill this moment.”
|
|
|
|
“It is not Mr. Bingley,” said her husband; “it is a person whom
|
|
I never saw in the whole course of my life.”
|
|
|
|
This roused a general astonishment; and he had the pleasure of
|
|
being eagerly questioned by his wife and his five daughters at
|
|
once.
|
|
|
|
After amusing himself some time with their curiosity, he thus
|
|
explained:
|
|
|
|
“About a month ago I received this letter; and about a fortnight
|
|
ago I answered it, for I thought it a case of some delicacy, and
|
|
requiring early attention. It is from my cousin, Mr. Collins,
|
|
who, when I am dead, may turn you all out of this house as soon
|
|
as he pleases.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! my dear,” cried his wife, “I cannot bear to hear that
|
|
mentioned. Pray do not talk of that odious man. I do think it is
|
|
the hardest thing in the world, that your estate should be
|
|
entailed away from your own children; and I am sure, if I had
|
|
been you, I should have tried long ago to do something or other
|
|
about it.”
|
|
|
|
Jane and Elizabeth tried to explain to her the nature of an
|
|
entail. They had often attempted to do it before, but it was a
|
|
subject on which Mrs. Bennet was beyond the reach of reason, and
|
|
she continued to rail bitterly against the cruelty of settling an
|
|
estate away from a family of five daughters, in favour of a man
|
|
whom nobody cared anything about.
|
|
|
|
“It certainly is a most iniquitous affair,” said Mr. Bennet, “and
|
|
nothing can clear Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting
|
|
Longbourn. But if you will listen to his letter, you may perhaps
|
|
be a little softened by his manner of expressing himself.”
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“No, that I am sure I shall not; and I think it is very
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impertinent of him to write to you at all, and very hypocritical.
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I hate such false friends. Why could he not keep on quarreling
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with you, as his father did before him?”
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“Why, indeed; he does seem to have had some filial scruples on
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that head, as you will hear.”
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“Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent, 15th October.
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“Dear Sir,—
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“The disagreement subsisting between yourself and my late
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honoured father always gave me much uneasiness, and since I have
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had the misfortune to lose him, I have frequently wished to heal
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the breach; but for some time I was kept back by my own doubts,
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fearing lest it might seem disrespectful to his memory for me to
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be on good terms with anyone with whom it had always pleased him
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to be at variance.—‘There, Mrs. Bennet.’—My mind, however, is now
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made up on the subject, for having received ordination at Easter,
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I have been so fortunate as to be distinguished by the patronage
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of the Right Honourable Lady Catherine de Bourgh, widow of Sir
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Lewis de Bourgh, whose bounty and beneficence has preferred me to
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the valuable rectory of this parish, where it shall be my earnest
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endeavour to demean myself with grateful respect towards her
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ladyship, and be ever ready to perform those rites and ceremonies
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which are instituted by the Church of England. As a clergyman,
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moreover, I feel it my duty to promote and establish the blessing
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of peace in all families within the reach of my influence; and on
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these grounds I flatter myself that my present overtures are
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highly commendable, and that the circumstance of my being next in
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the entail of Longbourn estate will be kindly overlooked on your
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side, and not lead you to reject the offered olive-branch. I
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cannot be otherwise than concerned at being the means of injuring
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your amiable daughters, and beg leave to apologise for it, as
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well as to assure you of my readiness to make them every possible
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amends—but of this hereafter. If you should have no objection to
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receive me into your house, I propose myself the satisfaction of
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waiting on you and your family, Monday, November 18th, by four
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o’clock, and shall probably trespass on your hospitality till the
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Saturday se’ennight following, which I can do without any
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inconvenience, as Lady Catherine is far from objecting to my
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occasional absence on a Sunday, provided that some other
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clergyman is engaged to do the duty of the day.—I remain, dear
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sir, with respectful compliments to your lady and daughters, your
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well-wisher and friend,
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“WILLIAM COLLINS”
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“At four o’clock, therefore, we may expect this peace-making
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gentleman,” said Mr. Bennet, as he folded up the letter. “He
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seems to be a most conscientious and polite young man, upon my
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word, and I doubt not will prove a valuable acquaintance,
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especially if Lady Catherine should be so indulgent as to let him
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come to us again.”
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“There is some sense in what he says about the girls, however,
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and if he is disposed to make them any amends, I shall not be the
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person to discourage him.”
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“Though it is difficult,” said Jane, “to guess in what way he can
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mean to make us the atonement he thinks our due, the wish is
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certainly to his credit.”
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Elizabeth was chiefly struck by his extraordinary deference for
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Lady Catherine, and his kind intention of christening, marrying,
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and burying his parishioners whenever it were required.
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“He must be an oddity, I think,” said she. “I cannot make him
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out.—There is something very pompous in his style.—And what can
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he mean by apologising for being next in the entail?—We cannot
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suppose he would help it if he could.—Could he be a sensible man,
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sir?”
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“No, my dear, I think not. I have great hopes of finding him
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quite the reverse. There is a mixture of servility and
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self-importance in his letter, which promises well. I am
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impatient to see him.”
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“In point of composition,” said Mary, “the letter does not seem
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defective. The idea of the olive-branch perhaps is not wholly
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new, yet I think it is well expressed.”
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To Catherine and Lydia, neither the letter nor its writer were in
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any degree interesting. It was next to impossible that their
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cousin should come in a scarlet coat, and it was now some weeks
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|
since they had received pleasure from the society of a man in any
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|
other colour. As for their mother, Mr. Collins’s letter had done
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|
away much of her ill-will, and she was preparing to see him with
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a degree of composure which astonished her husband and daughters.
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Mr. Collins was punctual to his time, and was received with great
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|
politeness by the whole family. Mr. Bennet indeed said little;
|
|
but the ladies were ready enough to talk, and Mr. Collins seemed
|
|
neither in need of encouragement, nor inclined to be silent
|
|
himself. He was a tall, heavy-looking young man of
|
|
five-and-twenty. His air was grave and stately, and his manners
|
|
were very formal. He had not been long seated before he
|
|
complimented Mrs. Bennet on having so fine a family of daughters;
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|
said he had heard much of their beauty, but that in this instance
|
|
fame had fallen short of the truth; and added, that he did not
|
|
doubt her seeing them all in due time disposed of in marriage.
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|
This gallantry was not much to the taste of some of his hearers;
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|
but Mrs. Bennet, who quarreled with no compliments, answered most
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|
readily.
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“You are very kind, I am sure; and I wish with all my heart it
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may prove so, for else they will be destitute enough. Things are
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|
settled so oddly.”
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“You allude, perhaps, to the entail of this estate.”
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“Ah! sir, I do indeed. It is a grievous affair to my poor girls,
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|
you must confess. Not that I mean to find fault with you, for
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|
such things I know are all chance in this world. There is no
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|
knowing how estates will go when once they come to be entailed.”
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|
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“I am very sensible, madam, of the hardship to my fair cousins,
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|
and could say much on the subject, but that I am cautious of
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|
appearing forward and precipitate. But I can assure the young
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|
ladies that I come prepared to admire them. At present I will not
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|
say more; but, perhaps, when we are better acquainted—”
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|
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|
He was interrupted by a summons to dinner; and the girls smiled
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|
on each other. They were not the only objects of Mr. Collins’s
|
|
admiration. The hall, the dining-room, and all its furniture,
|
|
were examined and praised; and his commendation of everything
|
|
would have touched Mrs. Bennet’s heart, but for the mortifying
|
|
supposition of his viewing it all as his own future property. The
|
|
dinner too in its turn was highly admired; and he begged to know
|
|
to which of his fair cousins the excellency of its cooking was
|
|
owing. But he was set right there by Mrs. Bennet, who assured him
|
|
with some asperity that they were very well able to keep a good
|
|
cook, and that her daughters had nothing to do in the kitchen. He
|
|
begged pardon for having displeased her. In a softened tone she
|
|
declared herself not at all offended; but he continued to
|
|
apologise for about a quarter of an hour.
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|
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|
During dinner, Mr. Bennet scarcely spoke at all; but when the
|
|
servants were withdrawn, he thought it time to have some
|
|
conversation with his guest, and therefore started a subject in
|
|
which he expected him to shine, by observing that he seemed very
|
|
fortunate in his patroness. Lady Catherine de Bourgh’s attention
|
|
to his wishes, and consideration for his comfort, appeared very
|
|
remarkable. Mr. Bennet could not have chosen better. Mr. Collins
|
|
was eloquent in her praise. The subject elevated him to more than
|
|
usual solemnity of manner, and with a most important aspect he
|
|
protested that “he had never in his life witnessed such behaviour
|
|
in a person of rank—such affability and condescension, as he had
|
|
himself experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been graciously
|
|
pleased to approve of both of the discourses which he had already
|
|
had the honour of preaching before her. She had also asked him
|
|
twice to dine at Rosings, and had sent for him only the Saturday
|
|
before, to make up her pool of quadrille in the evening. Lady
|
|
Catherine was reckoned proud by many people he knew, but he had
|
|
never seen anything but affability in her. She had always spoken
|
|
to him as she would to any other gentleman; she made not the
|
|
smallest objection to his joining in the society of the
|
|
neighbourhood nor to his leaving the parish occasionally for a
|
|
week or two, to visit his relations. She had even condescended to
|
|
advise him to marry as soon as he could, provided he chose with
|
|
discretion; and had once paid him a visit in his humble
|
|
parsonage, where she had perfectly approved all the alterations
|
|
he had been making, and had even vouchsafed to suggest some
|
|
herself—some shelves in the closet up stairs.”
|
|
|
|
“That is all very proper and civil, I am sure,” said Mrs. Bennet,
|
|
“and I dare say she is a very agreeable woman. It is a pity that
|
|
great ladies in general are not more like her. Does she live near
|
|
you, sir?”
|
|
|
|
“The garden in which stands my humble abode is separated only by
|
|
a lane from Rosings Park, her ladyship’s residence.”
|
|
|
|
“I think you said she was a widow, sir? Has she any family?”
|
|
|
|
“She has only one daughter, the heiress of Rosings, and of very
|
|
extensive property.”
|
|
|
|
“Ah!” said Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, “then she is better off
|
|
than many girls. And what sort of young lady is she? Is she
|
|
handsome?”
|
|
|
|
“She is a most charming young lady indeed. Lady Catherine herself
|
|
says that, in point of true beauty, Miss de Bourgh is far
|
|
superior to the handsomest of her sex, because there is that in
|
|
her features which marks the young lady of distinguished birth.
|
|
She is unfortunately of a sickly constitution, which has
|
|
prevented her from making that progress in many accomplishments
|
|
which she could not have otherwise failed of, as I am informed by
|
|
the lady who superintended her education, and who still resides
|
|
with them. But she is perfectly amiable, and often condescends to
|
|
drive by my humble abode in her little phaeton and ponies.”
|
|
|
|
“Has she been presented? I do not remember her name among the
|
|
ladies at court.”
|
|
|
|
“Her indifferent state of health unhappily prevents her being in
|
|
town; and by that means, as I told Lady Catherine one day, has
|
|
deprived the British court of its brightest ornament. Her
|
|
ladyship seemed pleased with the idea; and you may imagine that I
|
|
am happy on every occasion to offer those little delicate
|
|
compliments which are always acceptable to ladies. I have more
|
|
than once observed to Lady Catherine, that her charming daughter
|
|
seemed born to be a duchess, and that the most elevated rank,
|
|
instead of giving her consequence, would be adorned by her. These
|
|
are the kind of little things which please her ladyship, and it
|
|
is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound
|
|
to pay.”
|
|
|
|
“You judge very properly,” said Mr. Bennet, “and it is happy for
|
|
you that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy. May
|
|
I ask whether these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse
|
|
of the moment, or are the result of previous study?”
|
|
|
|
“They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time, and though
|
|
I sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such
|
|
little elegant compliments as may be adapted to ordinary
|
|
occasions, I always wish to give them as unstudied an air as
|
|
possible.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet’s expectations were fully answered. His cousin was as
|
|
absurd as he had hoped, and he listened to him with the keenest
|
|
enjoyment, maintaining at the same time the most resolute
|
|
composure of countenance, and, except in an occasional glance at
|
|
Elizabeth, requiring no partner in his pleasure.
|
|
|
|
By tea-time, however, the dose had been enough, and Mr. Bennet
|
|
was glad to take his guest into the drawing-room again, and, when
|
|
tea was over, glad to invite him to read aloud to the ladies. Mr.
|
|
Collins readily assented, and a book was produced; but, on
|
|
beholding it (for everything announced it to be from a
|
|
circulating library), he started back, and begging pardon,
|
|
protested that he never read novels. Kitty stared at him, and
|
|
Lydia exclaimed. Other books were produced, and after some
|
|
deliberation he chose Fordyce’s Sermons. Lydia gaped as he opened
|
|
the volume, and before he had, with very monotonous solemnity,
|
|
read three pages, she interrupted him with:
|
|
|
|
“Do you know, mamma, that my uncle Phillips talks of turning away
|
|
Richard; and if he does, Colonel Forster will hire him. My aunt
|
|
told me so herself on Saturday. I shall walk to Meryton to-morrow
|
|
to hear more about it, and to ask when Mr. Denny comes back from
|
|
town.”
|
|
|
|
Lydia was bid by her two eldest sisters to hold her tongue; but
|
|
Mr. Collins, much offended, laid aside his book, and said:
|
|
|
|
“I have often observed how little young ladies are interested by
|
|
books of a serious stamp, though written solely for their
|
|
benefit. It amazes me, I confess; for, certainly, there can be
|
|
nothing so advantageous to them as instruction. But I will no
|
|
longer importune my young cousin.”
|
|
|
|
Then turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered himself as his antagonist
|
|
at backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, observing that
|
|
he acted very wisely in leaving the girls to their own trifling
|
|
amusements. Mrs. Bennet and her daughters apologised most civilly
|
|
for Lydia’s interruption, and promised that it should not occur
|
|
again, if he would resume his book; but Mr. Collins, after
|
|
assuring them that he bore his young cousin no ill-will, and
|
|
should never resent her behaviour as any affront, seated himself
|
|
at another table with Mr. Bennet, and prepared for backgammon.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of nature
|
|
had been but little assisted by education or society; the
|
|
greatest part of his life having been spent under the guidance of
|
|
an illiterate and miserly father; and though he belonged to one
|
|
of the universities, he had merely kept the necessary terms,
|
|
without forming at it any useful acquaintance. The subjection in
|
|
which his father had brought him up had given him originally
|
|
great humility of manner; but it was now a good deal counteracted
|
|
by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in retirement, and the
|
|
consequential feelings of early and unexpected prosperity. A
|
|
fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de Bourgh
|
|
when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which he
|
|
felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as his
|
|
patroness, mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his
|
|
authority as a clergyman, and his right as a rector, made him
|
|
altogether a mixture of pride and obsequiousness, self-importance
|
|
and humility.
|
|
|
|
Having now a good house and a very sufficient income, he intended
|
|
to marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn
|
|
family he had a wife in view, as he meant to choose one of the
|
|
daughters, if he found them as handsome and amiable as they were
|
|
represented by common report. This was his plan of amends—of
|
|
atonement—for inheriting their father’s estate; and he thought it
|
|
an excellent one, full of eligibility and suitableness, and
|
|
excessively generous and disinterested on his own part.
|
|
|
|
His plan did not vary on seeing them. Miss Bennet’s lovely face
|
|
confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of
|
|
what was due to seniority; and for the first evening she was
|
|
his settled choice. The next morning, however, made an
|
|
alteration; for in a quarter of an hour’s tête-à-tête with Mrs.
|
|
Bennet before breakfast, a conversation beginning with his
|
|
parsonage-house, and leading naturally to the avowal of his
|
|
hopes, that a mistress might be found for it at Longbourn,
|
|
produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general
|
|
encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on.
|
|
“As to her younger daughters, she could not take upon her to
|
|
say—she could not positively answer—but she did not know of any
|
|
prepossession; her eldest daughter, she must just mention—she
|
|
felt it incumbent on her to hint, was likely to be very soon
|
|
engaged.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth—and it was
|
|
soon done—done while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire.
|
|
Elizabeth, equally next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded
|
|
her of course.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet treasured up the hint, and trusted that she might
|
|
soon have two daughters married; and the man whom she could not
|
|
bear to speak of the day before was now high in her good graces.
|
|
|
|
Lydia’s intention of walking to Meryton was not forgotten; every
|
|
sister except Mary agreed to go with her; and Mr. Collins was to
|
|
attend them, at the request of Mr. Bennet, who was most anxious
|
|
to get rid of him, and have his library to himself; for thither
|
|
Mr. Collins had followed him after breakfast; and there he would
|
|
continue, nominally engaged with one of the largest folios in the
|
|
collection, but really talking to Mr. Bennet, with little
|
|
cessation, of his house and garden at Hunsford. Such doings
|
|
discomposed Mr. Bennet exceedingly. In his library he had been
|
|
always sure of leisure and tranquillity; and though prepared, as
|
|
he told Elizabeth, to meet with folly and conceit in every other
|
|
room of the house, he was used to be free from them there; his
|
|
civility, therefore, was most prompt in inviting Mr. Collins to
|
|
join his daughters in their walk; and Mr. Collins, being in fact
|
|
much better fitted for a walker than a reader, was extremely
|
|
pleased to close his large book, and go.
|
|
|
|
In pompous nothings on his side, and civil assents on that of his
|
|
cousins, their time passed till they entered Meryton. The
|
|
attention of the younger ones was then no longer to be gained by
|
|
him. Their eyes were immediately wandering up in the street in
|
|
quest of the officers, and nothing less than a very smart bonnet
|
|
indeed, or a really new muslin in a shop window, could recall
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
But the attention of every lady was soon caught by a young man,
|
|
whom they had never seen before, of most gentlemanlike
|
|
appearance, walking with another officer on the other side of the
|
|
way. The officer was the very Mr. Denny concerning whose return
|
|
from London Lydia came to inquire, and he bowed as they passed.
|
|
All were struck with the stranger’s air, all wondered who he
|
|
could be; and Kitty and Lydia, determined if possible to find
|
|
out, led the way across the street, under pretense of wanting
|
|
something in an opposite shop, and fortunately had just gained
|
|
the pavement when the two gentlemen, turning back, had reached
|
|
the same spot. Mr. Denny addressed them directly, and entreated
|
|
permission to introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had returned
|
|
with him the day before from town, and he was happy to say had
|
|
accepted a commission in their corps. This was exactly as it
|
|
should be; for the young man wanted only regimentals to make him
|
|
completely charming. His appearance was greatly in his favour; he
|
|
had all the best part of beauty, a fine countenance, a good
|
|
figure, and very pleasing address. The introduction was followed
|
|
up on his side by a happy readiness of conversation—a readiness
|
|
at the same time perfectly correct and unassuming; and the whole
|
|
party were still standing and talking together very agreeably,
|
|
when the sound of horses drew their notice, and Darcy and Bingley
|
|
were seen riding down the street. On distinguishing the ladies of
|
|
the group, the two gentlemen came directly towards them, and
|
|
began the usual civilities. Bingley was the principal spokesman,
|
|
and Miss Bennet the principal object. He was then, he said, on
|
|
his way to Longbourn on purpose to inquire after her. Mr. Darcy
|
|
corroborated it with a bow, and was beginning to determine not to
|
|
fix his eyes on Elizabeth, when they were suddenly arrested by
|
|
the sight of the stranger, and Elizabeth happening to see the
|
|
countenance of both as they looked at each other, was all
|
|
astonishment at the effect of the meeting. Both changed colour,
|
|
one looked white, the other red. Mr. Wickham, after a few
|
|
moments, touched his hat—a salutation which Mr. Darcy just
|
|
deigned to return. What could be the meaning of it? It was
|
|
impossible to imagine; it was impossible not to long to know.
|
|
|
|
In another minute, Mr. Bingley, but without seeming to have
|
|
noticed what passed, took leave and rode on with his friend.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked with the young ladies to the
|
|
door of Mr. Phillip’s house, and then made their bows, in spite
|
|
of Miss Lydia’s pressing entreaties that they should come in, and
|
|
even in spite of Mrs. Phillips’s throwing up the parlour window
|
|
and loudly seconding the invitation.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Phillips was always glad to see her nieces; and the two
|
|
eldest, from their recent absence, were particularly welcome, and
|
|
she was eagerly expressing her surprise at their sudden return
|
|
home, which, as their own carriage had not fetched them, she
|
|
should have known nothing about, if she had not happened to see
|
|
Mr. Jones’s shop-boy in the street, who had told her that they
|
|
were not to send any more draughts to Netherfield because the
|
|
Miss Bennets were come away, when her civility was claimed
|
|
towards Mr. Collins by Jane’s introduction of him. She received
|
|
him with her very best politeness, which he returned with as much
|
|
more, apologising for his intrusion, without any previous
|
|
acquaintance with her, which he could not help flattering
|
|
himself, however, might be justified by his relationship to the
|
|
young ladies who introduced him to her notice. Mrs. Phillips was
|
|
quite awed by such an excess of good breeding; but her
|
|
contemplation of one stranger was soon put to an end by
|
|
exclamations and inquiries about the other; of whom, however, she
|
|
could only tell her nieces what they already knew, that Mr. Denny
|
|
had brought him from London, and that he was to have a
|
|
lieutenant’s commission in the ——shire. She had been watching him
|
|
the last hour, she said, as he walked up and down the street, and
|
|
had Mr. Wickham appeared, Kitty and Lydia would certainly have
|
|
continued the occupation, but unluckily no one passed windows now
|
|
except a few of the officers, who, in comparison with the
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stranger, were become “stupid, disagreeable fellows.” Some of
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them were to dine with the Phillipses the next day, and their
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aunt promised to make her husband call on Mr. Wickham, and give
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him an invitation also, if the family from Longbourn would come
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in the evening. This was agreed to, and Mrs. Phillips protested
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that they would have a nice comfortable noisy game of lottery
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tickets, and a little bit of hot supper afterwards. The prospect
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of such delights was very cheering, and they parted in mutual
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good spirits. Mr. Collins repeated his apologies in quitting the
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room, and was assured with unwearying civility that they were
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perfectly needless.
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As they walked home, Elizabeth related to Jane what she had seen
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pass between the two gentlemen; but though Jane would have
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defended either or both, had they appeared to be in the wrong,
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she could no more explain such behaviour than her sister.
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Mr. Collins on his return highly gratified Mrs. Bennet by
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admiring Mrs. Phillips’s manners and politeness. He protested
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that, except Lady Catherine and her daughter, he had never seen a
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more elegant woman; for she had not only received him with the
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utmost civility, but even pointedly included him in her
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invitation for the next evening, although utterly unknown to her
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before. Something, he supposed, might be attributed to his
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connection with them, but yet he had never met with so much
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attention in the whole course of his life.
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As no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with
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their aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and
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Mrs. Bennet for a single evening during his visit were most
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steadily resisted, the coach conveyed him and his five cousins at
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a suitable hour to Meryton; and the girls had the pleasure of
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hearing, as they entered the drawing-room, that Mr. Wickham had
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accepted their uncle’s invitation, and was then in the house.
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When this information was given, and they had all taken their
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seats, Mr. Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire,
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and he was so much struck with the size and furniture of the
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apartment, that he declared he might almost have supposed himself
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in the small summer breakfast parlour at Rosings; a comparison
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that did not at first convey much gratification; but when Mrs.
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Phillips understood from him what Rosings was, and who was its
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proprietor—when she had listened to the description of only one
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of Lady Catherine’s drawing-rooms, and found that the
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chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all
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the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a
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comparison with the housekeeper’s room.
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In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her
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mansion, with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble
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abode, and the improvements it was receiving, he was happily
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|
employed until the gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs.
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Phillips a very attentive listener, whose opinion of his
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consequence increased with what she heard, and who was resolving
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to retail it all among her neighbours as soon as she could. To
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the girls, who could not listen to their cousin, and who had
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nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine their
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own indifferent imitations of china on the mantelpiece, the
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interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last,
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however. The gentlemen did approach, and when Mr. Wickham walked
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into the room, Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing
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him before, nor thinking of him since, with the smallest degree
|
|
of unreasonable admiration. The officers of the ——shire were in
|
|
general a very creditable, gentlemanlike set, and the best of
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them were of the present party; but Mr. Wickham was as far beyond
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them all in person, countenance, air, and walk, as they were
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superior to the broad-faced, stuffy uncle Phillips, breathing
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port wine, who followed them into the room.
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Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female
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|
eye was turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he
|
|
finally seated himself; and the agreeable manner in which he
|
|
immediately fell into conversation, though it was only on its
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being a wet night, made her feel that the commonest, dullest,
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|
most threadbare topic might be rendered interesting by the skill
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of the speaker.
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With such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and
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the officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to
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the young ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at
|
|
intervals a kind listener in Mrs. Phillips, and was by her
|
|
watchfulness, most abundantly supplied with coffee and muffin.
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When the card-tables were placed, he had the opportunity of
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obliging her in turn, by sitting down to whist.
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“I know little of the game at present,” said he, “but I shall be
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glad to improve myself, for in my situation in life—” Mrs.
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Phillips was very glad for his compliance, but could not wait for
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his reason.
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Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he
|
|
received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first
|
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there seemed danger of Lydia’s engrossing him entirely, for she
|
|
was a most determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond
|
|
of lottery tickets, she soon grew too much interested in the
|
|
game, too eager in making bets and exclaiming after prizes to
|
|
have attention for anyone in particular. Allowing for the common
|
|
demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore at leisure to talk
|
|
to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear him, though what
|
|
she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be told—the
|
|
history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not even
|
|
mention that gentleman. Her curiosity, however, was unexpectedly
|
|
relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how
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|
far Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her
|
|
answer, asked in a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been
|
|
staying there.
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“About a month,” said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the
|
|
subject drop, added, “He is a man of very large property in
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|
Derbyshire, I understand.”
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“Yes,” replied Mr. Wickham; “his estate there is a noble one. A
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|
clear ten thousand per annum. You could not have met with a
|
|
person more capable of giving you certain information on that
|
|
head than myself, for I have been connected with his family in a
|
|
particular manner from my infancy.”
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Elizabeth could not but look surprised.
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“You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion,
|
|
after seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our
|
|
meeting yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?”
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“As much as I ever wish to be,” cried Elizabeth very warmly. “I
|
|
have spent four days in the same house with him, and I think him
|
|
very disagreeable.”
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|
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|
“I have no right to give my opinion,” said Wickham, “as to his
|
|
being agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I
|
|
have known him too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is
|
|
impossible for me to be impartial. But I believe your opinion
|
|
of him would in general astonish—and perhaps you would not
|
|
express it quite so strongly anywhere else. Here you are in your
|
|
own family.”
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|
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|
“Upon my word, I say no more here than I might say in any house
|
|
in the neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked
|
|
in Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You will
|
|
not find him more favourably spoken of by anyone.”
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|
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|
“I cannot pretend to be sorry,” said Wickham, after a short
|
|
interruption, “that he or that any man should not be estimated
|
|
beyond their deserts; but with him I believe it does not often
|
|
happen. The world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or
|
|
frightened by his high and imposing manners, and sees him only as
|
|
he chooses to be seen.”
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|
|
|
“I should take him, even on my slight acquaintance, to be an
|
|
ill-tempered man.” Wickham only shook his head.
|
|
|
|
“I wonder,” said he, at the next opportunity of speaking,
|
|
“whether he is likely to be in this country much longer.”
|
|
|
|
“I do not at all know; but I heard nothing of his going away
|
|
when I was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the
|
|
——shire will not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! no—it is not for me to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If
|
|
he wishes to avoid seeing me, he must go. We are not on
|
|
friendly terms, and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I
|
|
have no reason for avoiding him but what I might proclaim
|
|
before all the world, a sense of very great ill-usage, and most
|
|
painful regrets at his being what he is. His father, Miss Bennet,
|
|
the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men that ever breathed,
|
|
and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be in company
|
|
with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a
|
|
thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been
|
|
scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him anything and
|
|
everything, rather than his disappointing the hopes and
|
|
disgracing the memory of his father.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and
|
|
listened with all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented
|
|
further inquiry.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the
|
|
neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all
|
|
that he had yet seen, and speaking of the latter with gentle but
|
|
very intelligible gallantry.
|
|
|
|
“It was the prospect of constant society, and good society,” he
|
|
added, “which was my chief inducement to enter the ——shire. I
|
|
knew it to be a most respectable, agreeable corps, and my friend
|
|
Denny tempted me further by his account of their present
|
|
quarters, and the very great attentions and excellent
|
|
acquaintances Meryton had procured them. Society, I own, is
|
|
necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and my spirits
|
|
will not bear solitude. I must have employment and society. A
|
|
military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances
|
|
have now made it eligible. The church ought to have been my
|
|
profession—I was brought up for the church, and I should at this
|
|
time have been in possession of a most valuable living, had it
|
|
pleased the gentleman we were speaking of just now.”
|
|
|
|
“Indeed!”
|
|
|
|
“Yes—the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of
|
|
the best living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively
|
|
attached to me. I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to
|
|
provide for me amply, and thought he had done it; but when the
|
|
living fell, it was given elsewhere.”
|
|
|
|
“Good heavens!” cried Elizabeth; “but how could that be? How
|
|
could his will be disregarded? Why did you not seek legal
|
|
redress?”
|
|
|
|
“There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest
|
|
as to give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have
|
|
doubted the intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it—or to
|
|
treat it as a merely conditional recommendation, and to assert
|
|
that I had forfeited all claim to it by extravagance,
|
|
imprudence—in short anything or nothing. Certain it is, that the
|
|
living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I was of an age to
|
|
hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no less
|
|
certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done
|
|
anything to deserve to lose it. I have a warm, unguarded temper,
|
|
and I may have spoken my opinion of him, and to him, too
|
|
freely. I can recall nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are
|
|
very different sort of men, and that he hates me.”
|
|
|
|
“This is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly disgraced.”
|
|
|
|
“Some time or other he will be—but it shall not be by me.
|
|
Till I can forget his father, I can never defy or expose him.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him
|
|
handsomer than ever as he expressed them.
|
|
|
|
“But what,” said she, after a pause, “can have been his motive?
|
|
What can have induced him to behave so cruelly?”
|
|
|
|
“A thorough, determined dislike of me—a dislike which I cannot
|
|
but attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy
|
|
liked me less, his son might have borne with me better; but his
|
|
father’s uncommon attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very
|
|
early in life. He had not a temper to bear the sort of
|
|
competition in which we stood—the sort of preference which was
|
|
often given me.”
|
|
|
|
“I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this—though I have never
|
|
liked him. I had not thought so very ill of him. I had supposed
|
|
him to be despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not
|
|
suspect him of descending to such malicious revenge, such
|
|
injustice, such inhumanity as this.”
|
|
|
|
After a few minutes’ reflection, however, she continued, “I do
|
|
remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the
|
|
implacability of his resentments, of his having an unforgiving
|
|
temper. His disposition must be dreadful.”
|
|
|
|
“I will not trust myself on the subject,” replied Wickham; “I
|
|
can hardly be just to him.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed,
|
|
“To treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite
|
|
of his father!” She could have added, “A young man, too, like
|
|
you, whose very countenance may vouch for your being
|
|
amiable”—but she contented herself with, “and one, too, who had
|
|
probably been his companion from childhood, connected together,
|
|
as I think you said, in the closest manner!”
|
|
|
|
“We were born in the same parish, within the same park; the
|
|
greatest part of our youth was passed together; inmates of the
|
|
same house, sharing the same amusements, objects of the same
|
|
parental care. My father began life in the profession which
|
|
your uncle, Mr. Phillips, appears to do so much credit to—but he
|
|
gave up everything to be of use to the late Mr. Darcy and devoted
|
|
all his time to the care of the Pemberley property. He was most
|
|
highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most intimate, confidential
|
|
friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to be under the
|
|
greatest obligations to my father’s active superintendence, and
|
|
when, immediately before my father’s death, Mr. Darcy gave him a
|
|
voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he
|
|
felt it to be as much a debt of gratitude to him, as of his
|
|
affection to myself.”
|
|
|
|
“How strange!” cried Elizabeth. “How abominable! I wonder that
|
|
the very pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you! If
|
|
from no better motive, that he should not have been too proud to
|
|
be dishonest—for dishonesty I must call it.”
|
|
|
|
“It is wonderful,” replied Wickham, “for almost all his actions
|
|
may be traced to pride; and pride had often been his best friend.
|
|
It has connected him nearer with virtue than with any other
|
|
feeling. But we are none of us consistent, and in his behaviour
|
|
to me there were stronger impulses even than pride.”
|
|
|
|
“Can such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes. It has often led him to be liberal and generous, to give
|
|
his money freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants,
|
|
and relieve the poor. Family pride, and filial pride—for he is
|
|
very proud of what his father was—have done this. Not to appear
|
|
to disgrace his family, to degenerate from the popular qualities,
|
|
or lose the influence of the Pemberley House, is a powerful
|
|
motive. He has also brotherly pride, which, with some
|
|
brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and careful guardian
|
|
of his sister, and you will hear him generally cried up as the
|
|
most attentive and best of brothers.”
|
|
|
|
“What sort of girl is Miss Darcy?”
|
|
|
|
He shook his head. “I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me
|
|
pain to speak ill of a Darcy. But she is too much like her
|
|
brother—very, very proud. As a child, she was affectionate and
|
|
pleasing, and extremely fond of me; and I have devoted hours and
|
|
hours to her amusement. But she is nothing to me now. She is a
|
|
handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen, and, I understand,
|
|
highly accomplished. Since her father’s death, her home has been
|
|
London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her
|
|
education.”
|
|
|
|
After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth
|
|
could not help reverting once more to the first, and saying:
|
|
|
|
“I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley! How can Mr.
|
|
Bingley, who seems good humour itself, and is, I really believe,
|
|
truly amiable, be in friendship with such a man? How can they
|
|
suit each other? Do you know Mr. Bingley?”
|
|
|
|
“Not at all.”
|
|
|
|
“He is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know
|
|
what Mr. Darcy is.”
|
|
|
|
“Probably not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses. He does
|
|
not want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he
|
|
thinks it worth his while. Among those who are at all his equals
|
|
in consequence, he is a very different man from what he is to the
|
|
less prosperous. His pride never deserts him; but with the rich
|
|
he is liberal-minded, just, sincere, rational, honourable, and
|
|
perhaps agreeable—allowing something for fortune and figure.”
|
|
|
|
The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered
|
|
round the other table and Mr. Collins took his station between
|
|
his cousin Elizabeth and Mrs. Phillips. The usual inquiries as to
|
|
his success were made by the latter. It had not been very great;
|
|
he had lost every point; but when Mrs. Phillips began to express
|
|
her concern thereupon, he assured her with much earnest gravity
|
|
that it was not of the least importance, that he considered the
|
|
money as a mere trifle, and begged that she would not make
|
|
herself uneasy.
|
|
|
|
“I know very well, madam,” said he, “that when persons sit down
|
|
to a card-table, they must take their chances of these things,
|
|
and happily I am not in such circumstances as to make five
|
|
shillings any object. There are undoubtedly many who could not
|
|
say the same, but thanks to Lady Catherine de Bourgh, I am
|
|
removed far beyond the necessity of regarding little matters.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Wickham’s attention was caught; and after observing Mr.
|
|
Collins for a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice
|
|
whether her relation was very intimately acquainted with the
|
|
family of de Bourgh.
|
|
|
|
“Lady Catherine de Bourgh,” she replied, “has very lately given
|
|
him a living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced
|
|
to her notice, but he certainly has not known her long.”
|
|
|
|
“You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne
|
|
Darcy were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present
|
|
Mr. Darcy.”
|
|
|
|
“No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s
|
|
connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before
|
|
yesterday.”
|
|
|
|
“Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune,
|
|
and it is believed that she and her cousin will unite the two
|
|
estates.”
|
|
|
|
This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor
|
|
Miss Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and
|
|
useless her affection for his sister and her praise of himself,
|
|
if he were already self-destined for another.
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Collins,” said she, “speaks highly both of Lady Catherine
|
|
and her daughter; but from some particulars that he has related
|
|
of her ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him, and that
|
|
in spite of her being his patroness, she is an arrogant,
|
|
conceited woman.”
|
|
|
|
“I believe her to be both in a great degree,” replied Wickham; “I
|
|
have not seen her for many years, but I very well remember that I
|
|
never liked her, and that her manners were dictatorial and
|
|
insolent. She has the reputation of being remarkably sensible and
|
|
clever; but I rather believe she derives part of her abilities
|
|
from her rank and fortune, part from her authoritative manner,
|
|
and the rest from the pride for her nephew, who chooses that
|
|
everyone connected with him should have an understanding of the
|
|
first class.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of
|
|
it, and they continued talking together, with mutual satisfaction
|
|
till supper put an end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies
|
|
their share of Mr. Wickham’s attentions. There could be no
|
|
conversation in the noise of Mrs. Phillips’s supper party, but
|
|
his manners recommended him to everybody. Whatever he said, was
|
|
said well; and whatever he did, done gracefully. Elizabeth went
|
|
away with her head full of him. She could think of nothing but of
|
|
Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all the way home; but
|
|
there was not time for her even to mention his name as they went,
|
|
for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia talked
|
|
incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the
|
|
fish she had won; and Mr. Collins in describing the civility of
|
|
Mr. and Mrs. Phillips, protesting that he did not in the least
|
|
regard his losses at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper,
|
|
and repeatedly fearing that he crowded his cousins, had more to
|
|
say than he could well manage before the carriage stopped at
|
|
Longbourn House.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth related to Jane the next day what had passed between
|
|
Mr. Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and
|
|
concern; she knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so
|
|
unworthy of Mr. Bingley’s regard; and yet, it was not in her
|
|
nature to question the veracity of a young man of such amiable
|
|
appearance as Wickham. The possibility of his having endured such
|
|
unkindness, was enough to interest all her tender feelings; and
|
|
nothing remained therefore to be done, but to think well of them
|
|
both, to defend the conduct of each, and throw into the account
|
|
of accident or mistake whatever could not be otherwise explained.
|
|
|
|
“They have both,” said she, “been deceived, I dare say, in some
|
|
way or other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people
|
|
have perhaps misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short,
|
|
impossible for us to conjecture the causes or circumstances which
|
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may have alienated them, without actual blame on either side.”
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“Very true, indeed; and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to
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say on behalf of the interested people who have probably been
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concerned in the business? Do clear them too, or we shall be
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obliged to think ill of somebody.”
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“Laugh as much as you choose, but you will not laugh me out of my
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opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful
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light it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father’s favourite
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in such a manner, one whom his father had promised to provide
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for. It is impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had
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any value for his character, could be capable of it. Can his most
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intimate friends be so excessively deceived in him? Oh! no.”
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“I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley’s being imposed on,
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than that Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as
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he gave me last night; names, facts, everything mentioned without
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ceremony. If it be not so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides,
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there was truth in his looks.”
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“It is difficult indeed—it is distressing. One does not know what
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to think.”
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“I beg your pardon; one knows exactly what to think.”
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But Jane could think with certainty on only one point—that Mr.
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Bingley, if he had been imposed on, would have much to suffer
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when the affair became public.
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The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery, where this
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conversation passed, by the arrival of the very persons of whom
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they had been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give
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their personal invitation for the long-expected ball at
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Netherfield, which was fixed for the following Tuesday. The two
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ladies were delighted to see their dear friend again, called it
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an age since they had met, and repeatedly asked what she had been
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doing with herself since their separation. To the rest of the
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family they paid little attention; avoiding Mrs. Bennet as much
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as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth, and nothing at all to
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the others. They were soon gone again, rising from their seats
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with an activity which took their brother by surprise, and
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hurrying off as if eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet’s civilities.
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The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to
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every female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as
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given in compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly
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flattered by receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself,
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instead of a ceremonious card. Jane pictured to herself a happy
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evening in the society of her two friends, and the attentions of
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their brother; and Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a
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great deal with Mr. Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of
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|
everything in Mr. Darcy’s look and behaviour. The happiness
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|
anticipated by Catherine and Lydia depended less on any single
|
|
event, or any particular person, for though they each, like
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Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, he
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was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a
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ball was, at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her
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family that she had no disinclination for it.
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“While I can have my mornings to myself,” said she, “it is
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enough—I think it is no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening
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engagements. Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself
|
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one of those who consider intervals of recreation and amusement
|
|
as desirable for everybody.”
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Elizabeth’s spirits were so high on this occasion, that though
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|
she did not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could
|
|
not help asking him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley’s
|
|
invitation, and if he did, whether he would think it proper to
|
|
join in the evening’s amusement; and she was rather surprised to
|
|
find that he entertained no scruple whatever on that head, and
|
|
was very far from dreading a rebuke either from the Archbishop,
|
|
or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to dance.
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|
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“I am by no means of the opinion, I assure you,” said he, “that a
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ball of this kind, given by a young man of character, to
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|
respectable people, can have any evil tendency; and I am so far
|
|
from objecting to dancing myself, that I shall hope to be
|
|
honoured with the hands of all my fair cousins in the course of
|
|
the evening; and I take this opportunity of soliciting yours,
|
|
Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially, a preference
|
|
which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right cause,
|
|
and not to any disrespect for her.”
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|
|
|
Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully
|
|
proposed being engaged by Mr. Wickham for those very dances; and
|
|
to have Mr. Collins instead! her liveliness had never been worse
|
|
timed. There was no help for it, however. Mr. Wickham’s happiness
|
|
and her own were perforce delayed a little longer, and Mr.
|
|
Collins’s proposal accepted with as good a grace as she could.
|
|
She was not the better pleased with his gallantry from the idea
|
|
it suggested of something more. It now first struck her, that
|
|
she was selected from among her sisters as worthy of being
|
|
mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a
|
|
quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible
|
|
visitors. The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed
|
|
his increasing civilities toward herself, and heard his frequent
|
|
attempt at a compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more
|
|
astonished than gratified herself by this effect of her charms,
|
|
it was not long before her mother gave her to understand that the
|
|
probability of their marriage was extremely agreeable to her.
|
|
Elizabeth, however, did not choose to take the hint, being well
|
|
aware that a serious dispute must be the consequence of any
|
|
reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and till he did,
|
|
it was useless to quarrel about him.
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|
|
|
If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk
|
|
of, the younger Miss Bennets would have been in a very pitiable
|
|
state at this time, for from the day of the invitation, to the
|
|
day of the ball, there was such a succession of rain as prevented
|
|
their walking to Meryton once. No aunt, no officers, no news
|
|
could be sought after—the very shoe-roses for Netherfield were
|
|
got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have found some trial of her
|
|
patience in weather which totally suspended the improvement of
|
|
her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than a dance
|
|
on Tuesday, could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and
|
|
Monday endurable to Kitty and Lydia.
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|
|
|
|
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|
|
|
|
Till Elizabeth entered the drawing-room at Netherfield, and
|
|
looked in vain for Mr. Wickham among the cluster of red coats
|
|
there assembled, a doubt of his being present had never occurred
|
|
to her. The certainty of meeting him had not been checked by any
|
|
of those recollections that might not unreasonably have alarmed
|
|
her. She had dressed with more than usual care, and prepared in
|
|
the highest spirits for the conquest of all that remained
|
|
unsubdued of his heart, trusting that it was not more than might
|
|
be won in the course of the evening. But in an instant arose the
|
|
dreadful suspicion of his being purposely omitted for Mr. Darcy’s
|
|
pleasure in the Bingleys’ invitation to the officers; and though
|
|
this was not exactly the case, the absolute fact of his absence
|
|
was pronounced by his friend Denny, to whom Lydia eagerly
|
|
applied, and who told them that Wickham had been obliged to go to
|
|
town on business the day before, and was not yet returned;
|
|
adding, with a significant smile, “I do not imagine his business
|
|
would have called him away just now, if he had not wanted to
|
|
avoid a certain gentleman here.”
|
|
|
|
This part of his intelligence, though unheard by Lydia, was
|
|
caught by Elizabeth, and, as it assured her that Darcy was not
|
|
less answerable for Wickham’s absence than if her first surmise
|
|
had been just, every feeling of displeasure against the former
|
|
was so sharpened by immediate disappointment, that she could
|
|
hardly reply with tolerable civility to the polite inquiries
|
|
which he directly afterwards approached to make. Attendance,
|
|
forbearance, patience with Darcy, was injury to Wickham. She was
|
|
resolved against any sort of conversation with him, and turned
|
|
away with a degree of ill-humour which she could not wholly
|
|
surmount even in speaking to Mr. Bingley, whose blind partiality
|
|
provoked her.
|
|
|
|
But Elizabeth was not formed for ill-humour; and though every
|
|
prospect of her own was destroyed for the evening, it could not
|
|
dwell long on her spirits; and having told all her griefs to
|
|
Charlotte Lucas, whom she had not seen for a week, she was soon
|
|
able to make a voluntary transition to the oddities of her
|
|
cousin, and to point him out to her particular notice. The first
|
|
two dances, however, brought a return of distress; they were
|
|
dances of mortification. Mr. Collins, awkward and solemn,
|
|
apologising instead of attending, and often moving wrong without
|
|
being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a
|
|
disagreeable partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment
|
|
of her release from him was ecstasy.
|
|
|
|
She danced next with an officer, and had the refreshment of
|
|
talking of Wickham, and of hearing that he was universally liked.
|
|
When those dances were over, she returned to Charlotte Lucas, and
|
|
was in conversation with her, when she found herself suddenly
|
|
addressed by Mr. Darcy who took her so much by surprise in his
|
|
application for her hand, that, without knowing what she did, she
|
|
accepted him. He walked away again immediately, and she was left
|
|
to fret over her own want of presence of mind; Charlotte tried to
|
|
console her:
|
|
|
|
“I dare say you will find him very agreeable.”
|
|
|
|
“Heaven forbid! That would be the greatest misfortune of all!
|
|
To find a man agreeable whom one is determined to hate! Do not
|
|
wish me such an evil.”
|
|
|
|
When the dancing recommenced, however, and Darcy approached to
|
|
claim her hand, Charlotte could not help cautioning her in a
|
|
whisper, not to be a simpleton, and allow her fancy for Wickham
|
|
to make her appear unpleasant in the eyes of a man ten times his
|
|
consequence. Elizabeth made no answer, and took her place in the
|
|
set, amazed at the dignity to which she was arrived in being
|
|
allowed to stand opposite to Mr. Darcy, and reading in her
|
|
neighbours’ looks, their equal amazement in beholding it. They
|
|
stood for some time without speaking a word; and she began to
|
|
imagine that their silence was to last through the two dances,
|
|
and at first was resolved not to break it; till suddenly fancying
|
|
that it would be the greater punishment to her partner to oblige
|
|
him to talk, she made some slight observation on the dance. He
|
|
replied, and was again silent. After a pause of some minutes, she
|
|
addressed him a second time with:—“It is your turn to say
|
|
something now, Mr. Darcy. I talked about the dance, and you
|
|
ought to make some sort of remark on the size of the room, or the
|
|
number of couples.”
|
|
|
|
He smiled, and assured her that whatever she wished him to say
|
|
should be said.
|
|
|
|
“Very well. That reply will do for the present. Perhaps by and by
|
|
I may observe that private balls are much pleasanter than public
|
|
ones. But now we may be silent.”
|
|
|
|
“Do you talk by rule, then, while you are dancing?”
|
|
|
|
“Sometimes. One must speak a little, you know. It would look odd
|
|
to be entirely silent for half an hour together; and yet for the
|
|
advantage of some, conversation ought to be so arranged, as
|
|
that they may have the trouble of saying as little as possible.”
|
|
|
|
“Are you consulting your own feelings in the present case, or do
|
|
you imagine that you are gratifying mine?”
|
|
|
|
“Both,” replied Elizabeth archly; “for I have always seen a great
|
|
similarity in the turn of our minds. We are each of an unsocial,
|
|
taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say
|
|
something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to
|
|
posterity with all the éclat of a proverb.”
|
|
|
|
“This is no very striking resemblance of your own character, I am
|
|
sure,” said he. “How near it may be to mine, I cannot pretend
|
|
to say. You think it a faithful portrait undoubtedly.”
|
|
|
|
“I must not decide on my own performance.”
|
|
|
|
He made no answer, and they were again silent till they had gone
|
|
down the dance, when he asked her if she and her sisters did not
|
|
very often walk to Meryton. She answered in the affirmative, and,
|
|
unable to resist the temptation, added, “When you met us there
|
|
the other day, we had just been forming a new acquaintance.”
|
|
|
|
The effect was immediate. A deeper shade of hauteur overspread
|
|
his features, but he said not a word, and Elizabeth, though
|
|
blaming herself for her own weakness, could not go on. At length
|
|
Darcy spoke, and in a constrained manner said, “Mr. Wickham is
|
|
blessed with such happy manners as may ensure his making
|
|
friends—whether he may be equally capable of retaining them, is
|
|
less certain.”
|
|
|
|
“He has been so unlucky as to lose your friendship,” replied
|
|
Elizabeth with emphasis, “and in a manner which he is likely to
|
|
suffer from all his life.”
|
|
|
|
Darcy made no answer, and seemed desirous of changing the
|
|
subject. At that moment, Sir William Lucas appeared close to
|
|
them, meaning to pass through the set to the other side of the
|
|
room; but on perceiving Mr. Darcy, he stopped with a bow of
|
|
superior courtesy to compliment him on his dancing and his
|
|
partner.
|
|
|
|
“I have been most highly gratified indeed, my dear sir. Such very
|
|
superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong
|
|
to the first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair
|
|
partner does not disgrace you, and that I must hope to have this
|
|
pleasure often repeated, especially when a certain desirable
|
|
event, my dear Eliza (glancing at her sister and Bingley) shall
|
|
take place. What congratulations will then flow in! I appeal to
|
|
Mr. Darcy:—but let me not interrupt you, sir. You will not thank
|
|
me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of that young
|
|
lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me.”
|
|
|
|
The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but
|
|
Sir William’s allusion to his friend seemed to strike him
|
|
forcibly, and his eyes were directed with a very serious
|
|
expression towards Bingley and Jane, who were dancing together.
|
|
Recovering himself, however, shortly, he turned to his partner,
|
|
and said, “Sir William’s interruption has made me forget what we
|
|
were talking of.”
|
|
|
|
“I do not think we were speaking at all. Sir William could not
|
|
have interrupted two people in the room who had less to say for
|
|
themselves. We have tried two or three subjects already without
|
|
success, and what we are to talk of next I cannot imagine.”
|
|
|
|
“What think you of books?” said he, smiling.
|
|
|
|
“Books—oh! no. I am sure we never read the same, or not with the
|
|
same feelings.”
|
|
|
|
“I am sorry you think so; but if that be the case, there can at
|
|
least be no want of subject. We may compare our different
|
|
opinions.”
|
|
|
|
“No—I cannot talk of books in a ball-room; my head is always full
|
|
of something else.”
|
|
|
|
“The present always occupies you in such scenes—does it?” said
|
|
he, with a look of doubt.
|
|
|
|
“Yes, always,” she replied, without knowing what she said, for
|
|
her thoughts had wandered far from the subject, as soon
|
|
afterwards appeared by her suddenly exclaiming, “I remember
|
|
hearing you once say, Mr. Darcy, that you hardly ever forgave,
|
|
that your resentment once created was unappeasable. You are very
|
|
cautious, I suppose, as to its being created?”
|
|
|
|
“I am,” said he, with a firm voice.
|
|
|
|
“And never allow yourself to be blinded by prejudice?”
|
|
|
|
“I hope not.”
|
|
|
|
“It is particularly incumbent on those who never change their
|
|
opinion, to be secure of judging properly at first.”
|
|
|
|
“May I ask to what these questions tend?”
|
|
|
|
“Merely to the illustration of your character,” said she,
|
|
endeavouring to shake off her gravity. “I am trying to make it
|
|
out.”
|
|
|
|
“And what is your success?”
|
|
|
|
She shook her head. “I do not get on at all. I hear such
|
|
different accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly.”
|
|
|
|
“I can readily believe,” answered he gravely, “that reports may
|
|
vary greatly with respect to me; and I could wish, Miss Bennet,
|
|
that you were not to sketch my character at the present moment,
|
|
as there is reason to fear that the performance would reflect no
|
|
credit on either.”
|
|
|
|
“But if I do not take your likeness now, I may never have another
|
|
opportunity.”
|
|
|
|
“I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours,” he coldly
|
|
replied. She said no more, and they went down the other dance and
|
|
parted in silence; and on each side dissatisfied, though not to
|
|
an equal degree, for in Darcy’s breast there was a tolerably
|
|
powerful feeling towards her, which soon procured her pardon, and
|
|
directed all his anger against another.
|
|
|
|
They had not long separated, when Miss Bingley came towards her,
|
|
and with an expression of civil disdain accosted her:
|
|
|
|
“So, Miss Eliza, I hear you are quite delighted with George
|
|
Wickham! Your sister has been talking to me about him, and asking
|
|
me a thousand questions; and I find that the young man quite
|
|
forgot to tell you, among his other communication, that he was
|
|
the son of old Wickham, the late Mr. Darcy’s steward. Let me
|
|
recommend you, however, as a friend, not to give implicit
|
|
confidence to all his assertions; for as to Mr. Darcy’s using him
|
|
ill, it is perfectly false; for, on the contrary, he has always
|
|
been remarkably kind to him, though George Wickham has treated
|
|
Mr. Darcy in a most infamous manner. I do not know the
|
|
particulars, but I know very well that Mr. Darcy is not in the
|
|
least to blame, that he cannot bear to hear George Wickham
|
|
mentioned, and that though my brother thought that he could not
|
|
well avoid including him in his invitation to the officers, he
|
|
was excessively glad to find that he had taken himself out of the
|
|
way. His coming into the country at all is a most insolent thing,
|
|
indeed, and I wonder how he could presume to do it. I pity you,
|
|
Miss Eliza, for this discovery of your favourite’s guilt; but
|
|
really, considering his descent, one could not expect much
|
|
better.”
|
|
|
|
“His guilt and his descent appear by your account to be the
|
|
same,” said Elizabeth angrily; “for I have heard you accuse him
|
|
of nothing worse than of being the son of Mr. Darcy’s steward,
|
|
and of that, I can assure you, he informed me himself.”
|
|
|
|
“I beg your pardon,” replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a
|
|
sneer. “Excuse my interference—it was kindly meant.”
|
|
|
|
“Insolent girl!” said Elizabeth to herself. “You are much
|
|
mistaken if you expect to influence me by such a paltry attack as
|
|
this. I see nothing in it but your own wilful ignorance and the
|
|
malice of Mr. Darcy.” She then sought her eldest sister, who had
|
|
undertaken to make inquiries on the same subject of Bingley. Jane
|
|
met her with a smile of such sweet complacency, a glow of such
|
|
happy expression, as sufficiently marked how well she was
|
|
satisfied with the occurrences of the evening. Elizabeth
|
|
instantly read her feelings, and at that moment solicitude for
|
|
Wickham, resentment against his enemies, and everything else,
|
|
gave way before the hope of Jane’s being in the fairest way for
|
|
happiness.
|
|
|
|
“I want to know,” said she, with a countenance no less smiling
|
|
than her sister’s, “what you have learnt about Mr. Wickham. But
|
|
perhaps you have been too pleasantly engaged to think of any
|
|
third person; in which case you may be sure of my pardon.”
|
|
|
|
“No,” replied Jane, “I have not forgotten him; but I have nothing
|
|
satisfactory to tell you. Mr. Bingley does not know the whole of
|
|
his history, and is quite ignorant of the circumstances which
|
|
have principally offended Mr. Darcy; but he will vouch for the
|
|
good conduct, the probity, and honour of his friend, and is
|
|
perfectly convinced that Mr. Wickham has deserved much less
|
|
attention from Mr. Darcy than he has received; and I am sorry to
|
|
say by his account as well as his sister’s, Mr. Wickham is by no
|
|
means a respectable young man. I am afraid he has been very
|
|
imprudent, and has deserved to lose Mr. Darcy’s regard.”
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Bingley does not know Mr. Wickham himself?”
|
|
|
|
“No; he never saw him till the other morning at Meryton.”
|
|
|
|
“This account then is what he has received from Mr. Darcy. I am
|
|
satisfied. But what does he say of the living?”
|
|
|
|
“He does not exactly recollect the circumstances, though he has
|
|
heard them from Mr. Darcy more than once, but he believes that it
|
|
was left to him conditionally only.”
|
|
|
|
“I have not a doubt of Mr. Bingley’s sincerity,” said Elizabeth
|
|
warmly; “but you must excuse my not being convinced by assurances
|
|
only. Mr. Bingley’s defense of his friend was a very able one, I
|
|
dare say; but since he is unacquainted with several parts of the
|
|
story, and has learnt the rest from that friend himself, I shall
|
|
venture to still think of both gentlemen as I did before.”
|
|
|
|
She then changed the discourse to one more gratifying to each,
|
|
and on which there could be no difference of sentiment. Elizabeth
|
|
listened with delight to the happy, though modest hopes which
|
|
Jane entertained of Mr. Bingley’s regard, and said all in her
|
|
power to heighten her confidence in it. On their being joined by
|
|
Mr. Bingley himself, Elizabeth withdrew to Miss Lucas; to whose
|
|
inquiry after the pleasantness of her last partner she had
|
|
scarcely replied, before Mr. Collins came up to them, and told
|
|
her with great exultation that he had just been so fortunate as
|
|
to make a most important discovery.
|
|
|
|
“I have found out,” said he, “by a singular accident, that there
|
|
is now in the room a near relation of my patroness. I happened to
|
|
overhear the gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who
|
|
does the honours of the house the names of his cousin Miss de
|
|
Bourgh, and of her mother Lady Catherine. How wonderfully these
|
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sort of things occur! Who would have thought of my meeting with,
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perhaps, a nephew of Lady Catherine de Bourgh in this assembly! I
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am most thankful that the discovery is made in time for me to pay
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my respects to him, which I am now going to do, and trust he will
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excuse my not having done it before. My total ignorance of the
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connection must plead my apology.”
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“You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy!”
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“Indeed I am. I shall entreat his pardon for not having done it
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earlier. I believe him to be Lady Catherine’s nephew. It will
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be in my power to assure him that her ladyship was quite well
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yesterday se’nnight.”
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Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him from such a scheme, assuring
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him that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without
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introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment
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to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary there should
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be any notice on either side; and that if it were, it must belong
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to Mr. Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin the
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acquaintance. Mr. Collins listened to her with the determined air
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of following his own inclination, and, when she ceased speaking,
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replied thus:
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“My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the highest opinion in the world
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in your excellent judgement in all matters within the scope of
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your understanding; but permit me to say, that there must be a
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wide difference between the established forms of ceremony amongst
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the laity, and those which regulate the clergy; for, give me
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leave to observe that I consider the clerical office as equal in
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point of dignity with the highest rank in the kingdom—provided
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that a proper humility of behaviour is at the same time
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maintained. You must therefore allow me to follow the dictates of
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my conscience on this occasion, which leads me to perform what I
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|
look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to profit by
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your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant
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|
guide, though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted
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by education and habitual study to decide on what is right than a
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young lady like yourself.” And with a low bow he left her to
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attack Mr. Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eagerly
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|
watched, and whose astonishment at being so addressed was very
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|
evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with a solemn bow and
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|
though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if hearing it
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all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words “apology,”
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“Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.” It vexed her to see
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him expose himself to such a man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with
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unrestrained wonder, and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him
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|
time to speak, replied with an air of distant civility. Mr.
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Collins, however, was not discouraged from speaking again, and
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Mr. Darcy’s contempt seemed abundantly increasing with the length
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of his second speech, and at the end of it he only made him a
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slight bow, and moved another way. Mr. Collins then returned to
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Elizabeth.
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“I have no reason, I assure you,” said he, “to be dissatisfied
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with my reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the
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attention. He answered me with the utmost civility, and even paid
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me the compliment of saying that he was so well convinced of Lady
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Catherine’s discernment as to be certain she could never bestow a
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|
favour unworthily. It was really a very handsome thought. Upon
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the whole, I am much pleased with him.”
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As Elizabeth had no longer any interest of her own to pursue, she
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|
turned her attention almost entirely on her sister and Mr.
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Bingley; and the train of agreeable reflections which her
|
|
observations gave birth to, made her perhaps almost as happy as
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Jane. She saw her in idea settled in that very house, in all the
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felicity which a marriage of true affection could bestow; and she
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|
felt capable, under such circumstances, of endeavouring even to
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|
like Bingley’s two sisters. Her mother’s thoughts she plainly saw
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|
were bent the same way, and she determined not to venture near
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|
her, lest she might hear too much. When they sat down to supper,
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|
therefore, she considered it a most unlucky perverseness which
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|
placed them within one of each other; and deeply was she vexed to
|
|
find that her mother was talking to that one person (Lady Lucas)
|
|
freely, openly, and of nothing else but her expectation that Jane
|
|
would soon be married to Mr. Bingley. It was an animating
|
|
subject, and Mrs. Bennet seemed incapable of fatigue while
|
|
enumerating the advantages of the match. His being such a
|
|
charming young man, and so rich, and living but three miles from
|
|
them, were the first points of self-gratulation; and then it was
|
|
such a comfort to think how fond the two sisters were of Jane,
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|
and to be certain that they must desire the connection as much as
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|
she could do. It was, moreover, such a promising thing for her
|
|
younger daughters, as Jane’s marrying so greatly must throw them
|
|
in the way of other rich men; and lastly, it was so pleasant at
|
|
her time of life to be able to consign her single daughters to
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|
the care of their sister, that she might not be obliged to go
|
|
into company more than she liked. It was necessary to make this
|
|
circumstance a matter of pleasure, because on such occasions it
|
|
is the etiquette; but no one was less likely than Mrs. Bennet to
|
|
find comfort in staying home at any period of her life. She
|
|
concluded with many good wishes that Lady Lucas might soon be
|
|
equally fortunate, though evidently and triumphantly believing
|
|
there was no chance of it.
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|
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|
In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her
|
|
mother’s words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a
|
|
less audible whisper; for, to her inexpressible vexation, she
|
|
could perceive that the chief of it was overheard by Mr. Darcy,
|
|
who sat opposite to them. Her mother only scolded her for being
|
|
nonsensical.
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|
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|
“What is Mr. Darcy to me, pray, that I should be afraid of him? I
|
|
am sure we owe him no such particular civility as to be obliged
|
|
to say nothing he may not like to hear.”
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|
|
|
“For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be
|
|
for you to offend Mr. Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to
|
|
his friend by so doing!”
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|
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|
Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her
|
|
mother would talk of her views in the same intelligible tone.
|
|
Elizabeth blushed and blushed again with shame and vexation. She
|
|
could not help frequently glancing her eye at Mr. Darcy, though
|
|
every glance convinced her of what she dreaded; for though he was
|
|
not always looking at her mother, she was convinced that his
|
|
attention was invariably fixed by her. The expression of his face
|
|
changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and
|
|
steady gravity.
|
|
|
|
At length, however, Mrs. Bennet had no more to say; and Lady
|
|
Lucas, who had been long yawning at the repetition of delights
|
|
which she saw no likelihood of sharing, was left to the comforts
|
|
of cold ham and chicken. Elizabeth now began to revive. But not
|
|
long was the interval of tranquillity; for, when supper was over,
|
|
singing was talked of, and she had the mortification of seeing
|
|
Mary, after very little entreaty, preparing to oblige the
|
|
company. By many significant looks and silent entreaties, did she
|
|
endeavour to prevent such a proof of complaisance, but in vain;
|
|
Mary would not understand them; such an opportunity of exhibiting
|
|
was delightful to her, and she began her song. Elizabeth’s eyes
|
|
were fixed on her with most painful sensations, and she watched
|
|
her progress through the several stanzas with an impatience which
|
|
was very ill rewarded at their close; for Mary, on receiving,
|
|
amongst the thanks of the table, the hint of a hope that she
|
|
might be prevailed on to favour them again, after the pause of
|
|
half a minute began another. Mary’s powers were by no means
|
|
fitted for such a display; her voice was weak, and her manner
|
|
affected. Elizabeth was in agonies. She looked at Jane, to see
|
|
how she bore it; but Jane was very composedly talking to Bingley.
|
|
She looked at his two sisters, and saw them making signs of
|
|
derision at each other, and at Darcy, who continued, however,
|
|
imperturbably grave. She looked at her father to entreat his
|
|
interference, lest Mary should be singing all night. He took the
|
|
hint, and when Mary had finished her second song, said aloud,
|
|
“That will do extremely well, child. You have delighted us long
|
|
enough. Let the other young ladies have time to exhibit.”
|
|
|
|
Mary, though pretending not to hear, was somewhat disconcerted;
|
|
and Elizabeth, sorry for her, and sorry for her father’s speech,
|
|
was afraid her anxiety had done no good. Others of the party were
|
|
now applied to.
|
|
|
|
“If I,” said Mr. Collins, “were so fortunate as to be able to
|
|
sing, I should have great pleasure, I am sure, in obliging the
|
|
company with an air; for I consider music as a very innocent
|
|
diversion, and perfectly compatible with the profession of a
|
|
clergyman. I do not mean, however, to assert that we can be
|
|
justified in devoting too much of our time to music, for there
|
|
are certainly other things to be attended to. The rector of a
|
|
parish has much to do. In the first place, he must make such an
|
|
agreement for tithes as may be beneficial to himself and not
|
|
offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the
|
|
time that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and
|
|
the care and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be
|
|
excused from making as comfortable as possible. And I do not
|
|
think it of light importance that he should have attentive and
|
|
conciliatory manners towards everybody, especially towards those
|
|
to whom he owes his preferment. I cannot acquit him of that duty;
|
|
nor could I think well of the man who should omit an occasion of
|
|
testifying his respect towards anybody connected with the
|
|
family.” And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded his speech,
|
|
which had been spoken so loud as to be heard by half the room.
|
|
Many stared—many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr.
|
|
Bennet himself, while his wife seriously commended Mr. Collins
|
|
for having spoken so sensibly, and observed in a half-whisper to
|
|
Lady Lucas, that he was a remarkably clever, good kind of young
|
|
man.
|
|
|
|
To Elizabeth it appeared that, had her family made an agreement
|
|
to expose themselves as much as they could during the evening, it
|
|
would have been impossible for them to play their parts with more
|
|
spirit or finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley
|
|
and her sister that some of the exhibition had escaped his
|
|
notice, and that his feelings were not of a sort to be much
|
|
distressed by the folly which he must have witnessed. That his
|
|
two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should have such an
|
|
opportunity of ridiculing her relations, was bad enough, and she
|
|
could not determine whether the silent contempt of the gentleman,
|
|
or the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable.
|
|
|
|
The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was
|
|
teased by Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her
|
|
side, and though he could not prevail on her to dance with him
|
|
again, put it out of her power to dance with others. In vain did
|
|
she entreat him to stand up with somebody else, and offer to
|
|
introduce him to any young lady in the room. He assured her, that
|
|
as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent to it; that his chief
|
|
object was by delicate attentions to recommend himself to her and
|
|
that he should therefore make a point of remaining close to her
|
|
the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a project. She
|
|
owed her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who often
|
|
joined them, and good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins’s
|
|
conversation to herself.
|
|
|
|
She was at least free from the offense of Mr. Darcy’s further
|
|
notice; though often standing within a very short distance of
|
|
her, quite disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She
|
|
felt it to be the probable consequence of her allusions to Mr.
|
|
Wickham, and rejoiced in it.
|
|
|
|
The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart,
|
|
and, by a manoeuvre of Mrs. Bennet, had to wait for their
|
|
carriage a quarter of an hour after everybody else was gone,
|
|
which gave them time to see how heartily they were wished away by
|
|
some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her sister scarcely opened
|
|
their mouths, except to complain of fatigue, and were evidently
|
|
impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed every
|
|
attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and by so doing threw a
|
|
languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by
|
|
the long speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr.
|
|
Bingley and his sisters on the elegance of their entertainment,
|
|
and the hospitality and politeness which had marked their
|
|
behaviour to their guests. Darcy said nothing at all. Mr. Bennet,
|
|
in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. Mr. Bingley and Jane
|
|
were standing together, a little detached from the rest, and
|
|
talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a
|
|
silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was
|
|
too much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation
|
|
of “Lord, how tired I am!” accompanied by a violent yawn.
|
|
|
|
When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most
|
|
pressingly civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at
|
|
Longbourn, and addressed herself especially to Mr. Bingley, to
|
|
assure him how happy he would make them by eating a family dinner
|
|
with them at any time, without the ceremony of a formal
|
|
invitation. Bingley was all grateful pleasure, and he readily
|
|
engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of waiting on her,
|
|
after his return from London, whither he was obliged to go the
|
|
next day for a short time.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied, and quitted the house under
|
|
the delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary
|
|
preparations of settlements, new carriages, and wedding clothes,
|
|
she should undoubtedly see her daughter settled at Netherfield in
|
|
the course of three or four months. Of having another daughter
|
|
married to Mr. Collins, she thought with equal certainty, and
|
|
with considerable, though not equal, pleasure. Elizabeth was the
|
|
least dear to her of all her children; and though the man and the
|
|
match were quite good enough for her, the worth of each was
|
|
eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made
|
|
his declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of
|
|
time, as his leave of absence extended only to the following
|
|
Saturday, and having no feelings of diffidence to make it
|
|
distressing to himself even at the moment, he set about it in a
|
|
very orderly manner, with all the observances, which he supposed
|
|
a regular part of the business. On finding Mrs. Bennet,
|
|
Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, soon after
|
|
breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words:
|
|
|
|
“May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter
|
|
Elizabeth, when I solicit for the honour of a private audience
|
|
with her in the course of this morning?”
|
|
|
|
Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise,
|
|
Mrs. Bennet answered instantly, “Oh dear!—yes—certainly. I am
|
|
sure Lizzy will be very happy—I am sure she can have no
|
|
objection. Come, Kitty, I want you up stairs.” And, gathering her
|
|
work together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth called out:
|
|
|
|
“Dear madam, do not go. I beg you will not go. Mr. Collins must
|
|
excuse me. He can have nothing to say to me that anybody need not
|
|
hear. I am going away myself.”
|
|
|
|
“No, no, nonsense, Lizzy. I desire you to stay where you are.”
|
|
And upon Elizabeth’s seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed
|
|
looks, about to escape, she added: “Lizzy, I insist upon your
|
|
staying and hearing Mr. Collins.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth would not oppose such an injunction—and a moment’s
|
|
consideration making her also sensible that it would be wisest to
|
|
get it over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat down
|
|
again and tried to conceal, by incessant employment the feelings
|
|
which were divided between distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet
|
|
and Kitty walked off, and as soon as they were gone, Mr. Collins
|
|
began.
|
|
|
|
“Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far
|
|
from doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other
|
|
perfections. You would have been less amiable in my eyes had
|
|
there not been this little unwillingness; but allow me to
|
|
assure you, that I have your respected mother’s permission for
|
|
this address. You can hardly doubt the purport of my discourse,
|
|
however your natural delicacy may lead you to dissemble; my
|
|
attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as soon as
|
|
I entered the house, I singled you out as the companion of my
|
|
future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings on this
|
|
subject, perhaps it would be advisable for me to state my reasons
|
|
for marrying—and, moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with
|
|
the design of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.”
|
|
|
|
The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being run
|
|
away with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing, that
|
|
she could not use the short pause he allowed in any attempt to
|
|
stop him further, and he continued:
|
|
|
|
“My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right
|
|
thing for every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to
|
|
set the example of matrimony in his parish; secondly, that I am
|
|
convinced that it will add very greatly to my happiness; and
|
|
thirdly—which perhaps I ought to have mentioned earlier, that it
|
|
is the particular advice and recommendation of the very noble
|
|
lady whom I have the honour of calling patroness. Twice has she
|
|
condescended to give me her opinion (unasked too!) on this
|
|
subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I left
|
|
Hunsford—between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was
|
|
arranging Miss de Bourgh’s footstool, that she said, ‘Mr.
|
|
Collins, you must marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose
|
|
properly, choose a gentlewoman for my sake; and for your own,
|
|
let her be an active, useful sort of person, not brought up high,
|
|
but able to make a small income go a good way. This is my advice.
|
|
Find such a woman as soon as you can, bring her to Hunsford, and
|
|
I will visit her.’ Allow me, by the way, to observe, my fair
|
|
cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and kindness of Lady
|
|
Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of the advantages in my
|
|
power to offer. You will find her manners beyond anything I can
|
|
describe; and your wit and vivacity, I think, must be acceptable
|
|
to her, especially when tempered with the silence and respect
|
|
which her rank will inevitably excite. Thus much for my general
|
|
intention in favour of matrimony; it remains to be told why my
|
|
views were directed towards Longbourn instead of my own
|
|
neighbourhood, where I can assure you there are many amiable
|
|
young women. But the fact is, that being, as I am, to inherit
|
|
this estate after the death of your honoured father (who,
|
|
however, may live many years longer), I could not satisfy myself
|
|
without resolving to choose a wife from among his daughters, that
|
|
the loss to them might be as little as possible, when the
|
|
melancholy event takes place—which, however, as I have already
|
|
said, may not be for several years. This has been my motive, my
|
|
fair cousin, and I flatter myself it will not sink me in your
|
|
esteem. And now nothing remains for me but to assure you in the
|
|
most animated language of the violence of my affection. To
|
|
fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and shall make no demand of
|
|
that nature on your father, since I am well aware that it could
|
|
not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds in the four
|
|
per cents, which will not be yours till after your mother’s
|
|
decease, is all that you may ever be entitled to. On that head,
|
|
therefore, I shall be uniformly silent; and you may assure
|
|
yourself that no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when
|
|
we are married.”
|
|
|
|
It was absolutely necessary to interrupt him now.
|
|
|
|
“You are too hasty, sir,” she cried. “You forget that I have made
|
|
no answer. Let me do it without further loss of time. Accept my
|
|
thanks for the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible
|
|
of the honour of your proposals, but it is impossible for me to
|
|
do otherwise than to decline them.”
|
|
|
|
“I am not now to learn,” replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave
|
|
of the hand, “that it is usual with young ladies to reject the
|
|
addresses of the man whom they secretly mean to accept, when he
|
|
first applies for their favour; and that sometimes the refusal is
|
|
repeated a second, or even a third time. I am therefore by no
|
|
means discouraged by what you have just said, and shall hope to
|
|
lead you to the altar ere long.”
|
|
|
|
“Upon my word, sir,” cried Elizabeth, “your hope is a rather
|
|
extraordinary one after my declaration. I do assure you that I am
|
|
not one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are)
|
|
who are so daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of
|
|
being asked a second time. I am perfectly serious in my refusal.
|
|
You could not make me happy, and I am convinced that I am the
|
|
last woman in the world who could make you so. Nay, were your
|
|
friend Lady Catherine to know me, I am persuaded she would find
|
|
me in every respect ill qualified for the situation.”
|
|
|
|
“Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so,” said Mr.
|
|
Collins very gravely—“but I cannot imagine that her ladyship
|
|
would at all disapprove of you. And you may be certain when I
|
|
have the honour of seeing her again, I shall speak in the very
|
|
highest terms of your modesty, economy, and other amiable
|
|
qualification.”
|
|
|
|
“Indeed, Mr. Collins, all praise of me will be unnecessary. You
|
|
must give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment
|
|
of believing what I say. I wish you very happy and very rich, and
|
|
by refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your being
|
|
otherwise. In making me the offer, you must have satisfied the
|
|
delicacy of your feelings with regard to my family, and may take
|
|
possession of Longbourn estate whenever it falls, without any
|
|
self-reproach. This matter may be considered, therefore, as
|
|
finally settled.” And rising as she thus spoke, she would have
|
|
quitted the room, had Mr. Collins not thus addressed her:
|
|
|
|
“When I do myself the honour of speaking to you next on the
|
|
subject, I shall hope to receive a more favourable answer than
|
|
you have now given me; though I am far from accusing you of
|
|
cruelty at present, because I know it to be the established
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custom of your sex to reject a man on the first application, and
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perhaps you have even now said as much to encourage my suit as
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would be consistent with the true delicacy of the female
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character.”
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“Really, Mr. Collins,” cried Elizabeth with some warmth, “you
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puzzle me exceedingly. If what I have hitherto said can appear to
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you in the form of encouragement, I know not how to express my
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refusal in such a way as to convince you of its being one.”
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“You must give me leave to flatter myself, my dear cousin, that
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your refusal of my addresses is merely words of course. My
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reasons for believing it are briefly these: It does not appear to
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me that my hand is unworthy of your acceptance, or that the
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establishment I can offer would be any other than highly
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desirable. My situation in life, my connections with the family
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of de Bourgh, and my relationship to your own, are circumstances
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highly in my favour; and you should take it into further
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consideration, that in spite of your manifold attractions, it is
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by no means certain that another offer of marriage may ever be
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made you. Your portion is unhappily so small that it will in all
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likelihood undo the effects of your loveliness and amiable
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qualifications. As I must therefore conclude that you are not
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serious in your rejection of me, I shall choose to attribute it
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to your wish of increasing my love by suspense, according to the
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usual practice of elegant females.”
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“I do assure you, sir, that I have no pretensions whatever to
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that kind of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable
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man. I would rather be paid the compliment of being believed
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sincere. I thank you again and again for the honour you have done
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me in your proposals, but to accept them is absolutely
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impossible. My feelings in every respect forbid it. Can I speak
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plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant female, intending
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to plague you, but as a rational creature, speaking the truth
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from her heart.”
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“You are uniformly charming!” cried he, with an air of awkward
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gallantry; “and I am persuaded that when sanctioned by the
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express authority of both your excellent parents, my proposals
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will not fail of being acceptable.”
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To such perseverance in wilful self-deception Elizabeth would
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make no reply, and immediately and in silence withdrew;
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determined, if he persisted in considering her repeated refusals
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as flattering encouragement, to apply to her father, whose
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negative might be uttered in such a manner as to be decisive, and
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whose behaviour at least could not be mistaken for the
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affectation and coquetry of an elegant female.
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Mr. Collins was not left long to the silent contemplation of his
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successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the
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vestibule to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw
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Elizabeth open the door and with quick step pass her towards the
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staircase, than she entered the breakfast-room, and congratulated
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both him and herself in warm terms on the happy prospect of their
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nearer connection. Mr. Collins received and returned these
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felicitations with equal pleasure, and then proceeded to relate
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the particulars of their interview, with the result of which he
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trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the refusal
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which his cousin had steadfastly given him would naturally flow
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from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her
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character.
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This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet; she would have
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been glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to
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encourage him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared
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not believe it, and could not help saying so.
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“But, depend upon it, Mr. Collins,” she added, “that Lizzy shall
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be brought to reason. I will speak to her about it directly. She
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is a very headstrong, foolish girl, and does not know her own
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interest but I will make her know it.”
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“Pardon me for interrupting you, madam,” cried Mr. Collins; “but
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if she is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she
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would altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my
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|
situation, who naturally looks for happiness in the marriage
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state. If therefore she actually persists in rejecting my suit,
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perhaps it were better not to force her into accepting me,
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because if liable to such defects of temper, she could not
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contribute much to my felicity.”
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“Sir, you quite misunderstand me,” said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed.
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“Lizzy is only headstrong in such matters as these. In everything
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else she is as good-natured a girl as ever lived. I will go
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directly to Mr. Bennet, and we shall very soon settle it with
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her, I am sure.”
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She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to
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her husband, called out as she entered the library, “Oh! Mr.
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Bennet, you are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar. You
|
|
must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will
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not have him, and if you do not make haste he will change his
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mind and not have her.”
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Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and
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fixed them on her face with a calm unconcern which was not in the
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|
least altered by her communication.
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“I have not the pleasure of understanding you,” said he, when she
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had finished her speech. “Of what are you talking?”
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“Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr.
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Collins, and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have
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Lizzy.”
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“And what am I to do on the occasion? It seems an hopeless
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business.”
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“Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon
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her marrying him.”
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“Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion.”
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Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the
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library.
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“Come here, child,” cried her father as she appeared. “I have
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sent for you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr.
|
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Collins has made you an offer of marriage. Is it true?” Elizabeth
|
|
replied that it was. “Very well—and this offer of marriage you
|
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have refused?”
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“I have, sir.”
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“Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon
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your accepting it. Is it not so, Mrs. Bennet?”
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“Yes, or I will never see her again.”
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“An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day
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you must be a stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will
|
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never see you again if you do not marry Mr. Collins, and I will
|
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never see you again if you do.”
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Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a
|
|
beginning, but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her
|
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husband regarded the affair as she wished, was excessively
|
|
disappointed.
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“What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, in talking this way? You promised
|
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me to insist upon her marrying him.”
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“My dear,” replied her husband, “I have two small favours to
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request. First, that you will allow me the free use of my
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understanding on the present occasion; and secondly, of my room.
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I shall be glad to have the library to myself as soon as may be.”
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Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband,
|
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did Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again
|
|
and again; coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to
|
|
secure Jane in her interest; but Jane, with all possible
|
|
mildness, declined interfering; and Elizabeth, sometimes with
|
|
real earnestness, and sometimes with playful gaiety, replied to
|
|
her attacks. Though her manner varied, however, her determination
|
|
never did.
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Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had
|
|
passed. He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what
|
|
motives his cousin could refuse him; and though his pride was
|
|
hurt, he suffered in no other way. His regard for her was quite
|
|
imaginary; and the possibility of her deserving her mother’s
|
|
reproach prevented his feeling any regret.
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While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to
|
|
spend the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia,
|
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who, flying to her, cried in a half whisper, “I am glad you are
|
|
come, for there is such fun here! What do you think has happened
|
|
this morning? Mr. Collins has made an offer to Lizzy, and she
|
|
will not have him.”
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|
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Charlotte hardly had time to answer, before they were joined by
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Kitty, who came to tell the same news; and no sooner had they
|
|
entered the breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she
|
|
likewise began on the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her
|
|
compassion, and entreating her to persuade her friend Lizzy to
|
|
comply with the wishes of all her family. “Pray do, my dear Miss
|
|
Lucas,” she added in a melancholy tone, “for nobody is on my
|
|
side, nobody takes part with me. I am cruelly used, nobody feels
|
|
for my poor nerves.”
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|
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Charlotte’s reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and
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|
Elizabeth.
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“Aye, there she comes,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “looking as
|
|
unconcerned as may be, and caring no more for us than if we were
|
|
at York, provided she can have her own way. But I tell you, Miss
|
|
Lizzy—if you take it into your head to go on refusing every offer
|
|
of marriage in this way, you will never get a husband at all—and
|
|
I am sure I do not know who is to maintain you when your father
|
|
is dead. I shall not be able to keep you—and so I warn you. I
|
|
have done with you from this very day. I told you in the library,
|
|
you know, that I should never speak to you again, and you will
|
|
find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking to
|
|
undutiful children. Not that I have much pleasure, indeed, in
|
|
talking to anybody. People who suffer as I do from nervous
|
|
complaints can have no great inclination for talking. Nobody can
|
|
tell what I suffer! But it is always so. Those who do not
|
|
complain are never pitied.”
|
|
|
|
Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that
|
|
any attempt to reason with her or soothe her would only increase
|
|
the irritation. She talked on, therefore, without interruption
|
|
from any of them, till they were joined by Mr. Collins, who
|
|
entered the room with an air more stately than usual, and on
|
|
perceiving whom, she said to the girls, “Now, I do insist upon
|
|
it, that you, all of you, hold your tongues, and let me and Mr.
|
|
Collins have a little conversation together.”
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|
|
|
Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty
|
|
followed, but Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she
|
|
could; and Charlotte, detained first by the civility of Mr.
|
|
Collins, whose inquiries after herself and all her family were
|
|
very minute, and then by a little curiosity, satisfied herself
|
|
with walking to the window and pretending not to hear. In a
|
|
doleful voice Mrs. Bennet began the projected conversation: “Oh!
|
|
Mr. Collins!”
|
|
|
|
“My dear madam,” replied he, “let us be for ever silent on this
|
|
point. Far be it from me,” he presently continued, in a voice
|
|
that marked his displeasure, “to resent the behaviour of your
|
|
daughter. Resignation to inevitable evils is the duty of us all;
|
|
the peculiar duty of a young man who has been so fortunate as I
|
|
have been in early preferment; and I trust I am resigned. Perhaps
|
|
not the less so from feeling a doubt of my positive happiness had
|
|
my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; for I have often
|
|
observed that resignation is never so perfect as when the
|
|
blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our
|
|
estimation. You will not, I hope, consider me as showing any
|
|
disrespect to your family, my dear madam, by thus withdrawing my
|
|
pretensions to your daughter’s favour, without having paid
|
|
yourself and Mr. Bennet the compliment of requesting you to
|
|
interpose your authority in my behalf. My conduct may, I fear, be
|
|
objectionable in having accepted my dismission from your
|
|
daughter’s lips instead of your own. But we are all liable to
|
|
error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair. My
|
|
object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with
|
|
due consideration for the advantage of all your family, and if my
|
|
manner has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to
|
|
apologise.”
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end,
|
|
and Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings
|
|
necessarily attending it, and occasionally from some peevish
|
|
allusions of her mother. As for the gentleman himself, his
|
|
feelings were chiefly expressed, not by embarrassment or
|
|
dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by stiffness of manner
|
|
and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to her, and the
|
|
assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of himself
|
|
were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose
|
|
civility in listening to him was a seasonable relief to them all,
|
|
and especially to her friend.
|
|
|
|
The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet’s ill-humour or
|
|
ill health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry
|
|
pride. Elizabeth had hoped that his resentment might shorten his
|
|
visit, but his plan did not appear in the least affected by it.
|
|
He was always to have gone on Saturday, and to Saturday he meant
|
|
to stay.
|
|
|
|
After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton to inquire if Mr.
|
|
Wickham were returned, and to lament over his absence from the
|
|
Netherfield ball. He joined them on their entering the town, and
|
|
attended them to their aunt’s where his regret and vexation, and
|
|
the concern of everybody, was well talked over. To Elizabeth,
|
|
however, he voluntarily acknowledged that the necessity of his
|
|
absence had been self-imposed.
|
|
|
|
“I found,” said he, “as the time drew near that I had better not
|
|
meet Mr. Darcy; that to be in the same room, the same party with
|
|
him for so many hours together, might be more than I could bear,
|
|
and that scenes might arise unpleasant to more than myself.”
|
|
|
|
She highly approved his forbearance, and they had leisure for a
|
|
full discussion of it, and for all the commendation which they
|
|
civilly bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer
|
|
walked back with them to Longbourn, and during the walk he
|
|
particularly attended to her. His accompanying them was a double
|
|
advantage; she felt all the compliment it offered to herself, and
|
|
it was most acceptable as an occasion of introducing him to her
|
|
father and mother.
|
|
|
|
Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet;
|
|
it came from Netherfield. The envelope contained a sheet of
|
|
elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady’s
|
|
fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw her sister’s countenance
|
|
change as she read it, and saw her dwelling intently on some
|
|
particular passages. Jane recollected herself soon, and putting
|
|
the letter away, tried to join with her usual cheerfulness in the
|
|
general conversation; but Elizabeth felt an anxiety on the
|
|
subject which drew off her attention even from Wickham; and no
|
|
sooner had he and his companion taken leave, than a glance from
|
|
Jane invited her to follow her up stairs. When they had gained
|
|
their own room, Jane, taking out the letter, said:
|
|
|
|
“This is from Caroline Bingley; what it contains has surprised me
|
|
a good deal. The whole party have left Netherfield by this time,
|
|
and are on their way to town—and without any intention of coming
|
|
back again. You shall hear what she says.”
|
|
|
|
She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the
|
|
information of their having just resolved to follow their brother
|
|
to town directly, and of their meaning to dine in Grosvenor
|
|
Street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next was in these words:
|
|
“I do not pretend to regret anything I shall leave in
|
|
Hertfordshire, except your society, my dearest friend; but we
|
|
will hope, at some future period, to enjoy many returns of that
|
|
delightful intercourse we have known, and in the meanwhile may
|
|
lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most
|
|
unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that.” To these
|
|
highflown expressions Elizabeth listened with all the
|
|
insensibility of distrust; and though the suddenness of their
|
|
removal surprised her, she saw nothing in it really to lament; it
|
|
was not to be supposed that their absence from Netherfield would
|
|
prevent Mr. Bingley’s being there; and as to the loss of their
|
|
society, she was persuaded that Jane must cease to regard it, in
|
|
the enjoyment of his.
|
|
|
|
“It is unlucky,” said she, after a short pause, “that you should
|
|
not be able to see your friends before they leave the country.
|
|
But may we not hope that the period of future happiness to which
|
|
Miss Bingley looks forward may arrive earlier than she is aware,
|
|
and that the delightful intercourse you have known as friends
|
|
will be renewed with yet greater satisfaction as sisters? Mr.
|
|
Bingley will not be detained in London by them.”
|
|
|
|
“Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into
|
|
Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you:”
|
|
|
|
“When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business
|
|
which took him to London might be concluded in three or four
|
|
days; but as we are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time
|
|
convinced that when Charles gets to town he will be in no hurry
|
|
to leave it again, we have determined on following him thither,
|
|
that he may not be obliged to spend his vacant hours in a
|
|
comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintances are already there for
|
|
the winter; I wish that I could hear that you, my dearest friend,
|
|
had any intention of making one of the crowd—but of that I
|
|
despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may
|
|
abound in the gaieties which that season generally brings, and
|
|
that your beaux will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling
|
|
the loss of the three of whom we shall deprive you.”
|
|
|
|
“It is evident by this,” added Jane, “that he comes back no more
|
|
this winter.”
|
|
|
|
“It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean that he
|
|
should.”
|
|
|
|
“Why will you think so? It must be his own doing. He is his own
|
|
master. But you do not know all. I will read you the passage
|
|
which particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from you.”
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Darcy is impatient to see his sister; and, to confess the
|
|
truth, we are scarcely less eager to meet her again. I really
|
|
do not think Georgiana Darcy has her equal for beauty, elegance,
|
|
and accomplishments; and the affection she inspires in Louisa and
|
|
myself is heightened into something still more interesting, from
|
|
the hope we dare entertain of her being hereafter our sister. I
|
|
do not know whether I ever before mentioned to you my feelings on
|
|
this subject; but I will not leave the country without confiding
|
|
them, and I trust you will not esteem them unreasonable. My
|
|
brother admires her greatly already; he will have frequent
|
|
opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing; her
|
|
relations all wish the connection as much as his own; and a
|
|
sister’s partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call
|
|
Charles most capable of engaging any woman’s heart. With all
|
|
these circumstances to favour an attachment, and nothing to
|
|
prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest Jane, in indulging the hope of
|
|
an event which will secure the happiness of so many?”
|
|
|
|
“What do you think of this sentence, my dear Lizzy?” said Jane
|
|
as she finished it. “Is it not clear enough? Does it not
|
|
expressly declare that Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to
|
|
be her sister; that she is perfectly convinced of her brother’s
|
|
indifference; and that if she suspects the nature of my feelings
|
|
for him, she means (most kindly!) to put me on my guard? Can
|
|
there be any other opinion on the subject?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, there can; for mine is totally different. Will you hear
|
|
it?”
|
|
|
|
“Most willingly.”
|
|
|
|
“You shall have it in a few words. Miss Bingley sees that her
|
|
brother is in love with you, and wants him to marry Miss Darcy.
|
|
She follows him to town in hope of keeping him there, and tries
|
|
to persuade you that he does not care about you.”
|
|
|
|
Jane shook her head.
|
|
|
|
“Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me. No one who has ever seen
|
|
you together can doubt his affection. Miss Bingley, I am sure,
|
|
cannot. She is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as
|
|
much love in Mr. Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her
|
|
wedding clothes. But the case is this: We are not rich enough or
|
|
grand enough for them; and she is the more anxious to get Miss
|
|
Darcy for her brother, from the notion that when there has been
|
|
one intermarriage, she may have less trouble in achieving a
|
|
second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and I dare
|
|
say it would succeed, if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But,
|
|
my dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that because Miss
|
|
Bingley tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is
|
|
in the smallest degree less sensible of your merit than when he
|
|
took leave of you on Tuesday, or that it will be in her power to
|
|
persuade him that, instead of being in love with you, he is very
|
|
much in love with her friend.”
|
|
|
|
“If we thought alike of Miss Bingley,” replied Jane, “your
|
|
representation of all this might make me quite easy. But I know
|
|
the foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully
|
|
deceiving anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is that
|
|
she is deceiving herself.”
|
|
|
|
“That is right. You could not have started a more happy idea,
|
|
since you will not take comfort in mine. Believe her to be
|
|
deceived, by all means. You have now done your duty by her, and
|
|
must fret no longer.”
|
|
|
|
“But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in
|
|
accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to
|
|
marry elsewhere?”
|
|
|
|
“You must decide for yourself,” said Elizabeth; “and if, upon
|
|
mature deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his
|
|
two sisters is more than equivalent to the happiness of being his
|
|
wife, I advise you by all means to refuse him.”
|
|
|
|
“How can you talk so?” said Jane, faintly smiling. “You must know
|
|
that though I should be exceedingly grieved at their
|
|
disapprobation, I could not hesitate.”
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“I did not think you would; and that being the case, I cannot
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consider your situation with much compassion.”
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“But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be
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required. A thousand things may arise in six months!”
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The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the
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utmost contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of
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Caroline’s interested wishes, and she could not for a moment
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suppose that those wishes, however openly or artfully spoken,
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could influence a young man so totally independent of everyone.
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She represented to her sister as forcibly as possible what she
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felt on the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its
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happy effect. Jane’s temper was not desponding, and she was
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gradually led to hope, though the diffidence of affection
|
|
sometimes overcame the hope, that Bingley would return to
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Netherfield and answer every wish of her heart.
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They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of
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the family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman’s
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conduct; but even this partial communication gave her a great
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deal of concern, and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that
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the ladies should happen to go away just as they were all getting
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so intimate together. After lamenting it, however, at some
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length, she had the consolation that Mr. Bingley would be soon
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down again and soon dining at Longbourn, and the conclusion of
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all was the comfortable declaration, that though he had been
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invited only to a family dinner, she would take care to have two
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full courses.
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The Bennets were engaged to dine with the Lucases and again
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during the chief of the day was Miss Lucas so kind as to listen
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to Mr. Collins. Elizabeth took an opportunity of thanking her.
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“It keeps him in good humour,” said she, “and I am more obliged
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to you than I can express.” Charlotte assured her friend of her
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satisfaction in being useful, and that it amply repaid her for
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the little sacrifice of her time. This was very amiable, but
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|
Charlotte’s kindness extended farther than Elizabeth had any
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conception of; its object was nothing else than to secure her
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from any return of Mr. Collins’s addresses, by engaging them
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towards herself. Such was Miss Lucas’s scheme; and appearances
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|
were so favourable, that when they parted at night, she would
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have felt almost secure of success if he had not been to leave
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Hertfordshire so very soon. But here she did injustice to the
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fire and independence of his character, for it led him to escape
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out of Longbourn House the next morning with admirable slyness,
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and hasten to Lucas Lodge to throw himself at her feet. He was
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anxious to avoid the notice of his cousins, from a conviction
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|
that if they saw him depart, they could not fail to conjecture
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his design, and he was not willing to have the attempt known till
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its success might be known likewise; for though feeling almost
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secure, and with reason, for Charlotte had been tolerably
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encouraging, he was comparatively diffident since the adventure
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of Wednesday. His reception, however, was of the most flattering
|
|
kind. Miss Lucas perceived him from an upper window as he walked
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|
towards the house, and instantly set out to meet him accidentally
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|
in the lane. But little had she dared to hope that so much love
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and eloquence awaited her there.
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In as short a time as Mr. Collins’s long speeches would allow,
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everything was settled between them to the satisfaction of both;
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|
and as they entered the house he earnestly entreated her to name
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the day that was to make him the happiest of men; and though such
|
|
a solicitation must be waived for the present, the lady felt no
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|
inclination to trifle with his happiness. The stupidity with
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|
which he was favoured by nature must guard his courtship from any
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|
charm that could make a woman wish for its continuance; and Miss
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Lucas, who accepted him solely from the pure and disinterested
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desire of an establishment, cared not how soon that establishment
|
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were gained.
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Sir William and Lady Lucas were speedily applied to for their
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consent; and it was bestowed with a most joyful alacrity. Mr.
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|
Collins’s present circumstances made it a most eligible match for
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their daughter, to whom they could give little fortune; and his
|
|
prospects of future wealth were exceedingly fair. Lady Lucas
|
|
began directly to calculate, with more interest than the matter
|
|
had ever excited before, how many years longer Mr. Bennet was
|
|
likely to live; and Sir William gave it as his decided opinion,
|
|
that whenever Mr. Collins should be in possession of the
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Longbourn estate, it would be highly expedient that both he and
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|
his wife should make their appearance at St. James’s. The whole
|
|
family, in short, were properly overjoyed on the occasion. The
|
|
younger girls formed hopes of coming out a year or two sooner
|
|
than they might otherwise have done; and the boys were relieved
|
|
from their apprehension of Charlotte’s dying an old maid.
|
|
Charlotte herself was tolerably composed. She had gained her
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|
point, and had time to consider of it. Her reflections were in
|
|
general satisfactory. Mr. Collins, to be sure, was neither
|
|
sensible nor agreeable; his society was irksome, and his
|
|
attachment to her must be imaginary. But still he would be her
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|
husband. Without thinking highly either of men or matrimony,
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|
marriage had always been her object; it was the only provision
|
|
for well-educated young women of small fortune, and however
|
|
uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest
|
|
preservative from want. This preservative she had now obtained;
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|
and at the age of twenty-seven, without having ever been
|
|
handsome, she felt all the good luck of it. The least agreeable
|
|
circumstance in the business was the surprise it must occasion to
|
|
Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship she valued beyond that of any
|
|
other person. Elizabeth would wonder, and probably would blame
|
|
her; and though her resolution was not to be shaken, her feelings
|
|
must be hurt by such a disapprobation. She resolved to give her
|
|
the information herself, and therefore charged Mr. Collins, when
|
|
he returned to Longbourn to dinner, to drop no hint of what had
|
|
passed before any of the family. A promise of secrecy was of
|
|
course very dutifully given, but it could not be kept without
|
|
difficulty; for the curiosity excited by his long absence burst
|
|
forth in such very direct questions on his return as required
|
|
some ingenuity to evade, and he was at the same time exercising
|
|
great self-denial, for he was longing to publish his prosperous
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|
love.
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|
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|
As he was to begin his journey too early on the morrow to see any
|
|
of the family, the ceremony of leave-taking was performed when
|
|
the ladies moved for the night; and Mrs. Bennet, with great
|
|
politeness and cordiality, said how happy they should be to see
|
|
him at Longbourn again, whenever his engagements might allow him
|
|
to visit them.
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|
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|
“My dear madam,” he replied, “this invitation is particularly
|
|
gratifying, because it is what I have been hoping to receive; and
|
|
you may be very certain that I shall avail myself of it as soon
|
|
as possible.”
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|
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|
They were all astonished; and Mr. Bennet, who could by no means
|
|
wish for so speedy a return, immediately said:
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|
“But is there not danger of Lady Catherine’s disapprobation here,
|
|
my good sir? You had better neglect your relations than run the
|
|
risk of offending your patroness.”
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|
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|
“My dear sir,” replied Mr. Collins, “I am particularly obliged to
|
|
you for this friendly caution, and you may depend upon my not
|
|
taking so material a step without her ladyship’s concurrence.”
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|
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|
“You cannot be too much upon your guard. Risk anything rather
|
|
than her displeasure; and if you find it likely to be raised by
|
|
your coming to us again, which I should think exceedingly
|
|
probable, stay quietly at home, and be satisfied that we shall
|
|
take no offence.”
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|
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|
“Believe me, my dear sir, my gratitude is warmly excited by such
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|
affectionate attention; and depend upon it, you will speedily
|
|
receive from me a letter of thanks for this, and for every other
|
|
mark of your regard during my stay in Hertfordshire. As for my
|
|
fair cousins, though my absence may not be long enough to render
|
|
it necessary, I shall now take the liberty of wishing them health
|
|
and happiness, not excepting my cousin Elizabeth.”
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|
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|
With proper civilities the ladies then withdrew; all of them
|
|
equally surprised that he meditated a quick return. Mrs. Bennet
|
|
wished to understand by it that he thought of paying his
|
|
addresses to one of her younger girls, and Mary might have been
|
|
prevailed on to accept him. She rated his abilities much higher
|
|
than any of the others; there was a solidity in his reflections
|
|
which often struck her, and though by no means so clever as
|
|
herself, she thought that if encouraged to read and improve
|
|
himself by such an example as hers, he might become a very
|
|
agreeable companion. But on the following morning, every hope of
|
|
this kind was done away. Miss Lucas called soon after breakfast,
|
|
and in a private conference with Elizabeth related the event of
|
|
the day before.
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|
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|
The possibility of Mr. Collins’s fancying himself in love with
|
|
her friend had once occurred to Elizabeth within the last day or
|
|
two; but that Charlotte could encourage him seemed almost as far
|
|
from possibility as she could encourage him herself, and her
|
|
astonishment was consequently so great as to overcome at first
|
|
the bounds of decorum, and she could not help crying out:
|
|
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|
“Engaged to Mr. Collins! My dear Charlotte—impossible!”
|
|
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|
The steady countenance which Miss Lucas had commanded in telling
|
|
her story, gave way to a momentary confusion here on receiving so
|
|
direct a reproach; though, as it was no more than she expected,
|
|
she soon regained her composure, and calmly replied:
|
|
|
|
“Why should you be surprised, my dear Eliza? Do you think it
|
|
incredible that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any woman’s
|
|
good opinion, because he was not so happy as to succeed with
|
|
you?”
|
|
|
|
But Elizabeth had now recollected herself, and making a strong
|
|
effort for it, was able to assure with tolerable firmness that
|
|
the prospect of their relationship was highly grateful to her,
|
|
and that she wished her all imaginable happiness.
|
|
|
|
“I see what you are feeling,” replied Charlotte. “You must be
|
|
surprised, very much surprised—so lately as Mr. Collins was
|
|
wishing to marry you. But when you have had time to think it
|
|
over, I hope you will be satisfied with what I have done. I am
|
|
not romantic, you know; I never was. I ask only a comfortable
|
|
home; and considering Mr. Collins’s character, connection, and
|
|
situation in life, I am convinced that my chance of happiness
|
|
with him is as fair as most people can boast on entering the
|
|
marriage state.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth quietly answered “Undoubtedly;” and after an awkward
|
|
pause, they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte did not
|
|
stay much longer, and Elizabeth was then left to reflect on what
|
|
she had heard. It was a long time before she became at all
|
|
reconciled to the idea of so unsuitable a match. The strangeness
|
|
of Mr. Collins’s making two offers of marriage within three days
|
|
was nothing in comparison of his being now accepted. She had
|
|
always felt that Charlotte’s opinion of matrimony was not exactly
|
|
like her own, but she had not supposed it to be possible that,
|
|
when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better
|
|
feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte the wife of Mr. Collins
|
|
was a most humiliating picture! And to the pang of a friend
|
|
disgracing herself and sunk in her esteem, was added the
|
|
distressing conviction that it was impossible for that friend to
|
|
be tolerably happy in the lot she had chosen.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was sitting with her mother and sisters, reflecting on
|
|
what she had heard, and doubting whether she was authorised to
|
|
mention it, when Sir William Lucas himself appeared, sent by his
|
|
daughter, to announce her engagement to the family. With many
|
|
compliments to them, and much self-gratulation on the prospect of
|
|
a connection between the houses, he unfolded the matter—to an
|
|
audience not merely wondering, but incredulous; for Mrs. Bennet,
|
|
with more perseverance than politeness, protested he must be
|
|
entirely mistaken; and Lydia, always unguarded and often uncivil,
|
|
boisterously exclaimed:
|
|
|
|
“Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story? Do not
|
|
you know that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?”
|
|
|
|
Nothing less than the complaisance of a courtier could have borne
|
|
without anger such treatment; but Sir William’s good breeding
|
|
carried him through it all; and though he begged leave to be
|
|
positive as to the truth of his information, he listened to all
|
|
their impertinence with the most forbearing courtesy.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, feeling it incumbent on her to relieve him from so
|
|
unpleasant a situation, now put herself forward to confirm his
|
|
account, by mentioning her prior knowledge of it from Charlotte
|
|
herself; and endeavoured to put a stop to the exclamations of her
|
|
mother and sisters by the earnestness of her congratulations to
|
|
Sir William, in which she was readily joined by Jane, and by
|
|
making a variety of remarks on the happiness that might be
|
|
expected from the match, the excellent character of Mr. Collins,
|
|
and the convenient distance of Hunsford from London.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet was in fact too much overpowered to say a great deal
|
|
while Sir William remained; but no sooner had he left them than
|
|
her feelings found a rapid vent. In the first place, she
|
|
persisted in disbelieving the whole of the matter; secondly, she
|
|
was very sure that Mr. Collins had been taken in; thirdly, she
|
|
trusted that they would never be happy together; and fourthly,
|
|
that the match might be broken off. Two inferences, however, were
|
|
plainly deduced from the whole: one, that Elizabeth was the real
|
|
cause of the mischief; and the other that she herself had been
|
|
barbarously misused by them all; and on these two points she
|
|
principally dwelt during the rest of the day. Nothing could
|
|
console and nothing could appease her. Nor did that day wear out
|
|
her resentment. A week elapsed before she could see Elizabeth
|
|
without scolding her, a month passed away before she could speak
|
|
to Sir William or Lady Lucas without being rude, and many months
|
|
were gone before she could at all forgive their daughter.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet’s emotions were much more tranquil on the occasion,
|
|
and such as he did experience he pronounced to be of a most
|
|
agreeable sort; for it gratified him, he said, to discover that
|
|
Charlotte Lucas, whom he had been used to think tolerably
|
|
sensible, was as foolish as his wife, and more foolish than his
|
|
daughter!
|
|
|
|
Jane confessed herself a little surprised at the match; but she
|
|
said less of her astonishment than of her earnest desire for
|
|
their happiness; nor could Elizabeth persuade her to consider it
|
|
as improbable. Kitty and Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas,
|
|
for Mr. Collins was only a clergyman; and it affected them in no
|
|
other way than as a piece of news to spread at Meryton.
|
|
|
|
Lady Lucas could not be insensible of triumph on being able to
|
|
retort on Mrs. Bennet the comfort of having a daughter well
|
|
married; and she called at Longbourn rather oftener than usual to
|
|
say how happy she was, though Mrs. Bennet’s sour looks and
|
|
ill-natured remarks might have been enough to drive happiness
|
|
away.
|
|
|
|
Between Elizabeth and Charlotte there was a restraint which kept
|
|
them mutually silent on the subject; and Elizabeth felt persuaded
|
|
that no real confidence could ever subsist between them again.
|
|
Her disappointment in Charlotte made her turn with fonder regard
|
|
to her sister, of whose rectitude and delicacy she was sure her
|
|
opinion could never be shaken, and for whose happiness she grew
|
|
daily more anxious, as Bingley had now been gone a week and
|
|
nothing more was heard of his return.
|
|
|
|
Jane had sent Caroline an early answer to her letter, and was
|
|
counting the days till she might reasonably hope to hear again.
|
|
The promised letter of thanks from Mr. Collins arrived on
|
|
Tuesday, addressed to their father, and written with all the
|
|
solemnity of gratitude which a twelvemonth’s abode in the family
|
|
might have prompted. After discharging his conscience on that
|
|
head, he proceeded to inform them, with many rapturous
|
|
expressions, of his happiness in having obtained the affection of
|
|
their amiable neighbour, Miss Lucas, and then explained that it
|
|
was merely with the view of enjoying her society that he had been
|
|
so ready to close with their kind wish of seeing him again at
|
|
Longbourn, whither he hoped to be able to return on Monday
|
|
fortnight; for Lady Catherine, he added, so heartily approved his
|
|
marriage, that she wished it to take place as soon as possible,
|
|
which he trusted would be an unanswerable argument with his
|
|
amiable Charlotte to name an early day for making him the
|
|
happiest of men.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Collins’s return into Hertfordshire was no longer a matter of
|
|
pleasure to Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary, she was as much
|
|
disposed to complain of it as her husband. It was very strange
|
|
that he should come to Longbourn instead of to Lucas Lodge; it
|
|
was also very inconvenient and exceedingly troublesome. She hated
|
|
having visitors in the house while her health was so indifferent,
|
|
and lovers were of all people the most disagreeable. Such were
|
|
the gentle murmurs of Mrs. Bennet, and they gave way only to the
|
|
greater distress of Mr. Bingley’s continued absence.
|
|
|
|
Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable on this subject. Day
|
|
after day passed away without bringing any other tidings of him
|
|
than the report which shortly prevailed in Meryton of his coming
|
|
no more to Netherfield the whole winter; a report which highly
|
|
incensed Mrs. Bennet, and which she never failed to contradict as
|
|
a most scandalous falsehood.
|
|
|
|
Even Elizabeth began to fear—not that Bingley was indifferent—but
|
|
that his sisters would be successful in keeping him away.
|
|
Unwilling as she was to admit an idea so destructive of Jane’s
|
|
happiness, and so dishonorable to the stability of her lover, she
|
|
could not prevent its frequently occurring. The united efforts of
|
|
his two unfeeling sisters and of his overpowering friend,
|
|
assisted by the attractions of Miss Darcy and the amusements of
|
|
London might be too much, she feared, for the strength of his
|
|
attachment.
|
|
|
|
As for Jane, her anxiety under this suspense was, of course,
|
|
more painful than Elizabeth’s, but whatever she felt she was
|
|
desirous of concealing, and between herself and Elizabeth,
|
|
therefore, the subject was never alluded to. But as no such
|
|
delicacy restrained her mother, an hour seldom passed in which
|
|
she did not talk of Bingley, express her impatience for his
|
|
arrival, or even require Jane to confess that if he did not come
|
|
back she would think herself very ill used. It needed all Jane’s
|
|
steady mildness to bear these attacks with tolerable
|
|
tranquillity.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Collins returned most punctually on Monday fortnight, but his
|
|
reception at Longbourn was not quite so gracious as it had been
|
|
on his first introduction. He was too happy, however, to need
|
|
much attention; and luckily for the others, the business of
|
|
love-making relieved them from a great deal of his company. The
|
|
chief of every day was spent by him at Lucas Lodge, and he
|
|
sometimes returned to Longbourn only in time to make an apology
|
|
for his absence before the family went to bed.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet was really in a most pitiable state. The very mention
|
|
of anything concerning the match threw her into an agony of
|
|
ill-humour, and wherever she went she was sure of hearing it
|
|
talked of. The sight of Miss Lucas was odious to her. As her
|
|
successor in that house, she regarded her with jealous
|
|
abhorrence. Whenever Charlotte came to see them, she concluded
|
|
her to be anticipating the hour of possession; and whenever she
|
|
spoke in a low voice to Mr. Collins, was convinced that they were
|
|
talking of the Longbourn estate, and resolving to turn herself
|
|
and her daughters out of the house, as soon as Mr. Bennet were
|
|
dead. She complained bitterly of all this to her husband.
|
|
|
|
“Indeed, Mr. Bennet,” said she, “it is very hard to think that
|
|
Charlotte Lucas should ever be mistress of this house, that I
|
|
should be forced to make way for her, and live to see her take
|
|
her place in it!”
|
|
|
|
“My dear, do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope
|
|
for better things. Let us flatter ourselves that I may be the
|
|
survivor.”
|
|
|
|
This was not very consoling to Mrs. Bennet, and therefore,
|
|
instead of making any answer, she went on as before.
|
|
|
|
“I cannot bear to think that they should have all this estate. If
|
|
it was not for the entail, I should not mind it.”
|
|
|
|
“What should not you mind?”
|
|
|
|
“I should not mind anything at all.”
|
|
|
|
“Let us be thankful that you are preserved from a state of such
|
|
insensibility.”
|
|
|
|
“I never can be thankful, Mr. Bennet, for anything about the
|
|
entail. How anyone could have the conscience to entail away an
|
|
estate from one’s own daughters, I cannot understand; and all for
|
|
the sake of Mr. Collins too! Why should he have it more than
|
|
anybody else?”
|
|
|
|
“I leave it to yourself to determine,” said Mr. Bennet.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Miss Bingley’s letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very
|
|
first sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled
|
|
in London for the winter, and concluded with her brother’s regret
|
|
at not having had time to pay his respects to his friends in
|
|
Hertfordshire before he left the country.
|
|
|
|
Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could attend to the
|
|
rest of the letter, she found little, except the professed
|
|
affection of the writer, that could give her any comfort. Miss
|
|
Darcy’s praise occupied the chief of it. Her many attractions
|
|
were again dwelt on, and Caroline boasted joyfully of their
|
|
increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict the accomplishment
|
|
of the wishes which had been unfolded in her former letter. She
|
|
wrote also with great pleasure of her brother’s being an inmate
|
|
of Mr. Darcy’s house, and mentioned with raptures some plans of
|
|
the latter with regard to new furniture.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all
|
|
this, heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided
|
|
between concern for her sister, and resentment against all
|
|
others. To Caroline’s assertion of her brother’s being partial to
|
|
Miss Darcy she paid no credit. That he was really fond of Jane,
|
|
she doubted no more than she had ever done; and much as she had
|
|
always been disposed to like him, she could not think without
|
|
anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness of temper, that
|
|
want of proper resolution, which now made him the slave of his
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designing friends, and led him to sacrifice of his own happiness
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to the caprice of their inclination. Had his own happiness,
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however, been the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to
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sport with it in whatever manner he thought best, but her
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sister’s was involved in it, as she thought he must be sensible
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himself. It was a subject, in short, on which reflection would be
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long indulged, and must be unavailing. She could think of nothing
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else; and yet whether Bingley’s regard had really died away, or
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were suppressed by his friends’ interference; whether he had been
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aware of Jane’s attachment, or whether it had escaped his
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observation; whatever were the case, though her opinion of him
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must be materially affected by the difference, her sister’s
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situation remained the same, her peace equally wounded.
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A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of her
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feelings to Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet’s leaving them
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together, after a longer irritation than usual about Netherfield
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and its master, she could not help saying:
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“Oh, that my dear mother had more command over herself! She can
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have no idea of the pain she gives me by her continual
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reflections on him. But I will not repine. It cannot last long.
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He will be forgot, and we shall all be as we were before.”
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Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude, but
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said nothing.
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“You doubt me,” cried Jane, slightly colouring; “indeed, you have
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no reason. He may live in my memory as the most amiable man of my
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acquaintance, but that is all. I have nothing either to hope or
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fear, and nothing to reproach him with. Thank God! I have not
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that pain. A little time, therefore—I shall certainly try to
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get the better.”
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With a stronger voice she soon added, “I have this comfort
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immediately, that it has not been more than an error of fancy on
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my side, and that it has done no harm to anyone but myself.”
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“My dear Jane!” exclaimed Elizabeth, “you are too good. Your
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sweetness and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know
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what to say to you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or
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loved you as you deserve.”
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Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit, and threw
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back the praise on her sister’s warm affection.
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“Nay,” said Elizabeth, “this is not fair. You wish to think all
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the world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of anybody.
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I only want to think you perfect, and you set yourself
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|
against it. Do not be afraid of my running into any excess, of my
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|
encroaching on your privilege of universal good-will. You need
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|
not. There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of
|
|
whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I
|
|
dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the
|
|
inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little
|
|
dependence that can be placed on the appearance of merit or
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sense. I have met with two instances lately, one I will not
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|
mention; the other is Charlotte’s marriage. It is unaccountable!
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In every view it is unaccountable!”
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“My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They
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|
will ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for
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difference of situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins’s
|
|
respectability, and Charlotte’s steady, prudent character.
|
|
Remember that she is one of a large family; that as to fortune,
|
|
it is a most eligible match; and be ready to believe, for
|
|
everybody’s sake, that she may feel something like regard and
|
|
esteem for our cousin.”
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|
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“To oblige you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no
|
|
one else could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I
|
|
persuaded that Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only
|
|
think worse of her understanding than I now do of her heart. My
|
|
dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a conceited, pompous, narrow-minded,
|
|
silly man; you know he is, as well as I do; and you must feel, as
|
|
well as I do, that the woman who married him cannot have a proper
|
|
way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though it is Charlotte
|
|
Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual, change the
|
|
meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to persuade
|
|
yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and insensibility
|
|
of danger security for happiness.”
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|
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“I must think your language too strong in speaking of both,”
|
|
replied Jane; “and I hope you will be convinced of it by seeing
|
|
them happy together. But enough of this. You alluded to something
|
|
else. You mentioned two instances. I cannot misunderstand you,
|
|
but I entreat you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking that
|
|
person to blame, and saying your opinion of him is sunk. We must
|
|
not be so ready to fancy ourselves intentionally injured. We must
|
|
not expect a lively young man to be always so guarded and
|
|
circumspect. It is very often nothing but our own vanity that
|
|
deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than it does.”
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|
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|
“And men take care that they should.”
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|
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|
“If it is designedly done, they cannot be justified; but I have
|
|
no idea of there being so much design in the world as some
|
|
persons imagine.”
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|
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|
“I am far from attributing any part of Mr. Bingley’s conduct to
|
|
design,” said Elizabeth; “but without scheming to do wrong, or to
|
|
make others unhappy, there may be error, and there may be misery.
|
|
Thoughtlessness, want of attention to other people’s feelings,
|
|
and want of resolution, will do the business.”
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|
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|
“And do you impute it to either of those?”
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|
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|
“Yes; to the last. But if I go on, I shall displease you by
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|
saying what I think of persons you esteem. Stop me whilst you
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|
can.”
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|
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|
“You persist, then, in supposing his sisters influence him?”
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|
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|
“Yes, in conjunction with his friend.”
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|
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|
“I cannot believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They
|
|
can only wish his happiness; and if he is attached to me, no
|
|
other woman can secure it.”
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|
|
|
“Your first position is false. They may wish many things besides
|
|
his happiness; they may wish his increase of wealth and
|
|
consequence; they may wish him to marry a girl who has all the
|
|
importance of money, great connections, and pride.”
|
|
|
|
“Beyond a doubt, they do wish him to choose Miss Darcy,” replied
|
|
Jane; “but this may be from better feelings than you are
|
|
supposing. They have known her much longer than they have known
|
|
me; no wonder if they love her better. But, whatever may be their
|
|
own wishes, it is very unlikely they should have opposed their
|
|
brother’s. What sister would think herself at liberty to do it,
|
|
unless there were something very objectionable? If they believed
|
|
him attached to me, they would not try to part us; if he were so,
|
|
they could not succeed. By supposing such an affection, you make
|
|
everybody acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most unhappy. Do
|
|
not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having been
|
|
mistaken—or, at least, it is light, it is nothing in comparison
|
|
of what I should feel in thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let
|
|
me take it in the best light, in the light in which it may be
|
|
understood.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr.
|
|
Bingley’s name was scarcely ever mentioned between them.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at his returning
|
|
no more, and though a day seldom passed in which Elizabeth did
|
|
not account for it clearly, there was little chance of her ever
|
|
considering it with less perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to
|
|
convince her of what she did not believe herself, that his
|
|
attentions to Jane had been merely the effect of a common and
|
|
transient liking, which ceased when he saw her no more; but
|
|
though the probability of the statement was admitted at the time,
|
|
she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet’s best
|
|
comfort was that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the summer.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. “So, Lizzy,” said he
|
|
one day, “your sister is crossed in love, I find. I congratulate
|
|
her. Next to being married, a girl likes to be crossed a little
|
|
in love now and then. It is something to think of, and it gives
|
|
her a sort of distinction among her companions. When is your turn
|
|
to come? You will hardly bear to be long outdone by Jane. Now is
|
|
your time. Here are officers enough in Meryton to disappoint all
|
|
the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham be your man. He is a
|
|
pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably.”
|
|
|
|
“Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would satisfy me. We
|
|
must not all expect Jane’s good fortune.”
|
|
|
|
“True,” said Mr. Bennet, “but it is a comfort to think that
|
|
whatever of that kind may befall you, you have an affectionate
|
|
mother who will make the most of it.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Wickham’s society was of material service in dispelling the
|
|
gloom which the late perverse occurrences had thrown on many of
|
|
the Longbourn family. They saw him often, and to his other
|
|
recommendations was now added that of general unreserve. The
|
|
whole of what Elizabeth had already heard, his claims on Mr.
|
|
Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him, was now openly
|
|
acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and everybody was pleased to
|
|
know how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they had
|
|
known anything of the matter.
|
|
|
|
Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose there might
|
|
be any extenuating circumstances in the case, unknown to the
|
|
society of Hertfordshire; her mild and steady candour always
|
|
pleaded for allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes—but
|
|
by everybody else Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of men.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
After a week spent in professions of love and schemes of
|
|
felicity, Mr. Collins was called from his amiable Charlotte by
|
|
the arrival of Saturday. The pain of separation, however, might
|
|
be alleviated on his side, by preparations for the reception of
|
|
his bride; as he had reason to hope, that shortly after his
|
|
return into Hertfordshire, the day would be fixed that was to
|
|
make him the happiest of men. He took leave of his relations at
|
|
Longbourn with as much solemnity as before; wished his fair
|
|
cousins health and happiness again, and promised their father
|
|
another letter of thanks.
|
|
|
|
On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet had the pleasure of
|
|
receiving her brother and his wife, who came as usual to spend
|
|
the Christmas at Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible,
|
|
gentlemanlike man, greatly superior to his sister, as well by
|
|
nature as education. The Netherfield ladies would have had
|
|
difficulty in believing that a man who lived by trade, and within
|
|
view of his own warehouses, could have been so well-bred and
|
|
agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger than Mrs.
|
|
Bennet and Mrs. Phillips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant
|
|
woman, and a great favourite with all her Longbourn nieces.
|
|
Between the two eldest and herself especially, there subsisted a
|
|
particular regard. They had frequently been staying with her in
|
|
town.
|
|
|
|
The first part of Mrs. Gardiner’s business on her arrival was to
|
|
distribute her presents and describe the newest fashions. When
|
|
this was done she had a less active part to play. It became her
|
|
turn to listen. Mrs. Bennet had many grievances to relate, and
|
|
much to complain of. They had all been very ill-used since she
|
|
last saw her sister. Two of her girls had been upon the point of
|
|
marriage, and after all there was nothing in it.
|
|
|
|
“I do not blame Jane,” she continued, “for Jane would have got
|
|
Mr. Bingley if she could. But Lizzy! Oh, sister! It is very hard
|
|
to think that she might have been Mr. Collins’s wife by this
|
|
time, had it not been for her own perverseness. He made her an
|
|
offer in this very room, and she refused him. The consequence of
|
|
it is, that Lady Lucas will have a daughter married before I
|
|
have, and that the Longbourn estate is just as much entailed as
|
|
ever. The Lucases are very artful people indeed, sister. They are
|
|
all for what they can get. I am sorry to say it of them, but so
|
|
it is. It makes me very nervous and poorly, to be thwarted so in
|
|
my own family, and to have neighbours who think of themselves
|
|
before anybody else. However, your coming just at this time is
|
|
the greatest of comforts, and I am very glad to hear what you
|
|
tell us, of long sleeves.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner, to whom the chief of this news had been given
|
|
before, in the course of Jane and Elizabeth’s correspondence with
|
|
her, made her sister a slight answer, and, in compassion to her
|
|
nieces, turned the conversation.
|
|
|
|
When alone with Elizabeth afterwards, she spoke more on the
|
|
subject. “It seems likely to have been a desirable match for
|
|
Jane,” said she. “I am sorry it went off. But these things happen
|
|
so often! A young man, such as you describe Mr. Bingley, so
|
|
easily falls in love with a pretty girl for a few weeks, and when
|
|
accident separates them, so easily forgets her, that these sort
|
|
of inconsistencies are very frequent.”
|
|
|
|
“An excellent consolation in its way,” said Elizabeth, “but it
|
|
will not do for us. We do not suffer by accident. It does not
|
|
often happen that the interference of friends will persuade a
|
|
young man of independent fortune to think no more of a girl whom
|
|
he was violently in love with only a few days before.”
|
|
|
|
“But that expression of ‘violently in love’ is so hackneyed, so
|
|
doubtful, so indefinite, that it gives me very little idea. It is
|
|
as often applied to feelings which arise from a half-hour’s
|
|
acquaintance, as to a real, strong attachment. Pray, how violent
|
|
was Mr. Bingley’s love?”
|
|
|
|
“I never saw a more promising inclination; he was growing quite
|
|
inattentive to other people, and wholly engrossed by her. Every
|
|
time they met, it was more decided and remarkable. At his own
|
|
ball he offended two or three young ladies, by not asking them to
|
|
dance; and I spoke to him twice myself, without receiving an
|
|
answer. Could there be finer symptoms? Is not general incivility
|
|
the very essence of love?”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, yes!—of that kind of love which I suppose him to have felt.
|
|
Poor Jane! I am sorry for her, because, with her disposition, she
|
|
may not get over it immediately. It had better have happened to
|
|
you, Lizzy; you would have laughed yourself out of it sooner.
|
|
But do you think she would be prevailed upon to go back with us?
|
|
Change of scene might be of service—and perhaps a little relief
|
|
from home may be as useful as anything.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was exceedingly pleased with this proposal, and felt
|
|
persuaded of her sister’s ready acquiescence.
|
|
|
|
“I hope,” added Mrs. Gardiner, “that no consideration with regard
|
|
to this young man will influence her. We live in so different a
|
|
part of town, all our connections are so different, and, as you
|
|
well know, we go out so little, that it is very improbable that
|
|
they should meet at all, unless he really comes to see her.”
|
|
|
|
“And that is quite impossible; for he is now in the custody of
|
|
his friend, and Mr. Darcy would no more suffer him to call on
|
|
Jane in such a part of London! My dear aunt, how could you think
|
|
of it? Mr. Darcy may perhaps have heard of such a place as
|
|
Gracechurch Street, but he would hardly think a month’s ablution
|
|
enough to cleanse him from its impurities, were he once to enter
|
|
it; and depend upon it, Mr. Bingley never stirs without him.”
|
|
|
|
“So much the better. I hope they will not meet at all. But does
|
|
not Jane correspond with his sister? She will not be able to
|
|
help calling.”
|
|
|
|
“She will drop the acquaintance entirely.”
|
|
|
|
But in spite of the certainty in which Elizabeth affected to
|
|
place this point, as well as the still more interesting one of
|
|
Bingley’s being withheld from seeing Jane, she felt a solicitude
|
|
on the subject which convinced her, on examination, that she did
|
|
not consider it entirely hopeless. It was possible, and sometimes
|
|
she thought it probable, that his affection might be reanimated,
|
|
and the influence of his friends successfully combated by the
|
|
more natural influence of Jane’s attractions.
|
|
|
|
Miss Bennet accepted her aunt’s invitation with pleasure; and the
|
|
Bingleys were no otherwise in her thoughts at the same time, than
|
|
as she hoped by Caroline’s not living in the same house with her
|
|
brother, she might occasionally spend a morning with her, without
|
|
any danger of seeing him.
|
|
|
|
The Gardiners stayed a week at Longbourn; and what with the
|
|
Phillipses, the Lucases, and the officers, there was not a day
|
|
without its engagement. Mrs. Bennet had so carefully provided for
|
|
the entertainment of her brother and sister, that they did not
|
|
once sit down to a family dinner. When the engagement was for
|
|
home, some of the officers always made part of it—of which
|
|
officers Mr. Wickham was sure to be one; and on these occasions,
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner, rendered suspicious by Elizabeth’s warm
|
|
commendation, narrowly observed them both. Without supposing
|
|
them, from what she saw, to be very seriously in love, their
|
|
preference of each other was plain enough to make her a little
|
|
uneasy; and she resolved to speak to Elizabeth on the subject
|
|
before she left Hertfordshire, and represent to her the
|
|
imprudence of encouraging such an attachment.
|
|
|
|
To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one means of affording pleasure,
|
|
unconnected with his general powers. About ten or a dozen years
|
|
ago, before her marriage, she had spent a considerable time in
|
|
that very part of Derbyshire to which he belonged. They had,
|
|
therefore, many acquaintances in common; and though Wickham had
|
|
been little there since the death of Darcy’s father, it was yet
|
|
in his power to give her fresher intelligence of her former
|
|
friends than she had been in the way of procuring.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner had seen Pemberley, and known the late Mr. Darcy by
|
|
character perfectly well. Here consequently was an inexhaustible
|
|
subject of discourse. In comparing her recollection of Pemberley
|
|
with the minute description which Wickham could give, and in
|
|
bestowing her tribute of praise on the character of its late
|
|
possessor, she was delighting both him and herself. On being made
|
|
acquainted with the present Mr. Darcy’s treatment of him, she
|
|
tried to remember some of that gentleman’s reputed disposition
|
|
when quite a lad which might agree with it, and was confident at
|
|
last that she recollected having heard Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy
|
|
formerly spoken of as a very proud, ill-natured boy.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner’s caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly
|
|
given on the first favourable opportunity of speaking to her
|
|
alone; after honestly telling her what she thought, she thus went
|
|
on:
|
|
|
|
“You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely
|
|
because you are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not
|
|
afraid of speaking openly. Seriously, I would have you be on your
|
|
guard. Do not involve yourself or endeavour to involve him in an
|
|
affection which the want of fortune would make so very imprudent.
|
|
I have nothing to say against him; he is a most interesting
|
|
young man; and if he had the fortune he ought to have, I should
|
|
think you could not do better. But as it is, you must not let
|
|
your fancy run away with you. You have sense, and we all expect
|
|
you to use it. Your father would depend on your resolution and
|
|
good conduct, I am sure. You must not disappoint your father.”
|
|
|
|
“My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise.”
|
|
|
|
“Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take care of
|
|
myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in love with me,
|
|
if I can prevent it.”
|
|
|
|
“Elizabeth, you are not serious now.”
|
|
|
|
“I beg your pardon, I will try again. At present I am not in love
|
|
with Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is, beyond all
|
|
comparison, the most agreeable man I ever saw—and if he becomes
|
|
really attached to me—I believe it will be better that he should
|
|
not. I see the imprudence of it. Oh! that abominable Mr. Darcy!
|
|
My father’s opinion of me does me the greatest honour, and I
|
|
should be miserable to forfeit it. My father, however, is partial
|
|
to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I should be very sorry to
|
|
be the means of making any of you unhappy; but since we see every
|
|
day that where there is affection, young people are seldom
|
|
withheld by immediate want of fortune from entering into
|
|
engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser than
|
|
so many of my fellow-creatures if I am tempted, or how am I even
|
|
to know that it would be wisdom to resist? All that I can promise
|
|
you, therefore, is not to be in a hurry. I will not be in a hurry
|
|
to believe myself his first object. When I am in company with
|
|
him, I will not be wishing. In short, I will do my best.”
|
|
|
|
“Perhaps it will be as well if you discourage his coming here so
|
|
very often. At least, you should not remind your mother of
|
|
inviting him.”
|
|
|
|
“As I did the other day,” said Elizabeth with a conscious smile:
|
|
“very true, it will be wise in me to refrain from that. But do
|
|
not imagine that he is always here so often. It is on your
|
|
account that he has been so frequently invited this week. You
|
|
know my mother’s ideas as to the necessity of constant company
|
|
for her friends. But really, and upon my honour, I will try to do
|
|
what I think to be the wisest; and now I hope you are satisfied.”
|
|
|
|
Her aunt assured her that she was, and Elizabeth having thanked
|
|
her for the kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful
|
|
instance of advice being given on such a point, without being
|
|
resented.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been
|
|
quitted by the Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his abode
|
|
with the Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience to Mrs.
|
|
Bennet. His marriage was now fast approaching, and she was at
|
|
length so far resigned as to think it inevitable, and even
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|
repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured tone, that she “wished
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they might be happy.” Thursday was to be the wedding day, and on
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Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and when she rose
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to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother’s ungracious and
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reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself,
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accompanied her out of the room. As they went downstairs
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together, Charlotte said:
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“I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza.”
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“That you certainly shall.”
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“And I have another favour to ask you. Will you come and see me?”
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“We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire.”
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“I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me,
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therefore, to come to Hunsford.”
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Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in
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the visit.
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“My father and Maria are coming to me in March,” added Charlotte,
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“and I hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza,
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you will be as welcome as either of them.”
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The wedding took place; the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent
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from the church door, and everybody had as much to say, or to
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hear, on the subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from her
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friend; and their correspondence was as regular and frequent as
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it had ever been; that it should be equally unreserved was
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impossible. Elizabeth could never address her without feeling
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that all the comfort of intimacy was over, and though determined
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not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the sake of what
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had been, rather than what was. Charlotte’s first letters were
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received with a good deal of eagerness; there could not but be
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curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she
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would like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare pronounce
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herself to be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt
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that Charlotte expressed herself on every point exactly as she
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might have foreseen. She wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with
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comforts, and mentioned nothing which she could not praise. The
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house, furniture, neighbourhood, and roads, were all to her
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taste, and Lady Catherine’s behaviour was most friendly and
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obliging. It was Mr. Collins’s picture of Hunsford and Rosings
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rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that she must wait
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for her own visit there to know the rest.
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Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to announce
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their safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth
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hoped it would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys.
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Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as
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impatience generally is. Jane had been a week in town without
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either seeing or hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it,
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however, by supposing that her last letter to her friend from
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Longbourn had by some accident been lost.
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“My aunt,” she continued, “is going to-morrow into that part of
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the town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in
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Grosvenor Street.”
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She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss
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Bingley. “I did not think Caroline in spirits,” were her words,
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“but she was very glad to see me, and reproached me for giving
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her no notice of my coming to London. I was right, therefore, my
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last letter had never reached her. I inquired after their
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brother, of course. He was well, but so much engaged with Mr.
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Darcy that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that Miss Darcy
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was expected to dinner. I wish I could see her. My visit was not
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long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I dare say I
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shall see them soon here.”
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Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her that
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accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister’s being in
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town.
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Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She
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endeavoured to persuade herself that she did not regret it; but
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she could no longer be blind to Miss Bingley’s inattention. After
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waiting at home every morning for a fortnight, and inventing
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every evening a fresh excuse for her, the visitor did at last
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|
appear; but the shortness of her stay, and yet more, the
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alteration of her manner would allow Jane to deceive herself no
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longer. The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister
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will prove what she felt.
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“My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in
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her better judgement, at my expense, when I confess myself to
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|
have been entirely deceived in Miss Bingley’s regard for me. But,
|
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my dear sister, though the event has proved you right, do not
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think me obstinate if I still assert that, considering what her
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behaviour was, my confidence was as natural as your suspicion. I
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do not at all comprehend her reason for wishing to be intimate
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with me; but if the same circumstances were to happen again, I am
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|
sure I should be deceived again. Caroline did not return my visit
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till yesterday; and not a note, not a line, did I receive in the
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meantime. When she did come, it was very evident that she had no
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pleasure in it; she made a slight, formal apology, for not
|
|
calling before, said not a word of wishing to see me again, and
|
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was in every respect so altered a creature, that when she went
|
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away I was perfectly resolved to continue the acquaintance no
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|
longer. I pity, though I cannot help blaming her. She was very
|
|
wrong in singling me out as she did; I can safely say that every
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advance to intimacy began on her side. But I pity her, because
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she must feel that she has been acting wrong, and because I am
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very sure that anxiety for her brother is the cause of it. I need
|
|
not explain myself farther; and though we know this anxiety to
|
|
be quite needless, yet if she feels it, it will easily account
|
|
for her behaviour to me; and so deservedly dear as he is to his
|
|
sister, whatever anxiety she must feel on his behalf is natural
|
|
and amiable. I cannot but wonder, however, at her having any such
|
|
fears now, because, if he had at all cared about me, we must have
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|
met, long ago. He knows of my being in town, I am certain, from
|
|
something she said herself; and yet it would seem, by her manner
|
|
of talking, as if she wanted to persuade herself that he is
|
|
really partial to Miss Darcy. I cannot understand it. If I were
|
|
not afraid of judging harshly, I should be almost tempted to say
|
|
that there is a strong appearance of duplicity in all this. But I
|
|
will endeavour to banish every painful thought, and think only of
|
|
what will make me happy—your affection, and the invariable
|
|
kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let me hear from you very
|
|
soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never returning to
|
|
Netherfield again, of giving up the house, but not with any
|
|
certainty. We had better not mention it. I am extremely glad that
|
|
you have such pleasant accounts from our friends at Hunsford.
|
|
Pray go to see them, with Sir William and Maria. I am sure you
|
|
will be very comfortable there.—Yours, etc.”
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This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned as
|
|
she considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister
|
|
at least. All expectation from the brother was now absolutely
|
|
over. She would not even wish for a renewal of his attentions.
|
|
His character sunk on every review of it; and as a punishment for
|
|
him, as well as a possible advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped
|
|
he might really soon marry Mr. Darcy’s sister, as by Wickham’s
|
|
account, she would make him abundantly regret what he had thrown
|
|
away.
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|
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|
Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise
|
|
concerning that gentleman, and required information; and
|
|
Elizabeth had such to send as might rather give contentment to
|
|
her aunt than to herself. His apparent partiality had subsided,
|
|
his attentions were over, he was the admirer of some one else.
|
|
Elizabeth was watchful enough to see it all, but she could see it
|
|
and write of it without material pain. Her heart had been but
|
|
slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied with believing
|
|
that she would have been his only choice, had fortune permitted
|
|
it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most
|
|
remarkable charm of the young lady to whom he was now rendering
|
|
himself agreeable; but Elizabeth, less clear-sighted perhaps in
|
|
this case than in Charlotte’s, did not quarrel with him for his
|
|
wish of independence. Nothing, on the contrary, could be more
|
|
natural; and while able to suppose that it cost him a few
|
|
struggles to relinquish her, she was ready to allow it a wise and
|
|
desirable measure for both, and could very sincerely wish him
|
|
happy.
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|
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|
All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and after relating
|
|
the circumstances, she thus went on: “I am now convinced, my dear
|
|
aunt, that I have never been much in love; for had I really
|
|
experienced that pure and elevating passion, I should at present
|
|
detest his very name, and wish him all manner of evil. But my
|
|
feelings are not only cordial towards him; they are even
|
|
impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find out that I hate her at
|
|
all, or that I am in the least unwilling to think her a very good
|
|
sort of girl. There can be no love in all this. My watchfulness
|
|
has been effectual; and though I certainly should be a more
|
|
interesting object to all my acquaintances were I distractedly in
|
|
love with him, I cannot say that I regret my comparative
|
|
insignificance. Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly.
|
|
Kitty and Lydia take his defection much more to heart than I do.
|
|
They are young in the ways of the world, and not yet open to the
|
|
mortifying conviction that handsome young men must have something
|
|
to live on as well as the plain.”
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|
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|
With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and
|
|
otherwise diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton,
|
|
sometimes dirty and sometimes cold, did January and February pass
|
|
away. March was to take Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at
|
|
first thought very seriously of going thither; but Charlotte, she
|
|
soon found, was depending on the plan and she gradually learned
|
|
to consider it herself with greater pleasure as well as greater
|
|
certainty. Absence had increased her desire of seeing Charlotte
|
|
again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins. There was novelty
|
|
in the scheme, and as, with such a mother and such
|
|
uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little
|
|
change was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would
|
|
moreover give her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew
|
|
near, she would have been very sorry for any delay. Everything,
|
|
however, went on smoothly, and was finally settled according to
|
|
Charlotte’s first sketch. She was to accompany Sir William and
|
|
his second daughter. The improvement of spending a night in
|
|
London was added in time, and the plan became perfect as plan
|
|
could be.
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|
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|
The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss
|
|
her, and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her
|
|
going, that he told her to write to him, and almost promised to
|
|
answer her letter.
|
|
|
|
The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly
|
|
friendly; on his side even more. His present pursuit could not
|
|
make him forget that Elizabeth had been the first to excite and
|
|
to deserve his attention, the first to listen and to pity, the
|
|
first to be admired; and in his manner of bidding her adieu,
|
|
wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what she was to
|
|
expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their opinion of
|
|
her—their opinion of everybody—would always coincide, there was a
|
|
solicitude, an interest which she felt must ever attach her to
|
|
him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced
|
|
that, whether married or single, he must always be her model of
|
|
the amiable and pleasing.
|
|
|
|
Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her
|
|
think him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas, and his daughter
|
|
Maria, a good-humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had
|
|
nothing to say that could be worth hearing, and were listened to
|
|
with about as much delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth
|
|
loved absurdities, but she had known Sir William’s too long. He
|
|
could tell her nothing new of the wonders of his presentation and
|
|
knighthood; and his civilities were worn out, like his
|
|
information.
|
|
|
|
It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so
|
|
early as to be in Gracechurch Street by noon. As they drove to
|
|
Mr. Gardiner’s door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching
|
|
their arrival; when they entered the passage she was there to
|
|
welcome them, and Elizabeth, looking earnestly in her face, was
|
|
pleased to see it healthful and lovely as ever. On the stairs
|
|
were a troop of little boys and girls, whose eagerness for their
|
|
cousin’s appearance would not allow them to wait in the
|
|
drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen her for a
|
|
twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and
|
|
kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in
|
|
bustle and shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first object
|
|
was her sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear,
|
|
in reply to her minute inquiries, that though Jane always
|
|
struggled to support her spirits, there were periods of
|
|
dejection. It was reasonable, however, to hope that they would
|
|
not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the particulars also of
|
|
Miss Bingley’s visit in Gracechurch Street, and repeated
|
|
conversations occurring at different times between Jane and
|
|
herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given
|
|
up the acquaintance.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham’s desertion, and
|
|
complimented her on bearing it so well.
|
|
|
|
“But my dear Elizabeth,” she added, “what sort of girl is Miss
|
|
King? I should be sorry to think our friend mercenary.”
|
|
|
|
“Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial
|
|
affairs, between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does
|
|
discretion end, and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid
|
|
of his marrying me, because it would be imprudent; and now,
|
|
because he is trying to get a girl with only ten thousand pounds,
|
|
you want to find out that he is mercenary.”
|
|
|
|
“If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall
|
|
know what to think.”
|
|
|
|
“She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of
|
|
her.”
|
|
|
|
“But he paid her not the smallest attention till her
|
|
grandfather’s death made her mistress of this fortune.”
|
|
|
|
“No—why should he? If it were not allowable for him to gain my
|
|
affections because I had no money, what occasion could there be
|
|
for making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was
|
|
equally poor?”
|
|
|
|
“But there seems an indelicacy in directing his attentions
|
|
towards her so soon after this event.”
|
|
|
|
“A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those
|
|
elegant decorums which other people may observe. If she does
|
|
not object to it, why should we?”
|
|
|
|
“Her not objecting does not justify him. It only shows her
|
|
being deficient in something herself—sense or feeling.”
|
|
|
|
“Well,” cried Elizabeth, “have it as you choose. He shall be
|
|
mercenary, and she shall be foolish.”
|
|
|
|
“No, Lizzy, that is what I do not choose. I should be sorry,
|
|
you know, to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in
|
|
Derbyshire.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who
|
|
live in Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in
|
|
Hertfordshire are not much better. I am sick of them all. Thank
|
|
Heaven! I am going to-morrow where I shall find a man who has not
|
|
one agreeable quality, who has neither manner nor sense to
|
|
recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones worth knowing, after
|
|
all.”
|
|
|
|
“Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of
|
|
disappointment.”
|
|
|
|
Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had
|
|
the unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle
|
|
and aunt in a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the
|
|
summer.
|
|
|
|
“We have not determined how far it shall carry us,” said Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner, “but, perhaps, to the Lakes.”
|
|
|
|
No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her
|
|
acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. “Oh, my
|
|
dear, dear aunt,” she rapturously cried, “what delight! what
|
|
felicity! You give me fresh life and vigour. Adieu to
|
|
disappointment and spleen. What are young men to rocks and
|
|
mountains? Oh! what hours of transport we shall spend! And when
|
|
we do return, it shall not be like other travellers, without
|
|
being able to give one accurate idea of anything. We will know
|
|
where we have gone—we will recollect what we have seen. Lakes,
|
|
mountains, and rivers shall not be jumbled together in our
|
|
imaginations; nor when we attempt to describe any particular
|
|
scene, will we begin quarreling about its relative situation. Let
|
|
our first effusions be less insupportable than those of the
|
|
generality of travellers.”
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Every object in the next day’s journey was new and interesting to
|
|
Elizabeth; and her spirits were in a state of enjoyment; for she
|
|
had seen her sister looking so well as to banish all fear for her
|
|
health, and the prospect of her northern tour was a constant
|
|
source of delight.
|
|
|
|
When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye
|
|
was in search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to
|
|
bring it in view. The palings of Rosings Park was their boundary
|
|
on one side. Elizabeth smiled at the recollection of all that she
|
|
had heard of its inhabitants.
|
|
|
|
At length the Parsonage was discernible. The garden sloping to
|
|
the road, the house standing in it, the green pales, and the
|
|
laurel hedge, everything declared they were arriving. Mr. Collins
|
|
and Charlotte appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at
|
|
the small gate which led by a short gravel walk to the house,
|
|
amidst the nods and smiles of the whole party. In a moment they
|
|
were all out of the chaise, rejoicing at the sight of each other.
|
|
Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the liveliest pleasure, and
|
|
Elizabeth was more and more satisfied with coming when she found
|
|
herself so affectionately received. She saw instantly that her
|
|
cousin’s manners were not altered by his marriage; his formal
|
|
civility was just what it had been, and he detained her some
|
|
minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his inquiries after all
|
|
her family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing
|
|
out the neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as
|
|
soon as they were in the parlour, he welcomed them a second time,
|
|
with ostentatious formality to his humble abode, and punctually
|
|
repeated all his wife’s offers of refreshment.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not
|
|
help in fancying that in displaying the good proportion of the
|
|
room, its aspect and its furniture, he addressed himself
|
|
particularly to her, as if wishing to make her feel what she had
|
|
lost in refusing him. But though everything seemed neat and
|
|
comfortable, she was not able to gratify him by any sigh of
|
|
repentance, and rather looked with wonder at her friend that she
|
|
could have so cheerful an air with such a companion. When Mr.
|
|
Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be
|
|
ashamed, which certainly was not unseldom, she involuntarily
|
|
turned her eye on Charlotte. Once or twice she could discern a
|
|
faint blush; but in general Charlotte wisely did not hear. After
|
|
sitting long enough to admire every article of furniture in the
|
|
room, from the sideboard to the fender, to give an account of
|
|
their journey, and of all that had happened in London, Mr.
|
|
Collins invited them to take a stroll in the garden, which was
|
|
large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of which he
|
|
attended himself. To work in this garden was one of his most
|
|
respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of
|
|
countenance with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness of
|
|
the exercise, and owned she encouraged it as much as possible.
|
|
Here, leading the way through every walk and cross walk, and
|
|
scarcely allowing them an interval to utter the praises he asked
|
|
for, every view was pointed out with a minuteness which left
|
|
beauty entirely behind. He could number the fields in every
|
|
direction, and could tell how many trees there were in the most
|
|
distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which
|
|
the country or kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with
|
|
the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that
|
|
bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was
|
|
a handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground.
|
|
|
|
From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two
|
|
meadows; but the ladies, not having shoes to encounter the
|
|
remains of a white frost, turned back; and while Sir William
|
|
accompanied him, Charlotte took her sister and friend over the
|
|
house, extremely well pleased, probably, to have the opportunity
|
|
of showing it without her husband’s help. It was rather small,
|
|
but well built and convenient; and everything was fitted up and
|
|
arranged with a neatness and consistency of which Elizabeth gave
|
|
Charlotte all the credit. When Mr. Collins could be forgotten,
|
|
there was really an air of great comfort throughout, and by
|
|
Charlotte’s evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must
|
|
be often forgotten.
|
|
|
|
She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the
|
|
country. It was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when
|
|
Mr. Collins joining in, observed:
|
|
|
|
“Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady
|
|
Catherine de Bourgh on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need
|
|
not say you will be delighted with her. She is all affability and
|
|
condescension, and I doubt not but you will be honoured with some
|
|
portion of her notice when service is over. I have scarcely any
|
|
hesitation in saying she will include you and my sister Maria in
|
|
every invitation with which she honours us during your stay here.
|
|
Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is charming. We dine at
|
|
Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to walk home. Her
|
|
ladyship’s carriage is regularly ordered for us. I should say,
|
|
one of her ladyship’s carriages, for she has several.”
|
|
|
|
“Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman indeed,”
|
|
added Charlotte, “and a most attentive neighbour.”
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“Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort
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of woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference.”
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The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news,
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and telling again what had already been written; and when it
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closed, Elizabeth, in the solitude of her chamber, had to
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meditate upon Charlotte’s degree of contentment, to understand
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her address in guiding, and composure in bearing with, her
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husband, and to acknowledge that it was all done very well. She
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had also to anticipate how her visit would pass, the quiet tenor
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of their usual employments, the vexatious interruptions of Mr.
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Collins, and the gaieties of their intercourse with Rosings. A
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lively imagination soon settled it all.
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About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting
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ready for a walk, a sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole
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house in confusion; and, after listening a moment, she heard
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somebody running up stairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly
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after her. She opened the door and met Maria in the landing
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place, who, breathless with agitation, cried out—
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“Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the
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dining-room, for there is such a sight to be seen! I will not
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tell you what it is. Make haste, and come down this moment.”
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Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing
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more, and down they ran into the dining-room, which fronted the
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lane, in quest of this wonder; It was two ladies stopping in a
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low phaeton at the garden gate.
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“And is this all?” cried Elizabeth. “I expected at least that the
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pigs were got into the garden, and here is nothing but Lady
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Catherine and her daughter.”
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“La! my dear,” said Maria, quite shocked at the mistake, “it is
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not Lady Catherine. The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives
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with them; the other is Miss de Bourgh. Only look at her. She is
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quite a little creature. Who would have thought that she could be
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so thin and small?”
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“She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all
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this wind. Why does she not come in?”
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“Oh, Charlotte says she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of
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favours when Miss de Bourgh comes in.”
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“I like her appearance,” said Elizabeth, struck with other ideas.
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“She looks sickly and cross. Yes, she will do for him very well.
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She will make him a very proper wife.”
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Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in
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conversation with the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth’s
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high diversion, was stationed in the doorway, in earnest
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contemplation of the greatness before him, and constantly bowing
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whenever Miss de Bourgh looked that way.
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At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on,
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and the others returned into the house. Mr. Collins no sooner saw
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the two girls than he began to congratulate them on their good
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fortune, which Charlotte explained by letting them know that the
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whole party was asked to dine at Rosings the next day.
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Mr. Collins’s triumph, in consequence of this invitation, was
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complete. The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness
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to his wondering visitors, and of letting them see her civility
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towards himself and his wife, was exactly what he had wished for;
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and that an opportunity of doing it should be given so soon, was
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such an instance of Lady Catherine’s condescension, as he knew
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not how to admire enough.
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“I confess,” said he, “that I should not have been at all
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surprised by her ladyship’s asking us on Sunday to drink tea and
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spend the evening at Rosings. I rather expected, from my
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knowledge of her affability, that it would happen. But who could
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have foreseen such an attention as this? Who could have imagined
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that we should receive an invitation to dine there (an
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invitation, moreover, including the whole party) so immediately
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after your arrival!”
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“I am the less surprised at what has happened,” replied Sir
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William, “from that knowledge of what the manners of the great
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really are, which my situation in life has allowed me to acquire.
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About the court, such instances of elegant breeding are not
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uncommon.”
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Scarcely anything was talked of the whole day or next morning but
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their visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was carefully instructing
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them in what they were to expect, that the sight of such rooms,
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|
so many servants, and so splendid a dinner, might not wholly
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|
overpower them.
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When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to
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Elizabeth—
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“Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel.
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Lady Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us
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which becomes herself and her daughter. I would advise you merely
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|
to put on whatever of your clothes is superior to the rest—there
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|
is no occasion for anything more. Lady Catherine will not think
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the worse of you for being simply dressed. She likes to have the
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|
distinction of rank preserved.”
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While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their
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|
different doors, to recommend their being quick, as Lady
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|
Catherine very much objected to be kept waiting for her dinner.
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Such formidable accounts of her ladyship, and her manner of
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|
living, quite frightened Maria Lucas who had been little used to
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|
company, and she looked forward to her introduction at Rosings
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|
with as much apprehension as her father had done to his
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presentation at St. James’s.
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As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a
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|
mile across the park. Every park has its beauty and its
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|
prospects; and Elizabeth saw much to be pleased with, though she
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|
could not be in such raptures as Mr. Collins expected the scene
|
|
to inspire, and was but slightly affected by his enumeration of
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|
the windows in front of the house, and his relation of what the
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|
glazing altogether had originally cost Sir Lewis de Bourgh.
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When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria’s alarm was every
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|
moment increasing, and even Sir William did not look perfectly
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|
calm. Elizabeth’s courage did not fail her. She had heard nothing
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|
of Lady Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary
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|
talents or miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money
|
|
or rank she thought she could witness without trepidation.
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From the entrance-hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a
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rapturous air, the fine proportion and the finished ornaments,
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|
they followed the servants through an ante-chamber, to the room
|
|
where Lady Catherine, her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were
|
|
sitting. Her ladyship, with great condescension, arose to receive
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|
them; and as Mrs. Collins had settled it with her husband that
|
|
the office of introduction should be hers, it was performed in a
|
|
proper manner, without any of those apologies and thanks which he
|
|
would have thought necessary.
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|
In spite of having been at St. James’s, Sir William was so
|
|
completely awed by the grandeur surrounding him, that he had but
|
|
just courage enough to make a very low bow, and take his seat
|
|
without saying a word; and his daughter, frightened almost out of
|
|
her senses, sat on the edge of her chair, not knowing which way
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|
to look. Elizabeth found herself quite equal to the scene, and
|
|
could observe the three ladies before her composedly. Lady
|
|
Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked features,
|
|
which might once have been handsome. Her air was not
|
|
conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them such as to
|
|
make her visitors forget their inferior rank. She was not
|
|
rendered formidable by silence; but whatever she said was spoken
|
|
in so authoritative a tone, as marked her self-importance, and
|
|
brought Mr. Wickham immediately to Elizabeth’s mind; and from the
|
|
observation of the day altogether, she believed Lady Catherine to
|
|
be exactly what he represented.
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|
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|
When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and
|
|
deportment she soon found some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she
|
|
turned her eyes on the daughter, she could almost have joined in
|
|
Maria’s astonishment at her being so thin and so small. There was
|
|
neither in figure nor face any likeness between the ladies. Miss
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|
de Bourgh was pale and sickly; her features, though not plain,
|
|
were insignificant; and she spoke very little, except in a low
|
|
voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson, in whose appearance there was nothing
|
|
remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening to what she
|
|
said, and placing a screen in the proper direction before her
|
|
eyes.
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|
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|
After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the
|
|
windows to admire the view, Mr. Collins attending them to point
|
|
out its beauties, and Lady Catherine kindly informing them that
|
|
it was much better worth looking at in the summer.
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|
The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the
|
|
servants and all the articles of plate which Mr. Collins had
|
|
promised; and, as he had likewise foretold, he took his seat at
|
|
the bottom of the table, by her ladyship’s desire, and looked as
|
|
if he felt that life could furnish nothing greater. He carved,
|
|
and ate, and praised with delighted alacrity; and every dish was
|
|
commended, first by him and then by Sir William, who was now
|
|
enough recovered to echo whatever his son-in-law said, in a
|
|
manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear. But
|
|
Lady Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration,
|
|
and gave most gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the
|
|
table proved a novelty to them. The party did not supply much
|
|
conversation. Elizabeth was ready to speak whenever there was an
|
|
opening, but she was seated between Charlotte and Miss de
|
|
Bourgh—the former of whom was engaged in listening to Lady
|
|
Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all dinner-time.
|
|
Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how little Miss
|
|
de Bourgh ate, pressing her to try some other dish, and fearing
|
|
she was indisposed. Maria thought speaking out of the question,
|
|
and the gentlemen did nothing but eat and admire.
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|
|
|
When the ladies returned to the drawing-room, there was little to
|
|
be done but to hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without
|
|
any intermission till coffee came in, delivering her opinion on
|
|
every subject in so decisive a manner, as proved that she was not
|
|
used to have her judgement controverted. She inquired into
|
|
Charlotte’s domestic concerns familiarly and minutely, gave her a
|
|
great deal of advice as to the management of them all; told her
|
|
how everything ought to be regulated in so small a family as
|
|
hers, and instructed her as to the care of her cows and her
|
|
poultry. Elizabeth found that nothing was beneath this great
|
|
lady’s attention, which could furnish her with an occasion of
|
|
dictating to others. In the intervals of her discourse with Mrs.
|
|
Collins, she addressed a variety of questions to Maria and
|
|
Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose connections she
|
|
knew the least, and who she observed to Mrs. Collins was a very
|
|
genteel, pretty kind of girl. She asked her, at different times,
|
|
how many sisters she had, whether they were older or younger than
|
|
herself, whether any of them were likely to be married, whether
|
|
they were handsome, where they had been educated, what carriage
|
|
her father kept, and what had been her mother’s maiden name?
|
|
Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of her questions but answered
|
|
them very composedly. Lady Catherine then observed,
|
|
|
|
“Your father’s estate is entailed on Mr. Collins, I think. For
|
|
your sake,” turning to Charlotte, “I am glad of it; but otherwise
|
|
I see no occasion for entailing estates from the female line. It
|
|
was not thought necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh’s family. Do you
|
|
play and sing, Miss Bennet?”
|
|
|
|
“A little.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! then—some time or other we shall be happy to hear you. Our
|
|
instrument is a capital one, probably superior to——You shall try
|
|
it some day. Do your sisters play and sing?”
|
|
|
|
“One of them does.”
|
|
|
|
“Why did not you all learn? You ought all to have learned. The
|
|
Miss Webbs all play, and their father has not so good an income
|
|
as yours. Do you draw?”
|
|
|
|
“No, not at all.”
|
|
|
|
“What, none of you?”
|
|
|
|
“Not one.”
|
|
|
|
“That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity. Your
|
|
mother should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit
|
|
of masters.”
|
|
|
|
“My mother would have had no objection, but my father hates
|
|
London.”
|
|
|
|
“Has your governess left you?”
|
|
|
|
“We never had any governess.”
|
|
|
|
“No governess! How was that possible? Five daughters brought up
|
|
at home without a governess! I never heard of such a thing. Your
|
|
mother must have been quite a slave to your education.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could hardly help smiling as she assured her that had
|
|
not been the case.
|
|
|
|
“Then, who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess,
|
|
you must have been neglected.”
|
|
|
|
“Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us
|
|
as wished to learn never wanted the means. We were always
|
|
encouraged to read, and had all the masters that were necessary.
|
|
Those who chose to be idle, certainly might.”
|
|
|
|
“Aye, no doubt; but that is what a governess will prevent, and if
|
|
I had known your mother, I should have advised her most
|
|
strenuously to engage one. I always say that nothing is to be
|
|
done in education without steady and regular instruction, and
|
|
nobody but a governess can give it. It is wonderful how many
|
|
families I have been the means of supplying in that way. I am
|
|
always glad to get a young person well placed out. Four nieces of
|
|
Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means;
|
|
and it was but the other day that I recommended another young
|
|
person, who was merely accidentally mentioned to me, and the
|
|
family are quite delighted with her. Mrs. Collins, did I tell you
|
|
of Lady Metcalf’s calling yesterday to thank me? She finds Miss
|
|
Pope a treasure. ‘Lady Catherine,’ said she, ‘you have given me a
|
|
treasure.’ Are any of your younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, ma’am, all.”
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|
|
|
“All! What, all five out at once? Very odd! And you only the
|
|
second. The younger ones out before the elder ones are married!
|
|
Your younger sisters must be very young?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, my youngest is not sixteen. Perhaps she is full young to
|
|
be much in company. But really, ma’am, I think it would be very
|
|
hard upon younger sisters, that they should not have their share
|
|
of society and amusement, because the elder may not have the
|
|
means or inclination to marry early. The last-born has as good a
|
|
right to the pleasures of youth as the first. And to be kept back
|
|
on such a motive! I think it would not be very likely to
|
|
promote sisterly affection or delicacy of mind.”
|
|
|
|
“Upon my word,” said her ladyship, “you give your opinion very
|
|
decidedly for so young a person. Pray, what is your age?”
|
|
|
|
“With three younger sisters grown up,” replied Elizabeth,
|
|
smiling, “your ladyship can hardly expect me to own it.”
|
|
|
|
Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct
|
|
answer; and Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature
|
|
who had ever dared to trifle with so much dignified impertinence.
|
|
|
|
“You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure, therefore you need
|
|
not conceal your age.”
|
|
|
|
“I am not one-and-twenty.”
|
|
|
|
When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea was over, the
|
|
card-tables were placed. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and
|
|
Mrs. Collins sat down to quadrille; and as Miss de Bourgh chose
|
|
to play at cassino, the two girls had the honour of assisting
|
|
Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her party. Their table was
|
|
superlatively stupid. Scarcely a syllable was uttered that did
|
|
not relate to the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson expressed her
|
|
fears of Miss de Bourgh’s being too hot or too cold, or having
|
|
too much or too little light. A great deal more passed at the
|
|
other table. Lady Catherine was generally speaking—stating the
|
|
mistakes of the three others, or relating some anecdote of
|
|
herself. Mr. Collins was employed in agreeing to everything her
|
|
ladyship said, thanking her for every fish he won, and
|
|
apologising if he thought he won too many. Sir William did not
|
|
say much. He was storing his memory with anecdotes and noble
|
|
names.
|
|
|
|
When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they
|
|
chose, the tables were broken up, the carriage was offered to
|
|
Mrs. Collins, gratefully accepted and immediately ordered. The
|
|
party then gathered round the fire to hear Lady Catherine
|
|
determine what weather they were to have on the morrow. From
|
|
these instructions they were summoned by the arrival of the
|
|
coach; and with many speeches of thankfulness on Mr. Collins’s
|
|
side and as many bows on Sir William’s they departed. As soon as
|
|
they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her
|
|
cousin to give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings,
|
|
which, for Charlotte’s sake, she made more favourable than it
|
|
really was. But her commendation, though costing her some
|
|
trouble, could by no means satisfy Mr. Collins, and he was very
|
|
soon obliged to take her ladyship’s praise into his own hands.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford, but his visit was
|
|
long enough to convince him of his daughter’s being most
|
|
comfortably settled, and of her possessing such a husband and
|
|
such a neighbour as were not often met with. While Sir William
|
|
was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his morning to driving him out
|
|
in his gig, and showing him the country; but when he went away,
|
|
the whole family returned to their usual employments, and
|
|
Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her
|
|
cousin by the alteration, for the chief of the time between
|
|
breakfast and dinner was now passed by him either at work in the
|
|
garden or in reading and writing, and looking out of the window
|
|
in his own book-room, which fronted the road. The room in which
|
|
the ladies sat was backwards. Elizabeth had at first rather
|
|
wondered that Charlotte should not prefer the dining-parlour for
|
|
common use; it was a better sized room, and had a more pleasant
|
|
aspect; but she soon saw that her friend had an excellent reason
|
|
for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been
|
|
much less in his own apartment, had they sat in one equally
|
|
lively; and she gave Charlotte credit for the arrangement.
|
|
|
|
From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane,
|
|
and were indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what
|
|
carriages went along, and how often especially Miss de Bourgh
|
|
drove by in her phaeton, which he never failed coming to inform
|
|
them of, though it happened almost every day. She not
|
|
unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and had a few minutes’
|
|
conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever prevailed upon
|
|
to get out.
|
|
|
|
Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to
|
|
Rosings, and not many in which his wife did not think it
|
|
necessary to go likewise; and till Elizabeth recollected that
|
|
there might be other family livings to be disposed of, she could
|
|
not understand the sacrifice of so many hours. Now and then they
|
|
were honoured with a call from her ladyship, and nothing escaped
|
|
her observation that was passing in the room during these visits.
|
|
She examined into their employments, looked at their work, and
|
|
advised them to do it differently; found fault with the
|
|
arrangement of the furniture; or detected the housemaid in
|
|
negligence; and if she accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it
|
|
only for the sake of finding out that Mrs. Collins’s joints of
|
|
meat were too large for her family.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth soon perceived, that though this great lady was not in
|
|
commission of the peace of the county, she was a most active
|
|
magistrate in her own parish, the minutest concerns of which were
|
|
carried to her by Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers
|
|
were disposed to be quarrelsome, discontented, or too poor, she
|
|
sallied forth into the village to settle their differences,
|
|
silence their complaints, and scold them into harmony and plenty.
|
|
|
|
The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a
|
|
week; and, allowing for the loss of Sir William, and there being
|
|
only one card-table in the evening, every such entertainment was
|
|
the counterpart of the first. Their other engagements were few,
|
|
as the style of living in the neighbourhood in general was beyond
|
|
Mr. Collins’s reach. This, however, was no evil to Elizabeth, and
|
|
upon the whole she spent her time comfortably enough; there were
|
|
half-hours of pleasant conversation with Charlotte, and the
|
|
weather was so fine for the time of year that she had often great
|
|
enjoyment out of doors. Her favourite walk, and where she
|
|
frequently went while the others were calling on Lady Catherine,
|
|
was along the open grove which edged that side of the park, where
|
|
there was a nice sheltered path, which no one seemed to value but
|
|
herself, and where she felt beyond the reach of Lady Catherine’s
|
|
curiosity.
|
|
|
|
In this quiet way, the first fortnight of her visit soon passed
|
|
away. Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it was to
|
|
bring an addition to the family at Rosings, which in so small a
|
|
circle must be important. Elizabeth had heard soon after her
|
|
arrival that Mr. Darcy was expected there in the course of a few
|
|
weeks, and though there were not many of her acquaintances whom
|
|
she did not prefer, his coming would furnish one comparatively
|
|
new to look at in their Rosings parties, and she might be amused
|
|
in seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley’s designs on him were, by his
|
|
behaviour to his cousin, for whom he was evidently destined by
|
|
Lady Catherine, who talked of his coming with the greatest
|
|
satisfaction, spoke of him in terms of the highest admiration,
|
|
and seemed almost angry to find that he had already been
|
|
frequently seen by Miss Lucas and herself.
|
|
|
|
His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage; for Mr. Collins was
|
|
walking the whole morning within view of the lodges opening into
|
|
Hunsford Lane, in order to have the earliest assurance of it, and
|
|
after making his bow as the carriage turned into the Park,
|
|
hurried home with the great intelligence. On the following
|
|
morning he hastened to Rosings to pay his respects. There were
|
|
two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for Mr. Darcy had
|
|
brought with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his
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uncle Lord ——, and, to the great surprise of all the party, when
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Mr. Collins returned, the gentlemen accompanied him. Charlotte
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had seen them from her husband’s room, crossing the road, and
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immediately running into the other, told the girls what an honour
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they might expect, adding:
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“I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility. Mr. Darcy
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would never have come so soon to wait upon me.”
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Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the
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compliment, before their approach was announced by the door-bell,
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and shortly afterwards the three gentlemen entered the room.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam, who led the way, was about thirty, not
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handsome, but in person and address most truly the gentleman. Mr.
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Darcy looked just as he had been used to look in
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Hertfordshire—paid his compliments, with his usual reserve, to
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Mrs. Collins, and whatever might be his feelings toward her
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friend, met her with every appearance of composure. Elizabeth
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merely curtseyed to him without saying a word.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly with the
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readiness and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very
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pleasantly; but his cousin, after having addressed a slight
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|
observation on the house and garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some
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|
time without speaking to anybody. At length, however, his
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civility was so far awakened as to inquire of Elizabeth after the
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health of her family. She answered him in the usual way, and
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after a moment’s pause, added:
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“My eldest sister has been in town these three months. Have you
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never happened to see her there?”
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She was perfectly sensible that he never had; but she wished to
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see whether he would betray any consciousness of what had passed
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between the Bingleys and Jane, and she thought he looked a little
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confused as he answered that he had never been so fortunate as to
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meet Miss Bennet. The subject was pursued no farther, and the
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gentlemen soon afterwards went away.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners were very much admired at the
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Parsonage, and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably
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to the pleasures of their engagements at Rosings. It was some
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days, however, before they received any invitation thither—for
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while there were visitors in the house, they could not be
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necessary; and it was not till Easter-day, almost a week after
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the gentlemen’s arrival, that they were honoured by such an
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attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to
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come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very
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little of Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had
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called at the Parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr.
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Darcy they had seen only at church.
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The invitation was accepted of course, and at a proper hour they
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joined the party in Lady Catherine’s drawing-room. Her ladyship
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received them civilly, but it was plain that their company was by
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no means so acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she
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was, in fact, almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them,
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especially to Darcy, much more than to any other person in the
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|
room.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them; anything was
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|
a welcome relief to him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins’s pretty
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|
friend had moreover caught his fancy very much. He now seated
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|
himself by her, and talked so agreeably of Kent and
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|
Hertfordshire, of travelling and staying at home, of new books
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|
and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so well entertained
|
|
in that room before; and they conversed with so much spirit and
|
|
flow, as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, as well
|
|
as of Mr. Darcy. His eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned
|
|
towards them with a look of curiosity; and that her ladyship,
|
|
after a while, shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged,
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for she did not scruple to call out:
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“What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are
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talking of? What are you telling Miss Bennet? Let me hear what it
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is.”
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“We are speaking of music, madam,” said he, when no longer able
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to avoid a reply.
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“Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my
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|
delight. I must have my share in the conversation if you are
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|
speaking of music. There are few people in England, I suppose,
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who have more true enjoyment of music than myself, or a better
|
|
natural taste. If I had ever learnt, I should have been a great
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|
proficient. And so would Anne, if her health had allowed her to
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apply. I am confident that she would have performed delightfully.
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|
How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?”
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Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister’s
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proficiency.
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“I am very glad to hear such a good account of her,” said Lady
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|
Catherine; “and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to
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excel if she does not practice a good deal.”
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“I assure you, madam,” he replied, “that she does not need such
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|
advice. She practises very constantly.”
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“So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next
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|
write to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any
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|
account. I often tell young ladies that no excellence in music is
|
|
to be acquired without constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet
|
|
several times, that she will never play really well unless she
|
|
practises more; and though Mrs. Collins has no instrument, she is
|
|
very welcome, as I have often told her, to come to Rosings every
|
|
day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs. Jenkinson’s room. She
|
|
would be in nobody’s way, you know, in that part of the house.”
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Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt’s ill-breeding, and
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|
made no answer.
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|
When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of
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|
having promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the
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|
instrument. He drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine listened to
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|
half a song, and then talked, as before, to her other nephew;
|
|
till the latter walked away from her, and making with his usual
|
|
deliberation towards the pianoforte stationed himself so as to
|
|
command a full view of the fair performer’s countenance.
|
|
Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first convenient
|
|
pause, turned to him with an arch smile, and said:
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|
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“You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state
|
|
to hear me? I will not be alarmed though your sister does play
|
|
so well. There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to
|
|
be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises at
|
|
every attempt to intimidate me.”
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|
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|
“I shall not say you are mistaken,” he replied, “because you
|
|
could not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming
|
|
you; and I have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough
|
|
to know that you find great enjoyment in occasionally professing
|
|
opinions which in fact are not your own.”
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|
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|
Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said
|
|
to Colonel Fitzwilliam, “Your cousin will give you a very pretty
|
|
notion of me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am
|
|
particularly unlucky in meeting with a person so able to expose
|
|
my real character, in a part of the world where I had hoped to
|
|
pass myself off with some degree of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it
|
|
is very ungenerous in you to mention all that you knew to my
|
|
disadvantage in Hertfordshire—and, give me leave to say, very
|
|
impolitic too—for it is provoking me to retaliate, and such
|
|
things may come out as will shock your relations to hear.”
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|
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|
“I am not afraid of you,” said he, smilingly.
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|
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|
“Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of,” cried Colonel
|
|
Fitzwilliam. “I should like to know how he behaves among
|
|
strangers.”
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|
|
|
“You shall hear then—but prepare yourself for something very
|
|
dreadful. The first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire,
|
|
you must know, was at a ball—and at this ball, what do you think
|
|
he did? He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce;
|
|
and, to my certain knowledge, more than one young lady was
|
|
sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy, you cannot deny the
|
|
fact.”
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|
|
|
“I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the
|
|
assembly beyond my own party.”
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|
|
|
“True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball-room. Well,
|
|
Colonel Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your
|
|
orders.”
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|
|
|
“Perhaps,” said Darcy, “I should have judged better, had I sought
|
|
an introduction; but I am ill-qualified to recommend myself to
|
|
strangers.”
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|
|
|
“Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?” said Elizabeth,
|
|
still addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. “Shall we ask him why a man
|
|
of sense and education, and who has lived in the world, is ill
|
|
qualified to recommend himself to strangers?”
|
|
|
|
“I can answer your question,” said Fitzwilliam, “without applying
|
|
to him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble.”
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|
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|
“I certainly have not the talent which some people possess,” said
|
|
Darcy, “of conversing easily with those I have never seen before.
|
|
I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested
|
|
in their concerns, as I often see done.”
|
|
|
|
“My fingers,” said Elizabeth, “do not move over this instrument
|
|
in the masterly manner which I see so many women’s do. They have
|
|
not the same force or rapidity, and do not produce the same
|
|
expression. But then I have always supposed it to be my own
|
|
fault—because I will not take the trouble of practising. It is
|
|
not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other
|
|
woman’s of superior execution.”
|
|
|
|
Darcy smiled and said, “You are perfectly right. You have
|
|
employed your time much better. No one admitted to the privilege
|
|
of hearing you can think anything wanting. We neither of us
|
|
perform to strangers.”
|
|
|
|
Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to
|
|
know what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began
|
|
playing again. Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening
|
|
for a few minutes, said to Darcy:
|
|
|
|
“Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more,
|
|
and could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very
|
|
good notion of fingering, though her taste is not equal to
|
|
Anne’s. Anne would have been a delightful performer, had her
|
|
health allowed her to learn.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his
|
|
cousin’s praise; but neither at that moment nor at any other
|
|
could she discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his
|
|
behaviour to Miss de Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss
|
|
Bingley, that he might have been just as likely to marry her,
|
|
had she been his relation.
|
|
|
|
Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth’s performance,
|
|
mixing with them many instructions on execution and taste.
|
|
Elizabeth received them with all the forbearance of civility,
|
|
and, at the request of the gentlemen, remained at the instrument
|
|
till her ladyship’s carriage was ready to take them all home.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to
|
|
Jane while Mrs. Collins and Maria were gone on business into the
|
|
village, when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain
|
|
signal of a visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it
|
|
not unlikely to be Lady Catherine, and under that apprehension
|
|
was putting away her half-finished letter that she might escape
|
|
all impertinent questions, when the door opened, and, to her very
|
|
great surprise, Mr. Darcy, and Mr. Darcy only, entered the room.
|
|
|
|
He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologised for
|
|
his intrusion by letting her know that he had understood all the
|
|
ladies were to be within.
|
|
|
|
They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were
|
|
made, seemed in danger of sinking into total silence. It was
|
|
absolutely necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in
|
|
this emergence recollecting when she had seen him last in
|
|
Hertfordshire, and feeling curious to know what he would say on
|
|
the subject of their hasty departure, she observed:
|
|
|
|
“How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr.
|
|
Darcy! It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley
|
|
to see you all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he
|
|
went but the day before. He and his sisters were well, I hope,
|
|
when you left London?”
|
|
|
|
“Perfectly so, I thank you.”
|
|
|
|
She found that she was to receive no other answer, and, after a
|
|
short pause added:
|
|
|
|
“I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of
|
|
ever returning to Netherfield again?”
|
|
|
|
“I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may
|
|
spend very little of his time there in the future. He has many
|
|
friends, and is at a time of life when friends and engagements
|
|
are continually increasing.”
|
|
|
|
“If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better
|
|
for the neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely,
|
|
for then we might possibly get a settled family there. But,
|
|
perhaps, Mr. Bingley did not take the house so much for the
|
|
convenience of the neighbourhood as for his own, and we must
|
|
expect him to keep it or quit it on the same principle.”
|
|
|
|
“I should not be surprised,” said Darcy, “if he were to give it
|
|
up as soon as any eligible purchase offers.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his
|
|
friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to
|
|
leave the trouble of finding a subject to him.
|
|
|
|
He took the hint, and soon began with, “This seems a very
|
|
comfortable house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to
|
|
it when Mr. Collins first came to Hunsford.”
|
|
|
|
“I believe she did—and I am sure she could not have bestowed her
|
|
kindness on a more grateful object.”
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Collins appears to be very fortunate in his choice of a
|
|
wife.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, indeed, his friends may well rejoice in his having met with
|
|
one of the very few sensible women who would have accepted him,
|
|
or have made him happy if they had. My friend has an excellent
|
|
understanding—though I am not certain that I consider her
|
|
marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest thing she ever did. She seems
|
|
perfectly happy, however, and in a prudential light it is
|
|
certainly a very good match for her.”
|
|
|
|
“It must be very agreeable for her to be settled within so easy a
|
|
distance of her own family and friends.”
|
|
|
|
“An easy distance, do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles.”
|
|
|
|
“And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a
|
|
day’s journey. Yes, I call it a very easy distance.”
|
|
|
|
“I should never have considered the distance as one of the
|
|
advantages of the match,” cried Elizabeth. “I should never have
|
|
said Mrs. Collins was settled near her family.”
|
|
|
|
“It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Anything
|
|
beyond the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would
|
|
appear far.”
|
|
|
|
As he spoke there was a sort of smile which Elizabeth fancied she
|
|
understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and
|
|
Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered:
|
|
|
|
“I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near
|
|
her family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on
|
|
many varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the
|
|
expenses of travelling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But
|
|
that is not the case here. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a
|
|
comfortable income, but not such a one as will allow of frequent
|
|
journeys—and I am persuaded my friend would not call herself
|
|
near her family under less than half the present distance.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, “You
|
|
cannot have a right to such very strong local attachment. You
|
|
cannot have been always at Longbourn.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change
|
|
of feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the
|
|
table, and glancing over it, said, in a colder voice:
|
|
|
|
“Are you pleased with Kent?”
|
|
|
|
A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either
|
|
side calm and concise—and soon put an end to by the entrance of
|
|
Charlotte and her sister, just returned from her walk. The
|
|
tête-à-tête surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which
|
|
had occasioned his intruding on Miss Bennet, and after sitting a
|
|
few minutes longer without saying much to anybody, went away.
|
|
|
|
“What can be the meaning of this?” said Charlotte, as soon as he
|
|
was gone. “My dear, Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he
|
|
would never have called us in this familiar way.”
|
|
|
|
But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very
|
|
likely, even to Charlotte’s wishes, to be the case; and after
|
|
various conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to
|
|
proceed from the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was
|
|
the more probable from the time of year. All field sports were
|
|
over. Within doors there was Lady Catherine, books, and a
|
|
billiard-table, but gentlemen cannot always be within doors; and
|
|
in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the pleasantness of the walk
|
|
to it, or of the people who lived in it, the two cousins found a
|
|
temptation from this period of walking thither almost every day.
|
|
They called at various times of the morning, sometimes
|
|
separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by
|
|
their aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam
|
|
came because he had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which
|
|
of course recommended him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded
|
|
by her own satisfaction in being with him, as well as by his
|
|
evident admiration of her, of her former favourite George
|
|
Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less
|
|
captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners, she
|
|
believed he might have the best informed mind.
|
|
|
|
But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage, it was more
|
|
difficult to understand. It could not be for society, as he
|
|
frequently sat there ten minutes together without opening his
|
|
lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity
|
|
rather than of choice—a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to
|
|
himself. He seldom appeared really animated. Mrs. Collins knew
|
|
not what to make of him. Colonel Fitzwilliam’s occasionally
|
|
laughing at his stupidity, proved that he was generally
|
|
different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told
|
|
her; and as she would liked to have believed this change the
|
|
effect of love, and the object of that love her friend Eliza, she
|
|
set herself seriously to work to find it out. She watched him
|
|
whenever they were at Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford;
|
|
but without much success. He certainly looked at her friend a
|
|
great deal, but the expression of that look was disputable. It
|
|
was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often doubted whether
|
|
there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it seemed nothing
|
|
but absence of mind.
|
|
|
|
She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of
|
|
his being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the
|
|
idea; and Mrs. Collins did not think it right to press the
|
|
subject, from the danger of raising expectations which might only
|
|
end in disappointment; for in her opinion it admitted not of a
|
|
doubt, that all her friend’s dislike would vanish, if she could
|
|
suppose him to be in her power.
|
|
|
|
In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her
|
|
marrying Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was beyond comparison the most
|
|
pleasant man; he certainly admired her, and his situation in life
|
|
was most eligible; but, to counterbalance these advantages, Mr.
|
|
Darcy had considerable patronage in the church, and his cousin
|
|
could have none at all.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
More than once did Elizabeth, in her ramble within the park,
|
|
unexpectedly meet Mr. Darcy. She felt all the perverseness of the
|
|
mischance that should bring him where no one else was brought,
|
|
and, to prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform him
|
|
at first that it was a favourite haunt of hers. How it could
|
|
occur a second time, therefore, was very odd! Yet it did, and
|
|
even a third. It seemed like wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary
|
|
penance, for on these occasions it was not merely a few formal
|
|
inquiries and an awkward pause and then away, but he actually
|
|
thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He never
|
|
said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of
|
|
talking or of listening much; but it struck her in the course of
|
|
their third rencontre that he was asking some odd unconnected
|
|
questions—about her pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of
|
|
solitary walks, and her opinion of Mr. and Mrs. Collins’s
|
|
happiness; and that in speaking of Rosings and her not perfectly
|
|
understanding the house, he seemed to expect that whenever she
|
|
came into Kent again she would be staying there too. His words
|
|
seemed to imply it. Could he have Colonel Fitzwilliam in his
|
|
thoughts? She supposed, if he meant anything, he must mean an
|
|
allusion to what might arise in that quarter. It distressed her a
|
|
little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in the
|
|
pales opposite the Parsonage.
|
|
|
|
She was engaged one day as she walked, in perusing Jane’s last
|
|
letter, and dwelling on some passages which proved that Jane had
|
|
not written in spirits, when, instead of being again surprised by
|
|
Mr. Darcy, she saw on looking up that Colonel Fitzwilliam was
|
|
meeting her. Putting away the letter immediately and forcing a
|
|
smile, she said:
|
|
|
|
“I did not know before that you ever walked this way.”
|
|
|
|
“I have been making the tour of the park,” he replied, “as I
|
|
generally do every year, and intend to close it with a call at
|
|
the Parsonage. Are you going much farther?”
|
|
|
|
“No, I should have turned in a moment.”
|
|
|
|
And accordingly she did turn, and they walked towards the
|
|
Parsonage together.
|
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“Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?” said she.
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“Yes—if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his
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disposal. He arranges the business just as he pleases.”
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“And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at
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least pleasure in the great power of choice. I do not know
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anybody who seems more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes
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than Mr. Darcy.”
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“He likes to have his own way very well,” replied Colonel
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Fitzwilliam. “But so we all do. It is only that he has better
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means of having it than many others, because he is rich, and many
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others are poor. I speak feelingly. A younger son, you know, must
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be inured to self-denial and dependence.”
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“In my opinion, the younger son of an earl can know very little
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of either. Now seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial
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and dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money
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from going wherever you chose, or procuring anything you had a
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fancy for?”
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“These are home questions—and perhaps I cannot say that I have
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experienced many hardships of that nature. But in matters of
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greater weight, I may suffer from want of money. Younger sons
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cannot marry where they like.”
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“Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very
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often do.”
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“Our habits of expense make us too dependent, and there are not
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many in my rank of life who can afford to marry without some
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attention to money.”
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“Is this,” thought Elizabeth, “meant for me?” and she coloured at
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the idea; but, recovering herself, said in a lively tone, “And
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pray, what is the usual price of an earl’s younger son? Unless
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the elder brother is very sickly, I suppose you would not ask
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above fifty thousand pounds.”
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He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped. To
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interrupt a silence which might make him fancy her affected with
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what had passed, she soon afterwards said:
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“I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the
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sake of having someone at his disposal. I wonder he does not
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marry, to secure a lasting convenience of that kind. But,
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perhaps, his sister does as well for the present, and, as she is
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under his sole care, he may do what he likes with her.”
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“No,” said Colonel Fitzwilliam, “that is an advantage which he
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must divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of
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Miss Darcy.”
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“Are you indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you make?
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Does your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age
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are sometimes a little difficult to manage, and if she has the
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true Darcy spirit, she may like to have her own way.”
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As she spoke she observed him looking at her earnestly; and the
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manner in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss
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Darcy likely to give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she
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had somehow or other got pretty near the truth. She directly
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replied:
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“You need not be frightened. I never heard any harm of her; and I
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dare say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world.
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She is a very great favourite with some ladies of my
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acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley. I think I have heard
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you say that you know them.”
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“I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentlemanlike
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man—he is a great friend of Darcy’s.”
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“Oh! yes,” said Elizabeth drily; “Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to
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Mr. Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.”
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“Care of him! Yes, I really believe Darcy does take care of him
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in those points where he most wants care. From something that he
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told me in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley
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very much indebted to him. But I ought to beg his pardon, for I
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have no right to suppose that Bingley was the person meant. It
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was all conjecture.”
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“What is it you mean?”
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“It is a circumstance which Darcy could not wish to be generally
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known, because if it were to get round to the lady’s family, it
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would be an unpleasant thing.”
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“You may depend upon my not mentioning it.”
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“And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be
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Bingley. What he told me was merely this: that he congratulated
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himself on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences
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of a most imprudent marriage, but without mentioning names or any
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other particulars, and I only suspected it to be Bingley from
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believing him the kind of young man to get into a scrape of that
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sort, and from knowing them to have been together the whole of
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last summer.”
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“Did Mr. Darcy give you reasons for this interference?”
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“I understood that there were some very strong objections against
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the lady.”
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“And what arts did he use to separate them?”
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“He did not talk to me of his own arts,” said Fitzwilliam,
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smiling. “He only told me what I have now told you.”
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Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with
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indignation. After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her
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why she was so thoughtful.
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“I am thinking of what you have been telling me,” said she. “Your
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cousin’s conduct does not suit my feelings. Why was he to be the
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judge?”
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“You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?”
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“I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety
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of his friend’s inclination, or why, upon his own judgement
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alone, he was to determine and direct in what manner his friend
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was to be happy. But,” she continued, recollecting herself, “as
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we know none of the particulars, it is not fair to condemn him.
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It is not to be supposed that there was much affection in the
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case.”
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“That is not an unnatural surmise,” said Fitzwilliam, “but it is
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a lessening of the honour of my cousin’s triumph very sadly.”
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This was spoken jestingly; but it appeared to her so just a
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|
picture of Mr. Darcy, that she would not trust herself with an
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|
answer, and therefore, abruptly changing the conversation talked
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|
on indifferent matters until they reached the Parsonage. There,
|
|
shut into her own room, as soon as their visitor left them, she
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|
could think without interruption of all that she had heard. It
|
|
was not to be supposed that any other people could be meant than
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|
those with whom she was connected. There could not exist in the
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|
world two men over whom Mr. Darcy could have such boundless
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|
influence. That he had been concerned in the measures taken to
|
|
separate Bingley and Jane she had never doubted; but she had
|
|
always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and
|
|
arrangement of them. If his own vanity, however, did not mislead
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|
him, he was the cause, his pride and caprice were the cause, of
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|
all that Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had
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|
ruined for a while every hope of happiness for the most
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|
affectionate, generous heart in the world; and no one could say
|
|
how lasting an evil he might have inflicted.
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“There were some very strong objections against the lady,” were
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|
Colonel Fitzwilliam’s words; and those strong objections probably
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|
were, her having one uncle who was a country attorney, and
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|
another who was in business in London.
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“To Jane herself,” she exclaimed, “there could be no possibility
|
|
of objection; all loveliness and goodness as she is!—her
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|
understanding excellent, her mind improved, and her manners
|
|
captivating. Neither could anything be urged against my father,
|
|
who, though with some peculiarities, has abilities Mr. Darcy
|
|
himself need not disdain, and respectability which he will
|
|
probably never reach.” When she thought of her mother, her
|
|
confidence gave way a little; but she would not allow that any
|
|
objections there had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose
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|
pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from the
|
|
want of importance in his friend’s connections, than from their
|
|
want of sense; and she was quite decided, at last, that he had
|
|
been partly governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by
|
|
the wish of retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.
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|
The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned, brought on
|
|
a headache; and it grew so much worse towards the evening, that,
|
|
added to her unwillingness to see Mr. Darcy, it determined her
|
|
not to attend her cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to
|
|
drink tea. Mrs. Collins, seeing that she was really unwell, did
|
|
not press her to go and as much as possible prevented her husband
|
|
from pressing her; but Mr. Collins could not conceal his
|
|
apprehension of Lady Catherine’s being rather displeased by her
|
|
staying at home.
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|
When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate
|
|
herself as much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her
|
|
employment the examination of all the letters which Jane had
|
|
written to her since her being in Kent. They contained no actual
|
|
complaint, nor was there any revival of past occurrences, or any
|
|
communication of present suffering. But in all, and in almost
|
|
every line of each, there was a want of that cheerfulness which
|
|
had been used to characterise her style, and which, proceeding
|
|
from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself and kindly
|
|
disposed towards everyone, had been scarcely ever clouded.
|
|
Elizabeth noticed every sentence conveying the idea of
|
|
uneasiness, with an attention which it had hardly received on the
|
|
first perusal. Mr. Darcy’s shameful boast of what misery he had
|
|
been able to inflict, gave her a keener sense of her sister’s
|
|
sufferings. It was some consolation to think that his visit to
|
|
Rosings was to end on the day after the next—and, a still
|
|
greater, that in less than a fortnight she should herself be with
|
|
Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of her
|
|
spirits, by all that affection could do.
|
|
|
|
She could not think of Darcy’s leaving Kent without remembering
|
|
that his cousin was to go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had
|
|
made it clear that he had no intentions at all, and agreeable as
|
|
he was, she did not mean to be unhappy about him.
|
|
|
|
While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound
|
|
of the door-bell, and her spirits were a little fluttered by the
|
|
idea of its being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once
|
|
before called late in the evening, and might now come to inquire
|
|
particularly after her. But this idea was soon banished, and her
|
|
spirits were very differently affected, when, to her utter
|
|
amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room. In an hurried
|
|
manner he immediately began an inquiry after her health, imputing
|
|
his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better. She answered
|
|
him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and then
|
|
getting up, walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but
|
|
said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came
|
|
towards her in an agitated manner, and thus began:
|
|
|
|
“In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not
|
|
be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire
|
|
and love you.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth’s astonishment was beyond expression. She stared,
|
|
coloured, doubted, and was silent. This he considered sufficient
|
|
encouragement; and the avowal of all that he felt, and had long
|
|
felt for her, immediately followed. He spoke well; but there were
|
|
feelings besides those of the heart to be detailed; and he was
|
|
not more eloquent on the subject of tenderness than of pride. His
|
|
sense of her inferiority—of its being a degradation—of the family
|
|
obstacles which had always opposed to inclination, were dwelt on
|
|
with a warmth which seemed due to the consequence he was
|
|
wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his suit.
|
|
|
|
In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be
|
|
insensible to the compliment of such a man’s affection, and
|
|
though her intentions did not vary for an instant, she was at
|
|
first sorry for the pain he was to receive; till, roused to
|
|
resentment by his subsequent language, she lost all compassion in
|
|
anger. She tried, however, to compose herself to answer him with
|
|
patience, when he should have done. He concluded with
|
|
representing to her the strength of that attachment which, in
|
|
spite of all his endeavours, he had found impossible to conquer;
|
|
and with expressing his hope that it would now be rewarded by her
|
|
acceptance of his hand. As he said this, she could easily see
|
|
that he had no doubt of a favourable answer. He spoke of
|
|
apprehension and anxiety, but his countenance expressed real
|
|
security. Such a circumstance could only exasperate farther, and,
|
|
when he ceased, the colour rose into her cheeks, and she said:
|
|
|
|
“In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to
|
|
express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however
|
|
unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation
|
|
should be felt, and if I could feel gratitude, I would now
|
|
thank you. But I cannot—I have never desired your good opinion,
|
|
and you have certainly bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry
|
|
to have occasioned pain to anyone. It has been most unconsciously
|
|
done, however, and I hope will be of short duration. The feelings
|
|
which, you tell me, have long prevented the acknowledgment of
|
|
your regard, can have little difficulty in overcoming it after
|
|
this explanation.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantelpiece with his eyes
|
|
fixed on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less
|
|
resentment than surprise. His complexion became pale with anger,
|
|
and the disturbance of his mind was visible in every feature. He
|
|
was struggling for the appearance of composure, and would not
|
|
open his lips till he believed himself to have attained it. The
|
|
pause was to Elizabeth’s feelings dreadful. At length, with a
|
|
voice of forced calmness, he said:
|
|
|
|
“And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of
|
|
expecting! I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so
|
|
little endeavour at civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of
|
|
small importance.”
|
|
|
|
“I might as well inquire,” replied she, “why with so evident a
|
|
desire of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that
|
|
you liked me against your will, against your reason, and even
|
|
against your character? Was not this some excuse for incivility,
|
|
if I was uncivil? But I have other provocations. You know I
|
|
have. Had not my feelings decided against you—had they been
|
|
indifferent, or had they even been favourable, do you think that
|
|
any consideration would tempt me to accept the man who has been
|
|
the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most
|
|
beloved sister?”
|
|
|
|
As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the
|
|
emotion was short, and he listened without attempting to
|
|
interrupt her while she continued:
|
|
|
|
“I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive
|
|
can excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted there. You
|
|
dare not, you cannot deny, that you have been the principal, if
|
|
not the only means of dividing them from each other—of exposing
|
|
one to the censure of the world for caprice and instability, and
|
|
the other to its derision for disappointed hopes, and involving
|
|
them both in misery of the acutest kind.”
|
|
|
|
She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was
|
|
listening with an air which proved him wholly unmoved by any
|
|
feeling of remorse. He even looked at her with a smile of
|
|
affected incredulity.
|
|
|
|
“Can you deny that you have done it?” she repeated.
|
|
|
|
With assumed tranquillity he then replied: “I have no wish of
|
|
denying that I did everything in my power to separate my friend
|
|
from your sister, or that I rejoice in my success. Towards him
|
|
I have been kinder than towards myself.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil
|
|
reflection, but its meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to
|
|
conciliate her.
|
|
|
|
“But it is not merely this affair,” she continued, “on which my
|
|
dislike is founded. Long before it had taken place my opinion of
|
|
you was decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which
|
|
I received many months ago from Mr. Wickham. On this subject,
|
|
what can you have to say? In what imaginary act of friendship can
|
|
you here defend yourself? or under what misrepresentation can you
|
|
here impose upon others?”
|
|
|
|
“You take an eager interest in that gentleman’s concerns,” said
|
|
Darcy, in a less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour.
|
|
|
|
“Who that knows what his misfortunes have been, can help feeling
|
|
an interest in him?”
|
|
|
|
“His misfortunes!” repeated Darcy contemptuously; “yes, his
|
|
misfortunes have been great indeed.”
|
|
|
|
“And of your infliction,” cried Elizabeth with energy. “You have
|
|
reduced him to his present state of poverty—comparative poverty.
|
|
You have withheld the advantages which you must know to have been
|
|
designed for him. You have deprived the best years of his life of
|
|
that independence which was no less his due than his desert. You
|
|
have done all this! and yet you can treat the mention of his
|
|
misfortune with contempt and ridicule.”
|
|
|
|
“And this,” cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the
|
|
room, “is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you
|
|
hold me! I thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults,
|
|
according to this calculation, are heavy indeed! But perhaps,”
|
|
added he, stopping in his walk, and turning towards her, “these
|
|
offenses might have been overlooked, had not your pride been hurt
|
|
by my honest confession of the scruples that had long prevented
|
|
my forming any serious design. These bitter accusations might
|
|
have been suppressed, had I, with greater policy, concealed my
|
|
struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my being impelled
|
|
by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by reflection,
|
|
by everything. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. Nor
|
|
am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and
|
|
just. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your
|
|
connections?—to congratulate myself on the hope of relations,
|
|
whose condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she
|
|
tried to the utmost to speak with composure when she said:
|
|
|
|
“You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of
|
|
your declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared
|
|
me the concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you
|
|
behaved in a more gentlemanlike manner.”
|
|
|
|
She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she
|
|
continued:
|
|
|
|
“You could not have made the offer of your hand in any possible
|
|
way that would have tempted me to accept it.”
|
|
|
|
Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an
|
|
expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on:
|
|
|
|
“From the very beginning—from the first moment, I may almost
|
|
say—of my acquaintance with you, your manners, impressing me with
|
|
the fullest belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your
|
|
selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form
|
|
the groundwork of disapprobation on which succeeding events have
|
|
built so immovable a dislike; and I had not known you a month
|
|
before I felt that you were the last man in the world whom I
|
|
could ever be prevailed on to marry.”
|
|
|
|
“You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your
|
|
feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have
|
|
been. Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and
|
|
accept my best wishes for your health and happiness.”
|
|
|
|
And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth
|
|
heard him the next moment open the front door and quit the house.
|
|
|
|
The tumult of her mind, was now painfully great. She knew not how
|
|
to support herself, and from actual weakness sat down and cried
|
|
for half-an-hour. Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had
|
|
passed, was increased by every review of it. That she should
|
|
receive an offer of marriage from Mr. Darcy! That he should have
|
|
been in love with her for so many months! So much in love as to
|
|
wish to marry her in spite of all the objections which had made
|
|
him prevent his friend’s marrying her sister, and which must
|
|
appear at least with equal force in his own case—was almost
|
|
incredible! It was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so
|
|
strong an affection. But his pride, his abominable pride—his
|
|
shameless avowal of what he had done with respect to Jane—his
|
|
unpardonable assurance in acknowledging, though he could not
|
|
justify it, and the unfeeling manner in which he had mentioned
|
|
Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not attempted to
|
|
deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his
|
|
attachment had for a moment excited. She continued in very
|
|
agitated reflections till the sound of Lady Catherine’s carriage
|
|
made her feel how unequal she was to encounter Charlotte’s
|
|
observation, and hurried her away to her room.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and
|
|
meditations which had at length closed her eyes. She could not
|
|
yet recover from the surprise of what had happened; it was
|
|
impossible to think of anything else; and, totally indisposed for
|
|
employment, she resolved, soon after breakfast, to indulge
|
|
herself in air and exercise. She was proceeding directly to her
|
|
favourite walk, when the recollection of Mr. Darcy’s sometimes
|
|
coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park, she
|
|
turned up the lane, which led farther from the turnpike-road. The
|
|
park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon
|
|
passed one of the gates into the ground.
|
|
|
|
After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she
|
|
was tempted, by the pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the
|
|
gates and look into the park. The five weeks which she had now
|
|
passed in Kent had made a great difference in the country, and
|
|
every day was adding to the verdure of the early trees. She was
|
|
on the point of continuing her walk, when she caught a glimpse of
|
|
a gentleman within the sort of grove which edged the park; he was
|
|
moving that way; and, fearful of its being Mr. Darcy, she was
|
|
directly retreating. But the person who advanced was now near
|
|
enough to see her, and stepping forward with eagerness,
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pronounced her name. She had turned away; but on hearing herself
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called, though in a voice which proved it to be Mr. Darcy, she
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moved again towards the gate. He had by that time reached it
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also, and, holding out a letter, which she instinctively took,
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said, with a look of haughty composure, “I have been walking in
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the grove some time in the hope of meeting you. Will you do me
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the honour of reading that letter?” And then, with a slight bow,
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turned again into the plantation, and was soon out of sight.
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With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest
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curiosity, Elizabeth opened the letter, and, to her still
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increasing wonder, perceived an envelope containing two sheets of
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letter-paper, written quite through, in a very close hand. The
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envelope itself was likewise full. Pursuing her way along the
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lane, she then began it. It was dated from Rosings, at eight
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o’clock in the morning, and was as follows:—
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“Be not alarmed, madam, on receiving this letter, by the
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apprehension of its containing any repetition of those sentiments
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or renewal of those offers which were last night so disgusting to
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you. I write without any intention of paining you, or humbling
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myself, by dwelling on wishes which, for the happiness of both,
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cannot be too soon forgotten; and the effort which the formation
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and the perusal of this letter must occasion, should have been
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spared, had not my character required it to be written and read.
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You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand your
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attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but
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I demand it of your justice.
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“Two offenses of a very different nature, and by no means of
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equal magnitude, you last night laid to my charge. The first
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mentioned was, that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I
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had detached Mr. Bingley from your sister, and the other, that I
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had, in defiance of various claims, in defiance of honour and
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|
humanity, ruined the immediate prosperity and blasted the
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prospects of Mr. Wickham. Wilfully and wantonly to have thrown
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off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged favourite of my
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|
father, a young man who had scarcely any other dependence than on
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our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect its
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|
exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two
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young persons, whose affection could be the growth of only a few
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|
weeks, could bear no comparison. But from the severity of that
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blame which was last night so liberally bestowed, respecting each
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circumstance, I shall hope to be in the future secured, when the
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|
following account of my actions and their motives has been read.
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If, in the explanation of them, which is due to myself, I am
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under the necessity of relating feelings which may be offensive
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to yours, I can only say that I am sorry. The necessity must be
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obeyed, and further apology would be absurd.
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“I had not been long in Hertfordshire, before I saw, in common
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|
with others, that Bingley preferred your elder sister to any
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|
other young woman in the country. But it was not till the evening
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|
of the dance at Netherfield that I had any apprehension of his
|
|
feeling a serious attachment. I had often seen him in love
|
|
before. At that ball, while I had the honour of dancing with you,
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|
I was first made acquainted, by Sir William Lucas’s accidental
|
|
information, that Bingley’s attentions to your sister had given
|
|
rise to a general expectation of their marriage. He spoke of it
|
|
as a certain event, of which the time alone could be undecided.
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|
From that moment I observed my friend’s behaviour attentively;
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|
and I could then perceive that his partiality for Miss Bennet was
|
|
beyond what I had ever witnessed in him. Your sister I also
|
|
watched. Her look and manners were open, cheerful, and engaging
|
|
as ever, but without any symptom of peculiar regard, and I
|
|
remained convinced from the evening’s scrutiny, that though she
|
|
received his attentions with pleasure, she did not invite them by
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|
any participation of sentiment. If you have not been mistaken
|
|
here, I must have been in error. Your superior knowledge of
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|
your sister must make the latter probable. If it be so, if I have
|
|
been misled by such error to inflict pain on her, your resentment
|
|
has not been unreasonable. But I shall not scruple to assert,
|
|
that the serenity of your sister’s countenance and air was such
|
|
as might have given the most acute observer a conviction that,
|
|
however amiable her temper, her heart was not likely to be easily
|
|
touched. That I was desirous of believing her indifferent is
|
|
certain—but I will venture to say that my investigation and
|
|
decisions are not usually influenced by my hopes or fears. I did
|
|
not believe her to be indifferent because I wished it; I believed
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|
it on impartial conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason. My
|
|
objections to the marriage were not merely those which I last
|
|
night acknowledged to have the utmost force of passion to put
|
|
aside, in my own case; the want of connection could not be so
|
|
great an evil to my friend as to me. But there were other causes
|
|
of repugnance; causes which, though still existing, and existing
|
|
to an equal degree in both instances, I had myself endeavoured to
|
|
forget, because they were not immediately before me. These causes
|
|
must be stated, though briefly. The situation of your mother’s
|
|
family, though objectionable, was nothing in comparison to that
|
|
total want of propriety so frequently, so almost uniformly
|
|
betrayed by herself, by your three younger sisters, and
|
|
occasionally even by your father. Pardon me. It pains me to
|
|
offend you. But amidst your concern for the defects of your
|
|
nearest relations, and your displeasure at this representation of
|
|
them, let it give you consolation to consider that, to have
|
|
conducted yourselves so as to avoid any share of the like
|
|
censure, is praise no less generally bestowed on you and your
|
|
elder sister, than it is honourable to the sense and disposition
|
|
of both. I will only say farther that from what passed that
|
|
evening, my opinion of all parties was confirmed, and every
|
|
inducement heightened which could have led me before, to preserve
|
|
my friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection. He left
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|
Netherfield for London, on the day following, as you, I am
|
|
certain, remember, with the design of soon returning.
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|
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|
“The part which I acted is now to be explained. His sisters’
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|
uneasiness had been equally excited with my own; our coincidence
|
|
of feeling was soon discovered, and, alike sensible that no time
|
|
was to be lost in detaching their brother, we shortly resolved on
|
|
joining him directly in London. We accordingly went—and there I
|
|
readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my friend the
|
|
certain evils of such a choice. I described, and enforced them
|
|
earnestly. But, however this remonstrance might have staggered or
|
|
delayed his determination, I do not suppose that it would
|
|
ultimately have prevented the marriage, had it not been seconded
|
|
by the assurance that I hesitated not in giving, of your sister’s
|
|
indifference. He had before believed her to return his affection
|
|
with sincere, if not with equal regard. But Bingley has great
|
|
natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgement than
|
|
on his own. To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived
|
|
himself, was no very difficult point. To persuade him against
|
|
returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been
|
|
given, was scarcely the work of a moment. I cannot blame myself
|
|
for having done thus much. There is but one part of my conduct in
|
|
the whole affair on which I do not reflect with satisfaction; it
|
|
is that I condescended to adopt the measures of art so far as to
|
|
conceal from him your sister’s being in town. I knew it myself,
|
|
as it was known to Miss Bingley; but her brother is even yet
|
|
ignorant of it. That they might have met without ill consequence
|
|
is perhaps probable; but his regard did not appear to me enough
|
|
extinguished for him to see her without some danger. Perhaps this
|
|
concealment, this disguise was beneath me; it is done, however,
|
|
and it was done for the best. On this subject I have nothing more
|
|
to say, no other apology to offer. If I have wounded your
|
|
sister’s feelings, it was unknowingly done and though the motives
|
|
which governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient,
|
|
I have not yet learnt to condemn them.
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|
|
|
“With respect to that other, more weighty accusation, of having
|
|
injured Mr. Wickham, I can only refute it by laying before you
|
|
the whole of his connection with my family. Of what he has
|
|
particularly accused me I am ignorant; but of the truth of what
|
|
I shall relate, I can summon more than one witness of undoubted
|
|
veracity.
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|
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|
“Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for
|
|
many years the management of all the Pemberley estates, and whose
|
|
good conduct in the discharge of his trust naturally inclined my
|
|
father to be of service to him; and on George Wickham, who was
|
|
his godson, his kindness was therefore liberally bestowed. My
|
|
father supported him at school, and afterwards at Cambridge—most
|
|
important assistance, as his own father, always poor from the
|
|
extravagance of his wife, would have been unable to give him a
|
|
gentleman’s education. My father was not only fond of this young
|
|
man’s society, whose manners were always engaging; he had also
|
|
the highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his
|
|
profession, intended to provide for him in it. As for myself, it
|
|
is many, many years since I first began to think of him in a very
|
|
different manner. The vicious propensities—the want of principle,
|
|
which he was careful to guard from the knowledge of his best
|
|
friend, could not escape the observation of a young man of nearly
|
|
the same age with himself, and who had opportunities of seeing
|
|
him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy could not have. Here
|
|
again I shall give you pain—to what degree you only can tell. But
|
|
whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham has created, a
|
|
suspicion of their nature shall not prevent me from unfolding his
|
|
real character—it adds even another motive.
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|
|
|
“My excellent father died about five years ago; and his
|
|
attachment to Mr. Wickham was to the last so steady, that in his
|
|
will he particularly recommended it to me, to promote his
|
|
advancement in the best manner that his profession might
|
|
allow—and if he took orders, desired that a valuable family
|
|
living might be his as soon as it became vacant. There was also a
|
|
legacy of one thousand pounds. His own father did not long
|
|
survive mine, and within half a year from these events, Mr.
|
|
Wickham wrote to inform me that, having finally resolved against
|
|
taking orders, he hoped I should not think it unreasonable for
|
|
him to expect some more immediate pecuniary advantage, in lieu of
|
|
the preferment, by which he could not be benefited. He had some
|
|
intention, he added, of studying law, and I must be aware that
|
|
the interest of one thousand pounds would be a very insufficient
|
|
support therein. I rather wished, than believed him to be
|
|
sincere; but, at any rate, was perfectly ready to accede to his
|
|
proposal. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman;
|
|
the business was therefore soon settled—he resigned all claim to
|
|
assistance in the church, were it possible that he could ever be
|
|
in a situation to receive it, and accepted in return three
|
|
thousand pounds. All connection between us seemed now dissolved.
|
|
I thought too ill of him to invite him to Pemberley, or admit his
|
|
society in town. In town I believe he chiefly lived, but his
|
|
studying the law was a mere pretence, and being now free from all
|
|
restraint, his life was a life of idleness and dissipation. For
|
|
about three years I heard little of him; but on the decease of
|
|
the incumbent of the living which had been designed for him, he
|
|
applied to me again by letter for the presentation. His
|
|
circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in
|
|
believing it, were exceedingly bad. He had found the law a most
|
|
unprofitable study, and was now absolutely resolved on being
|
|
ordained, if I would present him to the living in question—of
|
|
which he trusted there could be little doubt, as he was well
|
|
assured that I had no other person to provide for, and I could
|
|
not have forgotten my revered father’s intentions. You will
|
|
hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for
|
|
resisting every repetition to it. His resentment was in
|
|
proportion to the distress of his circumstances—and he was
|
|
doubtless as violent in his abuse of me to others as in his
|
|
reproaches to myself. After this period every appearance of
|
|
acquaintance was dropped. How he lived I know not. But last
|
|
summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my notice.
|
|
|
|
“I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget
|
|
myself, and which no obligation less than the present should
|
|
induce me to unfold to any human being. Having said thus much, I
|
|
feel no doubt of your secrecy. My sister, who is more than ten
|
|
years my junior, was left to the guardianship of my mother’s
|
|
nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and myself. About a year ago, she
|
|
was taken from school, and an establishment formed for her in
|
|
London; and last summer she went with the lady who presided over
|
|
it, to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr. Wickham, undoubtedly
|
|
by design; for there proved to have been a prior acquaintance
|
|
between him and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were most
|
|
unhappily deceived; and by her connivance and aid, he so far
|
|
recommended himself to Georgiana, whose affectionate heart
|
|
retained a strong impression of his kindness to her as a child,
|
|
that she was persuaded to believe herself in love, and to consent
|
|
to an elopement. She was then but fifteen, which must be her
|
|
excuse; and after stating her imprudence, I am happy to add, that
|
|
I owed the knowledge of it to herself. I joined them unexpectedly
|
|
a day or two before the intended elopement, and then Georgiana,
|
|
unable to support the idea of grieving and offending a brother
|
|
whom she almost looked up to as a father, acknowledged the whole
|
|
to me. You may imagine what I felt and how I acted. Regard for my
|
|
sister’s credit and feelings prevented any public exposure; but I
|
|
wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left the place immediately, and Mrs.
|
|
Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. Wickham’s chief
|
|
object was unquestionably my sister’s fortune, which is thirty
|
|
thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of
|
|
revenging himself on me was a strong inducement. His revenge
|
|
would have been complete indeed.
|
|
|
|
“This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in which we
|
|
have been concerned together; and if you do not absolutely reject
|
|
it as false, you will, I hope, acquit me henceforth of cruelty
|
|
towards Mr. Wickham. I know not in what manner, under what form
|
|
of falsehood he had imposed on you; but his success is not
|
|
perhaps to be wondered at. Ignorant as you previously were of
|
|
everything concerning either, detection could not be in your
|
|
power, and suspicion certainly not in your inclination.
|
|
|
|
“You may possibly wonder why all this was not told you last
|
|
night; but I was not then master enough of myself to know what
|
|
could or ought to be revealed. For the truth of everything here
|
|
related, I can appeal more particularly to the testimony of
|
|
Colonel Fitzwilliam, who, from our near relationship and constant
|
|
intimacy, and, still more, as one of the executors of my father’s
|
|
will, has been unavoidably acquainted with every particular of
|
|
these transactions. If your abhorrence of me should make my
|
|
assertions valueless, you cannot be prevented by the same cause
|
|
from confiding in my cousin; and that there may be the
|
|
possibility of consulting him, I shall endeavour to find some
|
|
opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the course of
|
|
the morning. I will only add, God bless you.
|
|
|
|
“FITZWILLIAM DARCY”
|
|
|
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|
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|
|
|
If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect
|
|
it to contain a renewal of his offers, she had formed no
|
|
expectation at all of its contents. But such as they were, it may
|
|
well be supposed how eagerly she went through them, and what a
|
|
contrariety of emotion they excited. Her feelings as she read
|
|
were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did she first
|
|
understand that he believed any apology to be in his power; and
|
|
steadfastly was she persuaded, that he could have no explanation
|
|
to give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a
|
|
strong prejudice against everything he might say, she began his
|
|
account of what had happened at Netherfield. She read with an
|
|
eagerness which hardly left her power of comprehension, and from
|
|
impatience of knowing what the next sentence might bring, was
|
|
incapable of attending to the sense of the one before her eyes.
|
|
His belief of her sister’s insensibility she instantly resolved
|
|
to be false; and his account of the real, the worst objections to
|
|
the match, made her too angry to have any wish of doing him
|
|
justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done which
|
|
satisfied her; his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was
|
|
all pride and insolence.
|
|
|
|
But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr.
|
|
Wickham—when she read with somewhat clearer attention a relation
|
|
of events which, if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion
|
|
of his worth, and which bore so alarming an affinity to his own
|
|
history of himself—her feelings were yet more acutely painful and
|
|
more difficult of definition. Astonishment, apprehension, and
|
|
even horror, oppressed her. She wished to discredit it entirely,
|
|
repeatedly exclaiming, “This must be false! This cannot be! This
|
|
must be the grossest falsehood!”—and when she had gone through
|
|
the whole letter, though scarcely knowing anything of the last
|
|
page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not
|
|
regard it, that she would never look in it again.
|
|
|
|
In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on
|
|
nothing, she walked on; but it would not do; in half a minute the
|
|
letter was unfolded again, and collecting herself as well as she
|
|
could, she again began the mortifying perusal of all that related
|
|
to Wickham, and commanded herself so far as to examine the
|
|
meaning of every sentence. The account of his connection with the
|
|
Pemberley family was exactly what he had related himself; and the
|
|
kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, though she had not before known
|
|
its extent, agreed equally well with his own words. So far each
|
|
recital confirmed the other; but when she came to the will, the
|
|
difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living was
|
|
fresh in her memory, and as she recalled his very words, it was
|
|
impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side
|
|
or the other; and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that
|
|
her wishes did not err. But when she read and re-read with the
|
|
closest attention, the particulars immediately following of
|
|
Wickham’s resigning all pretensions to the living, of his
|
|
receiving in lieu so considerable a sum as three thousand pounds,
|
|
again was she forced to hesitate. She put down the letter,
|
|
weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be
|
|
impartiality—deliberated on the probability of each statement—but
|
|
with little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again
|
|
she read on; but every line proved more clearly that the affair,
|
|
which she had believed it impossible that any contrivance could
|
|
so represent as to render Mr. Darcy’s conduct in it less than
|
|
infamous, was capable of a turn which must make him entirely
|
|
blameless throughout the whole.
|
|
|
|
The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to
|
|
lay at Mr. Wickham’s charge, exceedingly shocked her; the more
|
|
so, as she could bring no proof of its injustice. She had never
|
|
heard of him before his entrance into the ——shire Militia, in
|
|
which he had engaged at the persuasion of the young man who, on
|
|
meeting him accidentally in town, had there renewed a slight
|
|
acquaintance. Of his former way of life nothing had been known in
|
|
Hertfordshire but what he told himself. As to his real character,
|
|
had information been in her power, she had never felt a wish of
|
|
inquiring. His countenance, voice, and manner had established him
|
|
at once in the possession of every virtue. She tried to recollect
|
|
some instance of goodness, some distinguished trait of integrity
|
|
or benevolence, that might rescue him from the attacks of Mr.
|
|
Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone for
|
|
those casual errors under which she would endeavour to class what
|
|
Mr. Darcy had described as the idleness and vice of many years’
|
|
continuance. But no such recollection befriended her. She could
|
|
see him instantly before her, in every charm of air and address;
|
|
but she could remember no more substantial good than the general
|
|
approbation of the neighbourhood, and the regard which his social
|
|
powers had gained him in the mess. After pausing on this point a
|
|
considerable while, she once more continued to read. But, alas!
|
|
the story which followed, of his designs on Miss Darcy, received
|
|
some confirmation from what had passed between Colonel
|
|
Fitzwilliam and herself only the morning before; and at last she
|
|
was referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel
|
|
Fitzwilliam himself—from whom she had previously received the
|
|
information of his near concern in all his cousin’s affairs, and
|
|
whose character she had no reason to question. At one time she
|
|
had almost resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked
|
|
by the awkwardness of the application, and at length wholly
|
|
banished by the conviction that Mr. Darcy would never have
|
|
hazarded such a proposal, if he had not been well assured of his
|
|
cousin’s corroboration.
|
|
|
|
She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in
|
|
conversation between Wickham and herself, in their first evening
|
|
at Mr. Phillips’s. Many of his expressions were still fresh in
|
|
her memory. She was now struck with the impropriety of such
|
|
communications to a stranger, and wondered it had escaped her
|
|
before. She saw the indelicacy of putting himself forward as he
|
|
had done, and the inconsistency of his professions with his
|
|
conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear of
|
|
seeing Mr. Darcy—that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that
|
|
he should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield
|
|
ball the very next week. She remembered also that, till the
|
|
Netherfield family had quitted the country, he had told his story
|
|
to no one but herself; but that after their removal it had been
|
|
everywhere discussed; that he had then no reserves, no scruples
|
|
in sinking Mr. Darcy’s character, though he had assured her that
|
|
respect for the father would always prevent his exposing the son.
|
|
|
|
How differently did everything now appear in which he was
|
|
concerned! His attentions to Miss King were now the consequence
|
|
of views solely and hatefully mercenary; and the mediocrity of
|
|
her fortune proved no longer the moderation of his wishes, but
|
|
his eagerness to grasp at anything. His behaviour to herself
|
|
could now have had no tolerable motive; he had either been
|
|
deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying his
|
|
vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had
|
|
most incautiously shown. Every lingering struggle in his favour
|
|
grew fainter and fainter; and in farther justification of Mr.
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Darcy, she could not but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned
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by Jane, had long ago asserted his blamelessness in the affair;
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that proud and repulsive as were his manners, she had never, in
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the whole course of their acquaintance—an acquaintance which had
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latterly brought them much together, and given her a sort of
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intimacy with his ways—seen anything that betrayed him to be
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unprincipled or unjust—anything that spoke him of irreligious or
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immoral habits; that among his own connections he was esteemed
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and valued—that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a brother,
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and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his
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sister as to prove him capable of some amiable feeling; that had
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his actions been what Mr. Wickham represented them, so gross a
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violation of everything right could hardly have been concealed
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from the world; and that friendship between a person capable of
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it, and such an amiable man as Mr. Bingley, was incomprehensible.
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She grew absolutely ashamed of herself. Of neither Darcy nor
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Wickham could she think without feeling she had been blind,
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partial, prejudiced, absurd.
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“How despicably I have acted!” she cried; “I, who have prided
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myself on my discernment! I, who have valued myself on my
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abilities! who have often disdained the generous candour of my
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sister, and gratified my vanity in useless or blameable mistrust!
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|
How humiliating is this discovery! Yet, how just a humiliation!
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Had I been in love, I could not have been more wretchedly blind!
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But vanity, not love, has been my folly. Pleased with the
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preference of one, and offended by the neglect of the other, on
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the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted
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prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away, where either
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were concerned. Till this moment I never knew myself.”
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From herself to Jane—from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a
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|
line which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy’s
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explanation there had appeared very insufficient, and she read
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it again. Widely different was the effect of a second perusal.
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How could she deny that credit to his assertions in one instance,
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which she had been obliged to give in the other? He declared
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himself to be totally unsuspicious of her sister’s attachment;
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and she could not help remembering what Charlotte’s opinion had
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always been. Neither could she deny the justice of his
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description of Jane. She felt that Jane’s feelings, though
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fervent, were little displayed, and that there was a constant
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complacency in her air and manner not often united with great
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sensibility.
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When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were
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mentioned in terms of such mortifying, yet merited reproach, her
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sense of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her
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|
too forcibly for denial, and the circumstances to which he
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|
particularly alluded as having passed at the Netherfield ball,
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and as confirming all his first disapprobation, could not have
|
|
made a stronger impression on his mind than on hers.
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The compliment to herself and her sister was not unfelt. It
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soothed, but it could not console her for the contempt which had
|
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thus been self-attracted by the rest of her family; and as she
|
|
considered that Jane’s disappointment had in fact been the work
|
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of her nearest relations, and reflected how materially the credit
|
|
of both must be hurt by such impropriety of conduct, she felt
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depressed beyond anything she had ever known before.
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After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every
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|
variety of thought—re-considering events, determining
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|
probabilities, and reconciling herself, as well as she could, to
|
|
a change so sudden and so important, fatigue, and a recollection
|
|
of her long absence, made her at length return home; and she
|
|
entered the house with the wish of appearing cheerful as usual,
|
|
and the resolution of repressing such reflections as must make
|
|
her unfit for conversation.
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|
|
|
She was immediately told that the two gentlemen from Rosings had
|
|
each called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few
|
|
minutes, to take leave—but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been
|
|
sitting with them at least an hour, hoping for her return, and
|
|
almost resolving to walk after her till she could be found.
|
|
Elizabeth could but just affect concern in missing him; she
|
|
really rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no longer an
|
|
object; she could think only of her letter.
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The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and Mr. Collins
|
|
having been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting
|
|
obeisance, was able to bring home the pleasing intelligence, of
|
|
their appearing in very good health, and in as tolerable spirits
|
|
as could be expected, after the melancholy scene so lately gone
|
|
through at Rosings. To Rosings he then hastened, to console Lady
|
|
Catherine and her daughter; and on his return brought back, with
|
|
great satisfaction, a message from her ladyship, importing that
|
|
she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of having
|
|
them all to dine with her.
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|
|
|
Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting that,
|
|
had she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented to
|
|
her as her future niece; nor could she think, without a smile, of
|
|
what her ladyship’s indignation would have been. “What would she
|
|
have said? how would she have behaved?” were questions with which
|
|
she amused herself.
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|
|
|
Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings party. “I
|
|
assure you, I feel it exceedingly,” said Lady Catherine; “I
|
|
believe no one feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I
|
|
am particularly attached to these young men, and know them to be
|
|
so much attached to me! They were excessively sorry to go! But so
|
|
they always are. The dear Colonel rallied his spirits tolerably
|
|
till just at last; but Darcy seemed to feel it most acutely,
|
|
more, I think, than last year. His attachment to Rosings
|
|
certainly increases.”
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|
|
|
Mr. Collins had a compliment, and an allusion to throw in here,
|
|
which were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter.
|
|
|
|
Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed
|
|
out of spirits, and immediately accounting for it by herself, by
|
|
supposing that she did not like to go home again so soon, she
|
|
added:
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|
|
|
“But if that is the case, you must write to your mother and beg
|
|
that you may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad
|
|
of your company, I am sure.”
|
|
|
|
“I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation,”
|
|
replied Elizabeth, “but it is not in my power to accept it. I
|
|
must be in town next Saturday.”
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|
|
|
“Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I
|
|
expected you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before
|
|
you came. There can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs.
|
|
Bennet could certainly spare you for another fortnight.”
|
|
|
|
“But my father cannot. He wrote last week to hurry my return.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! your father of course may spare you, if your mother can.
|
|
Daughters are never of so much consequence to a father. And if
|
|
you will stay another month complete, it will be in my power to
|
|
take one of you as far as London, for I am going there early in
|
|
June, for a week; and as Dawson does not object to the
|
|
barouche-box, there will be very good room for one of you—and
|
|
indeed, if the weather should happen to be cool, I should not
|
|
object to taking you both, as you are neither of you large.”
|
|
|
|
“You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our
|
|
original plan.”
|
|
|
|
Lady Catherine seemed resigned. “Mrs. Collins, you must send a
|
|
servant with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot
|
|
bear the idea of two young women travelling post by themselves.
|
|
It is highly improper. You must contrive to send somebody. I have
|
|
the greatest dislike in the world to that sort of thing. Young
|
|
women should always be properly guarded and attended, according
|
|
to their situation in life. When my niece Georgiana went to
|
|
Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her having two
|
|
men-servants go with her. Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr. Darcy,
|
|
of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with
|
|
propriety in a different manner. I am excessively attentive to
|
|
all those things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs.
|
|
Collins. I am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would
|
|
really be discreditable to you to let them go alone.”
|
|
|
|
“My uncle is to send a servant for us.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a man-servant, does he? I am very glad
|
|
you have somebody who thinks of these things. Where shall you
|
|
change horses? Oh! Bromley, of course. If you mention my name at
|
|
the Bell, you will be attended to.”
|
|
|
|
Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their
|
|
journey, and as she did not answer them all herself, attention
|
|
was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her; or,
|
|
with a mind so occupied, she might have forgotten where she was.
|
|
Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours; whenever she was
|
|
alone, she gave way to it as the greatest relief; and not a day
|
|
went by without a solitary walk, in which she might indulge in
|
|
all the delight of unpleasant recollections.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy’s letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by
|
|
heart. She studied every sentence; and her feelings towards its
|
|
writer were at times widely different. When she remembered the
|
|
style of his address, she was still full of indignation; but when
|
|
she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him,
|
|
her anger was turned against herself; and his disappointed
|
|
feelings became the object of compassion. His attachment excited
|
|
gratitude, his general character respect; but she could not
|
|
approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, or
|
|
feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again. In her own
|
|
past behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and
|
|
regret; and in the unhappy defects of her family, a subject of
|
|
yet heavier chagrin. They were hopeless of remedy. Her father,
|
|
contented with laughing at them, would never exert himself to
|
|
restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters; and her
|
|
mother, with manners so far from right herself, was entirely
|
|
insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently united with Jane
|
|
in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine and Lydia;
|
|
but while they were supported by their mother’s indulgence, what
|
|
chance could there be of improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited,
|
|
irritable, and completely under Lydia’s guidance, had been always
|
|
affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless,
|
|
would scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and
|
|
vain. While there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt
|
|
with him; and while Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they
|
|
would be going there forever.
|
|
|
|
Anxiety on Jane’s behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr.
|
|
Darcy’s explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good
|
|
opinion, heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His
|
|
affection was proved to have been sincere, and his conduct
|
|
cleared of all blame, unless any could attach to the implicitness
|
|
of his confidence in his friend. How grievous then was the
|
|
thought that, of a situation so desirable in every respect, so
|
|
replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had been
|
|
deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family!
|
|
|
|
When to these recollections was added the development of
|
|
Wickham’s character, it may be easily believed that the happy
|
|
spirits which had seldom been depressed before, were now so much
|
|
affected as to make it almost impossible for her to appear
|
|
tolerably cheerful.
|
|
|
|
Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last
|
|
week of her stay as they had been at first. The very last evening
|
|
was spent there; and her ladyship again inquired minutely into
|
|
the particulars of their journey, gave them directions as to the
|
|
best method of packing, and was so urgent on the necessity of
|
|
placing gowns in the only right way, that Maria thought herself
|
|
obliged, on her return, to undo all the work of the morning, and
|
|
pack her trunk afresh.
|
|
|
|
When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension,
|
|
wished them a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford
|
|
again next year; and Miss de Bourgh exerted herself so far as to
|
|
curtsey and hold out her hand to both.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a
|
|
few minutes before the others appeared; and he took the
|
|
opportunity of paying the parting civilities which he deemed
|
|
indispensably necessary.
|
|
|
|
“I know not, Miss Elizabeth,” said he, “whether Mrs. Collins has
|
|
yet expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I
|
|
am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving
|
|
her thanks for it. The favour of your company has been much felt,
|
|
I assure you. We know how little there is to tempt anyone to our
|
|
humble abode. Our plain manner of living, our small rooms and few
|
|
domestics, and the little we see of the world, must make Hunsford
|
|
extremely dull to a young lady like yourself; but I hope you will
|
|
believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we have done
|
|
everything in our power to prevent your spending your time
|
|
unpleasantly.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness.
|
|
She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of
|
|
being with Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received,
|
|
must make her feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and
|
|
with a more smiling solemnity replied:
|
|
|
|
“It gives me great pleasure to hear that you have passed your
|
|
time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most
|
|
fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very
|
|
superior society, and, from our connection with Rosings, the
|
|
frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think we may
|
|
flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been
|
|
entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine’s
|
|
family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing
|
|
which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see
|
|
how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge
|
|
that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I
|
|
should not think anyone abiding in it an object of compassion,
|
|
while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings.”
|
|
|
|
Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he
|
|
was obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to
|
|
unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.
|
|
|
|
“You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into
|
|
Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself at least that you
|
|
will be able to do so. Lady Catherine’s great attentions to Mrs.
|
|
Collins you have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust
|
|
it does not appear that your friend has drawn an unfortunate—but
|
|
on this point it will be as well to be silent. Only let me assure
|
|
you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most
|
|
cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear Charlotte
|
|
and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is in
|
|
everything a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas
|
|
between us. We seem to have been designed for each other.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where
|
|
that was the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she
|
|
firmly believed and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was
|
|
not sorry, however, to have the recital of them interrupted by
|
|
the lady from whom they sprang. Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy
|
|
to leave her to such society! But she had chosen it with her eyes
|
|
open; and though evidently regretting that her visitors were to
|
|
go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her home and her
|
|
housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their dependent
|
|
concerns, had not yet lost their charms.
|
|
|
|
At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the
|
|
parcels placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After
|
|
an affectionate parting between the friends, Elizabeth was
|
|
attended to the carriage by Mr. Collins, and as they walked down
|
|
the garden he was commissioning her with his best respects to all
|
|
her family, not forgetting his thanks for the kindness he had
|
|
received at Longbourn in the winter, and his compliments to Mr.
|
|
and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her in, Maria
|
|
followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, when he
|
|
suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had
|
|
hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies at
|
|
Rosings.
|
|
|
|
“But,” he added, “you will of course wish to have your humble
|
|
respects delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their
|
|
kindness to you while you have been here.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth made no objection; the door was then allowed to be
|
|
shut, and the carriage drove off.
|
|
|
|
“Good gracious!” cried Maria, after a few minutes’ silence, “it
|
|
seems but a day or two since we first came! and yet how many
|
|
things have happened!”
|
|
|
|
“A great many indeed,” said her companion with a sigh.
|
|
|
|
“We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there
|
|
twice! How much I shall have to tell!”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth added privately, “And how much I shall have to
|
|
conceal!”
|
|
|
|
Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any
|
|
alarm; and within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they
|
|
reached Mr. Gardiner’s house, where they were to remain a few
|
|
days.
|
|
|
|
Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of
|
|
studying her spirits, amidst the various engagements which the
|
|
kindness of her aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was to go
|
|
home with her, and at Longbourn there would be leisure enough for
|
|
observation.
|
|
|
|
It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even
|
|
for Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy’s
|
|
proposals. To know that she had the power of revealing what would
|
|
so exceedingly astonish Jane, and must, at the same time, so
|
|
highly gratify whatever of her own vanity she had not yet been
|
|
able to reason away, was such a temptation to openness as nothing
|
|
could have conquered but the state of indecision in which she
|
|
remained as to the extent of what she should communicate; and her
|
|
fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into
|
|
repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister
|
|
further.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies
|
|
set out together from Gracechurch Street for the town of ——, in
|
|
Hertfordshire; and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr.
|
|
Bennet’s carriage was to meet them, they quickly perceived, in
|
|
token of the coachman’s punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking
|
|
out of a dining-room up stairs. These two girls had been above an
|
|
hour in the place, happily employed in visiting an opposite
|
|
milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and dressing a salad
|
|
and cucumber.
|
|
|
|
After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a
|
|
table set out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually
|
|
affords, exclaiming, “Is not this nice? Is not this an agreeable
|
|
surprise?”
|
|
|
|
“And we mean to treat you all,” added Lydia, “but you must lend
|
|
us the money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there.”
|
|
Then, showing her purchases—“Look here, I have bought this
|
|
bonnet. I do not think it is very pretty; but I thought I might
|
|
as well buy it as not. I shall pull it to pieces as soon as I get
|
|
home, and see if I can make it up any better.”
|
|
|
|
And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect
|
|
unconcern, “Oh! but there were two or three much uglier in the
|
|
shop; and when I have bought some prettier-coloured satin to trim
|
|
it with fresh, I think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it
|
|
will not much signify what one wears this summer, after the
|
|
——shire have left Meryton, and they are going in a fortnight.”
|
|
|
|
“Are they indeed!” cried Elizabeth, with the greatest
|
|
satisfaction.
|
|
|
|
“They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want
|
|
papa to take us all there for the summer! It would be such a
|
|
delicious scheme; and I dare say would hardly cost anything at
|
|
all. Mamma would like to go too of all things! Only think what a
|
|
miserable summer else we shall have!”
|
|
|
|
“Yes,” thought Elizabeth, “that would be a delightful scheme
|
|
indeed, and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton,
|
|
and a whole campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset
|
|
already by one poor regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of
|
|
Meryton!”
|
|
|
|
“Now I have got some news for you,” said Lydia, as they sat down
|
|
at table. “What do you think? It is excellent news—capital
|
|
news—and about a certain person we all like!”
|
|
|
|
Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told
|
|
he need not stay. Lydia laughed, and said:
|
|
|
|
“Aye, that is just like your formality and discretion. You
|
|
thought the waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he
|
|
often hears worse things said than I am going to say. But he is
|
|
an ugly fellow! I am glad he is gone. I never saw such a long
|
|
chin in my life. Well, but now for my news; it is about dear
|
|
Wickham; too good for the waiter, is it not? There is no danger
|
|
of Wickham’s marrying Mary King. There’s for you! She is gone
|
|
down to her uncle at Liverpool: gone to stay. Wickham is safe.”
|
|
|
|
“And Mary King is safe!” added Elizabeth; “safe from a connection
|
|
imprudent as to fortune.”
|
|
|
|
“She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him.”
|
|
|
|
“But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side,” said
|
|
Jane.
|
|
|
|
“I am sure there is not on his. I will answer for it, he never
|
|
cared three straws about her—who could about such a nasty
|
|
little freckled thing?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such
|
|
coarseness of expression herself, the coarseness of the
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sentiment was little other than her own breast had harboured
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and fancied liberal!
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As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was
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ordered; and after some contrivance, the whole party, with all
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their boxes, work-bags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition
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of Kitty’s and Lydia’s purchases, were seated in it.
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“How nicely we are all crammed in,” cried Lydia. “I am glad I
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bought my bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another
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bandbox! Well, now let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk
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and laugh all the way home. And in the first place, let us hear
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what has happened to you all since you went away. Have you seen
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any pleasant men? Have you had any flirting? I was in great hopes
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that one of you would have got a husband before you came back.
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Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare. She is almost
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three-and-twenty! Lord, how ashamed I should be of not being
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married before three-and-twenty! My aunt Phillips wants you so to
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get husbands, you can’t think. She says Lizzy had better have
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taken Mr. Collins; but I do not think there would have been any
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fun in it. Lord! how I should like to be married before any of
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you; and then I would chaperon you about to all the balls. Dear
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me! we had such a good piece of fun the other day at Colonel
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Forster’s. Kitty and me were to spend the day there, and Mrs.
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Forster promised to have a little dance in the evening; (by the
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bye, Mrs. Forster and me are such friends!) and so she asked
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the two Harringtons to come, but Harriet was ill, and so Pen was
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forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We
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dressed up Chamberlayne in woman’s clothes on purpose to pass for
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a lady, only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it, but Colonel
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and Mrs. Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were
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forced to borrow one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how
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well he looked! When Denny, and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or
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three more of the men came in, they did not know him in the
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least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs. Forster. I thought I
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should have died. And that made the men suspect something, and
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then they soon found out what was the matter.”
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With such kinds of histories of their parties and good jokes, did
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Lydia, assisted by Kitty’s hints and additions, endeavour to
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amuse her companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened
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as little as she could, but there was no escaping the frequent
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mention of Wickham’s name.
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Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to
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see Jane in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner
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did Mr. Bennet say voluntarily to Elizabeth:
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“I am glad you are come back, Lizzy.”
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Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the
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Lucases came to meet Maria and hear the news; and various were
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the subjects that occupied them: Lady Lucas was inquiring of
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Maria, after the welfare and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs.
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Bennet was doubly engaged, on one hand collecting an account of
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the present fashions from Jane, who sat some way below her, and,
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on the other, retailing them all to the younger Lucases; and
|
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Lydia, in a voice rather louder than any other person’s, was
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enumerating the various pleasures of the morning to anybody who
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would hear her.
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“Oh! Mary,” said she, “I wish you had gone with us, for we had
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such fun! As we went along, Kitty and I drew up the blinds, and
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pretended there was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone
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so all the way, if Kitty had not been sick; and when we got to
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the George, I do think we behaved very handsomely, for we treated
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the other three with the nicest cold luncheon in the world, and
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if you would have gone, we would have treated you too. And then
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when we came away it was such fun! I thought we never should have
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got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter. And then we
|
|
were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so loud,
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that anybody might have heard us ten miles off!”
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To this Mary very gravely replied, “Far be it from me, my dear
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sister, to depreciate such pleasures! They would doubtless be
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|
congenial with the generality of female minds. But I confess they
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would have no charms for me—I should infinitely prefer a book.”
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But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to
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anybody for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary
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at all.
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In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to
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walk to Meryton, and to see how everybody went on; but Elizabeth
|
|
steadily opposed the scheme. It should not be said that the Miss
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|
Bennets could not be at home half a day before they were in
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|
pursuit of the officers. There was another reason too for her
|
|
opposition. She dreaded seeing Mr. Wickham again, and was
|
|
resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The comfort to her of
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|
the regiment’s approaching removal was indeed beyond expression.
|
|
In a fortnight they were to go—and once gone, she hoped there
|
|
could be nothing more to plague her on his account.
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She had not been many hours at home before she found that the
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Brighton scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn,
|
|
was under frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw
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|
directly that her father had not the smallest intention of
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|
yielding; but his answers were at the same time so vague and
|
|
equivocal, that her mother, though often disheartened, had never
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|
yet despaired of succeeding at last.
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Elizabeth’s impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened
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could no longer be overcome; and at length, resolving to suppress
|
|
every particular in which her sister was concerned, and preparing
|
|
her to be surprised, she related to her the next morning the
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|
chief of the scene between Mr. Darcy and herself.
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Miss Bennet’s astonishment was soon lessened by the strong
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|
sisterly partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear
|
|
perfectly natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other
|
|
feelings. She was sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his
|
|
sentiments in a manner so little suited to recommend them; but
|
|
still more was she grieved for the unhappiness which her sister’s
|
|
refusal must have given him.
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|
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“His being so sure of succeeding was wrong,” said she, “and
|
|
certainly ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it
|
|
must increase his disappointment!”
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|
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|
“Indeed,” replied Elizabeth, “I am heartily sorry for him; but he
|
|
has other feelings, which will probably soon drive away his
|
|
regard for me. You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?”
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|
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|
“Blame you! Oh, no.”
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|
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“But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham?”
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|
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“No—I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did.”
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|
“But you will know it, when I tell you what happened the very
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|
next day.”
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|
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|
She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents
|
|
as far as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this
|
|
for poor Jane! who would willingly have gone through the world
|
|
without believing that so much wickedness existed in the whole
|
|
race of mankind, as was here collected in one individual. Nor was
|
|
Darcy’s vindication, though grateful to her feelings, capable of
|
|
consoling her for such discovery. Most earnestly did she labour
|
|
to prove the probability of error, and seek to clear the one
|
|
without involving the other.
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|
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|
“This will not do,” said Elizabeth; “you never will be able to
|
|
make both of them good for anything. Take your choice, but you
|
|
must be satisfied with only one. There is but such a quantity of
|
|
merit between them; just enough to make one good sort of man; and
|
|
of late it has been shifting about pretty much. For my part, I am
|
|
inclined to believe it all Darcy’s; but you shall do as you
|
|
choose.”
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|
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|
It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from
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|
Jane.
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|
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|
“I do not know when I have been more shocked,” said she. “Wickham
|
|
so very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! Dear
|
|
Lizzy, only consider what he must have suffered. Such a
|
|
disappointment! and with the knowledge of your ill opinion, too!
|
|
and having to relate such a thing of his sister! It is really too
|
|
distressing. I am sure you must feel it so.”
|
|
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|
“Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you
|
|
so full of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that
|
|
I am growing every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your
|
|
profusion makes me saving; and if you lament over him much
|
|
longer, my heart will be as light as a feather.”
|
|
|
|
“Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his
|
|
countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner!”
|
|
|
|
“There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of
|
|
those two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other
|
|
all the appearance of it.”
|
|
|
|
“I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the appearance of it
|
|
as you used to do.”
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|
|
|
“And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a
|
|
dislike to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one’s
|
|
genius, such an opening for wit, to have a dislike of that kind.
|
|
One may be continually abusive without saying anything just; but
|
|
one cannot always be laughing at a man without now and then
|
|
stumbling on something witty.”
|
|
|
|
“Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not
|
|
treat the matter as you do now.”
|
|
|
|
“Indeed, I could not. I was uncomfortable enough, I may say
|
|
unhappy. And with no one to speak to about what I felt, no Jane
|
|
to comfort me and say that I had not been so very weak and vain
|
|
and nonsensical as I knew I had! Oh! how I wanted you!”
|
|
|
|
“How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong
|
|
expressions in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they
|
|
do appear wholly undeserved.”
|
|
|
|
“Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a
|
|
most natural consequence of the prejudices I had been
|
|
encouraging. There is one point on which I want your advice. I
|
|
want to be told whether I ought, or ought not, to make our
|
|
acquaintances in general understand Wickham’s character.”
|
|
|
|
Miss Bennet paused a little, and then replied, “Surely there can
|
|
be no occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your
|
|
opinion?”
|
|
|
|
“That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorised
|
|
me to make his communication public. On the contrary, every
|
|
particular relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as
|
|
possible to myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to
|
|
the rest of his conduct, who will believe me? The general
|
|
prejudice against Mr. Darcy is so violent, that it would be the
|
|
death of half the good people in Meryton to attempt to place him
|
|
in an amiable light. I am not equal to it. Wickham will soon be
|
|
gone; and therefore it will not signify to anyone here what he
|
|
really is. Some time hence it will be all found out, and then we
|
|
may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. At present
|
|
I will say nothing about it.”
|
|
|
|
“You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin
|
|
him for ever. He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done, and
|
|
anxious to re-establish a character. We must not make him
|
|
desperate.”
|
|
|
|
The tumult of Elizabeth’s mind was allayed by this conversation.
|
|
She had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her
|
|
for a fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane,
|
|
whenever she might wish to talk again of either. But there was
|
|
still something lurking behind, of which prudence forbade the
|
|
disclosure. She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy’s
|
|
letter, nor explain to her sister how sincerely she had been
|
|
valued by her friend. Here was knowledge in which no one could
|
|
partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than a perfect
|
|
understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing
|
|
off this last encumbrance of mystery. “And then,” said she, “if
|
|
that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely
|
|
be able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable
|
|
manner himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till
|
|
it has lost all its value!”
|
|
|
|
She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the
|
|
real state of her sister’s spirits. Jane was not happy. She still
|
|
cherished a very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even
|
|
fancied herself in love before, her regard had all the warmth of
|
|
first attachment, and, from her age and disposition, greater
|
|
steadiness than most first attachments often boast; and so
|
|
fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to every
|
|
other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the
|
|
feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence
|
|
of those regrets which must have been injurious to her own health
|
|
and their tranquillity.
|
|
|
|
“Well, Lizzy,” said Mrs. Bennet one day, “what is your opinion
|
|
now of this sad business of Jane’s? For my part, I am
|
|
determined never to speak of it again to anybody. I told my
|
|
sister Phillips so the other day. But I cannot find out that Jane
|
|
saw anything of him in London. Well, he is a very undeserving
|
|
young man—and I do not suppose there’s the least chance in the
|
|
world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of his coming
|
|
to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have inquired of
|
|
everybody, too, who is likely to know.”
|
|
|
|
“I do not believe he will ever live at Netherfield any more.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come.
|
|
Though I shall always say he used my daughter extremely ill; and
|
|
if I was her, I would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort
|
|
is, I am sure Jane will die of a broken heart; and then he will
|
|
be sorry for what he has done.”
|
|
|
|
But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such
|
|
expectation, she made no answer.
|
|
|
|
“Well, Lizzy,” continued her mother, soon afterwards, “and so the
|
|
Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope
|
|
it will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is
|
|
an excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her
|
|
mother, she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in
|
|
their housekeeping, I dare say.”
|
|
|
|
“No, nothing at all.”
|
|
|
|
“A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes.
|
|
They will take care not to outrun their income. They will
|
|
never be distressed for money. Well, much good may it do them!
|
|
And so, I suppose, they often talk of having Longbourn when your
|
|
father is dead. They look upon it as quite their own, I dare say,
|
|
whenever that happens.”
|
|
|
|
“It was a subject which they could not mention before me.”
|
|
|
|
“No; it would have been strange if they had; but I make no doubt
|
|
they often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be
|
|
easy with an estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the
|
|
better. I should be ashamed of having one that was only
|
|
entailed on me.”
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The first week of their return was soon gone. The second began.
|
|
It was the last of the regiment’s stay in Meryton, and all the
|
|
young ladies in the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The
|
|
dejection was almost universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were
|
|
still able to eat, drink, and sleep, and pursue the usual course
|
|
of their employments. Very frequently were they reproached for
|
|
this insensibility by Kitty and Lydia, whose own misery was
|
|
extreme, and who could not comprehend such hard-heartedness in
|
|
any of the family.
|
|
|
|
“Good Heaven! what is to become of us? What are we to do?” would
|
|
they often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. “How can you be
|
|
smiling so, Lizzy?”
|
|
|
|
Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered
|
|
what she had herself endured on a similar occasion,
|
|
five-and-twenty years ago.
|
|
|
|
“I am sure,” said she, “I cried for two days together when
|
|
Colonel Miller’s regiment went away. I thought I should have
|
|
broken my heart.”
|
|
|
|
“I am sure I shall break mine,” said Lydia.
|
|
|
|
“If one could but go to Brighton!” observed Mrs. Bennet.
|
|
|
|
“Oh, yes!—if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so
|
|
disagreeable.”
|
|
|
|
“A little sea-bathing would set me up forever.”
|
|
|
|
“And my aunt Phillips is sure it would do me a great deal of
|
|
good,” added Kitty.
|
|
|
|
Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through
|
|
Longbourn House. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all
|
|
sense of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of
|
|
Mr. Darcy’s objections; and never had she been so much disposed
|
|
to pardon his interference in the views of his friend.
|
|
|
|
But the gloom of Lydia’s prospect was shortly cleared away; for
|
|
she received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the
|
|
colonel of the regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This
|
|
invaluable friend was a very young woman, and very lately
|
|
married. A resemblance in good humour and good spirits had
|
|
recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of their three
|
|
months’ acquaintance they had been intimate two.
|
|
|
|
The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs.
|
|
Forster, the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of
|
|
Kitty, are scarcely to be described. Wholly inattentive to her
|
|
sister’s feelings, Lydia flew about the house in restless
|
|
ecstasy, calling for everyone’s congratulations, and laughing and
|
|
talking with more violence than ever; whilst the luckless Kitty
|
|
continued in the parlour repined at her fate in terms as
|
|
unreasonable as her accent was peevish.
|
|
|
|
“I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask me as well as
|
|
Lydia,” said she, “Though I am not her particular friend. I
|
|
have just as much right to be asked as she has, and more too, for
|
|
I am two years older.”
|
|
|
|
In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to
|
|
make her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was
|
|
so far from exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother
|
|
and Lydia, that she considered it as the death warrant of all
|
|
possibility of common sense for the latter; and detestable as
|
|
such a step must make her were it known, she could not help
|
|
secretly advising her father not to let her go. She represented
|
|
to him all the improprieties of Lydia’s general behaviour, the
|
|
little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a
|
|
woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more
|
|
imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the
|
|
temptations must be greater than at home. He heard her
|
|
attentively, and then said:
|
|
|
|
“Lydia will never be easy until she has exposed herself in some
|
|
public place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with
|
|
so little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the
|
|
present circumstances.”
|
|
|
|
“If you were aware,” said Elizabeth, “of the very great
|
|
disadvantage to us all which must arise from the public notice of
|
|
Lydia’s unguarded and imprudent manner—nay, which has already
|
|
arisen from it, I am sure you would judge differently in the
|
|
affair.”
|
|
|
|
“Already arisen?” repeated Mr. Bennet. “What, has she frightened
|
|
away some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast
|
|
down. Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a
|
|
little absurdity are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the
|
|
list of pitiful fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia’s
|
|
folly.”
|
|
|
|
“Indeed you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It
|
|
is not of particular, but of general evils, which I am now
|
|
complaining. Our importance, our respectability in the world must
|
|
be affected by the wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of
|
|
all restraint which mark Lydia’s character. Excuse me, for I must
|
|
speak plainly. If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble
|
|
of checking her exuberant spirits, and of teaching her that her
|
|
present pursuits are not to be the business of her life, she will
|
|
soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character will be
|
|
fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt
|
|
that ever made herself or her family ridiculous; a flirt, too, in
|
|
the worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any
|
|
attraction beyond youth and a tolerable person; and, from the
|
|
ignorance and emptiness of her mind, wholly unable to ward off
|
|
any portion of that universal contempt which her rage for
|
|
admiration will excite. In this danger Kitty also is
|
|
comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain,
|
|
ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh! my dear father,
|
|
can you suppose it possible that they will not be censured and
|
|
despised wherever they are known, and that their sisters will not
|
|
be often involved in the disgrace?”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject, and
|
|
affectionately taking her hand said in reply:
|
|
|
|
“Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are
|
|
known you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear
|
|
to less advantage for having a couple of—or I may say, three—very
|
|
silly sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does
|
|
not go to Brighton. Let her go, then. Colonel Forster is a
|
|
sensible man, and will keep her out of any real mischief; and she
|
|
is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to anybody. At
|
|
Brighton she will be of less importance even as a common flirt
|
|
than she has been here. The officers will find women better worth
|
|
their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may
|
|
teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow
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many degrees worse, without authorising us to lock her up for the
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rest of her life.”
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With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own
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opinion continued the same, and she left him disappointed and
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sorry. It was not in her nature, however, to increase her
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vexations by dwelling on them. She was confident of having
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performed her duty, and to fret over unavoidable evils, or
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augment them by anxiety, was no part of her disposition.
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Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference
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with her father, their indignation would hardly have found
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expression in their united volubility. In Lydia’s imagination, a
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visit to Brighton comprised every possibility of earthly
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happiness. She saw, with the creative eye of fancy, the streets
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of that gay bathing-place covered with officers. She saw herself
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the object of attention, to tens and to scores of them at present
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unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp—its tents stretched
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forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young
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and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and, to complete the
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view, she saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting
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with at least six officers at once.
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Had she known her sister sought to tear her from such prospects
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and such realities as these, what would have been her sensations?
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They could have been understood only by her mother, who might
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have felt nearly the same. Lydia’s going to Brighton was all that
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consoled her for her melancholy conviction of her husband’s never
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intending to go there himself.
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But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their
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raptures continued, with little intermission, to the very day of
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Lydia’s leaving home.
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Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having
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been frequently in company with him since her return, agitation
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was pretty well over; the agitations of former partiality
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entirely so. She had even learnt to detect, in the very
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gentleness which had first delighted her, an affectation and a
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sameness to disgust and weary. In his present behaviour to
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herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure, for the
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inclination he soon testified of renewing those intentions which
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had marked the early part of their acquaintance could only serve,
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after what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern
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|
for him in finding herself thus selected as the object of such
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idle and frivolous gallantry; and while she steadily repressed
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it, could not but feel the reproof contained in his believing,
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that however long, and for whatever cause, his attentions had
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been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified, and her preference
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secured at any time by their renewal.
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On the very last day of the regiment’s remaining at Meryton, he
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dined, with other of the officers, at Longbourn; and so little
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was Elizabeth disposed to part from him in good humour, that on
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his making some inquiry as to the manner in which her time had
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passed at Hunsford, she mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam’s and Mr.
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Darcy’s having both spent three weeks at Rosings, and asked him,
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if he was acquainted with the former.
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He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment’s
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recollection and a returning smile, replied, that he had formerly
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seen him often; and, after observing that he was a very
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gentlemanlike man, asked her how she had liked him. Her answer
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was warmly in his favour. With an air of indifference he soon
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afterwards added:
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“How long did you say he was at Rosings?”
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“Nearly three weeks.”
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“And you saw him frequently?”
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“Yes, almost every day.”
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“His manners are very different from his cousin’s.”
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“Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves upon
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acquaintance.”
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“Indeed!” cried Mr. Wickham with a look which did not escape her.
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“And pray, may I ask?—” But checking himself, he added, in a
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|
gayer tone, “Is it in address that he improves? Has he deigned to
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|
add aught of civility to his ordinary style?—for I dare not
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hope,” he continued in a lower and more serious tone, “that he is
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improved in essentials.”
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“Oh, no!” said Elizabeth. “In essentials, I believe, he is very
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much what he ever was.”
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While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to
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rejoice over her words, or to distrust their meaning. There was a
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something in her countenance which made him listen with an
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apprehensive and anxious attention, while she added:
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“When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean
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that his mind or his manners were in a state of improvement, but
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|
that, from knowing him better, his disposition was better
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|
understood.”
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Wickham’s alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and
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agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent, till, shaking off
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his embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the
|
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gentlest of accents:
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“You, who so well know my feeling towards Mr. Darcy, will readily
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|
comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to
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|
assume even the appearance of what is right. His pride, in that
|
|
direction, may be of service, if not to himself, to many others,
|
|
for it must only deter him from such foul misconduct as I have
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|
suffered by. I only fear that the sort of cautiousness to which
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you, I imagine, have been alluding, is merely adopted on his
|
|
visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and judgement he stands
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|
much in awe. His fear of her has always operated, I know, when
|
|
they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his wish
|
|
of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which I am certain
|
|
he has very much at heart.”
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Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered
|
|
only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted
|
|
to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was
|
|
in no humour to indulge him. The rest of the evening passed with
|
|
the appearance, on his side, of usual cheerfulness, but with no
|
|
further attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted at last
|
|
with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never
|
|
meeting again.
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|
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|
When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to
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|
Meryton, from whence they were to set out early the next morning.
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|
The separation between her and her family was rather noisy than
|
|
pathetic. Kitty was the only one who shed tears; but she did weep
|
|
from vexation and envy. Mrs. Bennet was diffuse in her good
|
|
wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and impressive in her
|
|
injunctions that she should not miss the opportunity of enjoying
|
|
herself as much as possible—advice which there was every reason
|
|
to believe would be well attended to; and in the clamorous
|
|
happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle
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|
adieus of her sisters were uttered without being heard.
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Had Elizabeth’s opinion been all drawn from her own family, she
|
|
could not have formed a very pleasing opinion of conjugal
|
|
felicity or domestic comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and
|
|
beauty, and that appearance of good humour which youth and beauty
|
|
generally give, had married a woman whose weak understanding and
|
|
illiberal mind had very early in their marriage put an end to all
|
|
real affection for her. Respect, esteem, and confidence had
|
|
vanished for ever; and all his views of domestic happiness were
|
|
overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of a disposition to seek
|
|
comfort for the disappointment which his own imprudence had
|
|
brought on, in any of those pleasures which too often console the
|
|
unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of the
|
|
country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his
|
|
principal enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise
|
|
indebted, than as her ignorance and folly had contributed to his
|
|
amusement. This is not the sort of happiness which a man would in
|
|
general wish to owe to his wife; but where other powers of
|
|
entertainment are wanting, the true philosopher will derive
|
|
benefit from such as are given.
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|
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|
Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of
|
|
her father’s behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with
|
|
pain; but respecting his abilities, and grateful for his
|
|
affectionate treatment of herself, she endeavoured to forget what
|
|
she could not overlook, and to banish from her thoughts that
|
|
continual breach of conjugal obligation and decorum which, in
|
|
exposing his wife to the contempt of her own children, was so
|
|
highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so strongly as now
|
|
the disadvantages which must attend the children of so unsuitable
|
|
a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising
|
|
from so ill-judged a direction of talents; talents, which,
|
|
rightly used, might at least have preserved the respectability of
|
|
his daughters, even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his
|
|
wife.
|
|
|
|
When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham’s departure she found
|
|
little other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment.
|
|
Their parties abroad were less varied than before, and at home
|
|
she had a mother and sister whose constant repinings at the
|
|
dullness of everything around them threw a real gloom over their
|
|
domestic circle; and, though Kitty might in time regain her
|
|
natural degree of sense, since the disturbers of her brain were
|
|
removed, her other sister, from whose disposition greater evil
|
|
might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all her folly
|
|
and assurance by a situation of such double danger as a
|
|
watering-place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found,
|
|
what has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she
|
|
had been looking with impatient desire did not, in taking place,
|
|
bring all the satisfaction she had promised herself. It was
|
|
consequently necessary to name some other period for the
|
|
commencement of actual felicity—to have some other point on which
|
|
her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by again enjoying the
|
|
pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the present, and
|
|
prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes was now
|
|
the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best consolation
|
|
for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her
|
|
mother and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included
|
|
Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.
|
|
|
|
“But it is fortunate,” thought she, “that I have something to
|
|
wish for. Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment
|
|
would be certain. But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless
|
|
source of regret in my sister’s absence, I may reasonably hope to
|
|
have all my expectations of pleasure realised. A scheme of which
|
|
every part promises delight can never be successful; and general
|
|
disappointment is only warded off by the defence of some little
|
|
peculiar vexation.”
|
|
|
|
When Lydia went away she promised to write very often and very
|
|
minutely to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always
|
|
long expected, and always very short. Those to her mother
|
|
contained little else than that they were just returned from the
|
|
library, where such and such officers had attended them, and
|
|
where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as made her quite
|
|
wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which she would
|
|
have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a
|
|
violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going
|
|
off to the camp; and from her correspondence with her sister,
|
|
there was still less to be learnt—for her letters to Kitty,
|
|
though rather longer, were much too full of lines under the words
|
|
to be made public.
|
|
|
|
After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health,
|
|
good humour, and cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn.
|
|
Everything wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in
|
|
town for the winter came back again, and summer finery and summer
|
|
engagements arose. Mrs. Bennet was restored to her usual
|
|
querulous serenity; and, by the middle of June, Kitty was so much
|
|
recovered as to be able to enter Meryton without tears; an event
|
|
of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth hope that by the
|
|
following Christmas she might be so tolerably reasonable as not
|
|
to mention an officer above once a day, unless, by some cruel and
|
|
malicious arrangement at the War Office, another regiment should
|
|
be quartered in Meryton.
|
|
|
|
The time fixed for the beginning of their northern tour was now
|
|
fast approaching, and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a
|
|
letter arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its
|
|
commencement and curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be
|
|
prevented by business from setting out till a fortnight later in
|
|
July, and must be in London again within a month, and as that
|
|
left too short a period for them to go so far, and see so much as
|
|
they had proposed, or at least to see it with the leisure and
|
|
comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up the
|
|
Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour, and, according to
|
|
the present plan, were to go no farther northwards than
|
|
Derbyshire. In that county there was enough to be seen to occupy
|
|
the chief of their three weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a
|
|
peculiarly strong attraction. The town where she had formerly
|
|
passed some years of her life, and where they were now to spend a
|
|
few days, was probably as great an object of her curiosity as all
|
|
the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the
|
|
Peak.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on
|
|
seeing the Lakes, and still thought there might have been time
|
|
enough. But it was her business to be satisfied—and certainly her
|
|
temper to be happy; and all was soon right again.
|
|
|
|
With the mention of Derbyshire there were many ideas connected.
|
|
It was impossible for her to see the word without thinking of
|
|
Pemberley and its owner. “But surely,” said she, “I may enter his
|
|
county with impunity, and rob it of a few petrified spars without
|
|
his perceiving me.”
|
|
|
|
The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to
|
|
pass away before her uncle and aunt’s arrival. But they did pass
|
|
away, and Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at
|
|
length appear at Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and
|
|
eight years old, and two younger boys, were to be left under the
|
|
particular care of their cousin Jane, who was the general
|
|
favourite, and whose steady sense and sweetness of temper exactly
|
|
adapted her for attending to them in every way—teaching them,
|
|
playing with them, and loving them.
|
|
|
|
The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the
|
|
next morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement.
|
|
One enjoyment was certain—that of suitableness of companions; a
|
|
suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear
|
|
inconveniences—cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure—and
|
|
affection and intelligence, which might supply it among
|
|
themselves if there were disappointments abroad.
|
|
|
|
It is not the object of this work to give a description of
|
|
Derbyshire, nor of any of the remarkable places through which
|
|
their route thither lay; Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth,
|
|
Birmingham, etc. are sufficiently known. A small part of
|
|
Derbyshire is all the present concern. To the little town of
|
|
Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner’s former residence, and where
|
|
she had lately learned some acquaintance still remained, they
|
|
bent their steps, after having seen all the principal wonders of
|
|
the country; and within five miles of Lambton, Elizabeth found
|
|
from her aunt that Pemberley was situated. It was not in their
|
|
direct road, nor more than a mile or two out of it. In talking
|
|
over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an
|
|
inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his
|
|
willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation.
|
|
|
|
“My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have
|
|
heard so much?” said her aunt; “a place, too, with which so many
|
|
of your acquaintances are connected. Wickham passed all his youth
|
|
there, you know.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at
|
|
Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing
|
|
it. She must own that she was tired of seeing great houses; after
|
|
going over so many, she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or
|
|
satin curtains.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. “If it were merely a fine
|
|
house richly furnished,” said she, “I should not care about it
|
|
myself; but the grounds are delightful. They have some of the
|
|
finest woods in the country.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth said no more—but her mind could not acquiesce. The
|
|
possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place,
|
|
instantly occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very
|
|
idea, and thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt
|
|
than to run such a risk. But against this there were objections;
|
|
and she finally resolved that it could be the last resource, if
|
|
her private inquiries to the absence of the family were
|
|
unfavourably answered.
|
|
|
|
Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid
|
|
whether Pemberley were not a very fine place? what was the name
|
|
of its proprietor? and, with no little alarm, whether the family
|
|
were down for the summer? A most welcome negative followed the
|
|
last question—and her alarms now being removed, she was at
|
|
leisure to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the house
|
|
herself; and when the subject was revived the next morning, and
|
|
she was again applied to, could readily answer, and with a proper
|
|
air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike to the
|
|
scheme. To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance
|
|
of Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length
|
|
they turned in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter.
|
|
|
|
The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground.
|
|
They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some
|
|
time through a beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth’s mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and
|
|
admired every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually
|
|
ascended for half-a-mile, and then found themselves at the top of
|
|
a considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was
|
|
instantly caught by Pemberley House, situated on the opposite
|
|
side of a valley, into which the road with some abruptness wound.
|
|
It was a large, handsome stone building, standing well on rising
|
|
ground, and backed by a ridge of high woody hills; and in front,
|
|
a stream of some natural importance was swelled into greater, but
|
|
without any artificial appearance. Its banks were neither formal
|
|
nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She had never seen
|
|
a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty
|
|
had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were
|
|
all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt
|
|
that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!
|
|
|
|
They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the
|
|
door; and, while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all
|
|
her apprehension of meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest
|
|
the chambermaid had been mistaken. On applying to see the place,
|
|
they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited
|
|
for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she
|
|
was.
|
|
|
|
The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking elderly woman, much
|
|
less fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding
|
|
her. They followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large,
|
|
well proportioned room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after
|
|
slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect.
|
|
The hill, crowned with wood, which they had descended, receiving
|
|
increased abruptness from the distance, was a beautiful object.
|
|
Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the
|
|
whole scene, the river, the trees scattered on its banks and the
|
|
winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it, with
|
|
delight. As they passed into other rooms these objects were
|
|
taking different positions; but from every window there were
|
|
beauties to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their
|
|
furniture suitable to the fortune of its proprietor; but
|
|
Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was neither
|
|
gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of splendour, and more real
|
|
elegance, than the furniture of Rosings.
|
|
|
|
“And of this place,” thought she, “I might have been mistress!
|
|
With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted!
|
|
Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in
|
|
them as my own, and welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and
|
|
aunt. But no,”—recollecting herself—“that could never be; my
|
|
uncle and aunt would have been lost to me; I should not have been
|
|
allowed to invite them.”
|
|
|
|
This was a lucky recollection—it saved her from something very
|
|
like regret.
|
|
|
|
She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master was
|
|
really absent, but had not the courage for it. At length however,
|
|
the question was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with
|
|
alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds replied that he was, adding, “But we
|
|
expect him to-morrow, with a large party of friends.” How
|
|
rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had not by any
|
|
circumstance been delayed a day!
|
|
|
|
Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached and
|
|
saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other
|
|
miniatures, over the mantelpiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly,
|
|
how she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it
|
|
was a picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master’s
|
|
steward, who had been brought up by him at his own expense. “He
|
|
is now gone into the army,” she added; “but I am afraid he has
|
|
turned out very wild.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth
|
|
could not return it.
|
|
|
|
“And that,” said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the
|
|
miniatures, “is my master—and very like him. It was drawn at the
|
|
same time as the other—about eight years ago.”
|
|
|
|
“I have heard much of your master’s fine person,” said Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner, looking at the picture; “it is a handsome face. But,
|
|
Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is like or not.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Reynolds respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this
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intimation of her knowing her master.
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“Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?”
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Elizabeth coloured, and said: “A little.”
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“And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma’am?”
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“Yes, very handsome.”
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“I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery up
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stairs you will see a finer, larger picture of him than this.
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This room was my late master’s favourite room, and these
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miniatures are just as they used to be then. He was very fond of
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them.”
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This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham’s being among them.
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Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy,
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drawn when she was only eight years old.
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“And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?” said Mrs.
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Gardiner.
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“Oh! yes—the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so
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accomplished!—She plays and sings all day long. In the next room
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is a new instrument just come down for her—a present from my
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master; she comes here to-morrow with him.”
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Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were very easy and pleasant,
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encouraged her communicativeness by his questions and remarks;
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Mrs. Reynolds, either by pride or attachment, had evidently great
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pleasure in talking of her master and his sister.
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“Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?”
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“Not so much as I could wish, sir; but I dare say he may spend
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half his time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer
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months.”
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“Except,” thought Elizabeth, “when she goes to Ramsgate.”
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“If your master would marry, you might see more of him.”
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“Yes, sir; but I do not know when that will be. I do not know
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who is good enough for him.”
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Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying,
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“It is very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think
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so.”
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“I say no more than the truth, and everybody will say that knows
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him,” replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty
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far; and she listened with increasing astonishment as the
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housekeeper added, “I have never known a cross word from him in
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my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old.”
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This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite
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to her ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man had been her
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firmest opinion. Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed
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to hear more, and was grateful to her uncle for saying:
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“There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are
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lucky in having such a master.”
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“Yes, sir, I know I am. If I were to go through the world, I
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could not meet with a better. But I have always observed, that
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they who are good-natured when children, are good-natured when
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they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most
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generous-hearted boy in the world.”
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Elizabeth almost stared at her. “Can this be Mr. Darcy?” thought
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she.
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“His father was an excellent man,” said Mrs. Gardiner.
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“Yes, ma’am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like
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him—just as affable to the poor.”
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Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for
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more. Mrs. Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She
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related the subjects of the pictures, the dimensions of the
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rooms, and the price of the furniture, in vain. Mr. Gardiner,
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highly amused by the kind of family prejudice to which he
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attributed her excessive commendation of her master, soon led
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again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his many
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merits as they proceeded together up the great staircase.
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“He is the best landlord, and the best master,” said she, “that
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ever lived; not like the wild young men nowadays, who think of
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nothing but themselves. There is not one of his tenants or
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servants but will give him a good name. Some people call him
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proud; but I am sure I never saw anything of it. To my fancy, it
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is only because he does not rattle away like other young men.”
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“In what an amiable light does this place him!” thought
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Elizabeth.
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“This fine account of him,” whispered her aunt as they walked,
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“is not quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend.”
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“Perhaps we might be deceived.”
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“That is not very likely; our authority was too good.”
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On reaching the spacious lobby above they were shown into a very
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pretty sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and
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|
lightness than the apartments below; and were informed that it
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was but just done to give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a
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liking to the room when last at Pemberley.
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“He is certainly a good brother,” said Elizabeth, as she walked
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towards one of the windows.
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Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy’s delight, when she should
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enter the room. “And this is always the way with him,” she added.
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“Whatever can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in
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a moment. There is nothing he would not do for her.”
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The picture-gallery, and two or three of the principal bedrooms,
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|
were all that remained to be shown. In the former were many good
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paintings; but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such
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|
as had been already visible below, she had willingly turned to
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look at some drawings of Miss Darcy’s, in crayons, whose subjects
|
|
were usually more interesting, and also more intelligible.
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In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could
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have little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked
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|
in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her.
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|
At last it arrested her—and she beheld a striking resemblance to
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|
Mr. Darcy, with such a smile over the face as she remembered to
|
|
have sometimes seen when he looked at her. She stood several
|
|
minutes before the picture, in earnest contemplation, and
|
|
returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. Mrs.
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Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father’s
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|
lifetime.
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There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth’s mind, a more
|
|
gentle sensation towards the original than she had ever felt at
|
|
the height of their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on
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|
him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature. What praise is
|
|
more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant? As a
|
|
brother, a landlord, a master, she considered how many people’s
|
|
happiness were in his guardianship!—how much of pleasure or pain
|
|
was it in his power to bestow!—how much of good or evil must be
|
|
done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by the
|
|
housekeeper was favourable to his character, and as she stood
|
|
before the canvas on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes
|
|
upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment
|
|
of gratitude than it had ever raised before; she remembered its
|
|
warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression.
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|
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|
When all of the house that was open to general inspection had
|
|
been seen, they returned downstairs, and, taking leave of the
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|
housekeeper, were consigned over to the gardener, who met them at
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|
the hall-door.
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|
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|
As they walked across the hall towards the river, Elizabeth
|
|
turned back to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also, and
|
|
while the former was conjecturing as to the date of the building,
|
|
the owner of it himself suddenly came forward from the road,
|
|
which led behind it to the stables.
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|
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|
They were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was
|
|
his appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their
|
|
eyes instantly met, and the cheeks of both were overspread with
|
|
the deepest blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed
|
|
immovable from surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced
|
|
towards the party, and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of
|
|
perfect composure, at least of perfect civility.
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|
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|
She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach,
|
|
received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be
|
|
overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the
|
|
picture they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure
|
|
the other two that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener’s
|
|
expression of surprise, on beholding his master, must immediately
|
|
have told it. They stood a little aloof while he was talking to
|
|
their niece, who, astonished and confused, scarcely dared lift
|
|
her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she returned to
|
|
his civil inquiries after her family. Amazed at the alteration of
|
|
his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he uttered
|
|
was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the
|
|
impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the
|
|
few minutes in which they continued were some of the most
|
|
uncomfortable in her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease;
|
|
when he spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and
|
|
he repeated his inquiries as to the time of her having left
|
|
Longbourn, and of her having stayed in Derbyshire, so often, and
|
|
in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the distraction of his
|
|
thoughts.
|
|
|
|
At length every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a
|
|
few moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected
|
|
himself, and took leave.
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|
|
|
The others then joined her, and expressed admiration of his
|
|
figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and wholly engrossed by
|
|
her own feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered
|
|
by shame and vexation. Her coming there was the most unfortunate,
|
|
the most ill-judged thing in the world! How strange it must
|
|
appear to him! In what a disgraceful light might it not strike so
|
|
vain a man! It might seem as if she had purposely thrown herself
|
|
in his way again! Oh! why did she come? Or, why did he thus come
|
|
a day before he was expected? Had they been only ten minutes
|
|
sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his
|
|
discrimination; for it was plain that he was that moment
|
|
arrived—that moment alighted from his horse or his carriage. She
|
|
blushed again and again over the perverseness of the meeting. And
|
|
his behaviour, so strikingly altered—what could it mean? That he
|
|
should even speak to her was amazing!—but to speak with such
|
|
civility, to inquire after her family! Never in her life had she
|
|
seen his manners so little dignified, never had he spoken with
|
|
such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting. What a contrast
|
|
did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when he put his
|
|
letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to
|
|
account for it.
|
|
|
|
They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water,
|
|
and every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a
|
|
finer reach of the woods to which they were approaching; but it
|
|
was some time before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and,
|
|
though she answered mechanically to the repeated appeals of her
|
|
uncle and aunt, and seemed to direct her eyes to such objects as
|
|
they pointed out, she distinguished no part of the scene. Her
|
|
thoughts were all fixed on that one spot of Pemberley House,
|
|
whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then was. She longed to
|
|
know what at the moment was passing in his mind—in what manner he
|
|
thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything, she was
|
|
still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil only because he felt
|
|
himself at ease; yet there had been that in his voice which was
|
|
not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in
|
|
seeing her she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her
|
|
with composure.
|
|
|
|
At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence
|
|
of mind aroused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more
|
|
like herself.
|
|
|
|
They entered the woods, and bidding adieu to the river for a
|
|
while, ascended some of the higher grounds; when, in spots where
|
|
the opening of the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many
|
|
charming views of the valley, the opposite hills, with the long
|
|
range of woods overspreading many, and occasionally part of the
|
|
stream. Mr. Gardiner expressed a wish of going round the whole
|
|
park, but feared it might be beyond a walk. With a triumphant
|
|
smile they were told that it was ten miles round. It settled the
|
|
matter; and they pursued the accustomed circuit; which brought
|
|
them again, after some time, in a descent among hanging woods, to
|
|
the edge of the water, and one of its narrowest parts. They
|
|
crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air
|
|
of the scene; it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet
|
|
visited; and the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed
|
|
room only for the stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough
|
|
coppice-wood which bordered it. Elizabeth longed to explore its
|
|
windings; but when they had crossed the bridge, and perceived
|
|
their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who was not a great
|
|
walker, could go no farther, and thought only of returning to the
|
|
carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was, therefore,
|
|
obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house on
|
|
the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but
|
|
their progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to
|
|
indulge the taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much
|
|
engaged in watching the occasional appearance of some trout in
|
|
the water, and talking to the man about them, that he advanced
|
|
but little. Whilst wandering on in this slow manner, they were
|
|
again surprised, and Elizabeth’s astonishment was quite equal to
|
|
what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy approaching
|
|
them, and at no great distance. The walk here being here less
|
|
sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before
|
|
they met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more
|
|
prepared for an interview than before, and resolved to appear and
|
|
to speak with calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a
|
|
few moments, indeed, she felt that he would probably strike into
|
|
some other path. The idea lasted while a turning in the walk
|
|
concealed him from their view; the turning past, he was
|
|
immediately before them. With a glance, she saw that he had lost
|
|
none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness, she
|
|
began, as they met, to admire the beauty of the place; but she
|
|
had not got beyond the words “delightful,” and “charming,” when
|
|
some unlucky recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise
|
|
of Pemberley from her might be mischievously construed. Her
|
|
colour changed, and she said no more.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing,
|
|
he asked her if she would do him the honour of introducing him to
|
|
her friends. This was a stroke of civility for which she was
|
|
quite unprepared; and she could hardly suppress a smile at his
|
|
being now seeking the acquaintance of some of those very people
|
|
against whom his pride had revolted in his offer to herself.
|
|
“What will be his surprise,” thought she, “when he knows who they
|
|
are? He takes them now for people of fashion.”
|
|
|
|
The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named
|
|
their relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to
|
|
see how he bore it, and was not without the expectation of his
|
|
decamping as fast as he could from such disgraceful companions.
|
|
That he was surprised by the connection was evident; he
|
|
sustained it, however, with fortitude, and so far from going
|
|
away, turned back with them, and entered into conversation with
|
|
Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but
|
|
triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some
|
|
relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most
|
|
attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every
|
|
expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his
|
|
intelligence, his taste, or his good manners.
|
|
|
|
The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr.
|
|
Darcy invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as
|
|
often as he chose while he continued in the neighbourhood,
|
|
offering at the same time to supply him with fishing tackle, and
|
|
pointing out those parts of the stream where there was usually
|
|
most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm-in-arm with
|
|
Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of wonder. Elizabeth said
|
|
nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment must be
|
|
all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was extreme, and
|
|
continually was she repeating, “Why is he so altered? From what
|
|
can it proceed? It cannot be for me—it cannot be for my sake
|
|
that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could
|
|
not work such a change as this. It is impossible that he should
|
|
still love me.”
|
|
|
|
After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the
|
|
two gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending
|
|
to the brink of the river for the better inspection of some
|
|
curious water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It
|
|
originated in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the
|
|
morning, found Elizabeth’s arm inadequate to her support, and
|
|
consequently preferred her husband’s. Mr. Darcy took her place by
|
|
her niece, and they walked on together. After a short silence,
|
|
the lady first spoke. She wished him to know that she had been
|
|
assured of his absence before she came to the place, and
|
|
accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been very
|
|
unexpected—“for your housekeeper,” she added, “informed us that
|
|
you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and indeed,
|
|
before we left Bakewell, we understood that you were not
|
|
immediately expected in the country.” He acknowledged the truth
|
|
of it all, and said that business with his steward had occasioned
|
|
his coming forward a few hours before the rest of the party with
|
|
whom he had been travelling. “They will join me early to-morrow,”
|
|
he continued, “and among them are some who will claim an
|
|
acquaintance with you—Mr. Bingley and his sisters.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were
|
|
instantly driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley’s name had
|
|
been the last mentioned between them; and, if she might judge by
|
|
his complexion, his mind was not very differently engaged.
|
|
|
|
“There is also one other person in the party,” he continued after
|
|
a pause, “who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will
|
|
you allow me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to
|
|
your acquaintance during your stay at Lambton?”
|
|
|
|
The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too
|
|
great for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She
|
|
immediately felt that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of
|
|
being acquainted with her must be the work of her brother, and,
|
|
without looking farther, it was satisfactory; it was gratifying
|
|
to know that his resentment had not made him think really ill of
|
|
her.
|
|
|
|
They now walked on in silence, each of them deep in thought.
|
|
Elizabeth was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was
|
|
flattered and pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her
|
|
was a compliment of the highest kind. They soon outstripped the
|
|
others, and when they had reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner were half a quarter of a mile behind.
|
|
|
|
He then asked her to walk into the house—but she declared herself
|
|
not tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time
|
|
much might have been said, and silence was very awkward. She
|
|
wanted to talk, but there seemed to be an embargo on every
|
|
subject. At last she recollected that she had been travelling,
|
|
and they talked of Matlock and Dove Dale with great perseverance.
|
|
Yet time and her aunt moved slowly—and her patience and her ideas
|
|
were nearly worn out before the tête-à-tête was over.
|
|
|
|
On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s coming up they were all pressed to go
|
|
into the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined,
|
|
and they parted on each side with utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy
|
|
handed the ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off,
|
|
Elizabeth saw him walking slowly towards the house.
|
|
|
|
The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of
|
|
them pronounced him to be infinitely superior to anything they
|
|
had expected. “He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and
|
|
unassuming,” said her uncle.
|
|
|
|
“There is something a little stately in him, to be sure,”
|
|
replied her aunt, “but it is confined to his air, and is not
|
|
unbecoming. I can now say with the housekeeper, that though some
|
|
people may call him proud, I have seen nothing of it.”
|
|
|
|
“I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was
|
|
more than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no
|
|
necessity for such attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was
|
|
very trifling.”
|
|
|
|
“To be sure, Lizzy,” said her aunt, “he is not so handsome as
|
|
Wickham; or, rather, he has not Wickham’s countenance, for his
|
|
features are perfectly good. But how came you to tell me that he
|
|
was so disagreeable?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had
|
|
liked him better when they had met in Kent than before, and that
|
|
she had never seen him so pleasant as this morning.
|
|
|
|
“But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities,”
|
|
replied her uncle. “Your great men often are; and therefore I
|
|
shall not take him at his word, as he might change his mind
|
|
another day, and warn me off his grounds.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth felt that they had entirely misunderstood his
|
|
character, but said nothing.
|
|
|
|
“From what we have seen of him,” continued Mrs. Gardiner, “I
|
|
really should not have thought that he could have behaved in so
|
|
cruel a way by anybody as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not
|
|
an ill-natured look. On the contrary, there is something pleasing
|
|
about his mouth when he speaks. And there is something of dignity
|
|
in his countenance that would not give one an unfavourable idea
|
|
of his heart. But, to be sure, the good lady who showed us his
|
|
house did give him a most flaming character! I could hardly help
|
|
laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal master, I suppose,
|
|
and that in the eye of a servant comprehends every virtue.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in
|
|
vindication of his behaviour to Wickham; and therefore gave them
|
|
to understand, in as guarded a manner as she could, that by what
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|
she had heard from his relations in Kent, his actions were
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capable of a very different construction; and that his character
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was by no means so faulty, nor Wickham’s so amiable, as they had
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been considered in Hertfordshire. In confirmation of this, she
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related the particulars of all the pecuniary transactions in
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which they had been connected, without actually naming her
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authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on.
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Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned; but as they were now
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approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave
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way to the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in
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pointing out to her husband all the interesting spots in its
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environs to think of anything else. Fatigued as she had been by
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the morning’s walk they had no sooner dined than she set off
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again in quest of her former acquaintance, and the evening was
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spent in the satisfactions of an intercourse renewed after many
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years’ discontinuance.
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The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave
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Elizabeth much attention for any of these new friends; and she
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could do nothing but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy’s
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civility, and, above all, of his wishing her to be acquainted
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with his sister.
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Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to
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visit her the very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was
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consequently resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole
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of that morning. But her conclusion was false; for on the very
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morning after their arrival at Lambton, these visitors came. They
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had been walking about the place with some of their new friends,
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and were just returning to the inn to dress themselves for dining
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with the same family, when the sound of a carriage drew them to a
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window, and they saw a gentleman and a lady in a curricle driving
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up the street. Elizabeth immediately recognizing the livery,
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guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of her
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surprise to her relations by acquainting them with the honour
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which she expected. Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and
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the embarrassment of her manner as she spoke, joined to the
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circumstance itself, and many of the circumstances of the
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preceding day, opened to them a new idea on the business. Nothing
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had ever suggested it before, but they felt that there was no
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other way of accounting for such attentions from such a quarter
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than by supposing a partiality for their niece. While these
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newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation
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of Elizabeth’s feelings was at every moment increasing. She was
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quite amazed at her own discomposure; but amongst other causes of
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disquiet, she dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should
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have said too much in her favour; and, more than commonly anxious
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to please, she naturally suspected that every power of pleasing
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would fail her.
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She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she
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walked up and down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw
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such looks of inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt as made
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everything worse.
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Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable
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introduction took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that
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her new acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself.
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Since her being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was
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exceedingly proud; but the observation of a very few minutes
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convinced her that she was only exceedingly shy. She found it
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difficult to obtain even a word from her beyond a monosyllable.
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Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and,
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though little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her
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appearance womanly and graceful. She was less handsome than her
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brother; but there was sense and good humour in her face, and her
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manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had
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expected to find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as
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ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much relieved by discerning such
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different feelings.
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They had not long been together before Mr. Darcy told her that
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Bingley was also coming to wait on her; and she had barely time
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to express her satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor, when
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Bingley’s quick step was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he
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entered the room. All Elizabeth’s anger against him had been long
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|
done away; but had she still felt any, it could hardly have stood
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its ground against the unaffected cordiality with which he
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expressed himself on seeing her again. He inquired in a friendly,
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though general way, after her family, and looked and spoke with
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the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done.
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To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting
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|
personage than to herself. They had long wished to see him. The
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|
whole party before them, indeed, excited a lively attention. The
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|
suspicions which had just arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece
|
|
directed their observation towards each with an earnest though
|
|
guarded inquiry; and they soon drew from those inquiries the full
|
|
conviction that one of them at least knew what it was to love. Of
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the lady’s sensations they remained a little in doubt; but that
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the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was evident enough.
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Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain
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the feelings of each of her visitors; she wanted to compose her
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|
own, and to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter
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|
object, where she feared most to fail, she was most sure of
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|
success, for those to whom she endeavoured to give pleasure were
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prepossessed in her favour. Bingley was ready, Georgiana was
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|
eager, and Darcy determined, to be pleased.
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In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister;
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|
and, oh! how ardently did she long to know whether any of his
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|
were directed in a like manner. Sometimes she could fancy that he
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|
talked less than on former occasions, and once or twice pleased
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|
herself with the notion that, as he looked at her, he was trying
|
|
to trace a resemblance. But, though this might be imaginary, she
|
|
could not be deceived as to his behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had
|
|
been set up as a rival to Jane. No look appeared on either side
|
|
that spoke particular regard. Nothing occurred between them that
|
|
could justify the hopes of his sister. On this point she was soon
|
|
satisfied; and two or three little circumstances occurred ere
|
|
they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted a
|
|
recollection of Jane not untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of
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|
saying more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared.
|
|
He observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking
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|
together, and in a tone which had something of real regret, that
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|
it “was a very long time since he had had the pleasure of seeing
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|
her;” and, before she could reply, he added, “It is above eight
|
|
months. We have not met since the 26th of November, when we were
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|
all dancing together at Netherfield.”
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Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he
|
|
afterwards took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of
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|
the rest, whether all her sisters were at Longbourn. There was
|
|
not much in the question, nor in the preceding remark; but there
|
|
was a look and a manner which gave them meaning.
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|
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It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy
|
|
himself; but, whenever she did catch a glimpse, she saw an
|
|
expression of general complaisance, and in all that he said she
|
|
heard an accent so removed from hauteur or disdain of his
|
|
companions, as convinced her that the improvement of manners
|
|
which she had yesterday witnessed however temporary its existence
|
|
might prove, had at least outlived one day. When she saw him thus
|
|
seeking the acquaintance and courting the good opinion of people
|
|
with whom any intercourse a few months ago would have been a
|
|
disgrace—when she saw him thus civil, not only to herself, but to
|
|
the very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected
|
|
their last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage—the difference, the
|
|
change was so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she
|
|
could hardly restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never,
|
|
even in the company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his
|
|
dignified relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to
|
|
please, so free from self-consequence or unbending reserve, as
|
|
now, when no importance could result from the success of his
|
|
endeavours, and when even the acquaintance of those to whom his
|
|
attentions were addressed would draw down the ridicule and
|
|
censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and Rosings.
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|
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|
Their visitors stayed with them above half-an-hour; and when they
|
|
arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in
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|
expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss
|
|
Bennet, to dinner at Pemberley, before they left the country.
|
|
Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which marked her little in
|
|
the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner
|
|
looked at her niece, desirous of knowing how she, whom the
|
|
invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its acceptance,
|
|
but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming however, that
|
|
this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment
|
|
than any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who
|
|
was fond of society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she
|
|
ventured to engage for her attendance, and the day after the next
|
|
was fixed on.
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|
|
|
Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing
|
|
Elizabeth again, having still a great deal to say to her, and
|
|
many inquiries to make after all their Hertfordshire friends.
|
|
Elizabeth, construing all this into a wish of hearing her speak
|
|
of her sister, was pleased, and on this account, as well as some
|
|
others, found herself, when their visitors left them, capable of
|
|
considering the last half-hour with some satisfaction, though
|
|
while it was passing, the enjoyment of it had been little. Eager
|
|
to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from her uncle and
|
|
aunt, she stayed with them only long enough to hear their
|
|
favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away to dress.
|
|
|
|
But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s curiosity;
|
|
it was not their wish to force her communication. It was evident
|
|
that she was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had
|
|
before any idea of; it was evident that he was very much in love
|
|
with her. They saw much to interest, but nothing to justify
|
|
inquiry.
|
|
|
|
Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and,
|
|
as far as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find.
|
|
They could not be untouched by his politeness; and had they drawn
|
|
his character from their own feelings and his servant’s report,
|
|
without any reference to any other account, the circle in
|
|
Hertfordshire to which he was known would not have recognized it
|
|
for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest, however, in believing
|
|
the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible that the authority
|
|
of a servant who had known him since he was four years old, and
|
|
whose own manners indicated respectability, was not to be hastily
|
|
rejected. Neither had anything occurred in the intelligence of
|
|
their Lambton friends that could materially lessen its weight.
|
|
They had nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably
|
|
had, and if not, it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants
|
|
of a small market-town where the family did not visit. It was
|
|
acknowledged, however, that he was a liberal man, and did much
|
|
good among the poor.
|
|
|
|
With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was
|
|
not held there in much estimation; for though the chief of his
|
|
concerns with the son of his patron were imperfectly understood,
|
|
it was yet a well-known fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he
|
|
had left many debts behind him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards
|
|
discharged.
|
|
|
|
As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening
|
|
more than the last; and the evening, though as it passed it
|
|
seemed long, was not long enough to determine her feelings
|
|
towards one in that mansion; and she lay awake two whole hours
|
|
endeavouring to make them out. She certainly did not hate him.
|
|
No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she had almost as long been
|
|
ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against him, that could be so
|
|
called. The respect created by the conviction of his valuable
|
|
qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some
|
|
time ceased to be repugnant to her feeling; and it was now
|
|
heightened into somewhat of a friendlier nature, by the testimony
|
|
so highly in his favour, and bringing forward his disposition in
|
|
so amiable a light, which yesterday had produced. But above all,
|
|
above respect and esteem, there was a motive within her of
|
|
goodwill which could not be overlooked. It was gratitude;
|
|
gratitude, not merely for having once loved her, but for loving
|
|
her still well enough to forgive all the petulance and acrimony
|
|
of her manner in rejecting him, and all the unjust accusations
|
|
accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been persuaded, would
|
|
avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this accidental
|
|
meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance, and without any
|
|
indelicate display of regard, or any peculiarity of manner, where
|
|
their two selves only were concerned, was soliciting the good
|
|
opinion of her friends, and bent on making her known to his
|
|
sister. Such a change in a man of so much pride exciting not only
|
|
astonishment but gratitude—for to love, ardent love, it must be
|
|
attributed; and as such its impression on her was of a sort to be
|
|
encouraged, as by no means unpleasing, though it could not be
|
|
exactly defined. She respected, she esteemed, she was grateful to
|
|
him, she felt a real interest in his welfare; and she only wanted
|
|
to know how far she wished that welfare to depend upon herself,
|
|
and how far it would be for the happiness of both that she should
|
|
employ the power, which her fancy told her she still possessed,
|
|
of bringing on her the renewal of his addresses.
|
|
|
|
It had been settled in the evening between the aunt and the
|
|
niece, that such a striking civility as Miss Darcy’s in coming to
|
|
see them on the very day of her arrival at Pemberley, for she had
|
|
reached it only to a late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though
|
|
it could not be equalled, by some exertion of politeness on their
|
|
side; and, consequently, that it would be highly expedient to
|
|
wait on her at Pemberley the following morning. They were,
|
|
therefore, to go. Elizabeth was pleased; though when she asked
|
|
herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme
|
|
had been renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made
|
|
of his meeting some of the gentlemen at Pemberley before noon.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley’s dislike of her
|
|
had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how
|
|
unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was
|
|
curious to know with how much civility on that lady’s side the
|
|
acquaintance would now be renewed.
|
|
|
|
On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the
|
|
saloon, whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer.
|
|
Its windows opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing
|
|
view of the high woody hills behind the house, and of the
|
|
beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts which were scattered over
|
|
the intermediate lawn.
|
|
|
|
In this house they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting
|
|
there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom
|
|
she lived in London. Georgiana’s reception of them was very
|
|
civil, but attended with all the embarrassment which, though
|
|
proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would easily
|
|
give to those who felt themselves inferior the belief of her
|
|
being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, however,
|
|
did her justice, and pitied her.
|
|
|
|
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed only by a
|
|
curtsey; and, on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such
|
|
pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was first
|
|
broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable-looking woman,
|
|
whose endeavour to introduce some kind of discourse proved her to
|
|
be more truly well-bred than either of the others; and between
|
|
her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Elizabeth, the
|
|
conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she wished
|
|
for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a
|
|
short sentence when there was least danger of its being heard.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss
|
|
Bingley, and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss
|
|
Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation would not
|
|
have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter, had they
|
|
not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but she was not
|
|
sorry to be spared the necessity of saying much. Her own thoughts
|
|
were employing her. She expected every moment that some of the
|
|
gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, she feared that the
|
|
master of the house might be amongst them; and whether she wished
|
|
or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After sitting in
|
|
this manner a quarter of an hour without hearing Miss Bingley’s
|
|
voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold inquiry
|
|
after the health of her family. She answered with equal
|
|
indifference and brevity, and the other said no more.
|
|
|
|
The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the
|
|
entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all
|
|
the finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till
|
|
after many a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to
|
|
Miss Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post. There was
|
|
now employment for the whole party—for though they could not all
|
|
talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes,
|
|
nectarines, and peaches soon collected them round the table.
|
|
|
|
While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding
|
|
whether she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr.
|
|
Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on his entering the room;
|
|
and then, though but a moment before she had believed her wishes
|
|
to predominate, she began to regret that he came.
|
|
|
|
He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three
|
|
other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river, and had
|
|
left him only on learning that the ladies of the family intended
|
|
a visit to Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he appear than
|
|
Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly easy and unembarrassed;
|
|
a resolution the more necessary to be made, but perhaps not the
|
|
more easily kept, because she saw that the suspicions of the
|
|
whole party were awakened against them, and that there was
|
|
scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour when he first
|
|
came into the room. In no countenance was attentive curiosity so
|
|
strongly marked as in Miss Bingley’s, in spite of the smiles
|
|
which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its
|
|
objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her
|
|
attentions to Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her
|
|
brother’s entrance, exerted herself much more to talk, and
|
|
Elizabeth saw that he was anxious for his sister and herself to
|
|
get acquainted, and forwarded as much as possible, every attempt
|
|
at conversation on either side. Miss Bingley saw all this
|
|
likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the first
|
|
opportunity of saying, with sneering civility:
|
|
|
|
“Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ——shire Militia removed from
|
|
Meryton? They must be a great loss to your family.”
|
|
|
|
In Darcy’s presence she dared not mention Wickham’s name; but
|
|
Elizabeth instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her
|
|
thoughts; and the various recollections connected with him gave
|
|
her a moment’s distress; but exerting herself vigorously to repel
|
|
the ill-natured attack, she presently answered the question in a
|
|
tolerably detached tone. While she spoke, an involuntary glance
|
|
showed her Darcy, with a heightened complexion, earnestly looking
|
|
at her, and his sister overcome with confusion, and unable to
|
|
lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what pain she was then
|
|
giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have refrained
|
|
from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose
|
|
Elizabeth by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she
|
|
believed her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which
|
|
might injure her in Darcy’s opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the
|
|
latter of all the follies and absurdities by which some part of
|
|
her family were connected with that corps. Not a syllable had
|
|
ever reached her of Miss Darcy’s meditated elopement. To no
|
|
creature had it been revealed, where secrecy was possible, except
|
|
to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley’s connections her brother was
|
|
particularly anxious to conceal it, from the very wish which
|
|
Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of their becoming
|
|
hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a plan, and
|
|
without meaning that it should affect his endeavour to separate
|
|
him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might add something
|
|
to his lively concern for the welfare of his friend.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth’s collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his
|
|
emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not
|
|
approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time,
|
|
though not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother,
|
|
whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest
|
|
in the affair, and the very circumstance which had been designed
|
|
to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth seemed to have fixed them on
|
|
her more and more cheerfully.
|
|
|
|
Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer
|
|
above mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their
|
|
carriage Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on
|
|
Elizabeth’s person, behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana would not
|
|
join her. Her brother’s recommendation was enough to ensure her
|
|
favour; his judgement could not err. And he had spoken in such
|
|
terms of Elizabeth as to leave Georgiana without the power of
|
|
finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable. When Darcy
|
|
returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating to
|
|
him some part of what she had been saying to his sister.
|
|
|
|
“How very ill Miss Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy,”
|
|
she cried; “I never in my life saw anyone so much altered as she
|
|
is since the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and
|
|
I were agreeing that we should not have known her again.”
|
|
|
|
However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he
|
|
contented himself with coolly replying that he perceived no other
|
|
alteration than her being rather tanned, no miraculous
|
|
consequence of travelling in the summer.
|
|
|
|
“For my own part,” she rejoined, “I must confess that I never
|
|
could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion
|
|
has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her
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nose wants character—there is nothing marked in its lines. Her
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teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for
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her eyes, which have sometimes been called so fine, I could never
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see anything extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish
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look, which I do not like at all; and in her air altogether there
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is a self-sufficiency without fashion, which is intolerable.”
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Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this
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was not the best method of recommending herself; but angry people
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are not always wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat
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nettled, she had all the success she expected. He was resolutely
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silent, however, and, from a determination of making him speak,
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she continued:
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“I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed
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we all were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I
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particularly recollect your saying one night, after they had been
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dining at Netherfield, ‘She a beauty!—I should as soon call her
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mother a wit.’ But afterwards she seemed to improve on you, and I
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believe you thought her rather pretty at one time.”
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“Yes,” replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, “but
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that was only when I first saw her, for it is many months since
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I have considered her as one of the handsomest women of my
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acquaintance.”
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He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the
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satisfaction of having forced him to say what gave no one any
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pain but herself.
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Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred
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during their visit, as they returned, except what had
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particularly interested them both. The look and behaviour of
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everybody they had seen were discussed, except of the person who
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had mostly engaged their attention. They talked of his sister,
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his friends, his house, his fruit—of everything but himself; yet
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Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of him,
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and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece’s
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beginning the subject.
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Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a
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letter from Jane on their first arrival at Lambton; and this
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disappointment had been renewed on each of the mornings that had
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now been spent there; but on the third her repining was over, and
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her sister justified, by the receipt of two letters from her at
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once, on one of which was marked that it had been missent
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elsewhere. Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as Jane had written
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the direction remarkably ill.
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They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and
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her uncle and aunt, leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off
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by themselves. The one missent must first be attended to; it had
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been written five days ago. The beginning contained an account of
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all their little parties and engagements, with such news as the
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country afforded; but the latter half, which was dated a day
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|
later, and written in evident agitation, gave more important
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intelligence. It was to this effect:
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“Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred
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of a most unexpected and serious nature; but I am afraid of
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alarming you—be assured that we are all well. What I have to say
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relates to poor Lydia. An express came at twelve last night, just
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as we were all gone to bed, from Colonel Forster, to inform us
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that she was gone off to Scotland with one of his officers; to
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own the truth, with Wickham! Imagine our surprise. To Kitty,
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however, it does not seem so wholly unexpected. I am very, very
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|
sorry. So imprudent a match on both sides! But I am willing to
|
|
hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood.
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|
Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this
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step (and let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. His
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choice is disinterested at least, for he must know my father can
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give her nothing. Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father
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|
bears it better. How thankful am I that we never let them know
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what has been said against him; we must forget it ourselves. They
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were off Saturday night about twelve, as is conjectured, but were
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not missed till yesterday morning at eight. The express was sent
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off directly. My dear Lizzy, they must have passed within ten
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|
miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect him here
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|
soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of their
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intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor
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mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I
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hardly know what I have written.”
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Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely
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|
knowing what she felt, Elizabeth on finishing this letter
|
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instantly seized the other, and opening it with the utmost
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|
impatience, read as follows: it had been written a day later than
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|
the conclusion of the first.
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“By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried
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|
letter; I wish this may be more intelligible, but though not
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|
confined for time, my head is so bewildered that I cannot answer
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|
for being coherent. Dearest Lizzy, I hardly know what I would
|
|
write, but I have bad news for you, and it cannot be delayed.
|
|
Imprudent as the marriage between Mr. Wickham and our poor Lydia
|
|
would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has taken place,
|
|
for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone to
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|
Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton
|
|
the day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia’s
|
|
short letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were
|
|
going to Gretna Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing
|
|
his belief that W. never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia
|
|
at all, which was repeated to Colonel F., who, instantly taking
|
|
the alarm, set off from B. intending to trace their route. He did
|
|
trace them easily to Clapham, but no further; for on entering
|
|
that place, they removed into a hackney coach, and dismissed the
|
|
chaise that brought them from Epsom. All that is known after this
|
|
is, that they were seen to continue the London road. I know not
|
|
what to think. After making every possible inquiry on that side
|
|
London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire, anxiously renewing
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|
them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet and
|
|
Hatfield, but without any success—no such people had been seen to
|
|
pass through. With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn,
|
|
and broke his apprehensions to us in a manner most creditable to
|
|
his heart. I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F., but no one
|
|
can throw any blame on them. Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is very
|
|
great. My father and mother believe the worst, but I cannot think
|
|
so ill of him. Many circumstances might make it more eligible for
|
|
them to be married privately in town than to pursue their first
|
|
plan; and even if he could form such a design against a young
|
|
woman of Lydia’s connections, which is not likely, can I suppose
|
|
her so lost to everything? Impossible! I grieve to find, however,
|
|
that Colonel F. is not disposed to depend upon their marriage; he
|
|
shook his head when I expressed my hopes, and said he feared W.
|
|
was not a man to be trusted. My poor mother is really ill, and
|
|
keeps her room. Could she exert herself, it would be better; but
|
|
this is not to be expected. And as to my father, I never in my
|
|
life saw him so affected. Poor Kitty has anger for having
|
|
concealed their attachment; but as it was a matter of confidence,
|
|
one cannot wonder. I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you have
|
|
been spared something of these distressing scenes; but now, as
|
|
the first shock is over, shall I own that I long for your return?
|
|
I am not so selfish, however, as to press for it, if
|
|
inconvenient. Adieu! I take up my pen again to do what I have
|
|
just told you I would not; but circumstances are such that I
|
|
cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here as soon as
|
|
possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, that I am not
|
|
afraid of requesting it, though I have still something more to
|
|
ask of the former. My father is going to London with Colonel
|
|
Forster instantly, to try to discover her. What he means to do I
|
|
am sure I know not; but his excessive distress will not allow him
|
|
to pursue any measure in the best and safest way, and Colonel
|
|
Forster is obliged to be at Brighton again to-morrow evening. In
|
|
such an exigence, my uncle’s advice and assistance would be
|
|
everything in the world; he will immediately comprehend what I
|
|
must feel, and I rely upon his goodness.”
|
|
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|
“Oh! where, where is my uncle?” cried Elizabeth, darting from her
|
|
seat as she finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him,
|
|
without losing a moment of the time so precious; but as she
|
|
reached the door it was opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy
|
|
appeared. Her pale face and impetuous manner made him start, and
|
|
before he could recover himself to speak, she, in whose mind
|
|
every idea was superseded by Lydia’s situation, hastily
|
|
exclaimed, “I beg your pardon, but I must leave you. I must find
|
|
Mr. Gardiner this moment, on business that cannot be delayed; I
|
|
have not an instant to lose.”
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|
|
|
“Good God! what is the matter?” cried he, with more feeling than
|
|
politeness; then recollecting himself, “I will not detain you a
|
|
minute; but let me, or let the servant go after Mr. and Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner. You are not well enough; you cannot go yourself.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees trembled under her and she
|
|
felt how little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them.
|
|
Calling back the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though
|
|
in so breathless an accent as made her almost unintelligible, to
|
|
fetch his master and mistress home instantly.
|
|
|
|
On his quitting the room she sat down, unable to support herself,
|
|
and looking so miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to
|
|
leave her, or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and
|
|
commiseration, “Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could
|
|
take to give you present relief? A glass of wine; shall I get you
|
|
one? You are very ill.”
|
|
|
|
“No, I thank you,” she replied, endeavouring to recover herself.
|
|
“There is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well; I am only
|
|
distressed by some dreadful news which I have just received from
|
|
Longbourn.”
|
|
|
|
She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes
|
|
could not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could
|
|
only say something indistinctly of his concern, and observe her
|
|
in compassionate silence. At length she spoke again. “I have just
|
|
had a letter from Jane, with such dreadful news. It cannot be
|
|
concealed from anyone. My younger sister has left all her
|
|
friends—has eloped; has thrown herself into the power of—of Mr.
|
|
Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton. You know him
|
|
too well to doubt the rest. She has no money, no connections,
|
|
nothing that can tempt him to—she is lost for ever.”
|
|
|
|
Darcy was fixed in astonishment. “When I consider,” she added in
|
|
a yet more agitated voice, “that I might have prevented it! I
|
|
who knew what he was. Had I but explained some part of it
|
|
only—some part of what I learnt, to my own family! Had his
|
|
character been known, this could not have happened. But it is
|
|
all—all too late now.”
|
|
|
|
“I am grieved indeed,” cried Darcy; “grieved—shocked. But is it
|
|
certain—absolutely certain?”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, yes! They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were
|
|
traced almost to London, but not beyond; they are certainly not
|
|
gone to Scotland.”
|
|
|
|
“And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover
|
|
her?”
|
|
|
|
“My father is gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my
|
|
uncle’s immediate assistance; and we shall be off, I hope, in
|
|
half-an-hour. But nothing can be done—I know very well that
|
|
nothing can be done. How is such a man to be worked on? How are
|
|
they even to be discovered? I have not the smallest hope. It is
|
|
every way horrible!”
|
|
|
|
Darcy shook his head in silent acquiescence.
|
|
|
|
“When my eyes were opened to his real character—Oh! had I known
|
|
what I ought, what I dared to do! But I knew not—I was afraid of
|
|
doing too much. Wretched, wretched mistake!”
|
|
|
|
Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was
|
|
walking up and down the room in earnest meditation, his brow
|
|
contracted, his air gloomy. Elizabeth soon observed, and
|
|
instantly understood it. Her power was sinking; everything must
|
|
sink under such a proof of family weakness, such an assurance of
|
|
the deepest disgrace. She could neither wonder nor condemn, but
|
|
the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing consolatory to
|
|
her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It was, on the
|
|
contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own
|
|
wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have
|
|
loved him, as now, when all love must be vain.
|
|
|
|
But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her.
|
|
Lydia—the humiliation, the misery she was bringing on them all,
|
|
soon swallowed up every private care; and covering her face with
|
|
her handkerchief, Elizabeth was soon lost to everything else;
|
|
and, after a pause of several minutes, was only recalled to a
|
|
sense of her situation by the voice of her companion, who, in a
|
|
manner which, though it spoke compassion, spoke likewise
|
|
restraint, said, “I am afraid you have been long desiring my
|
|
absence, nor have I anything to plead in excuse of my stay, but
|
|
real, though unavailing concern. Would to Heaven that anything
|
|
could be either said or done on my part that might offer
|
|
consolation to such distress! But I will not torment you with
|
|
vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for your thanks.
|
|
This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister’s having
|
|
the pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley to-day.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, yes. Be so kind as to apologise for us to Miss Darcy. Say
|
|
that urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the
|
|
unhappy truth as long as it is possible, I know it cannot be
|
|
long.”
|
|
|
|
He readily assured her of his secrecy; again expressed his sorrow
|
|
for her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was
|
|
at present reason to hope, and leaving his compliments for her
|
|
relations, with only one serious, parting look, went away.
|
|
|
|
As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that
|
|
they should ever see each other again on such terms of cordiality
|
|
as had marked their several meetings in Derbyshire; and as she
|
|
threw a retrospective glance over the whole of their
|
|
acquaintance, so full of contradictions and varieties, sighed at
|
|
the perverseness of those feelings which would now have promoted
|
|
its continuance, and would formerly have rejoiced in its
|
|
termination.
|
|
|
|
If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection,
|
|
Elizabeth’s change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor
|
|
faulty. But if otherwise—if regard springing from such sources is
|
|
unreasonable or unnatural, in comparison of what is so often
|
|
described as arising on a first interview with its object, and
|
|
even before two words have been exchanged, nothing can be said in
|
|
her defence, except that she had given somewhat of a trial to the
|
|
latter method in her partiality for Wickham, and that its ill
|
|
success might, perhaps, authorise her to seek the other less
|
|
interesting mode of attachment. Be that as it may, she saw him go
|
|
with regret; and in this early example of what Lydia’s infamy
|
|
must produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that
|
|
wretched business. Never, since reading Jane’s second letter, had
|
|
she entertained a hope of Wickham’s meaning to marry her. No one
|
|
but Jane, she thought, could flatter herself with such an
|
|
expectation. Surprise was the least of her feelings on this
|
|
development. While the contents of the first letter remained in
|
|
her mind, she was all surprise—all astonishment that Wickham
|
|
should marry a girl whom it was impossible he could marry for
|
|
money; and how Lydia could ever have attached him had appeared
|
|
incomprehensible. But now it was all too natural. For such an
|
|
attachment as this she might have sufficient charms; and though
|
|
she did not suppose Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an
|
|
elopement without the intention of marriage, she had no
|
|
difficulty in believing that neither her virtue nor her
|
|
understanding would preserve her from falling an easy prey.
|
|
|
|
She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire,
|
|
that Lydia had any partiality for him; but she was convinced that
|
|
Lydia wanted only encouragement to attach herself to anybody.
|
|
Sometimes one officer, sometimes another, had been her favourite,
|
|
as their attentions raised them in her opinion. Her affections
|
|
had continually been fluctuating but never without an object. The
|
|
mischief of neglect and mistaken indulgence towards such a
|
|
girl—oh! how acutely did she now feel it!
|
|
|
|
She was wild to be at home—to hear, to see, to be upon the spot
|
|
to share with Jane in the cares that must now fall wholly upon
|
|
her, in a family so deranged, a father absent, a mother incapable
|
|
of exertion, and requiring constant attendance; and though almost
|
|
persuaded that nothing could be done for Lydia, her uncle’s
|
|
interference seemed of the utmost importance, and till he entered
|
|
the room her impatience was severe. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had
|
|
hurried back in alarm, supposing by the servant’s account that
|
|
their niece was taken suddenly ill; but satisfying them instantly
|
|
on that head, she eagerly communicated the cause of their
|
|
summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on the
|
|
postscript of the last with trembling energy.— Though Lydia had
|
|
never been a favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner could not
|
|
but be deeply afflicted. Not Lydia only, but all were concerned
|
|
in it; and after the first exclamations of surprise and horror,
|
|
Mr. Gardiner promised every assistance in his power. Elizabeth,
|
|
though expecting no less, thanked him with tears of gratitude;
|
|
and all three being actuated by one spirit, everything relating
|
|
to their journey was speedily settled. They were to be off as
|
|
soon as possible. “But what is to be done about Pemberley?” cried
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner. “John told us Mr. Darcy was here when you sent for
|
|
us; was it so?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our
|
|
engagement. That is all settled.”
|
|
|
|
“What is all settled?” repeated the other, as she ran into her
|
|
room to prepare. “And are they upon such terms as for her to
|
|
disclose the real truth? Oh, that I knew how it was!”
|
|
|
|
But wishes were vain, or at least could only serve to amuse her
|
|
in the hurry and confusion of the following hour. Had Elizabeth
|
|
been at leisure to be idle, she would have remained certain that
|
|
all employment was impossible to one so wretched as herself; but
|
|
she had her share of business as well as her aunt, and amongst
|
|
the rest there were notes to be written to all their friends at
|
|
Lambton, with false excuses for their sudden departure. An hour,
|
|
however, saw the whole completed; and Mr. Gardiner meanwhile
|
|
having settled his account at the inn, nothing remained to be
|
|
done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all the misery of the
|
|
morning, found herself, in a shorter space of time than she could
|
|
have supposed, seated in the carriage, and on the road to
|
|
Longbourn.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
“I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth,” said her uncle,
|
|
as they drove from the town; “and really, upon serious
|
|
consideration, I am much more inclined than I was to judge as
|
|
your eldest sister does on the matter. It appears to me so very
|
|
unlikely that any young man should form such a design against a
|
|
girl who is by no means unprotected or friendless, and who was
|
|
actually staying in his colonel’s family, that I am strongly
|
|
inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends would
|
|
not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the
|
|
regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His
|
|
temptation is not adequate to the risk!”
|
|
|
|
“Do you really think so?” cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a
|
|
moment.
|
|
|
|
“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Gardiner, “I begin to be of your
|
|
uncle’s opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency,
|
|
honour, and interest, for him to be guilty of. I cannot think so
|
|
very ill of Wickham. Can you yourself, Lizzy, so wholly give him
|
|
up, as to believe him capable of it?”
|
|
|
|
“Not, perhaps, of neglecting his own interest; but of every other
|
|
neglect I can believe him capable. If, indeed, it should be so!
|
|
But I dare not hope it. Why should they not go on to Scotland if
|
|
that had been the case?”
|
|
|
|
“In the first place,” replied Mr. Gardiner, “there is no absolute
|
|
proof that they are not gone to Scotland.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! but their removing from the chaise into a hackney coach is
|
|
such a presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be
|
|
found on the Barnet road.”
|
|
|
|
“Well, then—supposing them to be in London. They may be there,
|
|
though for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptional
|
|
purpose. It is not likely that money should be very abundant on
|
|
either side; and it might strike them that they could be more
|
|
economically, though less expeditiously, married in London than
|
|
in Scotland.”
|
|
|
|
“But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must
|
|
their marriage be private? Oh, no, no—this is not likely. His
|
|
most particular friend, you see by Jane’s account, was persuaded
|
|
of his never intending to marry her. Wickham will never marry a
|
|
woman without some money. He cannot afford it. And what claims
|
|
has Lydia—what attraction has she beyond youth, health, and good
|
|
humour that could make him, for her sake, forego every chance of
|
|
benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what restraint the
|
|
apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on a
|
|
dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I
|
|
know nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But
|
|
as to your other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good.
|
|
Lydia has no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from
|
|
my father’s behaviour, from his indolence and the little
|
|
attention he has ever seemed to give to what was going forward in
|
|
his family, that he would do as little, and think as little
|
|
about it, as any father could do, in such a matter.”
|
|
|
|
“But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love
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of him as to consent to live with him on any terms other than
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marriage?”
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“It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed,” replied
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Elizabeth, with tears in her eyes, “that a sister’s sense of
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decency and virtue in such a point should admit of doubt. But,
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really, I know not what to say. Perhaps I am not doing her
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justice. But she is very young; she has never been taught to
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think on serious subjects; and for the last half-year, nay, for a
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twelvemonth—she has been given up to nothing but amusement and
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vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most
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idle and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in
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her way. Since the ——shire were first quartered in Meryton,
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nothing but love, flirtation, and officers have been in her head.
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She has been doing everything in her power by thinking and
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talking on the subject, to give greater—what shall I call it?
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susceptibility to her feelings; which are naturally lively
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enough. And we all know that Wickham has every charm of person
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and address that can captivate a woman.”
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“But you see that Jane,” said her aunt, “does not think so very
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ill of Wickham as to believe him capable of the attempt.”
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“Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there, whatever
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might be their former conduct, that she would think capable of
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such an attempt, till it were proved against them? But Jane
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knows, as well as I do, what Wickham really is. We both know that
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he has been profligate in every sense of the word; that he has
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neither integrity nor honour; that he is as false and deceitful
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as he is insinuating.”
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“And do you really know all this?” cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose
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curiosity as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive.
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“I do indeed,” replied Elizabeth, colouring. “I told you, the
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other day, of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you
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yourself, when last at Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke
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of the man who had behaved with such forbearance and liberality
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towards him. And there are other circumstances which I am not at
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liberty—which it is not worth while to relate; but his lies about
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the whole Pemberley family are endless. From what he said of Miss
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Darcy I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, reserved,
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disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He must
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know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found
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her.”
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“But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of what
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you and Jane seem so well to understand?”
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“Oh, yes!—that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and
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saw so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation Colonel
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Fitzwilliam, I was ignorant of the truth myself. And when I
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returned home, the ——shire was to leave Meryton in a week or
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fortnight’s time. As that was the case, neither Jane, to whom I
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related the whole, nor I, thought it necessary to make our
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knowledge public; for of what use could it apparently be to any
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|
one, that the good opinion which all the neighbourhood had of him
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should then be overthrown? And even when it was settled that
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Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of opening her
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eyes to his character never occurred to me. That she could be
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in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such
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a consequence as this could ensue, you may easily believe, was
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far enough from my thoughts.”
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“When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason,
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I suppose, to believe them fond of each other?”
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“Not the slightest. I can remember no symptom of affection on
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either side; and had anything of the kind been perceptible, you
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|
must be aware that ours is not a family on which it could be
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thrown away. When first he entered the corps, she was ready
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|
enough to admire him; but so we all were. Every girl in or near
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|
Meryton was out of her senses about him for the first two months;
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|
but he never distinguished her by any particular attention;
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|
and, consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and
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wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the
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|
regiment, who treated her with more distinction, again became her
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|
favourites.”
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It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could
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be added to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this
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|
interesting subject, by its repeated discussion, no other could
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|
detain them from it long, during the whole of the journey. From
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|
Elizabeth’s thoughts it was never absent. Fixed there by the
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|
keenest of all anguish, self-reproach, she could find no interval
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|
of ease or forgetfulness.
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They travelled as expeditiously as possible, and, sleeping one
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|
night on the road, reached Longbourn by dinner time the next day.
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|
It was a comfort to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not
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|
have been wearied by long expectations.
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The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were
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|
standing on the steps of the house as they entered the paddock;
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|
and, when the carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise
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|
that lighted up their faces, and displayed itself over their
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|
whole bodies, in a variety of capers and frisks, was the first
|
|
pleasing earnest of their welcome.
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Elizabeth jumped out; and, after giving each of them a hasty
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|
kiss, hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came running
|
|
down from her mother’s apartment, immediately met her.
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|
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Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears
|
|
filled the eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether
|
|
anything had been heard of the fugitives.
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|
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“Not yet,” replied Jane. “But now that my dear uncle is come, I
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|
hope everything will be well.”
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|
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|
“Is my father in town?”
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“Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you word.”
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|
“And have you heard from him often?”
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|
“We have heard only twice. He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday
|
|
to say that he had arrived in safety, and to give me his
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|
directions, which I particularly begged him to do. He merely
|
|
added that he should not write again till he had something of
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|
importance to mention.”
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|
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|
“And my mother—how is she? How are you all?”
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|
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|
“My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are
|
|
greatly shaken. She is up stairs and will have great satisfaction
|
|
in seeing you all. She does not yet leave her dressing-room. Mary
|
|
and Kitty, thank Heaven, are quite well.”
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|
|
|
“But you—how are you?” cried Elizabeth. “You look pale. How much
|
|
you must have gone through!”
|
|
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|
Her sister, however, assured her of her being perfectly well; and
|
|
their conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner were engaged with their children, was now put an end to
|
|
by the approach of the whole party. Jane ran to her uncle and
|
|
aunt, and welcomed and thanked them both, with alternate smiles
|
|
and tears.
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|
|
|
When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which
|
|
Elizabeth had already asked were of course repeated by the
|
|
others, and they soon found that Jane had no intelligence to
|
|
give. The sanguine hope of good, however, which the benevolence
|
|
of her heart suggested had not yet deserted her; she still
|
|
expected that it would all end well, and that every morning would
|
|
bring some letter, either from Lydia or her father, to explain
|
|
their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce their marriage.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few
|
|
minutes’ conversation together, received them exactly as might be
|
|
expected; with tears and lamentations of regret, invectives
|
|
against the villainous conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her
|
|
own sufferings and ill-usage; blaming everybody but the person to
|
|
whose ill-judging indulgence the errors of her daughter must
|
|
principally be owing.
|
|
|
|
“If I had been able,” said she, “to carry my point in going to
|
|
Brighton, with all my family, this would not have happened; but
|
|
poor dear Lydia had nobody to take care of her. Why did the
|
|
Forsters ever let her go out of their sight? I am sure there was
|
|
some great neglect or other on their side, for she is not the
|
|
kind of girl to do such a thing if she had been well looked
|
|
after. I always thought they were very unfit to have the charge
|
|
of her; but I was overruled, as I always am. Poor dear child! And
|
|
now here’s Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight
|
|
Wickham, wherever he meets him and then he will be killed, and
|
|
what is to become of us all? The Collinses will turn us out
|
|
before he is cold in his grave, and if you are not kind to us,
|
|
brother, I do not know what we shall do.”
|
|
|
|
They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner,
|
|
after general assurances of his affection for her and all her
|
|
family, told her that he meant to be in London the very next day,
|
|
and would assist Mr. Bennet in every endeavour for recovering
|
|
Lydia.
|
|
|
|
“Do not give way to useless alarm,” added he; “though it is right
|
|
to be prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on it
|
|
as certain. It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a
|
|
few days more we may gain some news of them; and till we know
|
|
that they are not married, and have no design of marrying, do not
|
|
let us give the matter over as lost. As soon as I get to town I
|
|
shall go to my brother, and make him come home with me to
|
|
Gracechurch Street; and then we may consult together as to what
|
|
is to be done.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! my dear brother,” replied Mrs. Bennet, “that is exactly what
|
|
I could most wish for. And now do, when you get to town, find
|
|
them out, wherever they may be; and if they are not married
|
|
already, make them marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not
|
|
let them wait for that, but tell Lydia she shall have as much
|
|
money as she chooses to buy them, after they are married. And,
|
|
above all, keep Mr. Bennet from fighting. Tell him what a
|
|
dreadful state I am in, that I am frighted out of my wits—and
|
|
have such tremblings, such flutterings, all over me—such spasms
|
|
in my side and pains in my head, and such beatings at heart, that
|
|
I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear Lydia not
|
|
to give any directions about her clothes till she has seen me,
|
|
for she does not know which are the best warehouses. Oh, brother,
|
|
how kind you are! I know you will contrive it all.”
|
|
|
|
But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest
|
|
endeavours in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation
|
|
to her, as well in her hopes as her fear; and after talking with
|
|
her in this manner till dinner was on the table, they all left
|
|
her to vent all her feelings on the housekeeper, who attended in
|
|
the absence of her daughters.
|
|
|
|
Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no
|
|
real occasion for such a seclusion from the family, they did not
|
|
attempt to oppose it, for they knew that she had not prudence
|
|
enough to hold her tongue before the servants, while they waited
|
|
at table, and judged it better that one only of the household,
|
|
and the one whom they could most trust should comprehend all her
|
|
fears and solicitude on the subject.
|
|
|
|
In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who
|
|
had been too busily engaged in their separate apartments to make
|
|
their appearance before. One came from her books, and the other
|
|
from her toilette. The faces of both, however, were tolerably
|
|
calm; and no change was visible in either, except that the loss
|
|
of her favourite sister, or the anger which she had herself
|
|
incurred in this business, had given more of fretfulness than
|
|
usual to the accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was mistress
|
|
enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance of
|
|
grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table:
|
|
|
|
“This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be much
|
|
talked of. But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the
|
|
wounded bosoms of each other the balm of sisterly consolation.”
|
|
|
|
Then, perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she
|
|
added, “Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from
|
|
it this useful lesson: that loss of virtue in a female is
|
|
irretrievable; that one false step involves her in endless ruin;
|
|
that her reputation is no less brittle than it is beautiful; and
|
|
that she cannot be too much guarded in her behaviour towards the
|
|
undeserving of the other sex.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much
|
|
oppressed to make any reply. Mary, however, continued to console
|
|
herself with such kind of moral extractions from the evil before
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for
|
|
half-an-hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed
|
|
herself of the opportunity of making any inquiries, which Jane
|
|
was equally eager to satisfy. After joining in general
|
|
lamentations over the dreadful sequel of this event, which
|
|
Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss Bennet could
|
|
not assert to be wholly impossible, the former continued the
|
|
subject, by saying, “But tell me all and everything about it
|
|
which I have not already heard. Give me further particulars. What
|
|
did Colonel Forster say? Had they no apprehension of anything
|
|
before the elopement took place? They must have seen them
|
|
together for ever.”
|
|
|
|
“Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some
|
|
partiality, especially on Lydia’s side, but nothing to give him
|
|
any alarm. I am so grieved for him! His behaviour was attentive
|
|
and kind to the utmost. He was coming to us, in order to assure
|
|
us of his concern, before he had any idea of their not being gone
|
|
to Scotland: when that apprehension first got abroad, it hastened
|
|
his journey.”
|
|
|
|
“And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he
|
|
know of their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny
|
|
himself?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; but, when questioned by him, Denny denied knowing
|
|
anything of their plans, and would not give his real opinion
|
|
about it. He did not repeat his persuasion of their not
|
|
marrying—and from that, I am inclined to hope, he might have
|
|
been misunderstood before.”
|
|
|
|
“And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you
|
|
entertained a doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?”
|
|
|
|
“How was it possible that such an idea should enter our brains? I
|
|
felt a little uneasy—a little fearful of my sister’s happiness
|
|
with him in marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not
|
|
been always quite right. My father and mother knew nothing of
|
|
that; they only felt how imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then
|
|
owned, with a very natural triumph on knowing more than the rest
|
|
of us, that in Lydia’s last letter she had prepared her for such
|
|
a step. She had known, it seems, of their being in love with each
|
|
other, many weeks.”
|
|
|
|
“But not before they went to Brighton?”
|
|
|
|
“No, I believe not.”
|
|
|
|
“And did Colonel Forster appear to think well of Wickham himself?
|
|
Does he know his real character?”
|
|
|
|
“I must confess that he did not speak so well of Wickham as he
|
|
formerly did. He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant.
|
|
And since this sad affair has taken place, it is said that he
|
|
left Meryton greatly in debt; but I hope this may be false.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of
|
|
him, this could not have happened!”
|
|
|
|
“Perhaps it would have been better,” replied her sister. “But to
|
|
expose the former faults of any person without knowing what their
|
|
present feelings were, seemed unjustifiable. We acted with the
|
|
best intentions.”
|
|
|
|
“Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia’s note to
|
|
his wife?”
|
|
|
|
“He brought it with him for us to see.”
|
|
|
|
Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth.
|
|
These were the contents:
|
|
|
|
“My dear Harriet,
|
|
“You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help
|
|
laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I
|
|
am missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess
|
|
with who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man
|
|
in the world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy
|
|
without him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send
|
|
them word at Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it
|
|
will make the surprise the greater, when I write to them and sign
|
|
my name ‘Lydia Wickham.’ What a good joke it will be! I can
|
|
hardly write for laughing. Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not
|
|
keeping my engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I
|
|
hope he will excuse me when he knows all; and tell him I will
|
|
dance with him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure. I
|
|
shall send for my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you
|
|
would tell Sally to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown
|
|
before they are packed up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel
|
|
Forster. I hope you will drink to our good journey.
|
|
|
|
“Your affectionate friend,
|
|
“LYDIA BENNET.”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!” cried Elizabeth when she
|
|
had finished it. “What a letter is this, to be written at such a
|
|
moment! But at least it shows that she was serious on the
|
|
subject of their journey. Whatever he might afterwards persuade
|
|
her to, it was not on her side a scheme of infamy. My poor
|
|
father! how he must have felt it!”
|
|
|
|
“I never saw anyone so shocked. He could not speak a word for
|
|
full ten minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the
|
|
whole house in such confusion!”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! Jane,” cried Elizabeth, “was there a servant belonging to it
|
|
who did not know the whole story before the end of the day?”
|
|
|
|
“I do not know. I hope there was. But to be guarded at such a
|
|
time is very difficult. My mother was in hysterics, and though I
|
|
endeavoured to give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid
|
|
I did not do so much as I might have done! But the horror of what
|
|
might possibly happen almost took from me my faculties.”
|
|
|
|
“Your attendance upon her has been too much for you. You do not
|
|
look well. Oh that I had been with you! you have had every care
|
|
and anxiety upon yourself alone.”
|
|
|
|
“Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in
|
|
every fatigue, I am sure; but I did not think it right for either
|
|
of them. Kitty is slight and delicate; and Mary studies so much,
|
|
that her hours of repose should not be broken in on. My aunt
|
|
Phillips came to Longbourn on Tuesday, after my father went away;
|
|
and was so good as to stay till Thursday with me. She was of
|
|
great use and comfort to us all. And Lady Lucas has been very
|
|
kind; she walked here on Wednesday morning to condole with us,
|
|
and offered her services, or any of her daughters’, if they
|
|
should be of use to us.”
|
|
|
|
“She had better have stayed at home,” cried Elizabeth; “perhaps
|
|
she meant well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one
|
|
cannot see too little of one’s neighbours. Assistance is
|
|
impossible; condolence insufferable. Let them triumph over us at
|
|
a distance, and be satisfied.”
|
|
|
|
She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father
|
|
had intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his
|
|
daughter.
|
|
|
|
“He meant I believe,” replied Jane, “to go to Epsom, the place
|
|
where they last changed horses, see the postilions and try if
|
|
anything could be made out from them. His principal object must
|
|
be to discover the number of the hackney coach which took them
|
|
from Clapham. It had come with a fare from London; and as he
|
|
thought that the circumstance of a gentleman and lady’s removing
|
|
from one carriage into another might be remarked he meant to make
|
|
inquiries at Clapham. If he could anyhow discover at what house
|
|
the coachman had before set down his fare, he determined to make
|
|
inquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible to find out
|
|
the stand and number of the coach. I do not know of any other
|
|
designs that he had formed; but he was in such a hurry to be
|
|
gone, and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had
|
|
difficulty in finding out even so much as this.”
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the
|
|
next morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line
|
|
from him. His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a
|
|
most negligent and dilatory correspondent; but at such a time
|
|
they had hoped for exertion. They were forced to conclude that he
|
|
had no pleasing intelligence to send; but even of that they
|
|
would have been glad to be certain. Mr. Gardiner had waited only
|
|
for the letters before he set off.
|
|
|
|
When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving
|
|
constant information of what was going on, and their uncle
|
|
promised, at parting, to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to
|
|
Longbourn, as soon as he could, to the great consolation of his
|
|
sister, who considered it as the only security for her husband’s
|
|
not being killed in a duel.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a
|
|
few days longer, as the former thought her presence might be
|
|
serviceable to her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs.
|
|
Bennet, and was a great comfort to them in their hours of
|
|
freedom. Their other aunt also visited them frequently, and
|
|
always, as she said, with the design of cheering and heartening
|
|
them up—though, as she never came without reporting some fresh
|
|
instance of Wickham’s extravagance or irregularity, she seldom
|
|
went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three
|
|
months before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared
|
|
to be in debt to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues,
|
|
all honoured with the title of seduction, had been extended into
|
|
every tradesman’s family. Everybody declared that he was the
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wickedest young man in the world; and everybody began to find out
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that they had always distrusted the appearance of his goodness.
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Elizabeth, though she did not credit above half of what was said,
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believed enough to make her former assurance of her sister’s ruin
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|
more certain; and even Jane, who believed still less of it,
|
|
became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now come
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|
when, if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before
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|
entirely despaired of, they must in all probability have gained
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some news of them.
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Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday his wife
|
|
received a letter from him; it told them that, on his arrival, he
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had immediately found out his brother, and persuaded him to come
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to Gracechurch Street; that Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and
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Clapham, before his arrival, but without gaining any satisfactory
|
|
information; and that he was now determined to inquire at all the
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principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet thought it possible they
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might have gone to one of them, on their first coming to London,
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before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself did not
|
|
expect any success from this measure, but as his brother was
|
|
eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added that
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Mr. Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London
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and promised to write again very soon. There was also a
|
|
postscript to this effect:
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“I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if
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possible, from some of the young man’s intimates in the regiment,
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whether Wickham has any relations or connections who would be
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|
likely to know in what part of town he has now concealed himself.
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|
If there were anyone that one could apply to with a probability
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|
of gaining such a clue as that, it might be of essential
|
|
consequence. At present we have nothing to guide us. Colonel
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|
Forster will, I dare say, do everything in his power to satisfy
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|
us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps, Lizzy could
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tell us what relations he has now living, better than any other
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|
person.”
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Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference
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to her authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give
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|
any information of so satisfactory a nature as the compliment
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|
deserved. She had never heard of his having had any relations,
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|
except a father and mother, both of whom had been dead many
|
|
years. It was possible, however, that some of his companions in
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the ——shire might be able to give more information; and though
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she was not very sanguine in expecting it, the application was a
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|
something to look forward to.
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|
Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most
|
|
anxious part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival
|
|
of letters was the grand object of every morning’s impatience.
|
|
Through letters, whatever of good or bad was to be told would be
|
|
communicated, and every succeeding day was expected to bring some
|
|
news of importance.
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|
|
|
But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived
|
|
for their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins;
|
|
which, as Jane had received directions to open all that came for
|
|
him in his absence, she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew
|
|
what curiosities his letters always were, looked over her, and
|
|
read it likewise. It was as follows:
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|
“My dear Sir,
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“I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation
|
|
in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are
|
|
now suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a
|
|
letter from Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs.
|
|
Collins and myself sincerely sympathise with you and all your
|
|
respectable family, in your present distress, which must be of
|
|
the bitterest kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time
|
|
can remove. No arguments shall be wanting on my part that can
|
|
alleviate so severe a misfortune—or that may comfort you, under a
|
|
circumstance that must be of all others the most afflicting to a
|
|
parent’s mind. The death of your daughter would have been a
|
|
blessing in comparison of this. And it is the more to be
|
|
lamented, because there is reason to suppose as my dear Charlotte
|
|
informs me, that this licentiousness of behaviour in your
|
|
daughter has proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence;
|
|
though, at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and
|
|
Mrs. Bennet, I am inclined to think that her own disposition must
|
|
be naturally bad, or she could not be guilty of such an enormity,
|
|
at so early an age. Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to
|
|
be pitied; in which opinion I am not only joined by Mrs. Collins,
|
|
but likewise by Lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom I have
|
|
related the affair. They agree with me in apprehending that this
|
|
false step in one daughter will be injurious to the fortunes of
|
|
all the others; for who, as Lady Catherine herself
|
|
condescendingly says, will connect themselves with such a family?
|
|
And this consideration leads me moreover to reflect, with
|
|
augmented satisfaction, on a certain event of last November; for
|
|
had it been otherwise, I must have been involved in all your
|
|
sorrow and disgrace. Let me then advise you, dear sir, to console
|
|
yourself as much as possible, to throw off your unworthy child
|
|
from your affection for ever, and leave her to reap the fruits of
|
|
her own heinous offense.
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|
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|
“I am, dear sir, etc., etc.”
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|
|
|
Mr. Gardiner did not write again till he had received an answer
|
|
from Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant
|
|
nature to send. It was not known that Wickham had a single
|
|
relationship with whom he kept up any connection, and it was
|
|
certain that he had no near one living. His former acquaintances
|
|
had been numerous; but since he had been in the militia, it did
|
|
not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship with any
|
|
of them. There was no one, therefore, who could be pointed out as
|
|
likely to give any news of him. And in the wretched state of his
|
|
own finances, there was a very powerful motive for secrecy, in
|
|
addition to his fear of discovery by Lydia’s relations, for it
|
|
had just transpired that he had left gaming debts behind him to a
|
|
very considerable amount. Colonel Forster believed that more than
|
|
a thousand pounds would be necessary to clear his expenses at
|
|
Brighton. He owed a good deal in town, but his debts of honour
|
|
were still more formidable. Mr. Gardiner did not attempt to
|
|
conceal these particulars from the Longbourn family. Jane heard
|
|
them with horror. “A gamester!” she cried. “This is wholly
|
|
unexpected. I had not an idea of it.”
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|
|
|
Mr. Gardiner added in his letter, that they might expect to see
|
|
their father at home on the following day, which was Saturday.
|
|
Rendered spiritless by the ill-success of all their endeavours,
|
|
he had yielded to his brother-in-law’s entreaty that he would
|
|
return to his family, and leave it to him to do whatever occasion
|
|
might suggest to be advisable for continuing their pursuit. When
|
|
Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did not express so much
|
|
satisfaction as her children expected, considering what her
|
|
anxiety for his life had been before.
|
|
|
|
“What, is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?” she cried.
|
|
“Sure he will not leave London before he has found them. Who is
|
|
to fight Wickham, and make him marry her, if he comes away?”
|
|
|
|
As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that
|
|
she and the children should go to London, at the same time that
|
|
Mr. Bennet came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the
|
|
first stage of their journey, and brought its master back to
|
|
Longbourn.
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|
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and
|
|
her Derbyshire friend that had attended her from that part of the
|
|
world. His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them
|
|
by her niece; and the kind of half-expectation which Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner had formed, of their being followed by a letter from
|
|
him, had ended in nothing. Elizabeth had received none since her
|
|
return that could come from Pemberley.
|
|
|
|
The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse
|
|
for the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore,
|
|
could be fairly conjectured from that, though Elizabeth, who
|
|
was by this time tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings,
|
|
was perfectly aware that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she
|
|
could have borne the dread of Lydia’s infamy somewhat better. It
|
|
would have spared her, she thought, one sleepless night out of
|
|
two.
|
|
|
|
When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual
|
|
philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in
|
|
the habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had
|
|
taken him away, and it was some time before his daughters had
|
|
courage to speak of it.
|
|
|
|
It was not till the afternoon, when he had joined them at tea,
|
|
that Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on
|
|
her briefly expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured,
|
|
he replied, “Say nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself?
|
|
It has been my own doing, and I ought to feel it.”
|
|
|
|
“You must not be too severe upon yourself,” replied Elizabeth.
|
|
|
|
“You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so
|
|
prone to fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how
|
|
much I have been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered
|
|
by the impression. It will pass away soon enough.”
|
|
|
|
“Do you suppose them to be in London?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?”
|
|
|
|
“And Lydia used to want to go to London,” added Kitty.
|
|
|
|
“She is happy then,” said her father drily; “and her residence
|
|
there will probably be of some duration.”
|
|
|
|
Then after a short silence he continued:
|
|
|
|
“Lizzy, I bear you no ill-will for being justified in your advice
|
|
to me last May, which, considering the event, shows some
|
|
greatness of mind.”
|
|
|
|
They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her
|
|
mother’s tea.
|
|
|
|
“This is a parade,” he cried, “which does one good; it gives such
|
|
an elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will
|
|
sit in my library, in my nightcap and powdering gown, and give as
|
|
much trouble as I can; or, perhaps, I may defer it till Kitty
|
|
runs away.”
|
|
|
|
“I am not going to run away, papa,” said Kitty fretfully. “If I
|
|
should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia.”
|
|
|
|
“You go to Brighton. I would not trust you so near it as
|
|
Eastbourne for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at last learnt to
|
|
be cautious, and you will feel the effects of it. No officer is
|
|
ever to enter into my house again, nor even to pass through the
|
|
village. Balls will be absolutely prohibited, unless you stand up
|
|
with one of your sisters. And you are never to stir out of doors
|
|
till you can prove that you have spent ten minutes of every day
|
|
in a rational manner.”
|
|
|
|
Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to
|
|
cry.
|
|
|
|
“Well, well,” said he, “do not make yourself unhappy. If you are
|
|
a good girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review
|
|
at the end of them.”
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Two days after Mr. Bennet’s return, as Jane and Elizabeth were
|
|
walking together in the shrubbery behind the house, they saw the
|
|
housekeeper coming towards them, and, concluding that she came to
|
|
call them to their mother, went forward to meet her; but, instead
|
|
of the expected summons, when they approached her, she said to
|
|
Miss Bennet, “I beg your pardon, madam, for interrupting you, but
|
|
I was in hopes you might have got some good news from town, so I
|
|
took the liberty of coming to ask.”
|
|
|
|
“What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town.”
|
|
|
|
“Dear madam,” cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, “don’t you
|
|
know there is an express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He
|
|
has been here this half-hour, and master has had a letter.”
|
|
|
|
Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech.
|
|
They ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from
|
|
thence to the library; their father was in neither; and they were
|
|
on the point of seeking him up stairs with their mother, when
|
|
they were met by the butler, who said:
|
|
|
|
“If you are looking for my master, ma’am, he is walking towards
|
|
the little copse.”
|
|
|
|
Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall
|
|
once more, and ran across the lawn after their father, who was
|
|
deliberately pursuing his way towards a small wood on one side of
|
|
the paddock.
|
|
|
|
Jane, who was not so light nor so much in the habit of running as
|
|
Elizabeth, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for
|
|
breath, came up with him, and eagerly cried out:
|
|
|
|
“Oh, papa, what news—what news? Have you heard from my uncle?”
|
|
|
|
“Yes I have had a letter from him by express.”
|
|
|
|
“Well, and what news does it bring—good or bad?”
|
|
|
|
“What is there of good to be expected?” said he, taking the
|
|
letter from his pocket. “But perhaps you would like to read it.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand. Jane now came up.
|
|
|
|
“Read it aloud,” said their father, “for I hardly know myself
|
|
what it is about.”
|
|
|
|
“Gracechurch Street, Monday, August 2.
|
|
|
|
“My dear Brother,
|
|
“At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such
|
|
as, upon the whole, I hope it will give you satisfaction. Soon
|
|
after you left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out
|
|
in what part of London they were. The particulars I reserve till
|
|
we meet; it is enough to know they are discovered. I have seen
|
|
them both—”
|
|
“Then it is as I always hoped,” cried Jane; “they are
|
|
married!”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth read on:
|
|
|
|
“I have seen them both. They are not married, nor can I find
|
|
there was any intention of being so; but if you are willing to
|
|
perform the engagements which I have ventured to make on your
|
|
side, I hope it will not be long before they are. All that is
|
|
required of you is, to assure to your daughter, by settlement,
|
|
her equal share of the five thousand pounds secured among your
|
|
children after the decease of yourself and my sister; and,
|
|
moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, during
|
|
your life, one hundred pounds per annum. These are conditions
|
|
which, considering everything, I had no hesitation in complying
|
|
with, as far as I thought myself privileged, for you. I shall
|
|
send this by express, that no time may be lost in bringing me
|
|
your answer. You will easily comprehend, from these particulars,
|
|
that Mr. Wickham’s circumstances are not so hopeless as they are
|
|
generally believed to be. The world has been deceived in that
|
|
respect; and I am happy to say there will be some little money,
|
|
even when all his debts are discharged, to settle on my niece, in
|
|
addition to her own fortune. If, as I conclude will be the case,
|
|
you send me full powers to act in your name throughout the whole
|
|
of this business, I will immediately give directions to
|
|
Haggerston for preparing a proper settlement. There will not be
|
|
the smallest occasion for your coming to town again; therefore
|
|
stay quiet at Longbourn, and depend on my diligence and care.
|
|
Send back your answer as fast as you can, and be careful to write
|
|
explicitly. We have judged it best that my niece should be
|
|
married from this house, of which I hope you will approve. She
|
|
comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as anything more
|
|
is determined on. Yours, etc.,
|
|
|
|
“EDW. GARDINER.”
|
|
|
|
“Is it possible?” cried Elizabeth, when she had finished. “Can it
|
|
be possible that he will marry her?”
|
|
|
|
“Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we thought him,” said
|
|
her sister. “My dear father, I congratulate you.”
|
|
|
|
“And have you answered the letter?” cried Elizabeth.
|
|
|
|
“No; but it must be done soon.”
|
|
|
|
Most earnestly did she then entreat him to lose no more time
|
|
before he wrote.
|
|
|
|
“Oh! my dear father,” she cried, “come back and write
|
|
immediately. Consider how important every moment is in such a
|
|
case.”
|
|
|
|
“Let me write for you,” said Jane, “if you dislike the trouble
|
|
yourself.”
|
|
|
|
“I dislike it very much,” he replied; “but it must be done.”
|
|
|
|
And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the
|
|
house.
|
|
|
|
“And may I ask—” said Elizabeth; “but the terms, I suppose, must
|
|
be complied with.”
|
|
|
|
“Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little.”
|
|
|
|
“And they must marry! Yet he is such a man!”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done. But
|
|
there are two things that I want very much to know; one is, how
|
|
much money your uncle has laid down to bring it about; and the
|
|
other, how am I ever to pay him.”
|
|
|
|
“Money! My uncle!” cried Jane, “what do you mean, sir?”
|
|
|
|
“I mean, that no man in his senses would marry Lydia on so slight
|
|
a temptation as one hundred a year during my life, and fifty
|
|
after I am gone.”
|
|
|
|
“That is very true,” said Elizabeth; “though it had not occurred
|
|
to me before. His debts to be discharged, and something still to
|
|
remain! Oh! it must be my uncle’s doings! Generous, good man, I
|
|
am afraid he has distressed himself. A small sum could not do all
|
|
this.”
|
|
|
|
“No,” said her father; “Wickham’s a fool if he takes her with a
|
|
farthing less than ten thousand pounds. I should be sorry to
|
|
think so ill of him, in the very beginning of our relationship.”
|
|
|
|
“Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be
|
|
repaid?”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet made no answer, and each of them, deep in thought,
|
|
continued silent till they reached the house. Their father then
|
|
went on to the library to write, and the girls walked into the
|
|
breakfast-room.
|
|
|
|
“And they are really to be married!” cried Elizabeth, as soon as
|
|
they were by themselves. “How strange this is! And for this we
|
|
are to be thankful. That they should marry, small as is their
|
|
chance of happiness, and wretched as is his character, we are
|
|
forced to rejoice. Oh, Lydia!”
|
|
|
|
“I comfort myself with thinking,” replied Jane, “that he
|
|
certainly would not marry Lydia if he had not a real regard for
|
|
her. Though our kind uncle has done something towards clearing
|
|
him, I cannot believe that ten thousand pounds, or anything like
|
|
it, has been advanced. He has children of his own, and may have
|
|
more. How could he spare half ten thousand pounds?”
|
|
|
|
“If he were ever able to learn what Wickham’s debts have been,”
|
|
said Elizabeth, “and how much is settled on his side on our
|
|
sister, we shall exactly know what Mr. Gardiner has done for
|
|
them, because Wickham has not sixpence of his own. The kindness
|
|
of my uncle and aunt can never be requited. Their taking her
|
|
home, and affording her their personal protection and
|
|
countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage as years of
|
|
gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. By this time she is actually
|
|
with them! If such goodness does not make her miserable now, she
|
|
will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she
|
|
first sees my aunt!”
|
|
|
|
“We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side,”
|
|
said Jane: “I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His
|
|
consenting to marry her is a proof, I will believe, that he is
|
|
come to a right way of thinking. Their mutual affection will
|
|
steady them; and I flatter myself they will settle so quietly,
|
|
and live in so rational a manner, as may in time make their past
|
|
imprudence forgotten.”
|
|
|
|
“Their conduct has been such,” replied Elizabeth, “as neither
|
|
you, nor I, nor anybody can ever forget. It is useless to talk of
|
|
it.”
|
|
|
|
It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all
|
|
likelihood perfectly ignorant of what had happened. They went to
|
|
the library, therefore, and asked their father whether he would
|
|
not wish them to make it known to her. He was writing and,
|
|
without raising his head, coolly replied:
|
|
|
|
“Just as you please.”
|
|
|
|
“May we take my uncle’s letter to read to her?”
|
|
|
|
“Take whatever you like, and get away.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth took the letter from his writing-table, and they went
|
|
up stairs together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet:
|
|
one communication would, therefore, do for all. After a slight
|
|
preparation for good news, the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet
|
|
could hardly contain herself. As soon as Jane had read Mr.
|
|
Gardiner’s hope of Lydia’s being soon married, her joy burst
|
|
forth, and every following sentence added to its exuberance. She
|
|
was now in an irritation as violent from delight, as she had ever
|
|
been fidgety from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter
|
|
would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her
|
|
felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct.
|
|
|
|
“My dear, dear Lydia!” she cried. “This is delightful indeed! She
|
|
will be married! I shall see her again! She will be married at
|
|
sixteen! My good, kind brother! I knew how it would be. I knew he
|
|
would manage everything! How I long to see her! and to see dear
|
|
Wickham too! But the clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write
|
|
to my sister Gardiner about them directly. Lizzy, my dear, run
|
|
down to your father, and ask him how much he will give her. Stay,
|
|
stay, I will go myself. Ring the bell, Kitty, for Hill. I will
|
|
put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear Lydia! How merry we
|
|
shall be together when we meet!”
|
|
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Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the
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violence of these transports, by leading her thoughts to the
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obligations which Mr. Gardiner’s behaviour laid them all under.
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“For we must attribute this happy conclusion,” she added, “in a
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great measure to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has
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pledged himself to assist Mr. Wickham with money.”
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“Well,” cried her mother, “it is all very right; who should do it
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but her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and
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my children must have had all his money, you know; and it is the
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first time we have ever had anything from him, except a few
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presents. Well! I am so happy! In a short time I shall have a
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daughter married. Mrs. Wickham! How well it sounds! And she was
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only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in such a flutter,
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that I am sure I can’t write; so I will dictate, and you write
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for me. We will settle with your father about the money
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afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately.”
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She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin,
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and cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful
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orders, had not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her
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to wait till her father was at leisure to be consulted. One day’s
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delay, she observed, would be of small importance; and her mother
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was too happy to be quite so obstinate as usual. Other schemes,
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too, came into her head.
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“I will go to Meryton,” said she, “as soon as I am dressed, and
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tell the good, good news to my sister Philips. And as I come
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back, I can call on Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and
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order the carriage. An airing would do me a great deal of good, I
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am sure. Girls, can I do anything for you in Meryton? Oh! Here
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comes Hill! My dear Hill, have you heard the good news? Miss
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Lydia is going to be married; and you shall all have a bowl of
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punch to make merry at her wedding.”
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Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received
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her congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this
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folly, took refuge in her own room, that she might think with
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freedom.
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Poor Lydia’s situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it
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was no worse, she had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and
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though, in looking forward, neither rational happiness nor
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worldly prosperity could be justly expected for her sister, in
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looking back to what they had feared, only two hours ago, she
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felt all the advantages of what they had gained.
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Mr. Bennet had very often wished before this period of his life
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that, instead of spending his whole income, he had laid by an
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annual sum for the better provision of his children, and of his
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|
wife, if she survived him. He now wished it more than ever. Had
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he done his duty in that respect, Lydia need not have been
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indebted to her uncle for whatever of honour or credit could now
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be purchased for her. The satisfaction of prevailing on one of
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the most worthless young men in Great Britain to be her husband
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|
might then have rested in its proper place.
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He was seriously concerned that a cause of so little advantage to
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anyone should be forwarded at the sole expense of his
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brother-in-law, and he was determined, if possible, to find out
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the extent of his assistance, and to discharge the obligation as
|
|
soon as he could.
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When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be
|
|
perfectly useless, for, of course, they were to have a son. The
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son was to join in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should
|
|
be of age, and the widow and younger children would by that means
|
|
be provided for. Five daughters successively entered the world,
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|
but yet the son was to come; and Mrs. Bennet, for many years
|
|
after Lydia’s birth, had been certain that he would. This event
|
|
had at last been despaired of, but it was then too late to be
|
|
saving. Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy, and her husband’s
|
|
love of independence had alone prevented their exceeding their
|
|
income.
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|
Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs.
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|
Bennet and the children. But in what proportions it should be
|
|
divided amongst the latter depended on the will of the parents.
|
|
This was one point, with regard to Lydia, at least, which was now
|
|
to be settled, and Mr. Bennet could have no hesitation in
|
|
acceding to the proposal before him. In terms of grateful
|
|
acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, though expressed
|
|
most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect
|
|
approbation of all that was done, and his willingness to fulfil
|
|
the engagements that had been made for him. He had never before
|
|
supposed that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his
|
|
daughter, it would be done with so little inconvenience to
|
|
himself as by the present arrangement. He would scarcely be ten
|
|
pounds a year the loser by the hundred that was to be paid them;
|
|
for, what with her board and pocket allowance, and the continual
|
|
presents in money which passed to her through her mother’s hands,
|
|
Lydia’s expenses had been very little within that sum.
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That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side,
|
|
too, was another very welcome surprise; for his wish at present
|
|
was to have as little trouble in the business as possible. When
|
|
the first transports of rage which had produced his activity in
|
|
seeking her were over, he naturally returned to all his former
|
|
indolence. His letter was soon dispatched; for, though dilatory
|
|
in undertaking business, he was quick in its execution. He begged
|
|
to know further particulars of what he was indebted to his
|
|
brother, but was too angry with Lydia to send any message to her.
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|
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|
The good news spread quickly through the house, and with
|
|
proportionate speed through the neighbourhood. It was borne in
|
|
the latter with decent philosophy. To be sure, it would have been
|
|
more for the advantage of conversation had Miss Lydia Bennet come
|
|
upon the town; or, as the happiest alternative, been secluded
|
|
from the world, in some distant farmhouse. But there was much to
|
|
be talked of in marrying her; and the good-natured wishes for her
|
|
well-doing which had proceeded before from all the spiteful old
|
|
ladies in Meryton lost but a little of their spirit in this
|
|
change of circumstances, because with such an husband her misery
|
|
was considered certain.
|
|
|
|
It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been downstairs; but on
|
|
this happy day she again took her seat at the head of her table,
|
|
and in spirits oppressively high. No sentiment of shame gave a
|
|
damp to her triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been
|
|
the first object of her wishes since Jane was sixteen, was now on
|
|
the point of accomplishment, and her thoughts and her words ran
|
|
wholly on those attendants of elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new
|
|
carriages, and servants. She was busily searching through the
|
|
neighbourhood for a proper situation for her daughter, and,
|
|
without knowing or considering what their income might be,
|
|
rejected many as deficient in size and importance.
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|
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|
“Haye Park might do,” said she, “if the Gouldings could quit
|
|
it—or the great house at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger;
|
|
but Ashworth is too far off! I could not bear to have her ten
|
|
miles from me; and as for Pulvis Lodge, the attics are dreadful.”
|
|
|
|
Her husband allowed her to talk on without interruption while the
|
|
servants remained. But when they had withdrawn, he said to her:
|
|
“Mrs. Bennet, before you take any or all of these houses for your
|
|
son and daughter, let us come to a right understanding. Into
|
|
one house in this neighbourhood they shall never have
|
|
admittance. I will not encourage the impudence of either, by
|
|
receiving them at Longbourn.”
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|
|
|
A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was
|
|
firm. It soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with
|
|
amazement and horror, that her husband would not advance a guinea
|
|
to buy clothes for his daughter. He protested that she should
|
|
receive from him no mark of affection whatever on the occasion.
|
|
Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend it. That his anger could be
|
|
carried to such a point of inconceivable resentment as to refuse
|
|
his daughter a privilege without which her marriage would
|
|
scarcely seem valid, exceeded all she could believe possible. She
|
|
was more alive to the disgrace which her want of new clothes must
|
|
reflect on her daughter’s nuptials, than to any sense of shame at
|
|
her eloping and living with Wickham a fortnight before they took
|
|
place.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the
|
|
distress of the moment, been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted
|
|
with their fears for her sister; for since her marriage would so
|
|
shortly give the proper termination to the elopement, they might
|
|
hope to conceal its unfavourable beginning from all those who
|
|
were not immediately on the spot.
|
|
|
|
She had no fear of its spreading farther through his means. There
|
|
were few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently
|
|
depended; but, at the same time, there was no one whose knowledge
|
|
of a sister’s frailty would have mortified her so much—not,
|
|
however, from any fear of disadvantage from it individually to
|
|
herself, for, at any rate, there seemed a gulf impassable between
|
|
them. Had Lydia’s marriage been concluded on the most honourable
|
|
terms, it was not to be supposed that Mr. Darcy would connect
|
|
himself with a family where, to every other objection, would now
|
|
be added an alliance and relationship of the nearest kind with a
|
|
man whom he so justly scorned.
|
|
|
|
From such a connection she could not wonder that he would shrink.
|
|
The wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself
|
|
of his feeling in Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation
|
|
survive such a blow as this. She was humbled, she was grieved;
|
|
she repented, though she hardly knew of what. She became jealous
|
|
of his esteem, when she could no longer hope to be benefited by
|
|
it. She wanted to hear of him, when there seemed the least chance
|
|
of gaining intelligence. She was convinced that she could have
|
|
been happy with him, when it was no longer likely they should
|
|
meet.
|
|
|
|
What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that
|
|
the proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago,
|
|
would now have been most gladly and gratefully received! He was
|
|
as generous, she doubted not, as the most generous of his sex;
|
|
but while he was mortal, there must be a triumph.
|
|
|
|
She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man who, in
|
|
disposition and talents, would most suit her. His understanding
|
|
and temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her
|
|
wishes. It was an union that must have been to the advantage of
|
|
both; by her ease and liveliness, his mind might have been
|
|
softened, his manners improved; and from his judgement,
|
|
information, and knowledge of the world, she must have received
|
|
benefit of greater importance.
|
|
|
|
But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude
|
|
what connubial felicity really was. An union of a different
|
|
tendency, and precluding the possibility of the other, was soon
|
|
to be formed in their family.
|
|
|
|
How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable
|
|
independence, she could not imagine. But how little of permanent
|
|
happiness could belong to a couple who were only brought together
|
|
because their passions were stronger than their virtue, she could
|
|
easily conjecture.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother. To Mr. Bennet’s
|
|
acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurance of his
|
|
eagerness to promote the welfare of any of his family; and
|
|
concluded with entreaties that the subject might never be
|
|
mentioned to him again. The principal purport of his letter was
|
|
to inform them that Mr. Wickham had resolved on quitting the
|
|
militia.
|
|
|
|
“It was greatly my wish that he should do so,” he added, “as soon
|
|
as his marriage was fixed on. And I think you will agree with me,
|
|
in considering the removal from that corps as highly advisable,
|
|
both on his account and my niece’s. It is Mr. Wickham’s intention
|
|
to go into the regulars; and among his former friends, there are
|
|
still some who are able and willing to assist him in the army. He
|
|
has the promise of an ensigncy in General ——’s regiment, now
|
|
quartered in the North. It is an advantage to have it so far from
|
|
this part of the kingdom. He promises fairly; and I hope among
|
|
different people, where they may each have a character to
|
|
preserve, they will both be more prudent. I have written to
|
|
Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements, and
|
|
to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr.
|
|
Wickham in and near Brighton, with assurances of speedy payment,
|
|
for which I have pledged myself. And will you give yourself the
|
|
trouble of carrying similar assurances to his creditors in
|
|
Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin a list according to his
|
|
information? He has given in all his debts; I hope at least he
|
|
has not deceived us. Haggerston has our directions, and all will
|
|
be completed in a week. They will then join his regiment, unless
|
|
they are first invited to Longbourn; and I understand from Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner, that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all before
|
|
she leaves the South. She is well, and begs to be dutifully
|
|
remembered to you and her mother.—Yours, etc.,
|
|
|
|
“E. GARDINER.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham’s
|
|
removal from the ——shire as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do. But
|
|
Mrs. Bennet was not so well pleased with it. Lydia’s being
|
|
settled in the North, just when she had expected most pleasure
|
|
and pride in her company, for she had by no means given up her
|
|
plan of their residing in Hertfordshire, was a severe
|
|
disappointment; and, besides, it was such a pity that Lydia
|
|
should be taken from a regiment where she was acquainted with
|
|
everybody, and had so many favourites.
|
|
|
|
“She is so fond of Mrs. Forster,” said she, “it will be quite
|
|
shocking to send her away! And there are several of the young
|
|
men, too, that she likes very much. The officers may not be so
|
|
pleasant in General ——’s regiment.”
|
|
|
|
His daughter’s request, for such it might be considered, of being
|
|
admitted into her family again before she set off for the North,
|
|
received at first an absolute negative. But Jane and Elizabeth,
|
|
who agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister’s feelings
|
|
and consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by
|
|
her parents, urged him so earnestly yet so rationally and so
|
|
mildly, to receive her and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as
|
|
they were married, that he was prevailed on to think as they
|
|
thought, and act as they wished. And their mother had the
|
|
satisfaction of knowing that she would be able to show her
|
|
married daughter in the neighbourhood before she was banished to
|
|
the North. When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore,
|
|
he sent his permission for them to come; and it was settled, that
|
|
as soon as the ceremony was over, they should proceed to
|
|
Longbourn. Elizabeth was surprised, however, that Wickham should
|
|
consent to such a scheme, and had she consulted only her own
|
|
inclination, any meeting with him would have been the last object
|
|
of her wishes.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Their sister’s wedding day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt
|
|
for her probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was
|
|
sent to meet them at ——, and they were to return in it by
|
|
dinner-time. Their arrival was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets,
|
|
and Jane more especially, who gave Lydia the feelings which would
|
|
have attended herself, had she been the culprit, and was
|
|
wretched in the thought of what her sister must endure.
|
|
|
|
They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast room to
|
|
receive them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet as the
|
|
carriage drove up to the door; her husband looked impenetrably
|
|
grave; her daughters, alarmed, anxious, uneasy.
|
|
|
|
Lydia’s voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown
|
|
open, and she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards,
|
|
embraced her, and welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand, with
|
|
an affectionate smile, to Wickham, who followed his lady; and
|
|
wished them both joy with an alacrity which shewed no doubt of
|
|
their happiness.
|
|
|
|
Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was
|
|
not quite so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity;
|
|
and he scarcely opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young
|
|
couple, indeed, was enough to provoke him. Elizabeth was
|
|
disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was shocked. Lydia was Lydia
|
|
still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. She turned
|
|
from sister to sister, demanding their congratulations; and when
|
|
at length they all sat down, looked eagerly round the room, took
|
|
notice of some little alteration in it, and observed, with a
|
|
laugh, that it was a great while since she had been there.
|
|
|
|
Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself, but his
|
|
manners were always so pleasing, that had his character and his
|
|
marriage been exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy
|
|
address, while he claimed their relationship, would have
|
|
delighted them all. Elizabeth had not before believed him quite
|
|
equal to such assurance; but she sat down, resolving within
|
|
herself to draw no limits in future to the impudence of an
|
|
impudent man. She blushed, and Jane blushed; but the cheeks of
|
|
the two who caused their confusion suffered no variation of
|
|
colour.
|
|
|
|
There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could
|
|
neither of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to
|
|
sit near Elizabeth, began inquiring after his acquaintance in
|
|
that neighbourhood, with a good humoured ease which she felt very
|
|
unable to equal in her replies. They seemed each of them to have
|
|
the happiest memories in the world. Nothing of the past was
|
|
recollected with pain; and Lydia led voluntarily to subjects
|
|
which her sisters would not have alluded to for the world.
|
|
|
|
“Only think of its being three months,” she cried, “since I went
|
|
away; it seems but a fortnight I declare; and yet there have been
|
|
things enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went
|
|
away, I am sure I had no more idea of being married till I came
|
|
back again! though I thought it would be very good fun if I was.”
|
|
|
|
Her father lifted up his eyes. Jane was distressed. Elizabeth
|
|
looked expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw
|
|
anything of which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued,
|
|
“Oh! mamma, do the people hereabouts know I am married to-day? I
|
|
was afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in
|
|
his curricle, so I was determined he should know it, and so I let
|
|
down the side-glass next to him, and took off my glove, and let
|
|
my hand just rest upon the window frame, so that he might see the
|
|
ring, and then I bowed and smiled like anything.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up, and ran out of the
|
|
room; and returned no more, till she heard them passing through
|
|
the hall to the dining parlour. She then joined them soon enough
|
|
to see Lydia, with anxious parade, walk up to her mother’s right
|
|
hand, and hear her say to her eldest sister, “Ah! Jane, I take
|
|
your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married
|
|
woman.”
|
|
|
|
It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that
|
|
embarrassment from which she had been so wholly free at first.
|
|
Her ease and good spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs.
|
|
Phillips, the Lucases, and all their other neighbours, and to
|
|
hear herself called “Mrs. Wickham” by each of them; and in the
|
|
mean time, she went after dinner to show her ring, and boast of
|
|
being married, to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids.
|
|
|
|
“Well, mamma,” said she, when they were all returned to the
|
|
breakfast room, “and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a
|
|
charming man? I am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope
|
|
they may have half my good luck. They must all go to Brighton.
|
|
That is the place to get husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we
|
|
did not all go.”
|
|
|
|
“Very true; and if I had my will, we should. But my dear Lydia, I
|
|
don’t at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, lord! yes;—there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all
|
|
things. You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us.
|
|
We shall be at Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there
|
|
will be some balls, and I will take care to get good partners for
|
|
them all.”
|
|
|
|
“I should like it beyond anything!” said her mother.
|
|
|
|
“And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my
|
|
sisters behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them
|
|
before the winter is over.”
|
|
|
|
“I thank you for my share of the favour,” said Elizabeth; “but I
|
|
do not particularly like your way of getting husbands.”
|
|
|
|
Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr.
|
|
Wickham had received his commission before he left London, and he
|
|
was to join his regiment at the end of a fortnight.
|
|
|
|
No one but Mrs. Bennet regretted that their stay would be so
|
|
short; and she made the most of the time by visiting about with
|
|
her daughter, and having very frequent parties at home. These
|
|
parties were acceptable to all; to avoid a family circle was even
|
|
more desirable to such as did think, than such as did not.
|
|
|
|
Wickham’s affection for Lydia was just what Elizabeth had
|
|
expected to find it; not equal to Lydia’s for him. She had
|
|
scarcely needed her present observation to be satisfied, from the
|
|
reason of things, that their elopement had been brought on by the
|
|
strength of her love, rather than by his; and she would have
|
|
wondered why, without violently caring for her, he chose to elope
|
|
with her at all, had she not felt certain that his flight was
|
|
rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and if that were
|
|
the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity of
|
|
having a companion.
|
|
|
|
Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on
|
|
every occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He
|
|
did every thing best in the world; and she was sure he would kill
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more birds on the first of September, than any body else in the
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country.
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One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with
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her two elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth:
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“Lizzy, I never gave you an account of my wedding, I believe.
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You were not by, when I told mamma and the others all about it.
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Are not you curious to hear how it was managed?”
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“No really,” replied Elizabeth; “I think there cannot be too
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little said on the subject.”
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“La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We
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were married, you know, at St. Clement’s, because Wickham’s
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lodgings were in that parish. And it was settled that we should
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all be there by eleven o’clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to
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go together; and the others were to meet us at the church. Well,
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Monday morning came, and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid,
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you know, that something would happen to put it off, and then I
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should have gone quite distracted. And there was my aunt, all the
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time I was dressing, preaching and talking away just as if she
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was reading a sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in
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ten, for I was thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I
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longed to know whether he would be married in his blue coat.”
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“Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual; I thought it would
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never be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand, that my
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uncle and aunt were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with
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them. If you’ll believe me, I did not once put my foot out of
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doors, though I was there a fortnight. Not one party, or scheme,
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or anything. To be sure London was rather thin, but, however, the
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Little Theatre was open. Well, and so just as the carriage came
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to the door, my uncle was called away upon business to that
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horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you know, when once they get
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together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so frightened I did
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not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away; and if we
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were beyond the hour, we could not be married all day. But,
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luckily, he came back again in ten minutes’ time, and then we all
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set out. However, I recollected afterwards that if he had been
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prevented going, the wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy
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might have done as well.”
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“Mr. Darcy!” repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement.
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“Oh, yes!—he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But
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gracious me! I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word
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about it. I promised them so faithfully! What will Wickham say?
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It was to be such a secret!”
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“If it was to be secret,” said Jane, “say not another word on the
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subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further.”
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“Oh! certainly,” said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity;
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“we will ask you no questions.”
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“Thank you,” said Lydia, “for if you did, I should certainly tell
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you all, and then Wickham would be angry.”
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On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out
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of her power, by running away.
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But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at
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least it was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had
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been at her sister’s wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly
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among people, where he had apparently least to do, and least
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temptation to go. Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and
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wild, hurried into her brain; but she was satisfied with none.
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Those that best pleased her, as placing his conduct in the
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noblest light, seemed most improbable. She could not bear such
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suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, wrote a short
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letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what Lydia had
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dropt, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been
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intended.
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“You may readily comprehend,” she added, “what my curiosity must
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be to know how a person unconnected with any of us, and
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(comparatively speaking) a stranger to our family, should have
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been amongst you at such a time. Pray write instantly, and let me
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understand it—unless it is, for very cogent reasons, to remain in
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the secrecy which Lydia seems to think necessary; and then I must
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endeavour to be satisfied with ignorance.”
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“Not that I shall, though,” she added to herself, as she
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finished the letter; “and my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in
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an honourable manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and
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stratagems to find it out.”
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Jane’s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to
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Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was
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glad of it;—till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive
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any satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante.
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Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her
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letter as soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in
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possession of it than, hurrying into the little copse, where she
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was least likely to be interrupted, she sat down on one of the
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benches and prepared to be happy; for the length of the letter
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convinced her that it did not contain a denial.
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“Gracechurch Street, Sept. 6.
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“My dear Niece,
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“I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole
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morning to answering it, as I foresee that a little writing
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will not comprise what I have to tell you. I must confess myself
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surprised by your application; I did not expect it from you.
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Don’t think me angry, however, for I only mean to let you know
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that I had not imagined such inquiries to be necessary on your
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side. If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my
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impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised as I am—and nothing
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but the belief of your being a party concerned would have allowed
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him to act as he has done. But if you are really innocent and
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ignorant, I must be more explicit.
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“On the very day of my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had
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a most unexpected visitor. Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with
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him several hours. It was all over before I arrived; so my
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curiosity was not so dreadfully racked as yours seems to have
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been. He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he had found out where
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your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he had seen and talked
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with them both; Wickham repeatedly, Lydia once. From what I can
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collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after ourselves, and
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came to town with the resolution of hunting for them. The motive
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professed was his conviction of its being owing to himself that
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Wickham’s worthlessness had not been so well known as to make it
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impossible for any young woman of character to love or confide in
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him. He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and
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confessed that he had before thought it beneath him to lay his
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private actions open to the world. His character was to speak for
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itself. He called it, therefore, his duty to step forward, and
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endeavour to remedy an evil which had been brought on by himself.
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If he had another motive, I am sure it would never disgrace
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him. He had been some days in town, before he was able to
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discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which
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was more than we had; and the consciousness of this was another
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reason for his resolving to follow us.
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“There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago
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governess to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge on
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some cause of disapprobation, though he did not say what. She
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then took a large house in Edward-street, and has since
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maintained herself by letting lodgings. This Mrs. Younge was, he
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knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he went to her for
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intelligence of him as soon as he got to town. But it was two or
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three days before he could get from her what he wanted. She would
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not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery and corruption,
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for she really did know where her friend was to be found. Wickham
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indeed had gone to her on their first arrival in London, and had
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she been able to receive them into her house, they would have
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taken up their abode with her. At length, however, our kind
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friend procured the wished-for direction. They were in —— street.
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He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia. His
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first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade her
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to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her
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friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her,
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offering his assistance, as far as it would go. But he found
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Lydia absolutely resolved on remaining where she was. She cared
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for none of her friends; she wanted no help of his; she would not
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hear of leaving Wickham. She was sure they should be married some
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time or other, and it did not much signify when. Since such were
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her feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and
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expedite a marriage, which, in his very first conversation with
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Wickham, he easily learnt had never been his design. He
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confessed himself obliged to leave the regiment, on account of
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some debts of honour, which were very pressing; and scrupled not
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to lay all the ill-consequences of Lydia’s flight on her own
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folly alone. He meant to resign his commission immediately; and
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as to his future situation, he could conjecture very little about
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it. He must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and he knew
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he should have nothing to live on.
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“Mr. Darcy asked him why he had not married your sister at once.
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Though Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have
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been able to do something for him, and his situation must have
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been benefited by marriage. But he found, in reply to this
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question, that Wickham still cherished the hope of more
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|
effectually making his fortune by marriage in some other country.
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Under such circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof
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|
against the temptation of immediate relief.
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“They met several times, for there was much to be discussed.
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Wickham of course wanted more than he could get; but at length
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|
was reduced to be reasonable.
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“Everything being settled between them, Mr. Darcy’s next step
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|
was to make your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in
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Gracechurch street the evening before I came home. But Mr.
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Gardiner could not be seen, and Mr. Darcy found, on further
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|
inquiry, that your father was still with him, but would quit town
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|
the next morning. He did not judge your father to be a person
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|
whom he could so properly consult as your uncle, and therefore
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|
readily postponed seeing him till after the departure of the
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|
former. He did not leave his name, and till the next day it was
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|
only known that a gentleman had called on business.
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“On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your uncle at
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home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk
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together.
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“They met again on Sunday, and then I saw him too. It was not
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|
all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express was
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|
sent off to Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I
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|
fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect of his character,
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|
after all. He has been accused of many faults at different times,
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|
but this is the true one. Nothing was to be done that he did
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|
not do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be
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|
thanked, therefore say nothing about it), your uncle would most
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|
readily have settled the whole.
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“They battled it together for a long time, which was more than
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|
either the gentleman or lady concerned in it deserved. But at
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|
last your uncle was forced to yield, and instead of being allowed
|
|
to be of use to his niece, was forced to put up with only having
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|
the probable credit of it, which went sorely against the grain;
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|
and I really believe your letter this morning gave him great
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|
pleasure, because it required an explanation that would rob him
|
|
of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where it was due.
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|
But, Lizzy, this must go no farther than yourself, or Jane at
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|
most.
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“You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the
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|
young people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to
|
|
considerably more than a thousand pounds, another thousand in
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|
addition to her own settled upon her, and his commission
|
|
purchased. The reason why all this was to be done by him alone,
|
|
was such as I have given above. It was owing to him, to his
|
|
reserve and want of proper consideration, that Wickham’s
|
|
character had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had
|
|
been received and noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth
|
|
in this; though I doubt whether his reserve, or anybody’s
|
|
reserve, can be answerable for the event. But in spite of all
|
|
this fine talking, my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured
|
|
that your uncle would never have yielded, if we had not given him
|
|
credit for another interest in the affair.
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|
“When all this was resolved on, he returned again to his friends,
|
|
who were still staying at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he
|
|
should be in London once more when the wedding took place, and
|
|
all money matters were then to receive the last finish.
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|
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|
“I believe I have now told you every thing. It is a relation
|
|
which you tell me is to give you great surprise; I hope at least
|
|
it will not afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to us; and
|
|
Wickham had constant admission to the house. He was exactly
|
|
what he had been, when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I would
|
|
not tell you how little I was satisfied with her behaviour
|
|
while she staid with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane’s letter
|
|
last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a
|
|
piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you can give you no
|
|
fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious
|
|
manner, representing to her all the wickedness of what she had
|
|
done, and all the unhappiness she had brought on her family. If
|
|
she heard me, it was by good luck, for I am sure she did not
|
|
listen. I was sometimes quite provoked, but then I recollected my
|
|
dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for their sakes had patience with
|
|
her.
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|
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|
“Mr. Darcy was punctual in his return, and as Lydia informed you,
|
|
attended the wedding. He dined with us the next day, and was to
|
|
leave town again on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry
|
|
with me, my dear Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying
|
|
(what I was never bold enough to say before) how much I like him.
|
|
His behaviour to us has, in every respect, been as pleasing as
|
|
when we were in Derbyshire. His understanding and opinions all
|
|
please me; he wants nothing but a little more liveliness, and
|
|
that, if he marry prudently, his wife may teach him. I
|
|
thought him very sly;—he hardly ever mentioned your name. But
|
|
slyness seems the fashion.
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|
“Pray forgive me if I have been very presuming, or at least do
|
|
not punish me so far as to exclude me from P. I shall never be
|
|
quite happy till I have been all round the park. A low phaeton,
|
|
with a nice little pair of ponies, would be the very thing.
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|
“But I must write no more. The children have been wanting me this
|
|
half hour.
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“Yours, very sincerely,
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“M. GARDINER.”
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|
The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of
|
|
spirits, in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure
|
|
or pain bore the greatest share. The vague and unsettled
|
|
suspicions which uncertainty had produced of what Mr. Darcy might
|
|
have been doing to forward her sister’s match, which she had
|
|
feared to encourage as an exertion of goodness too great to be
|
|
probable, and at the same time dreaded to be just, from the pain
|
|
of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest extent to be
|
|
true! He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken on
|
|
himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a
|
|
research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman
|
|
whom he must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to
|
|
meet, frequently meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe,
|
|
the man whom he always most wished to avoid, and whose very name
|
|
it was punishment to him to pronounce. He had done all this for a
|
|
girl whom he could neither regard nor esteem. Her heart did
|
|
whisper that he had done it for her. But it was a hope shortly
|
|
checked by other considerations, and she soon felt that even her
|
|
vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on his affection
|
|
for her—for a woman who had already refused him—as able to
|
|
overcome a sentiment so natural as abhorrence against
|
|
relationship with Wickham. Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind
|
|
of pride must revolt from the connection. He had, to be sure,
|
|
done much. She was ashamed to think how much. But he had given a
|
|
reason for his interference, which asked no extraordinary stretch
|
|
of belief. It was reasonable that he should feel he had been
|
|
wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising it;
|
|
and though she would not place herself as his principal
|
|
inducement, she could, perhaps, believe that remaining partiality
|
|
for her might assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of
|
|
mind must be materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly
|
|
painful, to know that they were under obligations to a person who
|
|
could never receive a return. They owed the restoration of Lydia,
|
|
her character, every thing, to him. Oh! how heartily did she
|
|
grieve over every ungracious sensation she had ever encouraged,
|
|
every saucy speech she had ever directed towards him. For herself
|
|
she was humbled; but she was proud of him. Proud that in a cause
|
|
of compassion and honour, he had been able to get the better of
|
|
himself. She read over her aunt’s commendation of him again and
|
|
again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even
|
|
sensible of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding
|
|
how steadfastly both she and her uncle had been persuaded that
|
|
affection and confidence subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.
|
|
|
|
She was roused from her seat, and her reflections, by some one’s
|
|
approach; and before she could strike into another path, she was
|
|
overtaken by Wickham.
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|
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|
“I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?”
|
|
said he, as he joined her.
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|
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|
“You certainly do,” she replied with a smile; “but it does not
|
|
follow that the interruption must be unwelcome.”
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|
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|
“I should be sorry indeed, if it were. We were always good
|
|
friends; and now we are better.”
|
|
|
|
“True. Are the others coming out?”
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|
|
|
“I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage
|
|
to Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and
|
|
aunt, that you have actually seen Pemberley.”
|
|
|
|
She replied in the affirmative.
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|
|
|
“I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be
|
|
too much for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle.
|
|
And you saw the old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she
|
|
was always very fond of me. But of course she did not mention my
|
|
name to you.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, she did.”
|
|
|
|
“And what did she say?”
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|
|
|
“That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had—not
|
|
turned out well. At such a distance as that, you know, things
|
|
are strangely misrepresented.”
|
|
|
|
“Certainly,” he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had
|
|
silenced him; but he soon afterwards said:
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|
|
“I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each
|
|
other several times. I wonder what he can be doing there.”
|
|
|
|
“Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh,” said
|
|
Elizabeth. “It must be something particular, to take him there at
|
|
this time of year.”
|
|
|
|
“Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I
|
|
thought I understood from the Gardiners that you had.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes; he introduced us to his sister.”
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|
|
|
“And do you like her?”
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|
“Very much.”
|
|
|
|
“I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within
|
|
this year or two. When I last saw her, she was not very
|
|
promising. I am very glad you liked her. I hope she will turn out
|
|
well.”
|
|
|
|
“I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.”
|
|
|
|
“Did you go by the village of Kympton?”
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|
|
|
“I do not recollect that we did.”
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|
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|
“I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have
|
|
had. A most delightful place!—Excellent Parsonage House! It would
|
|
have suited me in every respect.”
|
|
|
|
“How should you have liked making sermons?”
|
|
|
|
“Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my
|
|
duty, and the exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought
|
|
not to repine;—but, to be sure, it would have been such a thing
|
|
for me! The quiet, the retirement of such a life would have
|
|
answered all my ideas of happiness! But it was not to be. Did you
|
|
ever hear Darcy mention the circumstance, when you were in Kent?”
|
|
|
|
“I have heard from authority, which I thought as good, that
|
|
it was left you conditionally only, and at the will of the
|
|
present patron.”
|
|
|
|
“You have. Yes, there was something in that; I told you so from
|
|
the first, you may remember.”
|
|
|
|
“I did hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making was
|
|
not so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you
|
|
actually declared your resolution of never taking orders, and
|
|
that the business had been compromised accordingly.”
|
|
|
|
“You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may
|
|
remember what I told you on that point, when first we talked of
|
|
it.”
|
|
|
|
They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked
|
|
fast to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister’s sake, to
|
|
provoke him, she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile:
|
|
|
|
“Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not
|
|
let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be
|
|
always of one mind.”
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She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry,
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though he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.
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Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation
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that he never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear
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sister Elizabeth, by introducing the subject of it; and she was
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pleased to find that she had said enough to keep him quiet.
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The day of his and Lydia’s departure soon came, and Mrs. Bennet
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was forced to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no
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means entered into her scheme of their all going to Newcastle,
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was likely to continue at least a twelvemonth.
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“Oh! my dear Lydia,” she cried, “when shall we meet again?”
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“Oh, lord! I don’t know. Not these two or three years, perhaps.”
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“Write to me very often, my dear.”
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“As often as I can. But you know married women have never much
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time for writing. My sisters may write to me. They will have
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nothing else to do.”
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Mr. Wickham’s adieus were much more affectionate than his wife’s.
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He smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things.
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“He is as fine a fellow,” said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were
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out of the house, “as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and
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makes love to us all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even
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Sir William Lucas himself to produce a more valuable son-in-law.”
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The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several
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days.
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“I often think,” said she, “that there is nothing so bad as
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parting with one’s friends. One seems so forlorn without them.”
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“This is the consequence, you see, Madam, of marrying a
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daughter,” said Elizabeth. “It must make you better satisfied
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that your other four are single.”
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“It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is
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married, but only because her husband’s regiment happens to be so
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far off. If that had been nearer, she would not have gone so
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soon.”
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But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into was
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shortly relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of
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hope, by an article of news which then began to be in
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circulation. The housekeeper at Netherfield had received orders
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to prepare for the arrival of her master, who was coming down in
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a day or two, to shoot there for several weeks. Mrs. Bennet was
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quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and smiled and shook
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her head by turns.
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“Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister,” (for
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Mrs. Phillips first brought her the news). “Well, so much the
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better. Not that I care about it, though. He is nothing to us,
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you know, and I am sure I never want to see him again. But,
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however, he is very welcome to come to Netherfield, if he likes
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it. And who knows what may happen? But that is nothing to us.
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You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to mention a word
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about it. And so, is it quite certain he is coming?”
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“You may depend on it,” replied the other, “for Mrs. Nicholls was
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in Meryton last night; I saw her passing by, and went out myself
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on purpose to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was
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certain true. He comes down on Thursday at the latest, very
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|
likely on Wednesday. She was going to the butcher’s, she told me,
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on purpose to order in some meat on Wednesday, and she has got
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three couple of ducks just fit to be killed.”
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Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming without
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changing colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his
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name to Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together,
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she said:
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“I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the
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present report; and I know I appeared distressed. But don’t
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imagine it was from any silly cause. I was only confused for the
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moment, because I felt that I should be looked at. I do assure
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you that the news does not affect me either with pleasure or
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pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes alone; because we
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shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of myself, but
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I dread other people’s remarks.”
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Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him
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in Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming
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there with no other view than what was acknowledged; but she
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still thought him partial to Jane, and she wavered as to the
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greater probability of his coming there with his friend’s
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permission, or being bold enough to come without it.
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“Yet it is hard,” she sometimes thought, “that this poor man
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cannot come to a house which he has legally hired, without
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raising all this speculation! I will leave him to himself.”
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In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be
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her feelings in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could
|
|
easily perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were
|
|
more disturbed, more unequal, than she had often seen them.
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The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their
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|
parents, about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again.
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“As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet,
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“you will wait on him of course.”
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“No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised,
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if I went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it
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ended in nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool’s errand
|
|
again.”
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His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an
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|
attention would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his
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|
returning to Netherfield.
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“’Tis an etiquette I despise,” said he. “If he wants our
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society, let him seek it. He knows where we live. I will not
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spend my hours in running after my neighbours every time they
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|
go away and come back again.”
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|
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“Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do
|
|
not wait on him. But, however, that shan’t prevent my asking him
|
|
to dine here, I am determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the
|
|
Gouldings soon. That will make thirteen with ourselves, so there
|
|
will be just room at table for him.”
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|
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|
Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her
|
|
husband’s incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that
|
|
her neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley, in consequence of it,
|
|
before they did. As the day of his arrival drew near,—
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|
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|
“I begin to be sorry that he comes at all,” said Jane to her
|
|
sister. “It would be nothing; I could see him with perfect
|
|
indifference, but I can hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually
|
|
talked of. My mother means well; but she does not know, no one
|
|
can know, how much I suffer from what she says. Happy shall I be,
|
|
when his stay at Netherfield is over!”
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|
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|
“I wish I could say anything to comfort you,” replied Elizabeth;
|
|
“but it is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the
|
|
usual satisfaction of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied
|
|
me, because you have always so much.”
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|
|
|
Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of
|
|
servants, contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the
|
|
period of anxiety and fretfulness on her side might be as long as
|
|
it could. She counted the days that must intervene before their
|
|
invitation could be sent; hopeless of seeing him before. But on
|
|
the third morning after his arrival in Hertfordshire, she saw
|
|
him, from her dressing-room window, enter the paddock and ride
|
|
towards the house.
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|
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|
Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane
|
|
resolutely kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy
|
|
her mother, went to the window—she looked,—she saw Mr. Darcy with
|
|
him, and sat down again by her sister.
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|
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|
“There is a gentleman with him, mamma,” said Kitty; “who can it
|
|
be?”
|
|
|
|
“Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do
|
|
not know.”
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|
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|
“La!” replied Kitty, “it looks just like that man that used to be
|
|
with him before. Mr. what’s-his-name. That tall, proud man.”
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|
|
|
“Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!—and so it does, I vow. Well, any
|
|
friend of Mr. Bingley’s will always be welcome here, to be sure;
|
|
but else I must say that I hate the very sight of him.”
|
|
|
|
Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but
|
|
little of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the
|
|
awkwardness which must attend her sister, in seeing him almost
|
|
for the first time after receiving his explanatory letter. Both
|
|
sisters were uncomfortable enough. Each felt for the other, and
|
|
of course for themselves; and their mother talked on, of her
|
|
dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be civil to him only
|
|
as Mr. Bingley’s friend, without being heard by either of them.
|
|
But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be
|
|
suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to shew
|
|
Mrs. Gardiner’s letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment
|
|
towards him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she
|
|
had refused, and whose merit she had undervalued; but to her own
|
|
more extensive information, he was the person to whom the whole
|
|
family were indebted for the first of benefits, and whom she
|
|
regarded herself with an interest, if not quite so tender, at
|
|
least as reasonable and just as what Jane felt for Bingley. Her
|
|
astonishment at his coming—at his coming to Netherfield, to
|
|
Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, was almost equal to
|
|
what she had known on first witnessing his altered behaviour in
|
|
Derbyshire.
|
|
|
|
The colour which had been driven from her face, returned for half
|
|
a minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added
|
|
lustre to her eyes, as she thought for that space of time that
|
|
his affection and wishes must still be unshaken. But she would
|
|
not be secure.
|
|
|
|
“Let me first see how he behaves,” said she; “it will then be
|
|
early enough for expectation.”
|
|
|
|
She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without
|
|
daring to lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them
|
|
to the face of her sister as the servant was approaching the
|
|
door. Jane looked a little paler than usual, but more sedate than
|
|
Elizabeth had expected. On the gentlemen’s appearing, her colour
|
|
increased; yet she received them with tolerable ease, and with a
|
|
propriety of behaviour equally free from any symptom of
|
|
resentment or any unnecessary complaisance.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and
|
|
sat down again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not
|
|
often command. She had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He
|
|
looked serious, as usual; and, she thought, more as he had been
|
|
used to look in Hertfordshire, than as she had seen him at
|
|
Pemberley. But, perhaps he could not in her mother’s presence be
|
|
what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but not
|
|
an improbable, conjecture.
|
|
|
|
Bingley, she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short
|
|
period saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was
|
|
received by Mrs. Bennet with a degree of civility which made her
|
|
two daughters ashamed, especially when contrasted with the cold
|
|
and ceremonious politeness of her curtsey and address to his
|
|
friend.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the
|
|
latter the preservation of her favourite daughter from
|
|
irremediable infamy, was hurt and distressed to a most painful
|
|
degree by a distinction so ill applied.
|
|
|
|
Darcy, after inquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did, a
|
|
question which she could not answer without confusion, said
|
|
scarcely anything. He was not seated by her; perhaps that was the
|
|
reason of his silence; but it had not been so in Derbyshire.
|
|
There he had talked to her friends, when he could not to herself.
|
|
But now several minutes elapsed without bringing the sound of his
|
|
voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist the impulse of
|
|
curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often found
|
|
him looking at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no object
|
|
but the ground. More thoughtfulness and less anxiety to please,
|
|
than when they last met, were plainly expressed. She was
|
|
disappointed, and angry with herself for being so.
|
|
|
|
“Could I expect it to be otherwise!” said she. “Yet why did he
|
|
come?”
|
|
|
|
She was in no humour for conversation with anyone but himself;
|
|
and to him she had hardly courage to speak.
|
|
|
|
She inquired after his sister, but could do no more.
|
|
|
|
“It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away,” said Mrs.
|
|
Bennet.
|
|
|
|
He readily agreed to it.
|
|
|
|
“I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People
|
|
did say you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas;
|
|
but, however, I hope it is not true. A great many changes have
|
|
happened in the neighbourhood, since you went away. Miss Lucas is
|
|
married and settled. And one of my own daughters. I suppose you
|
|
have heard of it; indeed, you must have seen it in the papers. It
|
|
was in The Times and The Courier, I know; though it was not put
|
|
in as it ought to be. It was only said, ‘Lately, George Wickham,
|
|
Esq. to Miss Lydia Bennet,’ without there being a syllable said
|
|
of her father, or the place where she lived, or anything. It was
|
|
my brother Gardiner’s drawing up too, and I wonder how he came to
|
|
make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?”
|
|
|
|
Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations.
|
|
Elizabeth dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked,
|
|
therefore, she could not tell.
|
|
|
|
“It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well
|
|
married,” continued her mother, “but at the same time, Mr.
|
|
Bingley, it is very hard to have her taken such a way from me.
|
|
They are gone down to Newcastle, a place quite northward, it
|
|
seems, and there they are to stay I do not know how long. His
|
|
regiment is there; for I suppose you have heard of his leaving
|
|
the ——shire, and of his being gone into the regulars. Thank
|
|
Heaven! he has some friends, though perhaps not so many as he
|
|
deserves.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such
|
|
misery of shame, that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew
|
|
from her, however, the exertion of speaking, which nothing else
|
|
had so effectually done before; and she asked Bingley whether he
|
|
meant to make any stay in the country at present. A few weeks, he
|
|
believed.
|
|
|
|
“When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley,” said her
|
|
mother, “I beg you will come here, and shoot as many as you
|
|
please on Mr. Bennet’s manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy
|
|
to oblige you, and will save all the best of the covies for you.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth’s misery increased, at such unnecessary, such officious
|
|
attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present as had
|
|
flattered them a year ago, every thing, she was persuaded, would
|
|
be hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant,
|
|
she felt that years of happiness could not make Jane or herself
|
|
amends for moments of such painful confusion.
|
|
|
|
“The first wish of my heart,” said she to herself, “is never more
|
|
to be in company with either of them. Their society can afford no
|
|
pleasure that will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me
|
|
never see either one or the other again!”
|
|
|
|
Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no
|
|
compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from
|
|
observing how much the beauty of her sister re-kindled the
|
|
admiration of her former lover. When first he came in, he had
|
|
spoken to her but little; but every five minutes seemed to be
|
|
giving her more of his attention. He found her as handsome as she
|
|
had been last year; as good natured, and as unaffected, though
|
|
not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no difference should
|
|
be perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded that she
|
|
talked as much as ever. But her mind was so busily engaged, that
|
|
she did not always know when she was silent.
|
|
|
|
When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of
|
|
her intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine
|
|
at Longbourn in a few days time.
|
|
|
|
“You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley,” she added, “for
|
|
when you went to town last winter, you promised to take a family
|
|
dinner with us, as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you
|
|
see; and I assure you, I was very much disappointed that you did
|
|
not come back and keep your engagement.”
|
|
|
|
Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said
|
|
something of his concern at having been prevented by business.
|
|
They then went away.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and
|
|
dine there that day; but, though she always kept a very good
|
|
table, she did not think anything less than two courses could be
|
|
good enough for a man on whom she had such anxious designs, or
|
|
satisfy the appetite and pride of one who had ten thousand a
|
|
year.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her
|
|
spirits; or in other words, to dwell without interruption on
|
|
those subjects that must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy’s behaviour
|
|
astonished and vexed her.
|
|
|
|
“Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent,” said
|
|
she, “did he come at all?”
|
|
|
|
She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure.
|
|
|
|
“He could be still amiable, still pleasing, to my uncle and aunt,
|
|
when he was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why come
|
|
hither? If he no longer cares for me, why silent? Teasing,
|
|
teasing, man! I will think no more about him.”
|
|
|
|
Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the
|
|
approach of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look,
|
|
which showed her better satisfied with their visitors, than
|
|
Elizabeth.
|
|
|
|
“Now,” said she, “that this first meeting is over, I feel
|
|
perfectly easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be
|
|
embarrassed again by his coming. I am glad he dines here on
|
|
Tuesday. It will then be publicly seen that, on both sides, we
|
|
meet only as common and indifferent acquaintance.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, very indifferent indeed,” said Elizabeth, laughingly. “Oh,
|
|
Jane, take care.”
|
|
|
|
“My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak, as to be in danger
|
|
now?”
|
|
|
|
“I think you are in very great danger of making him as much in
|
|
love with you as ever.”
|
|
|
|
They did not see the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs.
|
|
Bennet, in the meanwhile, was giving way to all the happy
|
|
schemes, which the good humour and common politeness of Bingley,
|
|
in half an hour’s visit, had revived.
|
|
|
|
On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn; and
|
|
the two who were most anxiously expected, to the credit of their
|
|
punctuality as sportsmen, were in very good time. When they
|
|
repaired to the dining-room, Elizabeth eagerly watched to see
|
|
whether Bingley would take the place, which, in all their former
|
|
parties, had belonged to him, by her sister. Her prudent mother,
|
|
occupied by the same ideas, forbore to invite him to sit by
|
|
herself. On entering the room, he seemed to hesitate; but Jane
|
|
happened to look round, and happened to smile: it was decided. He
|
|
placed himself by her.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, with a triumphant sensation, looked towards his
|
|
friend. He bore it with noble indifference, and she would have
|
|
imagined that Bingley had received his sanction to be happy, had
|
|
she not seen his eyes likewise turned towards Mr. Darcy, with an
|
|
expression of half-laughing alarm.
|
|
|
|
His behaviour to her sister was such, during dinner time, as
|
|
showed an admiration of her, which, though more guarded than
|
|
formerly, persuaded Elizabeth, that if left wholly to himself,
|
|
Jane’s happiness, and his own, would be speedily secured. Though
|
|
she dared not depend upon the consequence, she yet received
|
|
pleasure from observing his behaviour. It gave her all the
|
|
animation that her spirits could boast; for she was in no
|
|
cheerful humour. Mr. Darcy was almost as far from her as the
|
|
table could divide them. He was on one side of her mother. She
|
|
knew how little such a situation would give pleasure to either,
|
|
or make either appear to advantage. She was not near enough to
|
|
hear any of their discourse, but she could see how seldom they
|
|
spoke to each other, and how formal and cold was their manner
|
|
whenever they did. Her mother’s ungraciousness, made the sense of
|
|
what they owed him more painful to Elizabeth’s mind; and she
|
|
would, at times, have given anything to be privileged to tell him
|
|
that his kindness was neither unknown nor unfelt by the whole of
|
|
the family.
|
|
|
|
She was in hopes that the evening would afford some opportunity
|
|
of bringing them together; that the whole of the visit would not
|
|
pass away without enabling them to enter into something more of
|
|
conversation than the mere ceremonious salutation attending his
|
|
entrance. Anxious and uneasy, the period which passed in the
|
|
drawing-room, before the gentlemen came, was wearisome and dull
|
|
to a degree that almost made her uncivil. She looked forward to
|
|
their entrance as the point on which all her chance of pleasure
|
|
for the evening must depend.
|
|
|
|
“If he does not come to me, then,” said she, “I shall give him
|
|
up for ever.”
|
|
|
|
The gentlemen came; and she thought he looked as if he would have
|
|
answered her hopes; but, alas! the ladies had crowded round the
|
|
table, where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth pouring
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out the coffee, in so close a confederacy that there was not a
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single vacancy near her which would admit of a chair. And on the
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gentlemen’s approaching, one of the girls moved closer to her
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than ever, and said, in a whisper:
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“The men shan’t come and part us, I am determined. We want none
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of them; do we?”
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Darcy had walked away to another part of the room. She followed
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him with her eyes, envied everyone to whom he spoke, had scarcely
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patience enough to help anybody to coffee; and then was enraged
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against herself for being so silly!
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“A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish
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enough to expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the
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sex, who would not protest against such a weakness as a second
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proposal to the same woman? There is no indignity so abhorrent to
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their feelings!”
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She was a little revived, however, by his bringing back his
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coffee cup himself; and she seized the opportunity of saying:
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“Is your sister at Pemberley still?”
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“Yes, she will remain there till Christmas.”
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“And quite alone? Have all her friends left her?”
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“Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have been gone on to
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Scarborough, these three weeks.”
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She could think of nothing more to say; but if he wished to
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converse with her, he might have better success. He stood by her,
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however, for some minutes, in silence; and, at last, on the young
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lady’s whispering to Elizabeth again, he walked away.
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When the tea-things were removed, and the card-tables placed, the
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ladies all rose, and Elizabeth was then hoping to be soon joined
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by him, when all her views were overthrown by seeing him fall a
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victim to her mother’s rapacity for whist players, and in a few
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moments after seated with the rest of the party. She now lost
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every expectation of pleasure. They were confined for the evening
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at different tables, and she had nothing to hope, but that his
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eyes were so often turned towards her side of the room, as to
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make him play as unsuccessfully as herself.
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Mrs. Bennet had designed to keep the two Netherfield gentlemen to
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supper; but their carriage was unluckily ordered before any of
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the others, and she had no opportunity of detaining them.
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“Well girls,” said she, as soon as they were left to themselves,
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“What say you to the day? I think every thing has passed off
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uncommonly well, I assure you. The dinner was as well dressed as
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any I ever saw. The venison was roasted to a turn—and everybody
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said they never saw so fat a haunch. The soup was fifty times
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better than what we had at the Lucases’ last week; and even Mr.
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Darcy acknowledged, that the partridges were remarkably well
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done; and I suppose he has two or three French cooks at least.
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And, my dear Jane, I never saw you look in greater beauty. Mrs.
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Long said so too, for I asked her whether you did not. And what
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do you think she said besides? ‘Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we shall have
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her at Netherfield at last.’ She did indeed. I do think Mrs. Long
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is as good a creature as ever lived—and her nieces are very
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pretty behaved girls, and not at all handsome: I like them
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prodigiously.”
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Mrs. Bennet, in short, was in very great spirits; she had seen
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enough of Bingley’s behaviour to Jane, to be convinced that she
|
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would get him at last; and her expectations of advantage to her
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family, when in a happy humour, were so far beyond reason, that
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she was quite disappointed at not seeing him there again the next
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day, to make his proposals.
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“It has been a very agreeable day,” said Miss Bennet to
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Elizabeth. “The party seemed so well selected, so suitable one
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with the other. I hope we may often meet again.”
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Elizabeth smiled.
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“Lizzy, you must not do so. You must not suspect me. It mortifies
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me. I assure you that I have now learnt to enjoy his conversation
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|
as an agreeable and sensible young man, without having a wish
|
|
beyond it. I am perfectly satisfied, from what his manners now
|
|
are, that he never had any design of engaging my affection. It is
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|
only that he is blessed with greater sweetness of address, and a
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stronger desire of generally pleasing, than any other man.”
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“You are very cruel,” said her sister, “you will not let me
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smile, and are provoking me to it every moment.”
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“How hard it is in some cases to be believed!”
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“And how impossible in others!”
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“But why should you wish to persuade me that I feel more than I
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|
acknowledge?”
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“That is a question which I hardly know how to answer. We all
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|
love to instruct, though we can teach only what is not worth
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|
knowing. Forgive me; and if you persist in indifference, do not
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make me your confidante.”
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A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley called again, and alone.
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His friend had left him that morning for London, but was to
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|
return home in ten days time. He sat with them above an hour, and
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|
was in remarkably good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dine
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|
with them; but, with many expressions of concern, he confessed
|
|
himself engaged elsewhere.
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“Next time you call,” said she, “I hope we shall be more lucky.”
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He should be particularly happy at any time, etc. etc.; and if
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she would give him leave, would take an early opportunity of
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|
waiting on them.
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“Can you come to-morrow?”
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Yes, he had no engagement at all for to-morrow; and her
|
|
invitation was accepted with alacrity.
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He came, and in such very good time that the ladies were none of
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|
them dressed. In ran Mrs. Bennet to her daughter’s room, in her
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|
dressing gown, and with her hair half finished, crying out:
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“My dear Jane, make haste and hurry down. He is come—Mr. Bingley
|
|
is come. He is, indeed. Make haste, make haste. Here, Sarah, come
|
|
to Miss Bennet this moment, and help her on with her gown. Never
|
|
mind Miss Lizzy’s hair.”
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“We will be down as soon as we can,” said Jane; “but I dare say
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|
Kitty is forwarder than either of us, for she went up stairs half
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|
an hour ago.”
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“Oh! hang Kitty! what has she to do with it? Come be quick, be
|
|
quick! Where is your sash, my dear?”
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|
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But when her mother was gone, Jane would not be prevailed on to
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|
go down without one of her sisters.
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|
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|
The same anxiety to get them by themselves was visible again in
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|
the evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet retired to the library, as was
|
|
his custom, and Mary went up stairs to her instrument. Two
|
|
obstacles of the five being thus removed, Mrs. Bennet sat looking
|
|
and winking at Elizabeth and Catherine for a considerable time,
|
|
without making any impression on them. Elizabeth would not
|
|
observe her; and when at last Kitty did, she very innocently
|
|
said, “What is the matter mamma? What do you keep winking at me
|
|
for? What am I to do?”
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|
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“Nothing child, nothing. I did not wink at you.” She then sat
|
|
still five minutes longer; but unable to waste such a precious
|
|
occasion, she suddenly got up, and saying to Kitty, “Come here,
|
|
my love, I want to speak to you,” took her out of the room. Jane
|
|
instantly gave a look at Elizabeth which spoke her distress at
|
|
such premeditation, and her entreaty that she would not give in
|
|
to it. In a few minutes, Mrs. Bennet half-opened the door and
|
|
called out:
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|
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|
“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak with you.”
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|
Elizabeth was forced to go.
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|
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|
“We may as well leave them by themselves you know;” said her
|
|
mother, as soon as she was in the hall. “Kitty and I are going up
|
|
stairs to sit in my dressing-room.”
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|
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|
Elizabeth made no attempt to reason with her mother, but remained
|
|
quietly in the hall, till she and Kitty were out of sight, then
|
|
returned into the drawing-room.
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|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet’s schemes for this day were ineffectual. Bingley was
|
|
every thing that was charming, except the professed lover of her
|
|
daughter. His ease and cheerfulness rendered him a most agreeable
|
|
addition to their evening party; and he bore with the ill-judged
|
|
officiousness of the mother, and heard all her silly remarks with
|
|
a forbearance and command of countenance particularly grateful to
|
|
the daughter.
|
|
|
|
He scarcely needed an invitation to stay supper; and before he
|
|
went away, an engagement was formed, chiefly through his own and
|
|
Mrs. Bennet’s means, for his coming next morning to shoot with
|
|
her husband.
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|
|
|
After this day, Jane said no more of her indifference. Not a word
|
|
passed between the sisters concerning Bingley; but Elizabeth went
|
|
to bed in the happy belief that all must speedily be concluded,
|
|
unless Mr. Darcy returned within the stated time. Seriously,
|
|
however, she felt tolerably persuaded that all this must have
|
|
taken place with that gentleman’s concurrence.
|
|
|
|
Bingley was punctual to his appointment; and he and Mr. Bennet
|
|
spent the morning together, as had been agreed on. The latter was
|
|
much more agreeable than his companion expected. There was
|
|
nothing of presumption or folly in Bingley that could provoke his
|
|
ridicule, or disgust him into silence; and he was more
|
|
communicative, and less eccentric, than the other had ever seen
|
|
him. Bingley of course returned with him to dinner; and in the
|
|
evening Mrs. Bennet’s invention was again at work to get every
|
|
body away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who had a letter
|
|
to write, went into the breakfast room for that purpose soon
|
|
after tea; for as the others were all going to sit down to cards,
|
|
she could not be wanted to counteract her mother’s schemes.
|
|
|
|
But on returning to the drawing-room, when her letter was
|
|
finished, she saw, to her infinite surprise, there was reason to
|
|
fear that her mother had been too ingenious for her. On opening
|
|
the door, she perceived her sister and Bingley standing together
|
|
over the hearth, as if engaged in earnest conversation; and had
|
|
this led to no suspicion, the faces of both, as they hastily
|
|
turned round and moved away from each other, would have told it
|
|
all. Their situation was awkward enough; but hers she thought
|
|
was still worse. Not a syllable was uttered by either; and
|
|
Elizabeth was on the point of going away again, when Bingley, who
|
|
as well as the other had sat down, suddenly rose, and whispering
|
|
a few words to her sister, ran out of the room.
|
|
|
|
Jane could have no reserves from Elizabeth, where confidence
|
|
would give pleasure; and instantly embracing her, acknowledged,
|
|
with the liveliest emotion, that she was the happiest creature in
|
|
the world.
|
|
|
|
“’Tis too much!” she added, “by far too much. I do not deserve
|
|
it. Oh! why is not everybody as happy?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth’s congratulations were given with a sincerity, a
|
|
warmth, a delight, which words could but poorly express. Every
|
|
sentence of kindness was a fresh source of happiness to Jane. But
|
|
she would not allow herself to stay with her sister, or say half
|
|
that remained to be said for the present.
|
|
|
|
“I must go instantly to my mother;” she cried. “I would not on
|
|
any account trifle with her affectionate solicitude; or allow her
|
|
to hear it from anyone but myself. He is gone to my father
|
|
already. Oh! Lizzy, to know that what I have to relate will give
|
|
such pleasure to all my dear family! how shall I bear so much
|
|
happiness!”
|
|
|
|
She then hastened away to her mother, who had purposely broken up
|
|
the card party, and was sitting up stairs with Kitty.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth, who was left by herself, now smiled at the rapidity
|
|
and ease with which an affair was finally settled, that had given
|
|
them so many previous months of suspense and vexation.
|
|
|
|
“And this,” said she, “is the end of all his friend’s anxious
|
|
circumspection! of all his sister’s falsehood and contrivance!
|
|
the happiest, wisest, most reasonable end!”
|
|
|
|
In a few minutes she was joined by Bingley, whose conference with
|
|
her father had been short and to the purpose.
|
|
|
|
“Where is your sister?” said he hastily, as he opened the door.
|
|
|
|
“With my mother up stairs. She will be down in a moment, I dare
|
|
say.”
|
|
|
|
He then shut the door, and, coming up to her, claimed the good
|
|
wishes and affection of a sister. Elizabeth honestly and heartily
|
|
expressed her delight in the prospect of their relationship. They
|
|
shook hands with great cordiality; and then, till her sister came
|
|
down, she had to listen to all he had to say of his own
|
|
happiness, and of Jane’s perfections; and in spite of his being a
|
|
lover, Elizabeth really believed all his expectations of felicity
|
|
to be rationally founded, because they had for basis the
|
|
excellent understanding, and super-excellent disposition of Jane,
|
|
and a general similarity of feeling and taste between her and
|
|
himself.
|
|
|
|
It was an evening of no common delight to them all; the
|
|
satisfaction of Miss Bennet’s mind gave a glow of such sweet
|
|
animation to her face, as made her look handsomer than ever.
|
|
Kitty simpered and smiled, and hoped her turn was coming soon.
|
|
Mrs. Bennet could not give her consent or speak her approbation
|
|
in terms warm enough to satisfy her feelings, though she talked
|
|
to Bingley of nothing else for half an hour; and when Mr. Bennet
|
|
joined them at supper, his voice and manner plainly showed how
|
|
really happy he was.
|
|
|
|
Not a word, however, passed his lips in allusion to it, till
|
|
their visitor took his leave for the night; but as soon as he was
|
|
gone, he turned to his daughter, and said:
|
|
|
|
“Jane, I congratulate you. You will be a very happy woman.”
|
|
|
|
Jane went to him instantly, kissed him, and thanked him for his
|
|
goodness.
|
|
|
|
“You are a good girl;” he replied, “and I have great pleasure in
|
|
thinking you will be so happily settled. I have not a doubt of
|
|
your doing very well together. Your tempers are by no means
|
|
unlike. You are each of you so complying, that nothing will ever
|
|
be resolved on; so easy, that every servant will cheat you; and
|
|
so generous, that you will always exceed your income.”
|
|
|
|
“I hope not so. Imprudence or thoughtlessness in money matters
|
|
would be unpardonable in me.”
|
|
|
|
“Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet,” cried his wife, “what
|
|
are you talking of? Why, he has four or five thousand a year, and
|
|
very likely more.” Then addressing her daughter, “Oh! my dear,
|
|
dear Jane, I am so happy! I am sure I shan’t get a wink of sleep
|
|
all night. I knew how it would be. I always said it must be so,
|
|
at last. I was sure you could not be so beautiful for nothing! I
|
|
remember, as soon as ever I saw him, when he first came into
|
|
Hertfordshire last year, I thought how likely it was that you
|
|
should come together. Oh! he is the handsomest young man that
|
|
ever was seen!”
|
|
|
|
Wickham, Lydia, were all forgotten. Jane was beyond competition
|
|
her favourite child. At that moment, she cared for no other. Her
|
|
younger sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects
|
|
of happiness which she might in future be able to dispense.
|
|
|
|
Mary petitioned for the use of the library at Netherfield; and
|
|
Kitty begged very hard for a few balls there every winter.
|
|
|
|
Bingley, from this time, was of course a daily visitor at
|
|
Longbourn; coming frequently before breakfast, and always
|
|
remaining till after supper; unless when some barbarous
|
|
neighbour, who could not be enough detested, had given him an
|
|
invitation to dinner which he thought himself obliged to accept.
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her
|
|
sister; for while he was present, Jane had no attention to bestow
|
|
on anyone else; but she found herself considerably useful to both
|
|
of them in those hours of separation that must sometimes occur.
|
|
In the absence of Jane, he always attached himself to Elizabeth,
|
|
for the pleasure of talking of her; and when Bingley was gone,
|
|
Jane constantly sought the same means of relief.
|
|
|
|
“He has made me so happy,” said she, one evening, “by telling me
|
|
that he was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring! I
|
|
had not believed it possible.”
|
|
|
|
“I suspected as much,” replied Elizabeth. “But how did he account
|
|
for it?”
|
|
|
|
“It must have been his sister’s doing. They were certainly no
|
|
friends to his acquaintance with me, which I cannot wonder at,
|
|
since he might have chosen so much more advantageously in many
|
|
respects. But when they see, as I trust they will, that their
|
|
brother is happy with me, they will learn to be contented, and we
|
|
shall be on good terms again; though we can never be what we once
|
|
were to each other.”
|
|
|
|
“That is the most unforgiving speech,” said Elizabeth, “that I
|
|
ever heard you utter. Good girl! It would vex me, indeed, to see
|
|
you again the dupe of Miss Bingley’s pretended regard.”
|
|
|
|
“Would you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last
|
|
November, he really loved me, and nothing but a persuasion of
|
|
my being indifferent would have prevented his coming down
|
|
again!”
|
|
|
|
“He made a little mistake to be sure; but it is to the credit of
|
|
his modesty.”
|
|
|
|
This naturally introduced a panegyric from Jane on his
|
|
diffidence, and the little value he put on his own good
|
|
qualities. Elizabeth was pleased to find that he had not betrayed
|
|
the interference of his friend; for, though Jane had the most
|
|
generous and forgiving heart in the world, she knew it was a
|
|
circumstance which must prejudice her against him.
|
|
|
|
“I am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!”
|
|
cried Jane. “Oh! Lizzy, why am I thus singled from my family, and
|
|
blessed above them all! If I could but see you as happy! If there
|
|
were but such another man for you!”
|
|
|
|
“If you were to give me forty such men, I never could be so happy
|
|
as you. Till I have your disposition, your goodness, I never can
|
|
have your happiness. No, no, let me shift for myself; and,
|
|
perhaps, if I have very good luck, I may meet with another Mr.
|
|
Collins in time.”
|
|
|
|
The situation of affairs in the Longbourn family could not be
|
|
long a secret. Mrs. Bennet was privileged to whisper it to Mrs.
|
|
Phillips, and she ventured, without any permission, to do the
|
|
same by all her neighbours in Meryton.
|
|
|
|
The Bennets were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in
|
|
the world, though only a few weeks before, when Lydia had first
|
|
run away, they had been generally proved to be marked out for
|
|
misfortune.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
One morning, about a week after Bingley’s engagement with Jane
|
|
had been formed, as he and the females of the family were sitting
|
|
together in the dining-room, their attention was suddenly drawn
|
|
to the window, by the sound of a carriage; and they perceived a
|
|
chaise and four driving up the lawn. It was too early in the
|
|
morning for visitors, and besides, the equipage did not answer to
|
|
that of any of their neighbours. The horses were post; and
|
|
neither the carriage, nor the livery of the servant who preceded
|
|
it, were familiar to them. As it was certain, however, that
|
|
somebody was coming, Bingley instantly prevailed on Miss Bennet
|
|
to avoid the confinement of such an intrusion, and walk away with
|
|
him into the shrubbery. They both set off, and the conjectures of
|
|
the remaining three continued, though with little satisfaction,
|
|
till the door was thrown open and their visitor entered. It was
|
|
Lady Catherine de Bourgh.
|
|
|
|
They were of course all intending to be surprised; but their
|
|
astonishment was beyond their expectation; and on the part of
|
|
Mrs. Bennet and Kitty, though she was perfectly unknown to them,
|
|
even inferior to what Elizabeth felt.
|
|
|
|
She entered the room with an air more than usually ungracious,
|
|
made no other reply to Elizabeth’s salutation than a slight
|
|
inclination of the head, and sat down without saying a word.
|
|
Elizabeth had mentioned her name to her mother on her ladyship’s
|
|
entrance, though no request of introduction had been made.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet, all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of
|
|
such high importance, received her with the utmost politeness.
|
|
After sitting for a moment in silence, she said very stiffly to
|
|
Elizabeth,
|
|
|
|
“I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady, I suppose, is your
|
|
mother.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth replied very concisely that she was.
|
|
|
|
“And that I suppose is one of your sisters.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, madam,” said Mrs. Bennet, delighted to speak to Lady
|
|
Catherine. “She is my youngest girl but one. My youngest of all
|
|
is lately married, and my eldest is somewhere about the grounds,
|
|
walking with a young man who, I believe, will soon become a part
|
|
of the family.”
|
|
|
|
“You have a very small park here,” returned Lady Catherine after
|
|
a short silence.
|
|
|
|
“It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my lady, I dare say; but
|
|
I assure you it is much larger than Sir William Lucas’s.”
|
|
|
|
“This must be a most inconvenient sitting room for the evening,
|
|
in summer; the windows are full west.”
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner,
|
|
and then added:
|
|
|
|
“May I take the liberty of asking your ladyship whether you left
|
|
Mr. and Mrs. Collins well.”
|
|
|
|
“Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth now expected that she would produce a letter for her
|
|
from Charlotte, as it seemed the only probable motive for her
|
|
calling. But no letter appeared, and she was completely puzzled.
|
|
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Mrs. Bennet, with great civility, begged her ladyship to take
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some refreshment; but Lady Catherine very resolutely, and not
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very politely, declined eating anything; and then, rising up,
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said to Elizabeth,
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“Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little
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wilderness on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a
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turn in it, if you will favour me with your company.”
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“Go, my dear,” cried her mother, “and show her ladyship about the
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different walks. I think she will be pleased with the hermitage.”
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Elizabeth obeyed, and running into her own room for her parasol,
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attended her noble guest downstairs. As they passed through the
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hall, Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlour and
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drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be
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decent looking rooms, walked on.
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Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her
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waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the
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gravel walk that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to
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make no effort for conversation with a woman who was now more
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than usually insolent and disagreeable.
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“How could I ever think her like her nephew?” said she, as she
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looked in her face.
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As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the
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following manner:—
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“You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of
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my journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell
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you why I come.”
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Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment.
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“Indeed, you are mistaken, Madam. I have not been at all able to
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account for the honour of seeing you here.”
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“Miss Bennet,” replied her ladyship, in an angry tone, “you ought
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to know, that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere
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you may choose to be, you shall not find me so. My character
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has ever been celebrated for its sincerity and frankness, and in
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a cause of such moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from
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it. A report of a most alarming nature reached me two days ago. I
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was told that not only your sister was on the point of being most
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advantageously married, but that you, that Miss Elizabeth Bennet,
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would, in all likelihood, be soon afterwards united to my nephew,
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my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I know it must be a scandalous
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falsehood, though I would not injure him so much as to suppose
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the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on setting off for
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this place, that I might make my sentiments known to you.”
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“If you believed it impossible to be true,” said Elizabeth,
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colouring with astonishment and disdain, “I wonder you took the
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trouble of coming so far. What could your ladyship propose by
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it?”
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“At once to insist upon having such a report universally
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contradicted.”
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“Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family,” said
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Elizabeth coolly, “will be rather a confirmation of it; if,
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indeed, such a report is in existence.”
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“If! Do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been
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industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such
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a report is spread abroad?”
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“I never heard that it was.”
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“And can you likewise declare, that there is no foundation for
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it?”
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“I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your ladyship.
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You may ask questions which I shall not choose to answer.”
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“This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being
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satisfied. Has he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?”
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“Your ladyship has declared it to be impossible.”
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“It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of
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his reason. But your arts and allurements may, in a moment of
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infatuation, have made him forget what he owes to himself and to
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all his family. You may have drawn him in.”
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“If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it.”
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“Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to
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such language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in
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the world, and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns.”
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“But you are not entitled to know mine; nor will such behaviour
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as this, ever induce me to be explicit.”
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“Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the
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presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy
|
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is engaged to my daughter. Now what have you to say?”
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“Only this; that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose
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he will make an offer to me.”
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Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied:
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“The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their
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infancy, they have been intended for each other. It was the
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favourite wish of his mother, as well as of hers. While in
|
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their cradles, we planned the union: and now, at the moment when
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the wishes of both sisters would be accomplished in their
|
|
marriage, to be prevented by a young woman of inferior birth, of
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|
no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to the family! Do
|
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you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends? To his tacit
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engagement with Miss de Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of
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propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say that from his
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earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?”
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“Yes, and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there
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is no other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall
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certainly not be kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt
|
|
wished him to marry Miss de Bourgh. You both did as much as you
|
|
could in planning the marriage. Its completion depended on
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others. If Mr. Darcy is neither by honour nor inclination
|
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confined to his cousin, why is not he to make another choice? And
|
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if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?”
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“Because honour, decorum, prudence, nay, interest, forbid it.
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Yes, Miss Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by
|
|
his family or friends, if you wilfully act against the
|
|
inclinations of all. You will be censured, slighted, and
|
|
despised, by everyone connected with him. Your alliance will be a
|
|
disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned by any of us.”
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“These are heavy misfortunes,” replied Elizabeth. “But the wife
|
|
of Mr. Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness
|
|
necessarily attached to her situation, that she could, upon the
|
|
whole, have no cause to repine.”
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|
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“Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your
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|
gratitude for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to
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|
me on that score? Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss
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|
Bennet, that I came here with the determined resolution of
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|
carrying my purpose; nor will I be dissuaded from it. I have not
|
|
been used to submit to any person’s whims. I have not been in the
|
|
habit of brooking disappointment.”
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|
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|
“That will make your ladyship’s situation at present more
|
|
pitiable; but it will have no effect on me.”
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“I will not be interrupted. Hear me in silence. My daughter and
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my nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the
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|
maternal side, from the same noble line; and, on the father’s,
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|
from respectable, honourable, and ancient—though
|
|
untitled—families. Their fortune on both sides is splendid. They
|
|
are destined for each other by the voice of every member of their
|
|
respective houses; and what is to divide them? The upstart
|
|
pretensions of a young woman without family, connections, or
|
|
fortune. Is this to be endured! But it must not, shall not be. If
|
|
you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to quit
|
|
the sphere in which you have been brought up.”
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|
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“In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as
|
|
quitting that sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman’s
|
|
daughter; so far we are equal.”
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|
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|
“True. You are a gentleman’s daughter. But who was your mother?
|
|
Who are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of
|
|
their condition.”
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|
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“Whatever my connections may be,” said Elizabeth, “if your nephew
|
|
does not object to them, they can be nothing to you.”
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|
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|
“Tell me once for all, are you engaged to him?”
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|
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|
Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady
|
|
Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say,
|
|
after a moment’s deliberation:
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“I am not.”
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|
|
Lady Catherine seemed pleased.
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|
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|
“And will you promise me, never to enter into such an
|
|
engagement?”
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|
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|
“I will make no promise of the kind.”
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|
|
|
“Miss Bennet I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a
|
|
more reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a
|
|
belief that I will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have
|
|
given me the assurance I require.”
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|
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|
“And I certainly never shall give it. I am not to be
|
|
intimidated into anything so wholly unreasonable. Your ladyship
|
|
wants Mr. Darcy to marry your daughter; but would my giving you
|
|
the wished-for promise make their marriage at all more
|
|
probable? Supposing him to be attached to me, would my refusing
|
|
to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on his cousin?
|
|
Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with which
|
|
you have supported this extraordinary application have been as
|
|
frivolous as the application was ill-judged. You have widely
|
|
mistaken my character, if you think I can be worked on by such
|
|
persuasions as these. How far your nephew might approve of your
|
|
interference in his affairs, I cannot tell; but you have
|
|
certainly no right to concern yourself in mine. I must beg,
|
|
therefore, to be importuned no farther on the subject.”
|
|
|
|
“Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the
|
|
objections I have already urged, I have still another to add. I
|
|
am no stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister’s
|
|
infamous elopement. I know it all; that the young man’s marrying
|
|
her was a patched-up business, at the expence of your father and
|
|
uncles. And is such a girl to be my nephew’s sister? Is her
|
|
husband, who is the son of his late father’s steward, to be his
|
|
brother? Heaven and earth!—of what are you thinking? Are the
|
|
shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?”
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|
|
|
“You can now have nothing further to say,” she resentfully
|
|
answered. “You have insulted me in every possible method. I must
|
|
beg to return to the house.”
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|
|
|
And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they
|
|
turned back. Her ladyship was highly incensed.
|
|
|
|
“You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my
|
|
nephew! Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a
|
|
connection with you must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?”
|
|
|
|
“Lady Catherine, I have nothing further to say. You know my
|
|
sentiments.”
|
|
|
|
“You are then resolved to have him?”
|
|
|
|
“I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that
|
|
manner, which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness,
|
|
without reference to you, or to any person so wholly
|
|
unconnected with me.”
|
|
|
|
“It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey
|
|
the claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to
|
|
ruin him in the opinion of all his friends, and make him the
|
|
contempt of the world.”
|
|
|
|
“Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude,” replied Elizabeth,
|
|
“have any possible claim on me, in the present instance. No
|
|
principle of either would be violated by my marriage with Mr.
|
|
Darcy. And with regard to the resentment of his family, or the
|
|
indignation of the world, if the former were excited by his
|
|
marrying me, it would not give me one moment’s concern—and the
|
|
world in general would have too much sense to join in the scorn.”
|
|
|
|
“And this is your real opinion! This is your final resolve! Very
|
|
well. I shall now know how to act. Do not imagine, Miss Bennet,
|
|
that your ambition will ever be gratified. I came to try you. I
|
|
hoped to find you reasonable; but, depend upon it, I will carry
|
|
my point.”
|
|
|
|
In this manner Lady Catherine talked on, till they were at the
|
|
door of the carriage, when, turning hastily round, she added, “I
|
|
take no leave of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your
|
|
mother. You deserve no such attention. I am most seriously
|
|
displeased.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth made no answer; and without attempting to persuade her
|
|
ladyship to return into the house, walked quietly into it
|
|
herself. She heard the carriage drive away as she proceeded up
|
|
stairs. Her mother impatiently met her at the door of the
|
|
dressing-room, to ask why Lady Catherine would not come in again
|
|
and rest herself.
|
|
|
|
“She did not choose it,” said her daughter, “she would go.”
|
|
|
|
“She is a very fine-looking woman! and her calling here was
|
|
prodigiously civil! for she only came, I suppose, to tell us the
|
|
Collinses were well. She is on her road somewhere, I dare say,
|
|
and so, passing through Meryton, thought she might as well call
|
|
on you. I suppose she had nothing particular to say to you,
|
|
Lizzy?”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth was forced to give into a little falsehood here; for to
|
|
acknowledge the substance of their conversation was impossible.
|
|
|
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|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The discomposure of spirits which this extraordinary visit threw
|
|
Elizabeth into, could not be easily overcome; nor could she, for
|
|
many hours, learn to think of it less than incessantly. Lady
|
|
Catherine, it appeared, had actually taken the trouble of this
|
|
journey from Rosings, for the sole purpose of breaking off her
|
|
supposed engagement with Mr. Darcy. It was a rational scheme, to
|
|
be sure! but from what the report of their engagement could
|
|
originate, Elizabeth was at a loss to imagine; till she
|
|
recollected that his being the intimate friend of Bingley, and
|
|
her being the sister of Jane, was enough, at a time when the
|
|
expectation of one wedding made everybody eager for another, to
|
|
supply the idea. She had not herself forgotten to feel that the
|
|
marriage of her sister must bring them more frequently together.
|
|
And her neighbours at Lucas Lodge, therefore (for through their
|
|
communication with the Collinses, the report, she concluded, had
|
|
reached Lady Catherine), had only set that down as almost
|
|
certain and immediate, which she had looked forward to as
|
|
possible at some future time.
|
|
|
|
In revolving Lady Catherine’s expressions, however, she could not
|
|
help feeling some uneasiness as to the possible consequence of
|
|
her persisting in this interference. From what she had said of
|
|
her resolution to prevent their marriage, it occurred to
|
|
Elizabeth that she must meditate an application to her nephew;
|
|
and how he might take a similar representation of the evils
|
|
attached to a connection with her, she dared not pronounce. She
|
|
knew not the exact degree of his affection for his aunt, or his
|
|
dependence on her judgment, but it was natural to suppose that he
|
|
thought much higher of her ladyship than she could do; and it
|
|
was certain that, in enumerating the miseries of a marriage with
|
|
one, whose immediate connections were so unequal to his own,
|
|
his aunt would address him on his weakest side. With his notions
|
|
of dignity, he would probably feel that the arguments, which to
|
|
Elizabeth had appeared weak and ridiculous, contained much good
|
|
sense and solid reasoning.
|
|
|
|
If he had been wavering before as to what he should do, which had
|
|
often seemed likely, the advice and entreaty of so near a
|
|
relation might settle every doubt, and determine him at once to
|
|
be as happy as dignity unblemished could make him. In that case
|
|
he would return no more. Lady Catherine might see him in her way
|
|
through town; and his engagement to Bingley of coming again to
|
|
Netherfield must give way.
|
|
|
|
“If, therefore, an excuse for not keeping his promise should come
|
|
to his friend within a few days,” she added, “I shall know how to
|
|
understand it. I shall then give over every expectation, every
|
|
wish of his constancy. If he is satisfied with only regretting
|
|
me, when he might have obtained my affections and hand, I shall
|
|
soon cease to regret him at all.”
|
|
|
|
The surprise of the rest of the family, on hearing who their
|
|
visitor had been, was very great; but they obligingly satisfied
|
|
it, with the same kind of supposition which had appeased Mrs.
|
|
Bennet’s curiosity; and Elizabeth was spared from much teasing on
|
|
the subject.
|
|
|
|
The next morning, as she was going downstairs, she was met by her
|
|
father, who came out of his library with a letter in his hand.
|
|
|
|
“Lizzy,” said he, “I was going to look for you; come into my
|
|
room.”
|
|
|
|
She followed him thither; and her curiosity to know what he had
|
|
to tell her was heightened by the supposition of its being in
|
|
some manner connected with the letter he held. It suddenly struck
|
|
her that it might be from Lady Catherine; and she anticipated
|
|
with dismay all the consequent explanations.
|
|
|
|
She followed her father to the fire place, and they both sat
|
|
down. He then said,
|
|
|
|
“I have received a letter this morning that has astonished me
|
|
exceedingly. As it principally concerns yourself, you ought to
|
|
know its contents. I did not know before, that I had two
|
|
daughters on the brink of matrimony. Let me congratulate you on a
|
|
very important conquest.”
|
|
|
|
The colour now rushed into Elizabeth’s cheeks in the
|
|
instantaneous conviction of its being a letter from the nephew,
|
|
instead of the aunt; and she was undetermined whether most to be
|
|
pleased that he explained himself at all, or offended that his
|
|
letter was not rather addressed to herself; when her father
|
|
continued:
|
|
|
|
“You look conscious. Young ladies have great penetration in such
|
|
matters as these; but I think I may defy even your sagacity, to
|
|
discover the name of your admirer. This letter is from Mr.
|
|
Collins.”
|
|
|
|
“From Mr. Collins! and what can he have to say?”
|
|
|
|
“Something very much to the purpose of course. He begins with
|
|
congratulations on the approaching nuptials of my eldest
|
|
daughter, of which, it seems, he has been told by some of the
|
|
good-natured, gossiping Lucases. I shall not sport with your
|
|
impatience, by reading what he says on that point. What relates
|
|
to yourself, is as follows: ‘Having thus offered you the sincere
|
|
congratulations of Mrs. Collins and myself on this happy event,
|
|
let me now add a short hint on the subject of another; of which
|
|
we have been advertised by the same authority. Your daughter
|
|
Elizabeth, it is presumed, will not long bear the name of Bennet,
|
|
after her elder sister has resigned it, and the chosen partner of
|
|
her fate may be reasonably looked up to as one of the most
|
|
illustrious personages in this land.’
|
|
|
|
“Can you possibly guess, Lizzy, who is meant by this? ‘This young
|
|
gentleman is blessed, in a peculiar way, with every thing the
|
|
heart of mortal can most desire,—splendid property, noble
|
|
kindred, and extensive patronage. Yet in spite of all these
|
|
temptations, let me warn my cousin Elizabeth, and yourself, of
|
|
what evils you may incur by a precipitate closure with this
|
|
gentleman’s proposals, which, of course, you will be inclined to
|
|
take immediate advantage of.’
|
|
|
|
“Have you any idea, Lizzy, who this gentleman is? But now it
|
|
comes out:
|
|
|
|
“‘My motive for cautioning you is as follows. We have reason to
|
|
imagine that his aunt, Lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not look on
|
|
the match with a friendly eye.’
|
|
|
|
“Mr. Darcy, you see, is the man! Now, Lizzy, I think I have
|
|
surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have pitched on any man
|
|
within the circle of our acquaintance, whose name would have
|
|
given the lie more effectually to what they related? Mr. Darcy,
|
|
who never looks at any woman but to see a blemish, and who
|
|
probably never looked at you in his life! It is admirable!”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth tried to join in her father’s pleasantry, but could
|
|
only force one most reluctant smile. Never had his wit been
|
|
directed in a manner so little agreeable to her.
|
|
|
|
“Are you not diverted?”
|
|
|
|
“Oh! yes. Pray read on.”
|
|
|
|
“‘After mentioning the likelihood of this marriage to her
|
|
ladyship last night, she immediately, with her usual
|
|
condescension, expressed what she felt on the occasion; when it
|
|
became apparent, that on the score of some family objections on
|
|
the part of my cousin, she would never give her consent to what
|
|
she termed so disgraceful a match. I thought it my duty to give
|
|
the speediest intelligence of this to my cousin, that she and her
|
|
noble admirer may be aware of what they are about, and not run
|
|
hastily into a marriage which has not been properly sanctioned.’
|
|
Mr. Collins moreover adds, ‘I am truly rejoiced that my cousin
|
|
Lydia’s sad business has been so well hushed up, and am only
|
|
concerned that their living together before the marriage took
|
|
place should be so generally known. I must not, however, neglect
|
|
the duties of my station, or refrain from declaring my amazement
|
|
at hearing that you received the young couple into your house as
|
|
soon as they were married. It was an encouragement of vice; and
|
|
had I been the rector of Longbourn, I should very strenuously
|
|
have opposed it. You ought certainly to forgive them, as a
|
|
Christian, but never to admit them in your sight, or allow their
|
|
names to be mentioned in your hearing.’ That is his notion of
|
|
Christian forgiveness! The rest of his letter is only about his
|
|
dear Charlotte’s situation, and his expectation of a young
|
|
olive-branch. But, Lizzy, you look as if you did not enjoy it.
|
|
You are not going to be missish, I hope, and pretend to be
|
|
affronted at an idle report. For what do we live, but to make
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sport for our neighbours, and laugh at them in our turn?”
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“Oh!” cried Elizabeth, “I am excessively diverted. But it is so
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strange!”
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“Yes—that is what makes it amusing. Had they fixed on any other
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man it would have been nothing; but his perfect indifference,
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and your pointed dislike, make it so delightfully absurd! Much
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as I abominate writing, I would not give up Mr. Collins’s
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correspondence for any consideration. Nay, when I read a letter
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of his, I cannot help giving him the preference even over
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Wickham, much as I value the impudence and hypocrisy of my
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son-in-law. And pray, Lizzy, what said Lady Catherine about this
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report? Did she call to refuse her consent?”
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To this question his daughter replied only with a laugh; and as
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it had been asked without the least suspicion, she was not
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distressed by his repeating it. Elizabeth had never been more at
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a loss to make her feelings appear what they were not. It was
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necessary to laugh, when she would rather have cried. Her father
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had most cruelly mortified her, by what he said of Mr. Darcy’s
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indifference, and she could do nothing but wonder at such a want
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of penetration, or fear that perhaps, instead of his seeing too
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little, she might have fancied too much.
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Instead of receiving any such letter of excuse from his friend,
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as Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to do, he was able to
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bring Darcy with him to Longbourn before many days had passed
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after Lady Catherine’s visit. The gentlemen arrived early; and,
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before Mrs. Bennet had time to tell him of their having seen his
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aunt, of which her daughter sat in momentary dread, Bingley, who
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wanted to be alone with Jane, proposed their all walking out. It
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was agreed to. Mrs. Bennet was not in the habit of walking; Mary
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could never spare time; but the remaining five set off together.
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Bingley and Jane, however, soon allowed the others to outstrip
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them. They lagged behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy were
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to entertain each other. Very little was said by either; Kitty
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was too much afraid of him to talk; Elizabeth was secretly
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forming a desperate resolution; and perhaps he might be doing the
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same.
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They walked towards the Lucases, because Kitty wished to call
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upon Maria; and as Elizabeth saw no occasion for making it a
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general concern, when Kitty left them she went boldly on with him
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alone. Now was the moment for her resolution to be executed, and,
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while her courage was high, she immediately said:
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“Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature; and, for the sake of
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giving relief to my own feelings, care not how much I may be
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wounding yours. I can no longer help thanking you for your
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unexampled kindness to my poor sister. Ever since I have known
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it, I have been most anxious to acknowledge to you how gratefully
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I feel it. Were it known to the rest of my family, I should not
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have merely my own gratitude to express.”
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“I am sorry, exceedingly sorry,” replied Darcy, in a tone of
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surprise and emotion, “that you have ever been informed of what
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may, in a mistaken light, have given you uneasiness. I did not
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think Mrs. Gardiner was so little to be trusted.”
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“You must not blame my aunt. Lydia’s thoughtlessness first
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betrayed to me that you had been concerned in the matter; and, of
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course, I could not rest till I knew the particulars. Let me
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thank you again and again, in the name of all my family, for that
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generous compassion which induced you to take so much trouble,
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and bear so many mortifications, for the sake of discovering
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them.”
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“If you will thank me,” he replied, “let it be for yourself
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alone. That the wish of giving happiness to you might add force
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to the other inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to
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deny. But your family owe me nothing. Much as I respect them, I
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believe I thought only of you.”
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Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word. After a short
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pause, her companion added, “You are too generous to trifle with
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me. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me
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so at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one
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word from you will silence me on this subject for ever.”
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Elizabeth, feeling all the more than common awkwardness and
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anxiety of his situation, now forced herself to speak; and
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immediately, though not very fluently, gave him to understand
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that her sentiments had undergone so material a change, since the
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period to which he alluded, as to make her receive with gratitude
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and pleasure his present assurances. The happiness which this
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reply produced, was such as he had probably never felt before;
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and he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as
|
|
warmly as a man violently in love can be supposed to do. Had
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Elizabeth been able to encounter his eye, she might have seen how
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well the expression of heartfelt delight, diffused over his face,
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became him; but, though she could not look, she could listen, and
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he told her of feelings, which, in proving of what importance she
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was to him, made his affection every moment more valuable.
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They walked on, without knowing in what direction. There was too
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much to be thought, and felt, and said, for attention to any
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other objects. She soon learnt that they were indebted for their
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present good understanding to the efforts of his aunt, who did
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call on him in her return through London, and there relate her
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|
journey to Longbourn, its motive, and the substance of her
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conversation with Elizabeth; dwelling emphatically on every
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|
expression of the latter which, in her ladyship’s apprehension,
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|
peculiarly denoted her perverseness and assurance; in the belief
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that such a relation must assist her endeavours to obtain that
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|
promise from her nephew which she had refused to give. But,
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unluckily for her ladyship, its effect had been exactly
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contrariwise.
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“It taught me to hope,” said he, “as I had scarcely ever allowed
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myself to hope before. I knew enough of your disposition to be
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|
certain that, had you been absolutely, irrevocably decided
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against me, you would have acknowledged it to Lady Catherine,
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frankly and openly.”
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Elizabeth coloured and laughed as she replied, “Yes, you know
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enough of my frankness to believe me capable of that. After
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abusing you so abominably to your face, I could have no scruple
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in abusing you to all your relations.”
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“What did you say of me, that I did not deserve? For, though your
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accusations were ill-founded, formed on mistaken premises, my
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behaviour to you at the time had merited the severest reproof. It
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was unpardonable. I cannot think of it without abhorrence.”
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“We will not quarrel for the greater share of blame annexed to
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that evening,” said Elizabeth. “The conduct of neither, if
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|
strictly examined, will be irreproachable; but since then, we
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|
have both, I hope, improved in civility.”
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“I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself. The recollection of
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what I then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expressions
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|
during the whole of it, is now, and has been many months,
|
|
inexpressibly painful to me. Your reproof, so well applied, I
|
|
shall never forget: ‘had you behaved in a more gentlemanlike
|
|
manner.’ Those were your words. You know not, you can scarcely
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|
conceive, how they have tortured me;—though it was some time, I
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|
confess, before I was reasonable enough to allow their justice.”
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“I was certainly very far from expecting them to make so strong
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|
an impression. I had not the smallest idea of their being ever
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|
felt in such a way.”
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“I can easily believe it. You thought me then devoid of every
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|
proper feeling, I am sure you did. The turn of your countenance I
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|
shall never forget, as you said that I could not have addressed
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|
you in any possible way that would induce you to accept me.”
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“Oh! do not repeat what I then said. These recollections will not
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|
do at all. I assure you that I have long been most heartily
|
|
ashamed of it.”
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Darcy mentioned his letter. “Did it,” said he, “did it soon make
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|
you think better of me? Did you, on reading it, give any credit
|
|
to its contents?”
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She explained what its effect on her had been, and how gradually
|
|
all her former prejudices had been removed.
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“I knew,” said he, “that what I wrote must give you pain, but it
|
|
was necessary. I hope you have destroyed the letter. There was
|
|
one part especially, the opening of it, which I should dread your
|
|
having the power of reading again. I can remember some
|
|
expressions which might justly make you hate me.”
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|
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|
“The letter shall certainly be burnt, if you believe it essential
|
|
to the preservation of my regard; but, though we have both reason
|
|
to think my opinions not entirely unalterable, they are not, I
|
|
hope, quite so easily changed as that implies.”
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|
“When I wrote that letter,” replied Darcy, “I believed myself
|
|
perfectly calm and cool, but I am since convinced that it was
|
|
written in a dreadful bitterness of spirit.”
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|
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|
“The letter, perhaps, began in bitterness, but it did not end so.
|
|
The adieu is charity itself. But think no more of the letter. The
|
|
feelings of the person who wrote, and the person who received it,
|
|
are now so widely different from what they were then, that every
|
|
unpleasant circumstance attending it ought to be forgotten. You
|
|
must learn some of my philosophy. Think only of the past as its
|
|
remembrance gives you pleasure.”
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|
|
|
“I cannot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind. Your
|
|
retrospections must be so totally void of reproach, that the
|
|
contentment arising from them is not of philosophy, but, what is
|
|
much better, of innocence. But with me, it is not so. Painful
|
|
recollections will intrude which cannot, which ought not, to be
|
|
repelled. I have been a selfish being all my life, in practice,
|
|
though not in principle. As a child I was taught what was
|
|
right, but I was not taught to correct my temper. I was given
|
|
good principles, but left to follow them in pride and conceit.
|
|
Unfortunately an only son (for many years an only child), I was
|
|
spoilt by my parents, who, though good themselves (my father,
|
|
particularly, all that was benevolent and amiable), allowed,
|
|
encouraged, almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing; to
|
|
care for none beyond my own family circle; to think meanly of all
|
|
the rest of the world; to wish at least to think meanly of
|
|
their sense and worth compared with my own. Such I was, from
|
|
eight to eight and twenty; and such I might still have been but
|
|
for you, dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not owe you! You
|
|
taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most advantageous.
|
|
By you, I was properly humbled. I came to you without a doubt of
|
|
my reception. You showed me how insufficient were all my
|
|
pretensions to please a woman worthy of being pleased.”
|
|
|
|
“Had you then persuaded yourself that I should?”
|
|
|
|
“Indeed I had. What will you think of my vanity? I believed you
|
|
to be wishing, expecting my addresses.”
|
|
|
|
“My manners must have been in fault, but not intentionally, I
|
|
assure you. I never meant to deceive you, but my spirits might
|
|
often lead me wrong. How you must have hated me after that
|
|
evening?”
|
|
|
|
“Hate you! I was angry perhaps at first, but my anger soon began
|
|
to take a proper direction.”
|
|
|
|
“I am almost afraid of asking what you thought of me, when we met
|
|
at Pemberley. You blamed me for coming?”
|
|
|
|
“No indeed; I felt nothing but surprise.”
|
|
|
|
“Your surprise could not be greater than mine in being noticed
|
|
by you. My conscience told me that I deserved no extraordinary
|
|
politeness, and I confess that I did not expect to receive more
|
|
than my due.”
|
|
|
|
“My object then,” replied Darcy, “was to show you, by every
|
|
civility in my power, that I was not so mean as to resent the
|
|
past; and I hoped to obtain your forgiveness, to lessen your ill
|
|
opinion, by letting you see that your reproofs had been attended
|
|
to. How soon any other wishes introduced themselves I can hardly
|
|
tell, but I believe in about half an hour after I had seen you.”
|
|
|
|
He then told her of Georgiana’s delight in her acquaintance, and
|
|
of her disappointment at its sudden interruption; which naturally
|
|
leading to the cause of that interruption, she soon learnt that
|
|
his resolution of following her from Derbyshire in quest of her
|
|
sister had been formed before he quitted the inn, and that his
|
|
gravity and thoughtfulness there had arisen from no other
|
|
struggles than what such a purpose must comprehend.
|
|
|
|
She expressed her gratitude again, but it was too painful a
|
|
subject to each, to be dwelt on farther.
|
|
|
|
After walking several miles in a leisurely manner, and too busy
|
|
to know anything about it, they found at last, on examining their
|
|
watches, that it was time to be at home.
|
|
|
|
“What could become of Mr. Bingley and Jane!” was a wonder which
|
|
introduced the discussion of their affairs. Darcy was delighted
|
|
with their engagement; his friend had given him the earliest
|
|
information of it.
|
|
|
|
“I must ask whether you were surprised?” said Elizabeth.
|
|
|
|
“Not at all. When I went away, I felt that it would soon happen.”
|
|
|
|
“That is to say, you had given your permission. I guessed as
|
|
much.” And though he exclaimed at the term, she found that it had
|
|
been pretty much the case.
|
|
|
|
“On the evening before my going to London,” said he, “I made a
|
|
confession to him, which I believe I ought to have made long ago.
|
|
I told him of all that had occurred to make my former
|
|
interference in his affairs absurd and impertinent. His surprise
|
|
was great. He had never had the slightest suspicion. I told him,
|
|
moreover, that I believed myself mistaken in supposing, as I had
|
|
done, that your sister was indifferent to him; and as I could
|
|
easily perceive that his attachment to her was unabated, I felt
|
|
no doubt of their happiness together.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could not help smiling at his easy manner of directing
|
|
his friend.
|
|
|
|
“Did you speak from your own observation,” said she, “when you
|
|
told him that my sister loved him, or merely from my information
|
|
last spring?”
|
|
|
|
“From the former. I had narrowly observed her during the two
|
|
visits which I had lately made here; and I was convinced of her
|
|
affection.”
|
|
|
|
“And your assurance of it, I suppose, carried immediate
|
|
conviction to him.”
|
|
|
|
“It did. Bingley is most unaffectedly modest. His diffidence had
|
|
prevented his depending on his own judgment in so anxious a case,
|
|
but his reliance on mine made every thing easy. I was obliged to
|
|
confess one thing, which for a time, and not unjustly, offended
|
|
him. I could not allow myself to conceal that your sister had
|
|
been in town three months last winter, that I had known it, and
|
|
purposely kept it from him. He was angry. But his anger, I am
|
|
persuaded, lasted no longer than he remained in any doubt of your
|
|
sister’s sentiments. He has heartily forgiven me now.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth longed to observe that Mr. Bingley had been a most
|
|
delightful friend; so easily guided that his worth was
|
|
invaluable; but she checked herself. She remembered that he had
|
|
yet to learn to be laughed at, and it was rather too early to
|
|
begin. In anticipating the happiness of Bingley, which of course
|
|
was to be inferior only to his own, he continued the conversation
|
|
till they reached the house. In the hall they parted.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
“My dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?” was a
|
|
question which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she
|
|
entered their room, and from all the others when they sat down to
|
|
table. She had only to say in reply, that they had wandered
|
|
about, till she was beyond her own knowledge. She coloured as she
|
|
spoke; but neither that, nor anything else, awakened a suspicion
|
|
of the truth.
|
|
|
|
The evening passed quietly, unmarked by anything extraordinary.
|
|
The acknowledged lovers talked and laughed, the unacknowledged
|
|
were silent. Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness
|
|
overflows in mirth; and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather
|
|
knew that she was happy than felt herself to be so; for,
|
|
besides the immediate embarrassment, there were other evils
|
|
before her. She anticipated what would be felt in the family when
|
|
her situation became known; she was aware that no one liked him
|
|
but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a dislike
|
|
which not all his fortune and consequence might do away.
|
|
|
|
At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very
|
|
far from Miss Bennet’s general habits, she was absolutely
|
|
incredulous here.
|
|
|
|
“You are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be!—engaged to Mr. Darcy! No,
|
|
no, you shall not deceive me. I know it to be impossible.”
|
|
|
|
“This is a wretched beginning indeed! My sole dependence was on
|
|
you; and I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not.
|
|
Yet, indeed, I am in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He
|
|
still loves me, and we are engaged.”
|
|
|
|
Jane looked at her doubtingly. “Oh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know
|
|
how much you dislike him.”
|
|
|
|
“You know nothing of the matter. That is all to be forgot.
|
|
Perhaps I did not always love him so well as I do now. But in
|
|
such cases as these, a good memory is unpardonable. This is the
|
|
last time I shall ever remember it myself.”
|
|
|
|
Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more
|
|
seriously assured her of its truth.
|
|
|
|
“Good Heaven! can it be really so! Yet now I must believe you,”
|
|
cried Jane. “My dear, dear Lizzy, I would—I do congratulate
|
|
you—but are you certain? forgive the question—are you quite
|
|
certain that you can be happy with him?”
|
|
|
|
“There can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already,
|
|
that we are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you
|
|
pleased, Jane? Shall you like to have such a brother?”
|
|
|
|
“Very, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself
|
|
more delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as
|
|
impossible. And do you really love him quite well enough? Oh,
|
|
Lizzy! do anything rather than marry without affection. Are you
|
|
quite sure that you feel what you ought to do?”
|
|
|
|
“Oh, yes! You will only think I feel more than I ought to do,
|
|
when I tell you all.”
|
|
|
|
“What do you mean?”
|
|
|
|
“Why, I must confess that I love him better than I do Bingley. I
|
|
am afraid you will be angry.”
|
|
|
|
“My dearest sister, now be serious. I want to talk very
|
|
seriously. Let me know every thing that I am to know, without
|
|
delay. Will you tell me how long you have loved him?”
|
|
|
|
“It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it
|
|
began. But I believe I must date it from my first seeing his
|
|
beautiful grounds at Pemberley.”
|
|
|
|
Another entreaty that she would be serious, however, produced the
|
|
desired effect; and she soon satisfied Jane by her solemn
|
|
assurances of attachment. When convinced on that article, Miss
|
|
Bennet had nothing further to wish.
|
|
|
|
“Now I am quite happy,” said she, “for you will be as happy as
|
|
myself. I always had a value for him. Were it for nothing but his
|
|
love of you, I must always have esteemed him; but now, as
|
|
Bingley’s friend and your husband, there can be only Bingley and
|
|
yourself more dear to me. But Lizzy, you have been very sly, very
|
|
reserved with me. How little did you tell me of what passed at
|
|
Pemberley and Lambton! I owe all that I know of it to another,
|
|
not to you.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth told her the motives of her secrecy. She had been
|
|
unwilling to mention Bingley; and the unsettled state of her own
|
|
feelings had made her equally avoid the name of his friend. But
|
|
now she would no longer conceal from her his share in Lydia’s
|
|
marriage. All was acknowledged, and half the night spent in
|
|
conversation.
|
|
|
|
“Good gracious!” cried Mrs. Bennet, as she stood at a window the
|
|
next morning, “if that disagreeable Mr. Darcy is not coming here
|
|
again with our dear Bingley! What can he mean by being so
|
|
tiresome as to be always coming here? I had no notion but he
|
|
would go a-shooting, or something or other, and not disturb us
|
|
with his company. What shall we do with him? Lizzy, you must walk
|
|
out with him again, that he may not be in Bingley’s way.”
|
|
|
|
Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at so convenient a proposal;
|
|
yet was really vexed that her mother should be always giving him
|
|
such an epithet.
|
|
|
|
As soon as they entered, Bingley looked at her so expressively,
|
|
and shook hands with such warmth, as left no doubt of his good
|
|
information; and he soon afterwards said aloud, “Mrs. Bennet,
|
|
have you no more lanes hereabouts in which Lizzy may lose her way
|
|
again to-day?”
|
|
|
|
“I advise Mr. Darcy, and Lizzy, and Kitty,” said Mrs. Bennet, “to
|
|
walk to Oakham Mount this morning. It is a nice long walk, and
|
|
Mr. Darcy has never seen the view.”
|
|
|
|
“It may do very well for the others,” replied Mr. Bingley; “but I
|
|
am sure it will be too much for Kitty. Won’t it, Kitty?” Kitty
|
|
owned that she had rather stay at home. Darcy professed a great
|
|
curiosity to see the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth silently
|
|
consented. As she went up stairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet
|
|
followed her, saying:
|
|
|
|
“I am quite sorry, Lizzy, that you should be forced to have that
|
|
disagreeable man all to yourself. But I hope you will not mind
|
|
it: it is all for Jane’s sake, you know; and there is no occasion
|
|
for talking to him, except just now and then. So, do not put
|
|
yourself to inconvenience.”
|
|
|
|
During their walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent
|
|
should be asked in the course of the evening. Elizabeth reserved
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to herself the application for her mother’s. She could not
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determine how her mother would take it; sometimes doubting
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whether all his wealth and grandeur would be enough to overcome
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her abhorrence of the man. But whether she were violently set
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against the match, or violently delighted with it, it was certain
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that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to her
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sense; and she could no more bear that Mr. Darcy should hear the
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first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her
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disapprobation.
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In the evening, soon after Mr. Bennet withdrew to the library,
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she saw Mr. Darcy rise also and follow him, and her agitation on
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seeing it was extreme. She did not fear her father’s opposition,
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but he was going to be made unhappy; and that it should be
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through her means—that she, his favourite child, should be
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distressing him by her choice, should be filling him with fears
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and regrets in disposing of her—was a wretched reflection, and
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she sat in misery till Mr. Darcy appeared again, when, looking at
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him, she was a little relieved by his smile. In a few minutes he
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approached the table where she was sitting with Kitty; and, while
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pretending to admire her work said in a whisper, “Go to your
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father, he wants you in the library.” She was gone directly.
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Her father was walking about the room, looking grave and anxious.
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“Lizzy,” said he, “what are you doing? Are you out of your
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senses, to be accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?”
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How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been
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more reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have
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spared her from explanations and professions which it was
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exceedingly awkward to give; but they were now necessary, and she
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assured him, with some confusion, of her attachment to Mr. Darcy.
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“Or, in other words, you are determined to have him. He is rich,
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to be sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages
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than Jane. But will they make you happy?”
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“Have you any other objection,” said Elizabeth, “than your belief
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of my indifference?”
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“None at all. We all know him to be a proud, unpleasant sort of
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man; but this would be nothing if you really liked him.”
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“I do, I do like him,” she replied, with tears in her eyes, “I
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love him. Indeed he has no improper pride. He is perfectly
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amiable. You do not know what he really is; then pray do not pain
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me by speaking of him in such terms.”
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“Lizzy,” said her father, “I have given him my consent. He is the
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kind of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse anything,
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which he condescended to ask. I now give it to you, if you are
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resolved on having him. But let me advise you to think better of
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it. I know your disposition, Lizzy. I know that you could be
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neither happy nor respectable, unless you truly esteemed your
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husband; unless you looked up to him as a superior. Your lively
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talents would place you in the greatest danger in an unequal
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marriage. You could scarcely escape discredit and misery. My
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child, let me not have the grief of seeing you unable to
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respect your partner in life. You know not what you are about.”
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Elizabeth, still more affected, was earnest and solemn in her
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reply; and at length, by repeated assurances that Mr. Darcy was
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really the object of her choice, by explaining the gradual change
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which her estimation of him had undergone, relating her absolute
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|
certainty that his affection was not the work of a day, but had
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stood the test of many months’ suspense, and enumerating with
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|
energy all his good qualities, she did conquer her father’s
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incredulity, and reconcile him to the match.
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“Well, my dear,” said he, when she ceased speaking, “I have no
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more to say. If this be the case, he deserves you. I could not
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have parted with you, my Lizzy, to anyone less worthy.”
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To complete the favourable impression, she then told him what Mr.
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Darcy had voluntarily done for Lydia. He heard her with
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astonishment.
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“This is an evening of wonders, indeed! And so, Darcy did every
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thing; made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow’s
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debts, and got him his commission! So much the better. It will
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save me a world of trouble and economy. Had it been your uncle’s
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doing, I must and would have paid him; but these violent young
|
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lovers carry every thing their own way. I shall offer to pay him
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to-morrow; he will rant and storm about his love for you, and
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there will be an end of the matter.”
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He then recollected her embarrassment a few days before, on his
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reading Mr. Collins’s letter; and after laughing at her some
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|
time, allowed her at last to go—saying, as she quitted the room,
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“If any young men come for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am
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quite at leisure.”
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Elizabeth’s mind was now relieved from a very heavy weight; and,
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after half an hour’s quiet reflection in her own room, she was
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able to join the others with tolerable composure. Every thing was
|
|
too recent for gaiety, but the evening passed tranquilly away;
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there was no longer anything material to be dreaded, and the
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comfort of ease and familiarity would come in time.
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When her mother went up to her dressing-room at night, she
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followed her, and made the important communication. Its effect
|
|
was most extraordinary; for on first hearing it, Mrs. Bennet sat
|
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quite still, and unable to utter a syllable. Nor was it under
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many, many minutes that she could comprehend what she heard;
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|
though not in general backward to credit what was for the
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|
advantage of her family, or that came in the shape of a lover to
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|
any of them. She began at length to recover, to fidget about in
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|
her chair, get up, sit down again, wonder, and bless herself.
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“Good gracious! Lord bless me! only think! dear me! Mr. Darcy!
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|
Who would have thought it! And is it really true? Oh! my sweetest
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|
Lizzy! how rich and how great you will be! What pin-money, what
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|
jewels, what carriages you will have! Jane’s is nothing to
|
|
it—nothing at all. I am so pleased—so happy. Such a charming
|
|
man!—so handsome! so tall!—Oh, my dear Lizzy! pray apologise for
|
|
my having disliked him so much before. I hope he will overlook
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|
it. Dear, dear Lizzy. A house in town! Every thing that is
|
|
charming! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh, Lord!
|
|
What will become of me. I shall go distracted.”
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This was enough to prove that her approbation need not be
|
|
doubted: and Elizabeth, rejoicing that such an effusion was heard
|
|
only by herself, soon went away. But before she had been three
|
|
minutes in her own room, her mother followed her.
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|
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“My dearest child,” she cried, “I can think of nothing else! Ten
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|
thousand a year, and very likely more! ’Tis as good as a Lord!
|
|
And a special licence. You must and shall be married by a special
|
|
licence. But my dearest love, tell me what dish Mr. Darcy is
|
|
particularly fond of, that I may have it to-morrow.”
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|
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|
This was a sad omen of what her mother’s behaviour to the
|
|
gentleman himself might be; and Elizabeth found that, though in
|
|
the certain possession of his warmest affection, and secure of
|
|
her relations’ consent, there was still something to be wished
|
|
for. But the morrow passed off much better than she expected; for
|
|
Mrs. Bennet luckily stood in such awe of her intended son-in-law
|
|
that she ventured not to speak to him, unless it was in her power
|
|
to offer him any attention, or mark her deference for his
|
|
opinion.
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|
|
|
Elizabeth had the satisfaction of seeing her father taking pains
|
|
to get acquainted with him; and Mr. Bennet soon assured her that
|
|
he was rising every hour in his esteem.
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|
|
|
“I admire all my three sons-in-law highly,” said he. “Wickham,
|
|
perhaps, is my favourite; but I think I shall like your husband
|
|
quite as well as Jane’s.”
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Elizabeth’s spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted
|
|
Mr. Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her.
|
|
“How could you begin?” said she. “I can comprehend your going on
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|
charmingly, when you had once made a beginning; but what could
|
|
set you off in the first place?”
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|
|
|
“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the
|
|
words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in
|
|
the middle before I knew that I had begun.”
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|
|
|
“My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners—my
|
|
behaviour to you was at least always bordering on the uncivil,
|
|
and I never spoke to you without rather wishing to give you pain
|
|
than not. Now be sincere; did you admire me for my impertinence?”
|
|
|
|
“For the liveliness of your mind, I did.”
|
|
|
|
“You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little
|
|
less. The fact is, that you were sick of civility, of deference,
|
|
of officious attention. You were disgusted with the women who
|
|
were always speaking, and looking, and thinking for your
|
|
approbation alone. I roused, and interested you, because I was so
|
|
unlike them. Had you not been really amiable, you would have
|
|
hated me for it; but in spite of the pains you took to disguise
|
|
yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and in your
|
|
heart, you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously
|
|
courted you. There—I have saved you the trouble of accounting for
|
|
it; and really, all things considered, I begin to think it
|
|
perfectly reasonable. To be sure, you knew no actual good of
|
|
me—but nobody thinks of that when they fall in love.”
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|
|
|
“Was there no good in your affectionate behaviour to Jane while
|
|
she was ill at Netherfield?”
|
|
|
|
“Dearest Jane! who could have done less for her? But make a
|
|
virtue of it by all means. My good qualities are under your
|
|
protection, and you are to exaggerate them as much as possible;
|
|
and, in return, it belongs to me to find occasions for teasing
|
|
and quarrelling with you as often as may be; and I shall begin
|
|
directly by asking you what made you so unwilling to come to the
|
|
point at last. What made you so shy of me, when you first called,
|
|
and afterwards dined here? Why, especially, when you called, did
|
|
you look as if you did not care about me?”
|
|
|
|
“Because you were grave and silent, and gave me no
|
|
encouragement.”
|
|
|
|
“But I was embarrassed.”
|
|
|
|
“And so was I.”
|
|
|
|
“You might have talked to me more when you came to dinner.”
|
|
|
|
“A man who had felt less, might.”
|
|
|
|
“How unlucky that you should have a reasonable answer to give,
|
|
and that I should be so reasonable as to admit it! But I wonder
|
|
how long you would have gone on, if you had been left to
|
|
yourself. I wonder when you would have spoken, if I had not
|
|
asked you! My resolution of thanking you for your kindness to
|
|
Lydia had certainly great effect. Too much, I am afraid; for
|
|
what becomes of the moral, if our comfort springs from a breach
|
|
of promise? for I ought not to have mentioned the subject. This
|
|
will never do.”
|
|
|
|
“You need not distress yourself. The moral will be perfectly
|
|
fair. Lady Catherine’s unjustifiable endeavours to separate us
|
|
were the means of removing all my doubts. I am not indebted for
|
|
my present happiness to your eager desire of expressing your
|
|
gratitude. I was not in a humour to wait for any opening of
|
|
yours. My aunt’s intelligence had given me hope, and I was
|
|
determined at once to know every thing.”
|
|
|
|
“Lady Catherine has been of infinite use, which ought to make her
|
|
happy, for she loves to be of use. But tell me, what did you come
|
|
down to Netherfield for? Was it merely to ride to Longbourn and
|
|
be embarrassed? or had you intended any more serious
|
|
consequence?”
|
|
|
|
“My real purpose was to see you, and to judge, if I could,
|
|
whether I might ever hope to make you love me. My avowed one, or
|
|
what I avowed to myself, was to see whether your sister were
|
|
still partial to Bingley, and if she were, to make the confession
|
|
to him which I have since made.”
|
|
|
|
“Shall you ever have courage to announce to Lady Catherine what
|
|
is to befall her?”
|
|
|
|
“I am more likely to want more time than courage, Elizabeth. But
|
|
it ought to be done, and if you will give me a sheet of paper, it
|
|
shall be done directly.”
|
|
|
|
“And if I had not a letter to write myself, I might sit by you
|
|
and admire the evenness of your writing, as another young lady
|
|
once did. But I have an aunt, too, who must not be longer
|
|
neglected.”
|
|
|
|
From an unwillingness to confess how much her intimacy with Mr.
|
|
Darcy had been over-rated, Elizabeth had never yet answered Mrs.
|
|
Gardiner’s long letter; but now, having that to communicate
|
|
which she knew would be most welcome, she was almost ashamed to
|
|
find that her uncle and aunt had already lost three days of
|
|
happiness, and immediately wrote as follows:
|
|
|
|
“I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to
|
|
have done, for your long, kind, satisfactory, detail of
|
|
particulars; but to say the truth, I was too cross to write. You
|
|
supposed more than really existed. But now suppose as much as
|
|
you choose; give a loose rein to your fancy, indulge your
|
|
imagination in every possible flight which the subject will
|
|
afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you cannot
|
|
greatly err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a
|
|
great deal more than you did in your last. I thank you, again and
|
|
again, for not going to the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to
|
|
wish it! Your idea of the ponies is delightful. We will go round
|
|
the Park every day. I am the happiest creature in the world.
|
|
Perhaps other people have said so before, but not one with such
|
|
justice. I am happier even than Jane; she only smiles, I laugh.
|
|
Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world that he can spare
|
|
from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas. Yours,
|
|
etc.”
|
|
|
|
Mr. Darcy’s letter to Lady Catherine was in a different style;
|
|
and still different from either was what Mr. Bennet sent to Mr.
|
|
Collins, in reply to his last.
|
|
|
|
“Dear Sir,
|
|
“I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will
|
|
soon be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as
|
|
you can. But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has
|
|
more to give.
|
|
|
|
“Yours sincerely, etc.”
|
|
|
|
Miss Bingley’s congratulations to her brother, on his approaching
|
|
marriage, were all that was affectionate and insincere. She wrote
|
|
even to Jane on the occasion, to express her delight, and repeat
|
|
all her former professions of regard. Jane was not deceived, but
|
|
she was affected; and though feeling no reliance on her, could
|
|
not help writing her a much kinder answer than she knew was
|
|
deserved.
|
|
|
|
The joy which Miss Darcy expressed on receiving similar
|
|
information, was as sincere as her brother’s in sending it. Four
|
|
sides of paper were insufficient to contain all her delight, and
|
|
all her earnest desire of being loved by her sister.
|
|
|
|
Before any answer could arrive from Mr. Collins, or any
|
|
congratulations to Elizabeth from his wife, the Longbourn family
|
|
heard that the Collinses were come themselves to Lucas Lodge. The
|
|
reason of this sudden removal was soon evident. Lady Catherine
|
|
had been rendered so exceedingly angry by the contents of her
|
|
nephew’s letter, that Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match,
|
|
was anxious to get away till the storm was blown over. At such a
|
|
moment, the arrival of her friend was a sincere pleasure to
|
|
Elizabeth, though in the course of their meetings she must
|
|
sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she saw Mr.
|
|
Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her
|
|
husband. He bore it, however, with admirable calmness. He could
|
|
even listen to Sir William Lucas, when he complimented him on
|
|
carrying away the brightest jewel of the country, and expressed
|
|
his hopes of their all meeting frequently at St. James’s, with
|
|
very decent composure. If he did shrug his shoulders, it was not
|
|
till Sir William was out of sight.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Phillips’s vulgarity was another, and perhaps a greater, tax
|
|
on his forbearance; and though Mrs. Phillips, as well as her
|
|
sister, stood in too much awe of him to speak with the
|
|
familiarity which Bingley’s good humour encouraged, yet, whenever
|
|
she did speak, she must be vulgar. Nor was her respect for him,
|
|
though it made her more quiet, at all likely to make her more
|
|
elegant. Elizabeth did all she could to shield him from the
|
|
frequent notice of either, and was ever anxious to keep him to
|
|
herself, and to those of her family with whom he might converse
|
|
without mortification; and though the uncomfortable feelings
|
|
arising from all this took from the season of courtship much of
|
|
its pleasure, it added to the hope of the future; and she looked
|
|
forward with delight to the time when they should be removed from
|
|
society so little pleasing to either, to all the comfort and
|
|
elegance of their family party at Pemberley.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Happy for all her maternal feelings was the day on which Mrs.
|
|
Bennet got rid of her two most deserving daughters. With what
|
|
delighted pride she afterwards visited Mrs. Bingley, and talked
|
|
of Mrs. Darcy, may be guessed. I wish I could say, for the sake
|
|
of her family, that the accomplishment of her earnest desire in
|
|
the establishment of so many of her children produced so happy an
|
|
effect as to make her a sensible, amiable, well-informed woman
|
|
for the rest of her life; though perhaps it was lucky for her
|
|
husband, who might not have relished domestic felicity in so
|
|
unusual a form, that she still was occasionally nervous and
|
|
invariably silly.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter exceedingly; his affection
|
|
for her drew him oftener from home than anything else could do.
|
|
He delighted in going to Pemberley, especially when he was least
|
|
expected.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Bingley and Jane remained at Netherfield only a twelvemonth.
|
|
So near a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not
|
|
desirable even to his easy temper, or her affectionate heart.
|
|
The darling wish of his sisters was then gratified; he bought an
|
|
estate in a neighbouring county to Derbyshire, and Jane and
|
|
Elizabeth, in addition to every other source of happiness, were
|
|
within thirty miles of each other.
|
|
|
|
Kitty, to her very material advantage, spent the chief of her
|
|
time with her two elder sisters. In society so superior to what
|
|
she had generally known, her improvement was great. She was not
|
|
of so ungovernable a temper as Lydia; and, removed from the
|
|
influence of Lydia’s example, she became, by proper attention and
|
|
management, less irritable, less ignorant, and less insipid. From
|
|
the further disadvantage of Lydia’s society she was of course
|
|
carefully kept, and though Mrs. Wickham frequently invited her to
|
|
come and stay with her, with the promise of balls and young men,
|
|
her father would never consent to her going.
|
|
|
|
Mary was the only daughter who remained at home; and she was
|
|
necessarily drawn from the pursuit of accomplishments by Mrs.
|
|
Bennet’s being quite unable to sit alone. Mary was obliged to mix
|
|
more with the world, but she could still moralize over every
|
|
morning visit; and as she was no longer mortified by comparisons
|
|
between her sisters’ beauty and her own, it was suspected by her
|
|
father that she submitted to the change without much reluctance.
|
|
|
|
As for Wickham and Lydia, their characters suffered no revolution
|
|
from the marriage of her sisters. He bore with philosophy the
|
|
conviction that Elizabeth must now become acquainted with
|
|
whatever of his ingratitude and falsehood had before been unknown
|
|
to her; and in spite of every thing, was not wholly without hope
|
|
that Darcy might yet be prevailed on to make his fortune. The
|
|
congratulatory letter which Elizabeth received from Lydia on her
|
|
marriage, explained to her that, by his wife at least, if not by
|
|
himself, such a hope was cherished. The letter was to this
|
|
effect:
|
|
|
|
“My dear Lizzy,
|
|
“I wish you joy. If you love Mr. Darcy half as well as I do my
|
|
dear Wickham, you must be very happy. It is a great comfort to
|
|
have you so rich, and when you have nothing else to do, I hope
|
|
you will think of us. I am sure Wickham would like a place at
|
|
court very much, and I do not think we shall have quite money
|
|
enough to live upon without some help. Any place would do, of
|
|
about three or four hundred a year; but however, do not speak to
|
|
Mr. Darcy about it, if you had rather not.
|
|
|
|
“Yours, etc.”
|
|
|
|
As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she
|
|
endeavoured in her answer to put an end to every entreaty and
|
|
expectation of the kind. Such relief, however, as it was in her
|
|
power to afford, by the practice of what might be called economy
|
|
in her own private expences, she frequently sent them. It had
|
|
always been evident to her that such an income as theirs, under
|
|
the direction of two persons so extravagant in their wants, and
|
|
heedless of the future, must be very insufficient to their
|
|
support; and whenever they changed their quarters, either Jane or
|
|
herself were sure of being applied to for some little assistance
|
|
towards discharging their bills. Their manner of living, even
|
|
when the restoration of peace dismissed them to a home, was
|
|
unsettled in the extreme. They were always moving from place to
|
|
place in quest of a cheap situation, and always spending more
|
|
than they ought. His affection for her soon sunk into
|
|
indifference; hers lasted a little longer; and in spite of her
|
|
youth and her manners, she retained all the claims to reputation
|
|
which her marriage had given her.
|
|
|
|
Though Darcy could never receive him at Pemberley, yet, for
|
|
Elizabeth’s sake, he assisted him further in his profession.
|
|
Lydia was occasionally a visitor there, when her husband was gone
|
|
to enjoy himself in London or Bath; and with the Bingleys they
|
|
both of them frequently staid so long, that even Bingley’s good
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humour was overcome, and he proceeded so far as to talk of
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giving them a hint to be gone.
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Miss Bingley was very deeply mortified by Darcy’s marriage; but
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as she thought it advisable to retain the right of visiting at
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Pemberley, she dropt all her resentment; was fonder than ever of
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Georgiana, almost as attentive to Darcy as heretofore, and paid
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off every arrear of civility to Elizabeth.
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Pemberley was now Georgiana’s home; and the attachment of the
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sisters was exactly what Darcy had hoped to see. They were able
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to love each other even as well as they intended. Georgiana had
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the highest opinion in the world of Elizabeth; though at first
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she often listened with an astonishment bordering on alarm at her
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lively, sportive, manner of talking to her brother. He, who had
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always inspired in herself a respect which almost overcame her
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affection, she now saw the object of open pleasantry. Her mind
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received knowledge which had never before fallen in her way. By
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Elizabeth’s instructions, she began to comprehend that a woman
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may take liberties with her husband which a brother will not
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always allow in a sister more than ten years younger than
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himself.
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Lady Catherine was extremely indignant on the marriage of her
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nephew; and as she gave way to all the genuine frankness of her
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character in her reply to the letter which announced its
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arrangement, she sent him language so very abusive, especially of
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Elizabeth, that for some time all intercourse was at an end. But
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at length, by Elizabeth’s persuasion, he was prevailed on to
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overlook the offence, and seek a reconciliation; and, after a
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little further resistance on the part of his aunt, her resentment
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gave way, either to her affection for him, or her curiosity to
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see how his wife conducted herself; and she condescended to wait
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on them at Pemberley, in spite of that pollution which its woods
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had received, not merely from the presence of such a mistress,
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but the visits of her uncle and aunt from the city.
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With the Gardiners, they were always on the most intimate terms.
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Darcy, as well as Elizabeth, really loved them; and they were
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both ever sensible of the warmest gratitude towards the persons
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who, by bringing her into Derbyshire, had been the means of
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uniting them.
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